Reluctant

Haha, he doesn't want you anymore, right? "

He doesn't want you anymore, right?

I looked at this man and suddenly wanted to cry.

"It feels good to be fucked by a group of men? Do you want to do it again?"

"When I gave him the photo back then, do you know how funny his expression was? He couldn't believe it hahaha, and asked me stupidly if I lied to him."

In the photo, is the one you mentioned Bai Huan?Will he be silly?Does he care?

"Su She, I'm leaving my talk here today. Anyway, no one wants you, oh yes, you've lost your crappy job too, hahaha."

"Your little boyfriend is very good at fighting the lawsuit for you. But I can make you lose that job, and I can make you lose this job."

After all, he smiled.

It was a very sunny day outside, but I was cold all over.

The wine bottle on the table is really pretty, long and thin, if you use it to kill someone.

It sure looks good too.

……

"Sushe?"

"Sushe?"

……

I heard someone calling my name.

……

Opening his eyes, it was Bai Huan's slap, very light.

"How long are you going to sleep?" The tone was cold, and I wondered if the slap that was so light just now was because he forgot to eat in the morning.

I stood up and stared at him without blinking.

I reached out and pinched his face, "Are you fake?"

He frowned and gave me a blank look, "Why do you want to hurt people?"

I was taken aback and looked at him with some doubts, "Hurt someone?"

He narrowed his eyes slightly, "You still don't know what you did?"

"Impossible, impossible. I clearly killed him, why is he still alive? You tell me, you tell me..." I suddenly became panicked.

I clearly remember stabbing that person with a pointed glass many times!Obviously shed so much blood that he couldn't even breathe!

Bai Huan had probably never seen me like this before, he looked at me in a daze, "What...why did you kill him?"

I fell silent, my vision blurred.

I kill him... for what?

You asked me to kill him... for what?

……

"Have you ever tried to hang from a cliff with one hand? Then someone stepped on that hand and crushed it a little bit..."

"Did you forget what you said was disgusting?" I smiled at him.

"Su She, you should go to the hospital." Bai Huan looked at me with disgust, his tone was extremely cold.

I laughed, laughing with tears all over my face.

"Bai Huan, do you know the name of the person I want to kill?"

He frowned at me.

"Wu Zang. Do you know him?"

……

The voice fell to the ground, accompanied by crisp applause.

Bai Huan's strength this time immediately dismissed the thing I said a moment ago that he didn't eat breakfast, he was really keen on slapping his face.

I smiled softly and stopped talking.

"Kill him and wipe off all the dirt?"

"It's disgusting that people like you live in the world."

"You actually hooked up with your adoptive father again within a week after you moved out of my house?" The speed of his speech increased a lot, Bai Huan got up, and grabbed my jaw, "Okay, that's great, Su She, you are so fucking shameless. "

He pinched me so hard I couldn't feel it, I smiled at him, "Yeah."

"Why don't you die? Su She."

"Why don't you fucking die!"

……

—Why don't you fucking die?

he ask me.

Why not die?

I obviously work so hard to live, I desperately want to live, I don’t want to die, I can’t die, who will take care of you after I die? !

Ah, by the way, you already have Xu Yue, I don't even have...the last reason to live in this world...

I have nothing left...

I still looked at him with a smile, "I don't want to die."

He froze, and let go of my hand.

"Thank you for bailing me out. I will return the money to you as soon as possible." He looked at me in surprise.

I thought about it, and then said, "I put all the money you gave me in the card. That card is in the bedroom cabinet. The password is my birthday. Do you remember?"

Bai Huan had a weird expression, probably he never remembered it.

"Okay, I'm kidding, the password is your review date."

At the beginning, I planned to set his birthday. Thinking about the birthday, everyone remembers it. He will forget it when he gets busy on the review day. Thinking about the password he set up by himself because he was afraid that he would forget it, it would be useful to remind him now.

He looked at me in a daze, didn't say a word, just stared at me, his voice was a bit hoarse, "Su She."

I grunted and prepared to get up, looked around and found that the environment in the prison was really brand new, it was really not as clean as it is now.

Seeing that he kept silent, I was just about to go out, but he yanked me and fell to the ground.

I sat on the ground, my legs hurt from the fall, and I had to frown for a long time.

In fact, he missed the pull, but the injury he suffered from the previous wounding and beating has not healed... In the end, I should be unlucky...

