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Gao Wu: "Are you really bluntly saying that he is not good enough for you in front of the whole class?"

"How can I be blunt, I think I'm very tactful." It's enough tactful not to mention him by name.

Gao Wu had a headache, "You think that's what you think, but everyone doesn't think so." He fixed a glance at me, "Let's be honest, you did this just to get revenge on him, right?"

"Not revenge."

I spit out these words slowly.

It may indeed be easy for others to misunderstand that my behavior is taking revenge on Bemus, but I really don't want to take revenge on him, I'm just angry with him, angry that he actually planned to break up with me.

Even at the moment when he proposed to break up, I had a thought, if only I didn't like him that much.

After accepting it frankly, there is no need to stalk him cheekily.

"That's right. With your character, if you wanted to vent your anger, you probably wouldn't let him go so easily. It seems that you want to save him." Gao Wu leaned back, resting his hands on the ground behind him.

"Not obvious enough?" I asked sincerely.

He lowered his eyes and chuckled. "To be honest, it's really not obvious, but it can be seen that you are jealous of him."

That's it.

Gao Wu said again: "I never thought that you would be like this when you like someone. It seems that you really fell on Bemus."

I was taken aback for a moment, and then slowly laughed, "Ah, if it were me in the past, I would never have thought that such a day would happen to me."

"Then... about the video, are you not going to pursue it anymore?"

I said seriously: "If the result of pursuing it is to make me lose him, then I would rather never know."

To this, Gao Wu just sighed deeply.

Many students on the stage were busy. They dismantled the display boards and took them to other places.The hard work during this period finally came to an end. Gao Wu went to take a set of photos of their behind-the-scenes work, and planned to go back and develop the photos to make a commemorative brochure, so as to keep a copy for the students who worked hard.

In fact, I should have thought of these things, but because I was distracted by my emotional affairs, many things were handled by Gao Wu for me. Without him, I don't think many things would go so smoothly. Finish.

Gao Wu walked over while looking at the photos.

"The Department of Media will hold a microfilm exhibition next week. Xu Yi, do you want to participate?"

"Well, I have already signed up as a director, and I have decided to show the microfilm made for this film at the exhibition."

His expression was a little stagnant, "I remember that there was a scene in the movie where Bemus wore women's clothing. Although it was not easy to see, but if you played it in public, would he be unhappy?"

"I'm not afraid that he will be angry, but I'm afraid that he won't be angry." I rubbed my palms and smiled with the corners of my mouth raised. "In any case, he has also contributed to this film. He should come to see his work in person on the day of the exhibition."

"You shouldn't..."

"That's right, I've asked someone to send him an invitation letter, and I promise to give him a big surprise."

"I advise you not to play it off, be careful that he really doesn't want you anymore." Gao Wu kindly reminded.He can be regarded as one of the witnesses that they came together. Even if they don't even have the chance to become their predecessors, they still hope that they can have a happy ending. To be honest, I really can't bear to see them make a mess of their feelings. "Xu Yi, if you like it, you like it. If you don't like it, you don't like it. Whether you like it or not, you should express it well. As long as you treat the person you like with a sincere heart, I believe he will be willing to accept you."

One sentence woke me up.

Only then did I feel that the so-called saving the country with a curve is bullshit. In the final analysis, it is just to make that person willing to stay with me, so I have to say it directly. If I don’t say it, how will he know?

From the very beginning, I shouldn't have made many excuses for myself and made things more and more complicated.

Fortunately, Gao Wu reminded me, otherwise I would not be able to wake up.

I scratched my hair amusedly, and my eyes suddenly became clear.

A week later.

I stood at the door and looked around from time to time. There were so many people here but I didn't see Bemus.

The former senior sister came over to remind me, and said to me kindly: "Student, start now, you can take pictures and go in."

"Ah, that... my friend hasn't come yet, I have to wait for him, please give me some more time, senior."

"Hey, all right."

Fu Chengxin and the others came out from the lively crowd to look for me, and after searching around, they found that I was still at the door.

"Old Xu, why are you still standing here? Come in, the video will be played soon."

"Understood." I said perfunctorily. "You go in first, don't worry about me, I will come later."

"Are you waiting for Bemus?" I was startled by the truth in his words.

I pursed my lips, "How do you know?"

"It's not just me, we all know." He pointed at Lin Xi and Tao Titi. "Ever since you met Bemus, you have seen him in your eyes, in your mind, and in your heart."

