Reluctant

Chapter 45

potential.

"Understood." Bai Huan walked over slowly, "Your gesture is really ugly."

Su She was silent for a few seconds, "Then do you know what it means?"

Bai Huan gave a faint "um" and said leisurely, "Husband, come quickly! Hurry and hug me tight!"

……

Bai Huan covered his forehead and watched Su She snatch his wallet and go to the cashier, muttered in a low voice, "You idiot who hasn't been online for three days dares to turn against the customer."

"Hurry up and follow!" Su She turned her head and saw Bai Huan standing still with her forehead covered, she frowned fiercely and said.

Bai Huan was angry and funny at the same time, "I didn't expect that one day I would become a strict wife..."

"To shut up."

"Su She, why didn't I find you so fierce before?"

"...You talk a lot recently."

"You act a little bit more coquettish, I don't mind."

"..."

"Do you like me?" Bai Huan took the bag from Su She's hand, reached out to hold Su She's hand, and asked casually.

I thought I wouldn't get a serious answer, but someone suddenly looked up at him seriously, and said very seriously, "I like it."

nice! You love it.

Bai Huan muttered in a low voice.

"Down... the knife?!"

"Fuck?!!!" A loud noise came from outside.

Bai Huan looked around, and there was a small white object falling from the window.

"It's snowing?" Bai Huan was a little surprised when he looked down at Su She.

The smile on Su She's face was very, very beautiful.

Slightly curved mouth, thin outline.

"Master God has begun to give me a lot of love." Su She said softly.

"Su She?" Bai Huan frowned.

Su She looked up at him, and her smile deepened, "A child once gave me a big white rabbit, saying that I am so stupid, God will definitely give me a lot of love."

"Look, now I have your love, Lin An's love, and Liu Liu's love... My only wish to see the snow, Lord God also helped me realize it."

There are no regrets.

I lived a poor first half of my life, but I have a very happy second half of my life.

Although my life is very short, but I have gained so much, isn't it enough?

Su She kept the words behind in his heart, he knew that Bai Huan would understand even if he didn't say it.

It's not self-confidence for no reason, but Bai Huan's eyes.

Knowing it in the heart, there is no need to say much.

"Go home." Bai Huan didn't speak for a long time, Su She tugged his sleeve.

Bai Huan was stunned for a few seconds, then nodded, "Go home?"

Su She gave a "hmm" and whispered, "Well, go back to our home."

……

Pushing open the courtyard door, Su She threw the sugar aside, and squatted down.

Bai Huan thought he was wrestling, so he quickly tore off his clothes, "Be careful."

Su She grabbed a handful of snow and threw it over, "It's snowing."

Bai Huan grabbed a small snowball from his hair, and squeezed two words between his teeth, "Idiot."

"I'm very happy when it snows every year." Su She stretched out her hand and rubbed it in the snow, it was cold.

It took almost an hour to come back from the supermarket. There was heavy snow all the way, and there was already a thick layer of snow on the ground.

Seeing the smile on Su She's face from the very beginning, Bai Huan couldn't help being in a good mood, but he still joked, "It's so cold."

Su She tilted her head and smiled at him, "It's very clean."

"The plain white snow is as clean as if there is nothing left."

Also, cleaner than me.

Su She kneaded a big snowball from the ground, took out three candies from the sugar bag on the side, put them on the snowball, and made a 'smiling' expression.

Bai Huan suddenly fell silent.

Last winter, it also snowed.

It was very big, Su She lay on the ground and looked out the window at the snow that had fallen all night.

How cold will the snow be then?

"By the way, you remember to buy something to keep you warm at night...such as some kind of baby warmer." Su She said suddenly as if remembering something.

Bai Huan was puzzled, "Why?"

Su She was silent for a few seconds, and fiddled with the candy on the snowball for a while.

"I'm actually a very bad person." Su She poked the snowball and said in a calm voice.

Bai Huan looked at his cold red hand, grabbed it and held it in his own, "Speak, I'll listen."

Su She's hand trembled slightly in Bai Huan's.

"I've never brought up the question of buying insulation before, but I haven't forgotten that I can buy it."

Bai Huan frowned, "Then?"

"Actually, there is no other meaning... At that time, you never let me approach you, and I just wanted to touch you. At first, I just tried to sneak over to warm your hands after you fell asleep. Later, I found out that you can't rush I'm leaving...I just really wanted to sleep next to you every day...so I didn't mention this..." Su She glanced at Bai Huan and quickly turned his eyes away.

"Let me tell you, many of the things I do are conspiratorial, and I am definitely not as selfless as Xiao Lin said."

