Reluctant

Wipe a light smile.

"I'm innocent, don't slander good people."

Su She flinched, "How can you pull the towel!"

Bai Huan lazily raised his head and looked at him, "Who is in heat here shirtless? I'm just helping you."

Su She almost rolled her eyes to death.

"Where am I in heat... Obviously you are playing hooligans."

Bai Huan frowned frivolously, "Huh?"

"It's bare upper body...but!" The tone changed from weak to strong.

"But the man who keeps trying to seduce him never takes the bait, right?" Bai Huan said with a light smile.

Su She blinked and realized that she was speechless.

But I'm really not in heat, it's just that there are no clothes in the bathroom, and no bathrobe yet!And if you use a bath towel to cover it from the top, the bottom will be...

In the final analysis... Bai Huan is still playing hooligans.

So he pursed his lips and squinted at Bai Huan, "I didn't expect you to be this kind of person."

Bai Huan stood up, patted the ashes off his body, and then began to unbutton his clothes.

"Anyway, you'll like any kind of person, won't you?"

Originally thought that Su She would immediately refute him saying that he was shameless, but Su She just muttered in a low voice, "Yes, there is nothing I can do about you."

"No matter what you are, I can't help but like you."

"Su She." Bai Huan took off his shirt, took out a set of clothes from his bag and threw it to Su She.

"Huh?" Su She responded.

"Ten years of life and death, what's the next sentence?" Bai Huan asked.

Su She was stunned for a few seconds, although she doubted that Bai Huan's IQ was not so low, she quickly replied, "If you don't think about it, you will never forget it."

"Well, it belongs to someone else." Bai Huan said rambling words.

Su She was at a loss.

Bai Huan stared at him for a long time, as if in a daze.

It took a while to show a smile, and said in a gentle and calm tone, "Abandon the general, Bai Kongshou."

After speaking, Bai Huan went into the bathroom.

Su She froze under the blanket in a daze.

Abandon will.

Will, in the future, abandon the future.

White empty regret.

Sorrowful, sad, empty and sad.

Ten years of life and death are boundless, abandoning the generals, blank and sad.

Bai Huan's vision was blurred by the mist under the light, and he reached out to touch his face. It was full of shower water, and he couldn't tell what was what.

Come to think of it, he himself understood all of this.

That's why he blurted out that sentence.

He didn't want to be alone, he didn't want to lose Su She.

(46)

One o'clock.

Bai Huan moved his body, Su She was sleeping in his arms, his body temperature was terribly high, and his forehead was even hotter.

Bai Huan patted his back lightly, feeling that Su She's breathing was shallow and weak, even lifeless.

"Su She...?" There was a trill in her gentle tone.

Su She heard a familiar voice in a haze, and struggled hard.The body moved slightly, and the words responded vaguely, "Uh...what's wrong?"

The atmosphere was silent for a long time.

Bai Huan suddenly used a lot of strength to hug Su She tightly.

Just when I thought Su She wasn't breathing, I felt suffocated...

"Sushe."

"Huh?" Su She was still half asleep, half conscious.The high fever persisted, and the temperature made the whole person feel uncomfortable.Tears slipped out of the eyes by themselves, but Su She didn't realize it at all.

Bai Huan wiped the tears off his face for him, and said softly, "You have a fever again, get up and take your medicine."

After finishing speaking, he got up and went to get medicine for him, stepping back three times.

Su She nodded, got up limply, and fell down on the bed weakly.

"I might be... dying." Te muttered in a low voice, seeing Bai Huan's back flipping things a little impatiently, Su She smiled softly.

……

Knowing that the fever was caused by leukemia, although Bai Huan was anxious, he was powerless.

He made medicine for Su She, helped Su She get dressed, and squatted beside the bed to look at Su She.

Su She was sitting on the edge of the bed with her bare feet, looking at Bai Huan with red eyes, with a faint smile on her lips.

When Bai Huan handed him the cup, he didn't answer it, and sat there quietly, looking straight at Bai Huan.

"Are you uncomfortable?" Bai Huan looked at his burning red eyes, his lips were also dry due to severe dehydration, his face was sickly white except for the blush caused by the high temperature, and subconsciously frowned.

Su She nodded, then shook her head again.

Painfully, Bai Huan grabbed his hand and squeezed it lightly, then passed the water glass over, "Hey, come and drink the medicine."

Su She blinked her eyes, lowered her head to drink the medicine, and looked up at Bai Huan while drinking.

"I really miss you liking me." Su She swallowed a mouthful of medicine and said suddenly.

His voice was hoarse and dry due to illness.

Bai Huan paused while holding the cup, and looked at Su She with some doubts.

"You always treat most people coldly, just treat me and Lin Tao well. You said you treat her well because you like Lin Tao, but what about me? Do you like me?" Su She asked again.