"Everything is him, how can it be so exaggerated..."

"NO! I'm not exaggerating!" He counted one finger at a time and said, "You only see him in your eyes, you only think about him in your mind, and you always miss him in your heart, because You are no longer calm, he is not at all like the Xu Yi we are familiar with."

"Do I feel... very bad?"

My heart trembled a little. Gao Wu also said similar things last time. It seems that I have really changed a lot in everyone's eyes... Hey, I won't become a love brain, right?

Fu Chengxin frowned, rubbed his thumb back and forth under his lips habitually, stared at me silently.

Lin Xi patted him on the back, and said with a smile, "Why are you so serious, you almost scared Lao Xu." After that, he turned his face to look at me, "Old Xu, judging by your expression, it's not you Do you think it's a bad thing to change yourself?"

"I can't tell if that's a good thing or a bad thing."

"I feel very good. I feel that the cheerful you from before is back. I think this is the real you."

"is it?"

Lin Xi hugged my neck, "Brother, you must have confidence in yourself!"

Tao Titi didn't quite understand Lin Xi's brain circuit, "What does this have to do with self-confidence?"

"Uh...is it okay?" Lin Xi was stuck in thought.

I smiled, "Okay, you guys should go in quickly, don't waste time with me."

Fu Chengxin: "Well, try to get in as early as possible, and don't miss the premiere of your movie."

"Oh, I see."

The crowd in the venue became much quieter, the surrounding lights were turned off, and the faint light from the huge hanging screen shone through to illuminate every corner, making the entire venue as bright as day.

I sat on the side of the road, unconsciously rubbing the invitation letter in my hand.

Could it be that he knew I would come, so he refused to show up?Sitting alone on the side of the road, I felt disheartened, and after a few more minutes, the road was still empty at both ends.

Frustrated, I picked up the bag at hand, got up and walked towards the venue. After walking two or three steps, I heard the sound of a car in the middle of the road.When I looked back, it was Bemus's car, parked across the road.

I smiled with joy in my heart, but the smile froze on my face before it fully unfolded.I saw that Bemus didn't come directly after getting out of the car, but walked around to the other side of the car to open the door, and then a girl got out of the car and took his arm.

The two talked and laughed and walked across the road to this side.

Seeing this scene, my hands and feet felt cold.

It wasn't until they got closer and closer to me that I woke up like a dream, turned around in a panic and pretended that I had just arrived and was about to go to the venue.

But it didn't allow me to get out of this embarrassing situation smoothly as I thought. I heard someone calling me behind me. "Is that senior Xu Yi in front?"

The girl's tone was full of the feeling of knowing what to ask.

I darkened my face and quickly adjusted my expression to face them, "What a coincidence, I didn't expect you to come too."

It was a little far away and I couldn't see clearly. Now I can see clearly that the girl is a freshman who came to interview the heroine. I can't remember the name. The reason why I can recognize her at a glance is because she left me a long time ago. At that time, because I spoke too bluntly, I directly criticized her for her poor acting skills, and then there was a little friction and we broke up.

Hmph, this girl couldn't figure out her position on the stage, but now she can clearly recognize her position in the three-dimensional world. Look at the expression on her face, she really fully expresses the current "role" who has stepped into the room.

She held Bemus' arm without hesitation, and leaned close to him, almost hanging her whole body on him.

This is clearly a naked declaration of sovereignty to my predecessor.

Bemus moved his body and wanted to push her away, but seeing me looking at him, he still held back.Although my eyes stayed on him all the time, I was actually distracted at that time, and my mind was full of thoughts of going crazy, and it was hard to restrain this thought.

However, in the next second, Bemus' words made the corners of my eyes sore again.

"I even forgot that you are already a director, and tonight's event is organized by your Media Department..."

I bit my lip, and finally chose to remain silent.

That heartless smile and understated words made my heart swell and ache when I breathed the air.I didn't know he was so "forgetful" that he could even say such words easily without caring about my feelings at all.

Bemus... you are doing well!

No matter what you say, I won't let you go easily tonight!

I clenched the rope in my hand and looked at them with a half-smile, "Since we are all invited to the event, don't waste time standing outside the door, the premiere has already started." Then he walked inside, took a step and stopped, as if he suddenly remembered something, looked back at Bemus, "Oh, I almost forgot to tell you, I brought the promotional video you shot Here it is, and the host should play it on the big screen in half an hour."