He was slightly startled, and helped me up again, "Why did you kill him?"

I took a few steps back, gave him a cold look, turned and walked out.

It seems that since I met him, this is the first time that I am not enthusiastic about answering his questions, and it is also the first time that I stand upright and leave him behind.

It's sad.

Sushe, you are pathetic.

……

Bai Huan probably never thought that one day I would dare to look at him with that expression, he was stunned for a moment, he chased me up from behind and pushed me against the wall heavily, his face was so gloomy and frightening, "Why didn't you answer my question?"

I laughed inexplicably, "Why should I answer?"

His hand supporting the wall was right next to my neck, and he might strangle me to death at any time.

"Why did you kill him? Even if you were a couple with him before, you don't need to kill yourself to cause trouble."

"Su She." He called my name again.

Now I really feel that Bai Huan is really annoying, and he still grabs me even though he is disgusting.

I looked at him for a few seconds, "If he wants to fuck and I don't kill him, should I be grateful to him?"

Bai Huan put down his hands and glanced at me, "Don't you like being fucked by men?"

……

Su She, what do you think is the meaning of living in this world?

Are you causing trouble?What to do to live, so hard...

Why should you like Bai Huan? He doesn't like you...

He said it.

He will never like you in this life.

……

"Yeah, don't you know that the bitch is ruthless? That's why I want to kill him." I smiled slightly, with a very gentle tone.

(Seven)

I suddenly stopped laughing.

He broke free and walked outside, ignoring Bai Huan.

I'm afraid I'm going to cry.

I cry in front of him all the time.

he does not like.

He doesn't like me crying.

He doesn't like me.

……

I want to go home, but I can't find my way home.

Lin Xiu said that I should be abandoned in this life, it is retribution.

Lin Xiu was the one who gave birth to me. She doesn't like me crying, so I just laugh.

She doesn't like me acting like a baby, and always bangs my head against the wall very hard.

She doesn't like me, she lost me, let me die outside and never come back to her.

……

Wu Zang said he likes me.

I like my body the most.

Looks best when she's being fucked in bed like a whore.

……

The sky is so blue and so warm.

……

Why am I so dirty?

If I wasn't dirty, wouldn't Bai Huan like me a little bit?

Why am I so sick.

……

Sushe.

You see, how happy are these couples holding hands on the street.

Everyone is wishing them a long time.

Look at those children who are held by their parents, they smile so beautifully.

They are so happy.

……

On the way to Tianqiao, there is a big dessert shop with beautiful transparent windows.

There are always many cakes in it.

Looking at a milkshake cake, I suddenly remembered the first time I celebrated Bai Huan's birthday in college.

I bought the cake the day before and put it in the refrigerator, and called him to ask how he spent his birthday.He said impatiently that it was none of my business.

Well, it was really sad at first.

I went to give him a gift on his birthday, but he wasn't there.

The cake is on the third day in the refrigerator.

On the sixth day he came back.

I went to his place with the cake in my arms, but the ice in the box softened for too long, and the cake fell to the ground.

I sent him a picture of the cake and asked him what to do.

He said, "Sweep up the floor."

……

Thinking of this makes my nose a little uncomfortable.

I shook my head and walked on.

There are so many children on the flyover, I was lying on the guardrail of the flyover while thinking.

The river water is so beautiful, it will be very cold at this time.

I don't know how cold it is, whether my hands are cold.

It is said that ten fingers connect with hearts, but my hands are really cold.

"My mother said that people who commit suicide will not be liked in their next life!"

A force hit my leg, my thoughts were interrupted, and I turned around in surprise.

Is a very cute little boy.

He was holding my leg with his mouth pouted, staring at me firmly.

Recalling the sentence he just yelled, I couldn't help laughing, pinched his face and said, "Brother didn't commit suicide, brother was just thinking about something."

Hearing this, he looked at me suspiciously, and after a while, he let go of his hand, and said like a little adult, "Okay, okay, be good! Otherwise, I won't be able to protect you!"

Little boy, I muttered something.

"Um...well, what are you thinking about?" the little brat scratched his head, embarrassed.

I knelt down and remained silent for a while, then patted the kid on the head, "I was thinking why no one loves me, why everyone hates me... Actually... I don't want to."

He frowned after hearing this, and reached out to fumble in his pocket.

I think he probably doesn't understand what I'm saying

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