Bai Huan's initial confusion had almost disappeared, and he understood that Su She was in a coma and started talking nonsense.

"Yes, I like you."

Even though the question was nonsense, Bai Huan still answered it.

Su She's pupils shrank slightly, and she froze for a few seconds, "No, no, you don't like me..."

Bai Huan stretched out his hand to undo the folds of his sleeves, and said helplessly, "Su She, you should know that I only like you."

"But you think I'm dirty." Su She said in a high-pitched voice suddenly, not noticing Bai Huan's froze expression, he continued in a low voice, "I don't want to...but you left me there, I ...Drunk, I had no strength when that person touched me... When I was looking for you, I suddenly remembered that you had left me behind."

Su She was talking about what happened in her junior year, and Bai Huan heard his voice stuck in his throat, trembling, "Is it because I left you?"

So you are insulted.

Afterwards, I always misunderstood that you took the initiative to seduce others.

Su She seemed to remember something, and shook her head, "Stop talking, Ah Huan will hear about it later."

"Why...can't he hear it?" Bai Huan asked after a few seconds of pause.

Su She grinned, "He won't believe it...he will think that I'm pretending to be pitiful on purpose, so that he can sympathize with me."

"He is very nice. He looks cold on the surface, but he is actually soft-tempered and sympathetic."

Bai Huan felt cold all over, and he withdrew his hand holding Su She weakly.

In the end, Su She dragged her back, "I feel uncomfortable."

Su She stared into Bai Huan's eyes and said.

"You like me, okay?"

asked tentatively.

Bai Huan froze, not knowing what to do for a moment.

"I'm going to die without you, don't leave me, okay?"

Su She seemed to have said this, under Bai Huan's disdainful gaze.

How long ago was that, Bai Huan thought.

Sighing softly, Bai Huan reached out and hugged Su She tightly, his voice also became hoarse.

"Idiot, I like you."

"I won't make you sad again."

"I won't...leave you again."

……

When Su She woke up again, she found herself held in Bai Huan's arms.

In an extremely strange posture.

"...Bai Huan, have you lost your girlish heart?" Teased blurted out.

He raised his head and met Bai Huan's gaze when he lowered his head.

To put it vulgarly... it's really... heart-pounding.

Bai Huan seemed to be in a daze for a few seconds, before saying after a while, "I don't know which girl insists on coming into my arms."

Su She's high fever came and went quickly, and now there is only a low-grade fever left, and her consciousness is much clearer.

Thinking about what shameful things I might have done with the high fever just now, I felt a little guilty, so I lowered my voice, "What time is it?"

After hearing this, Bai Huan glanced at the clock on the wall, and reached out to help Su She up, "It's three o'clock."

Su She moved her numb leg and found herself weak.

Can't help but smile wryly, "How can you climb a mountain to watch the sunrise with this ghost..."

"Come here." Bai Huan got off the bed and squatted down in front of Su She.

Su She looked at him suspiciously, "What are you doing squatting down?"

Bai Huan looked back at him, and said in a calm tone, "I'll carry you on my back."

……

"Speaking of... it will be the beginning of winter in two days." Su She lay on Bai Huan's back, with her arms around his neck.Because of wearing too much, the whole person is trapped in the clothes and looks extraordinarily thin.

He was obviously a big man about 1.7 meters tall, but he was so skinny that he only weighed about [-] catties.

Bai Huan walked forward slowly with his back on his back.

"Well, it's a little late at dawn."

It was still early, and the surrounding light was not bright due to the climate. Only a bright moon sprinkled in the sky, which just happened to illuminate the mountain road.

"Are you tired?" Su She leaned her head on Bai Huan's shoulder, her voice muffled.

"Not tired." Bai Huan glanced at him and said softly.

"Then let me down when you're tired. You climbed for so long yesterday, and you didn't sleep much because of my illness in the middle of the night." Su She's voice full of vitality rang in Bai Huan's ear.

Bai Huan smiled, the voice that was sullen just now was full of vitality.

It's because I'm afraid I will refuse.

"Okay." He replied quietly, and added a word by the way, "Look at the sky on the right, that's the direction of the sunset."

Su She said "Huh?" and followed Bai Huan's line of sight.

Under the moonlight, a thin mist shrouded the sky, and the gray sky was dotted with a few stars.

"People fall in love with the sunset when they are sad." Bai Huan looked at the distant sky and felt Su She move on his back.

Su She shook her head after hearing this, "It's so stupid, there is only darkness at the end of the sunset. Wouldn't that be even more sad?"

The sky is filled with evening glow, falling on my heart.

Then the light slowly falls into the dark, lonely place, only lonelier.

It's like a winter that only rains, except for the cold, there is only damp.

Sunset brings loss after sadness.

No matter how good it is, it will be disappointing.

Bai Huan paused for a few seconds, then narrowed his eyes slightly, "Yes."

"But if it's two people together, there's nothing to do with it."