Bei Muse's face turned pale.

"What's wrong with you? Why is your face so ugly?" the junior asked him.

Bemus was speechless.

Being stared at by him made me uncomfortable, so I restrained myself a little and said in a soft tone: "Don't worry, I've had someone post-process it, and no one will see it." I knew he was thin-skinned and didn't want people to know that he passed Women's clothing.

Just now I was fighting against him again unknowingly, but fortunately I stopped in time when I remembered Gao Wu's words, otherwise the matter would get out of hand again.

After hearing what I said, he not only didn't calm down, but became even more angry. He turned around and dragged the girl into the venue.

Looking at his figure walking away in a hurry, I couldn't help muttering: "What kind of virtue is this guy? I've already taken a step back, why is he still angry?"

Counting the seats by the light from the screen, my seat is in the middle and back.After I handed the invitation letter to my senior, I walked up the steps. When I passed the fifth row, I glanced out of the corner of my eye at Bemus, who was sitting in the middle with his new girlfriend.

Coincidentally, my seat number was right in front of him. I bowed my head and quietly walked over to sit on the seat, staring directly at the top, trying to concentrate on watching the movie on the screen.

The host on the stage enthusiastically introduced each movie and read the audience's feelings about watching movies. Every teardrop was quite moving, but I was left numb.

I was numbly listening to the whispers behind me, my heart sank to the bottom of the cold valley.

Next, the microfilm I shot was played on it.

Everyone around me is intoxicated by the beauty of the movie, and every laugh and every cry is far away from me. I should have been looking forward to this scene, and I should have been nervous about everyone's evaluation of the movie, but I can't mention it at this time. Concentrate on these things.When the sad background music in the movie sounded, I felt my heart was empty.

Some things that are within reach at the first glance, also become very far away at this moment.

As the music ends, the movie freezes on the scene where the male and female protagonists look at each other for the last time, and the lights turn on, bringing everyone's thoughts back to real life.

The host asked the hostesses in the field to take away the movie evaluations from the audience one by one, and then announced the results in public:

"Hmm—" The host showed an inscrutable smile, deliberately drawn out his tone to stimulate everyone's appetite, and actively enlivened the atmosphere on stage. "The work of the new director of the senior year has achieved a very good result, and the evaluation of this movie is also very high. It seems that everyone likes this movie very much! Then, the award-winning scores of the movie will be announced next. Do you want to know?!"

"Think!" Thunderous shouts came from the crowd in the audience, all in unison.

Host: "OK, then I will satisfy everyone's curiosity and announce the results. The campus love micro-movie promotional video filmed by director Xu Yi finally got a high score of 9.2. Please congratulate him with warm applause!"

After the applause, the host called my name on the stage, hoping that I could come on stage and tell everyone about my shooting experience.This is something that was agreed at the beginning. Every director who gets a high score has to go on stage to interact. Without exception, I also wrote a manuscript in advance, thinking that if I really get a high score, I will go directly to the stage and read the content of the manuscript .

At this point I should be striding up to the stage with my manuscript.

But I didn't move, I still sat there, hiding myself in the crowd.I kept the posture nestled on the back of the soft chair, not daring to move or look back, for fear that he would discover my existence.On the one hand, I was afraid, and on the other hand, I felt a little bit of anticipation in my heart, wondering if he would search for me in the crowd.

"Huh? Director Xu Yi didn't come?"

The host was a bit flustered, but at least he is a person who has experienced many battles. Naturally, he had already anticipated all kinds of problems that would arise during the host. He cleverly explained the reason why I didn't show up with a funny thing. As for I didn't quite hear what he said, but everyone laughed at the time.

The episode passed, the lights went out again, and the next movie continued.

Just when I couldn't remember how many times I sighed, the phone suddenly vibrated, and I took out the phone to see that it was a message from Gao Wu.

[Why do you still avoid him? 】

After reading this sentence, I knew that Gao Wu must be nearby, and he must have seen what I did just now, so he sent me a text message.

I licked my dry lips, hesitated for a moment, or typed a line on the phone, and then pressed send.