Bai Huan didn't speak for a long time after listening, and then he smiled lightly when he heard Su She added a sentence, "Well, tell me how selfish you are."

"When you were a freshman, you told me that you liked Lin Tao, and then you always took Lin Tao out to play. I followed behind you, and I went wherever you went. Later, you discovered it several times...Lin Tao thought it was fun, so he asked you to take me with him every time. I didn’t know what to do when I saw your impatient face, so I told Lin Tao that you were good....in fact, I prayed to God in my heart every time I said a word My lord, don't let Lin Tao like you."

"Maybe it's because I got retribution for being too dark... I've been hated by you for so long." Su She said with a wry smile, "I always think about these strange things... just like a woman."

"No." Bai Huan squeezed Su She's hand hard, and said softly.

"Why do you like me?" Su She's hands covered by his movements became hot, she tilted her head slightly, moved her body, and moved her hands to Bai Huan's palms.

Snowflakes fell on Bai Huan's eyelashes, trembling slightly.

Su She looked at Bai Huan for a long time before hearing Bai Huan chuckled, "Because you are stupid."

"..." You really can't say anything good. Su She wanted to refute, but she couldn't say anything.

Because it is not a nice word, it makes people feel very sad.

"If I die tomorrow..." Su She's tone was a bit ethereal, "Don't worry about anything, the corpse, don't worry about the funeral."

Bai Huan's hands trembled, but his voice was very calm, "What's the reason?"

Su She grinned, "People say that you can't turn back on the road to Huangquan, and if you turn back, you will never be able to recover."

"What if you show up before I leave and I turn around?"

"Also, if you are here, how can I be willing to leave."

What Su She said was plain, but Bai Huan listened sadly.

"You always want to leave." Bai Huan rubbed Su She's hand, and said helplessly, "You don't leave me any room."

Su She looked at him silently.

"Forget it, I have nothing to do if you are willing to leave me." After a while, Bai Huan said again.

Su She moved her body, "I..."

"But you have to know, I can't like others anymore."

"You let me like you so much, and now you want to leave me, it's too much to say."

"Su She, I can't forget you. You are too cruel. I can't forget you." Bai Huan suddenly let go of Su She's hand, stood up and patted the snow off Su She's body. If you don’t want to go, wait for me to carry you.”

Su She was stunned for a few seconds, "Bai Huan..."

Bai Huan looked down at him with pleading eyes, and said softly, "If...you don't want to leave me, just try to live on, okay?"

(Fifty)

It snowed for a day.

Bai Huan was lighting a fire in the fireplace, and Su She was wrapped up in a blanket by him and nestling on the sofa, staring at Bai Huan's back that was vaguely covered by the fire, Su She subconsciously pursed her lips and smiled.

This fireplace, which is completely inconsistent with the house, was forcibly left by Su She when Bai Huan was renovating the house.The previous owner of this house was French, and even the house is Western style.When Su She came to this house for the first time, she immediately fell in love with the fireplace in the living room.

He always felt that the fireplace with fire would be very warm, and it would be very comfortable to curl up with the quilt in winter.

Just trying to say that, Bai Huan agreed.

At that time, she never thought that there would be a day when she would sit in front of the fireplace with Bai Huan to keep warm.

"Xu Yue is the younger brother of my childhood sweetheart." Bai Huan suddenly turned around and said.

The light from the fire in the fireplace shone on Su She's face, emitting a warm yellow light.

Su She frowned blankly, "Huh?"

"At the beginning, I thought I would fall in love with you, so I thought it would be good to drive you away quickly..." Bai Huan got up and stopped squatting in front of the fireplace, "I was afraid of liking you at that time, Xu Yue just came back from abroad, because I have been in touch for the past few years, and he knows that I have you by my side."

"...Mmm." Su She shrank back with the quilt in her arms, a little aggrieved.

"Your lawsuit also happened at that time. At that time, I had no one on hand and moved my dad's people. Later, my dad knew about it after winning the lawsuit. He said that I can't be with you. He pays attention to being in the same family..." Speaking of this Bai Huan chuckled lightly, with a slightly contemptuous look in his eyes, "After Xu Yue heard about it, she said that he came to be my lover, as a cover."

Su She seemed a little surprised, and opened her eyes slightly, "Mr. Xu likes you, doesn't he?"

Bai Huan was silent for a few seconds, "Yes, he likes me."

"I plan to deal with your problem first, and then I will explain it clearly to Xu Yue, but... I never thought that he would like me." Bai Huan's voice suddenly became a little deep, "If I knew it from the beginning... I wouldn't would hurt him."

Su She frowned, stretched out her hand from under the quilt and pulled Bai Huan's hand, but just pulled, without moving or speaking.


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