Mr. Choo and Hei Shijae

Dazai woke up again in his bed at home.

The so-called home is the dormitory provided by the port mafia for members of its organization.He hadn't decided to join the port mafia yet, but Mori Ogai had graciously given him a place to live.

"How many times?" Dazai asked.

"Second time." A voice replied.

Aki Takeshita was sitting on the chair next to Dazai's bed, reading a book in his hand.Seeing that Dazai woke up, he put down his book and asked with concern, "Where do you feel uncomfortable?"

Dazai noticed that the book was a monograph on physics, Einstein's Theory of Relativity.

"No, please worry about it."

It's Mr. Qiu again.The last time he suffered from food poisoning, lost consciousness and woke up in the hospital. Mr. Qiu also stayed by his bedside like this.

Thanks to Mr. Qiu.Without him, being violently kicked by the short man first and then being hit by the explosion would definitely add new wounds to old wounds.

And Mr. Qiu saved him time and time again, and protected him, as if it was only right and proper, without any reason, so gentle that it made people feel at a loss.

What a strange person.

Dazai thought so, and said so.

"What's so strange?" The young man looked like he didn't know it.

"Crossing the line, Mr. Qiu. I don't remember inviting you to my place before I entered the hospital last time."

Dazai said in a questioning tone.

"Why didn't you ask last time?"

"Personally get used to it." When encountering a problem, I am used to finding the answer by myself first, but this time my curiosity is beyond the standard, "Anyway, answer my question first."

"I wanted to find you, so I came to find you."

The young man answered it as a matter of course, as if he didn't know the weight of these words to Osamu Dazai.

——If it's not that his personality is too freewheeling, then the priority of "wanting to see you" is higher than everything else.

——So when I miss you, I go to see you.

—Why do you want him?

Dazai supported the edge of the bed, got up and got out of bed, stood in front of Aki Takeshita, and looked down at him with a condescending attitude.

"If you treat me like this... your lover will be jealous?" Dazai asked slowly.

spouse?

Dazai asked his lover?

"He won't." Takeshita Qiu said firmly, with a smile on his lips.

"Yoxi (okay)——" Dazai's tone suddenly rose, "Mr. Qiu has full confidence in your lover."

He said coldly: "So you just act like a voyeur without any scruples, stalking me, spying on me, looking for any opportunity to have intimate contact with me?"

Dazai's question was extremely sharp.

In an instant, the air seemed to be sucked out of this space, and Dazai's voice fell heavily to the ground.

Takeshita Akira opened her blue eyes slightly, Dazai's face was clearly reflected in the pupils.

Dazai stared closely at Takeshita Aki's eyes, as if he wanted to pierce his heart with a sharp knife-like gaze.

However, the young man's expression remained unchanged.He was still calm and unhurried, with a faint smile on his lips, facing each other in calm silence.

As fake as forgetting to take off the smile mask.Dazai thought.

"What's so ridiculous?"

Dazai changed the subject, and his tone became casual: "Is it fun? A disgusting trick to heal a delinquent boy with persistent love?"

He said what had been circling in the depths of his mind for a long time.

Dazai tore up the illusion of tacit understanding between the two, and revealed the illusory essence of this relationship, and the corner of the abyss in his heart where there is no light.

"no."

The young man finally stopped laughing and shook his head, "I don't think so. You are not a young man who lost his footing."

"Touching!"

Dazai raised his hand and clapped his hands twice.

"It's so touching, Mr. Qiu, so touching that it's fake. You are so abrupt that you don't belong here at all, and even that little man is more annoying than you are real."

No, he didn't believe it at all.He didn't believe in the inexplicable things that fell from the sky that were too good for him.

Takeshita Aki didn't know whether to admire Dazai's sensitivity or to smile bitterly at Dazai's distrust of him.

He looked at him sadly.

"Tell me, what is your purpose? What do you want from me?"

"...I have no purpose."

Dazai looked at him mockingly, as if saying who are you lying to.

"Could it be that you pestered me just to prevent me from dying?" Dazai's tone was extremely exaggerated.

"..."

"Who do you think you are, the God who came to save someone? So naive to this point? Who allows you to intervene in my life? It's boring to entangle me like this, what do you think, Mr. Qiu?"

As Dazai talked, he felt more and more bored, and his tone became impatient.

"I repeat, I don't need this kind of rescue. Go away with your self-righteous kindness."

He gave an ultimatum.

Dazai panicked.

Even if everyone who saw Dazai would not associate his calm look with the word "panic", Aki Takeshita, who had slept with him for countless days and nights, saw that he was out of control.

The young Dazai's aggressive attitude towards Aki Takeshita stems from his powerlessness.

He was too weak in getting along with Akira Takeshita, he could neither prevent Akiu Takeshita from being nice to him, nor prevent him from becoming negligibly dependent on Akiu Takeshita.

Dependency can be addictive and disappointing—especially if the other person is someone who belongs.

Osamu Dazai did not need such handouts.

His Mr. Dazai has the most sensitive heart, and therefore has the most accurate speculation and grasp of people's hearts.It's just that the 24-year-old lover hides this sensitivity deep into cynicism, while the 15-year-old boy is more straightforward and undisguised, with his fangs and spikes exposed.

The young Dazai didn't know why he was so kind to him, he felt uneasy about what he had done, so uneasy that he would rather get rid of it as soon as possible than wait for it to deteriorate.

Akira Takeshita knew it all.

But Takeshita Qiu couldn't explain his identity and mood to him, he wanted to protect him and love his mood.He loves him.

Leaving nothingness and appearing in front of the 15-year-old Osamu Dazai, did he do something wrong?

Not sure.

Even if he is wrong, he can only make mistakes.

"You don't have to be so mean, Dazai-kun." Akira Takeshita said helplessly, "You don't have to drive me away, I have no bad intentions for you."

He restrained his turbulent emotions, and patiently explained to the boy he loved: "If you still don't believe me, think I have ulterior motives..."

"That's okay. It's okay to treat it as fake."

He paused, and said, "Don't deliberately make me angry to test me, okay?"