[There are already other people around him. 】

After a while, the phone screen lit up again. 【He told you himself that he doesn't like you, did he like someone else? 】

【No. 】

[Since he didn't tell you in person, don't think about it, and find a suitable opportunity to make it clear in person. 】

[...I dare not. 】

【Why? 】

I tapped distressedly [He and the school girl look very close, I think they are together in all likelihood. 】

[Then you just gave up?Don't you feel sorry? 】

[So what if you feel sorry? 】

[What if you regret it later?Didn't you tell me before that you would never do something you regret? 】

Things you might regret later...

I closed my eyes.

nonsense!Of course I know that if I shrink back now, I will definitely regret it in the future, but...

"Bang bang."

There was a vibration in the back, and there was a sound.

"Please turn down the brightness of your phone, it's very dazzling."

Although the other party deliberately lowered his voice, I recognized it all at once. It was Bemus' voice.I froze, then nodded and adjusted the brightness.

I felt the pressure behind me disappear quickly.

It's very dark here, he probably didn't see who I was, but luckily the back of the chair blocked him.

It was just like this that more than half of the hesitation and anxiety in my heart disappeared.I peeked back from the gap in the seat. Bemus and the junior were not as close as I imagined. The junior was wearing earphones and playing with her mobile phone while he was staring at the front in a daze with a pensive expression.

I turned my head slowly.

Time passed by every minute and every second, and the exhibition was coming to an end.

I made a decision. Before all the lights came on, I got up and came to Bemus, and dragged him all the way out of the venue regardless of his wishes.

"Hey, let go! Let go, Xu Yi!"

I let him go, "Talk to me."

He rubbed his slightly red wrist, and his eyes that stared at me sharply almost sparked. "I have nothing to talk to you about."

To be honest, I really want to punch him in the face. Is there nothing to talk about?That being the case, don't blame me for being rude!

"Are you sure you really have nothing to say to me?" Without giving him a chance to answer, I took out the diary from my bag and slammed it on him, "Is this nothing to talk about? And the previous paragraph Wouldn't you like to explain the time video to me?"

After reading the diary that fell on the ground, the muscles on his face stiffened suddenly, and he was so shocked that he almost couldn't blink his eyes.

I snorted lightly, "Are you surprised that this diary will appear in my hand?"

"Thief." He whispered.

"Hey, is it stealing if I take back my own things?"

It may be the first time he heard me swearing, a trace of astonishment flashed across his face, but it just passed by.

I raised my diary, "Bemus, can you explain this to me now? Why is my diary in your place?"

"I have nothing to say."

These four words are very weak, but they are better than pale excuses. I am a little relieved that at least he did not choose to deceive me, and he did not say the answer that I have been fearing in my heart.

I dare not test whether he knows my "disease".

The truth is often unacceptable, because the expectations are too good at first, and there is no room for incompleteness and disillusionment.

Now I understand one thing instead, beauty needs to be perfected incompletely, and there is no shortage, so there is no beauty.

"Forget it, but you must come with me now."

"Where to go?"

"Don't ask, just follow along."

"I'm not going." He resisted.

I deliberately put on a tiger face, "As a senior, I order you to follow me, don't say you don't want to go, and don't ask where you are going!"

"Why can't you ask? What if you want to sell me?"

"Don't worry, I won't sell you out." I slightly raised the corners of my lips, and raised my hand to pinch his face. "At least so far, I'm still reluctant to sell you."

His pupils dilated slightly, as if he didn't expect me to say such a thing.

I turned and walked away confidently. He hesitated for a while, but chose to follow me.

The street lamps made our shadows obliquely long and close to each other, with almost no sense of distance between them, clinging to each other, like a pair of intimate lovers.

He asked: "Where are we going? Why do I feel that you are walking aimlessly?"

"..."

"You haven't thought about where you're going, have you?"

I wrinkled my face and didn't know what to say to him. Well, just now I asked him to come with me because I didn't know how to confess my love to him.Want to buy some time, while walking, thinking about how to speak later.

"Uh, it's not that I didn't think about it." My mind was running fast and I tried to find a reason, "Actually, I just planned to invite you to have a supper, do you want to go?"

"Eat supper... that's fine."

After walking for about 20 minutes, I saw a barbecue stand in front of it. The barbecue stand was almost full of people, including many couples.

"Let's have barbecue."

He glanced at the red-burning charcoal fire, frowned imperceptibly, and said after a long time: "The charcoal-fired things are not nutritious, why don't you find another one."

I looked around, "Besides this restaurant, there seems to be nothing else to eat."

"But……"

"Okay, it's here." I smelled the smell of barbecue in the air, and realized that I was really hungry. I swallowed and said, "Look, the slices of meat on the grill are really grilled. Well, it's burnt on the outside and tender on the inside, it's golden in color, and it looks very delicious."

He had nothing to do with me, so he nodded in agreement.

I dragged him to find an empty seat and told him to sit down obediently.I said. "I'm going to order now, what do you want to eat?"

"Just order it."

"Well, that's fine, you just sit here and wait for me."

I ordered some vegetables and took a lot of meat skewers. How can I eat barbecue without meat?

After the boss brought the baked food, I asked the boss for two more bottles of beer.

"Come on!"

I took a big gulp, took the skewer and put it in my mouth, eating very happily.On the contrary, he had no desire to eat at all, and he didn't even drink much beer.

I asked him, "Drinking with me makes you so embarrassed? If you don't want to do it, why do you agree to come out with me?"

"No... Forget it, you'd better drink less, so as not to make a fool of yourself later."

This kid is becoming more and more impolite now, even saying that I am going to make a fool of myself.

In a fit of anger, I lifted the bottle to my mouth, raised my head and gurgled most of the bottle.

He frowned slightly, "I told you to drink less, I didn't tell you to get yourself drunk as hard as you could."

"Leave me alone?!"

"Hey, why don't you tell good from bad?" He yelled at me.

I was stunned on the spot, slowly put the bottle aside, and continued to swipe the skewers silently, calm on the surface but secretly scolded him bloody in my heart.

He may have realized that his tone was a bit harsh, so he softened his voice and said, "Don't be angry, I didn't mean to kill you just now."

"No need to explain, I know." I said lightly.

Afterwards, we all fell into silence, and no one took the initiative to speak.

Bemus interpreted my expressionless face as I was angry and didn't want to talk, but I was actually thinking about how to tell him my heart later, and such a beautiful misunderstanding was born.

Just when I was so depressed that I was about to explode, he suddenly pushed away the chair and stood up, "Since there is nothing else, I'm leaving."

"Wait." I stopped him.

Too bad, I can't let him go now!

Xu Yi, Xu Yi, you are so boring, if you don't tell him if you continue like this, he will really leave, and all plans for tonight will be ruined!

When I was nervous and anxious, I closed my eyes and said loudly to him: "Don't go, I have something to tell you."

"what?"

"I..." The words stopped on the edge of his mouth.

He asked, "What exactly are you trying to say?"

"you……"

"What's wrong with me?"

Damn it, I just want to tell him what I want, why is it so difficult?This time I experienced the feeling of having a crush on someone, and suddenly I admired Bemus, who was able to confess to me in front of the whole school, it was really courageous!

Seeing him getting more and more impatient, I closed my eyes anxiously, and blurted out: "I like you!"

"What?" he was surprised.

"I said I like you." I repeated every word.

He turned his face away, deliberately avoiding me, "Sorry, I, I can't accept it."

I could hear that his voice was a little choked up, as if it took a lot of effort to say this to me.

"Why?" I asked him.

"You know what I did to you in the past, why do you still come to confess to me?" He said hoarsely, and even a tremor could be heard in his tone.

I stared at him and said seriously: "If you broke up with me because of those things, then I can tell you very clearly that I don't accept it." I took a deep breath with a bitter expression. "I don't remember those things. It's really impossible for me to accept this kind of inexplicable reason for breaking up when I don't remember."

"But you have watched the video, and you know how bad I treated you in the past, can you still...accept me like that?"

"Didn't I already accept you?" I smiled.I held his hand and said softly. "I am willing to accept you now, even if I know the truth after watching the video, I am still willing to accept you, but I don't know if you are willing to come back to me?"

He looked away at the diary, hesitated for a long time before slowly asking: "Can I have a look at the contents of the diary?"

"Hey, haven't you opened it and read it?"

"I don't know the password."

My fingertips froze slightly, looking at his anxiously twisted hands, I felt a strange feeling in my heart.

"If you haven't seen it, don't watch it."

"why?"

"There's nothing important in there."

His eyes flickered, I don't know if he believed or doubted my words, but he didn't insist on reading my diary afterwards.

"Anyway, the past is over, why worry about those things?" I casually threw the diary into the brazier and burned it. $TITLE by $AUTHOR

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