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"I am back."

Liu Cheng said when he walked in the door.The room was darker than he imagined, usually the living room would be lit and waiting for him, but at this moment, Liu Cheng could only see the dim light from the dining room next to him.

Soon, Sun Chen came out from the direction of the restaurant.He was wearing a very formal suit today - when Sun Chen was buying clothes for Sun Chen, Sun Chen himself preferred casual styles, this white dress was Liu Cheng's fancy, and he bought it only after saying that Sun Chen must look good in it, Sun Chen He didn't express his attitude about whether he liked this suit, and he didn't have a chance to wear it later. Unexpectedly, he was wearing such a suit when he was at home with nothing to do today.

"I really have the ability to predict. You are so amazing in this outfit." Before raising any questions, Liu Cheng first took out the first thought in his mind and explained it solemnly.

A happy smile flashed in Sun Chen's eyes: "It's good that you like it, after all, these are clothes you bought with money."

Liu Cheng pretended to be wronged: "What I spent on you was not money, but thoughts."

"So, do you want anything in return?" Sun Chen asked suddenly.His question was actually related to the context, but it still came so suddenly that Liu Cheng couldn't recover from it.

If those lovers usually asked similar questions, Liu Cheng would point to his lips to flirt, but the other party was not someone else but Sun Chen, and this person who was completely different from other lovers was staring at him with such focused and serious eyes at this moment, This made Liu Cheng unable to joke.He also didn't want to joke, because he had a more correct answer and hoped that the other party would hear and know.

"I'm a businessman, but you are the only one who makes me ask for nothing in return."

Faced with this answer, Sun Chen was stunned for a long time. "Everyone wants something from me..." He whispered as if to himself, and maybe he was really asking himself, "Do you really like me?"

This is not the first time he has confirmed a similar problem, and it still seems incredible.

He has a mother who only wants him to inherit his own will, and a father who doesn't want him to exist at all—Liu Cheng doesn't know how many people in Sun Chen's past let the latter use their souls to remember that they won't be killed People like this cognition, so much so that after the brain loses memory, they clearly believe that he just wants to correct the other party's extremely wrong idea, and it will not hesitate to spend a lifetime.

"My previous lovers said that I might never like someone, but you made me do it-maybe I don't know how to do it, but at least I know what it is."

Liu Cheng didn't know what to say when he liked someone, he could only express himself with all his might.

Sun Chen looked into his eyes thoughtfully, and after a long time, asked softly, "Did you have many lovers before?"

For the first time in his life, Liu Cheng felt that his mouth was stupid enough.

"...but only one in the future," he replied.

After finishing speaking, he realized what he said.This sentence has no value in itself, but he means it.He was infinitely more serious than he had predicted.

He was thinking about his whole life.He was thinking about the future of the two of them.He didn't want it to end.What he wants is to be together forever.

——Knowing that one day the lie will be exposed.

Liu Cheng didn't know how to find an outlet for his chaotic feelings.A prodigal who never even thought about long, now he wants forever, from someone he's cheating on.

"Xiaochen, if I do something wrong because I don't know what to do when I like someone, can you forgive me?" Liu Cheng asked subconsciously.

Sun Chen was as rigorous and serious as ever: "That depends on the nature of what you did wrong."

Liu Cheng's turbulent emotions suddenly turned into a dumbfounding: "You really don't know how to coax me with nice words."

"Because I can't lie to you." Sun Chen explained without thinking.

This statement made Liu Cheng speechless.

Sun Chen looked at Xiang Liucheng's expression. He didn't know that the latter was unable to extricate himself from the self-contempt. Instead, he reflected on his attitude, and then said in a soft tone specially expressing apology: "I prepared dinner, the food I cooked with my own hands. Can you replace not being able to speak nice words?"

Liu Cheng tried his best to cheer up. "You cook the food yourself, and you haven't blown up the kitchen. That's a substitute for a miracle."

"You can't make a one-sided presumption just because an experiment failed." The person who once tried to heat up the milk and burned the milk expressed his opinion.

Liu Cheng raised his hands. "I was wrong, forgive me, Xiaochen."

Sun Chen nodded quickly: "I can forgive you immediately for a wrong of this nature."

——If it is a wrong thing of a worse nature, can it be forgiven as long as it takes some time?

Liu Cheng silently asked himself.At this moment, Sun Chen took him to the restaurant.

It's actually quite old-fashioned, but it's the most romantic thing Liu Cheng has ever encountered.This candlelight dinner.

Sun Chen took a lot of effort - he should have done a lot of "experiments" in the past few days, so he was able to finally cook food that tasted good.He specially chose a bottle of red wine. In the swaying candlelight, Sun Chen, whose cheeks were slightly drunk by the red wine he had chosen, had a slight smile on his face that usually lacked vivid expressions this night, and every time he looked at him When looking at Liucheng, the focus and soft light flowing eyes with vague affection make Liucheng more drunk than red wine.Even though they are just a few candles, they seem to have an unusual heat. The flickering light envelops the warm picture, but the desire is still hesitant to speak.

Liu Cheng didn't notice when they ate and sat on the sofa.By the time he realized the situation, he had already exchanged countless kisses with Sun Chen.Sun Chen was pressed on the sofa by him, and he didn't have the slightest intention to break free. On the contrary, he just stared at him with blank and longing eyes.

These days, Liu Cheng paid more and more attention to keeping a physical distance from Sun Chen.He intentionally kept the deception in as low a range as possible.No matter how much he wanted Sun Chen, he was always trying to restrain himself.It's not that he didn't shoot a gun before, but Sun Chen was completely unaware of the situation, and the other party had no intentions in this regard, which always made Liu Cheng wake up quickly.However, the situation tonight was completely different. Sun Chen's lips were slightly parted, red and swollen, as if expressing an ambiguous need.Liu Cheng had no way to resist such Sun Chen, who silently begged for something from him.His fingers clamored for more skin, the most primal desire controlling all his movements.

"Xiaochen, shall we go to my room?" The kind-hearted villain in his body can only make a desperate struggle, but this is just such a hypocritical act of asking for advice.

Sun Chen nodded in agreement, he didn't make a sound, but tried to stand up by himself.He didn't succeed, which actually had something to do with Liu Cheng still suppressing him, but he didn't realize it. "I probably drank too much, I can't stand up."

He really drank too much, so he thought he couldn't stand up because he drank too much.

At this moment, all the burning desires in Liucheng's body suddenly cooled down a lot.

——He is taking advantage of others' danger for the second time!

Only then did Liu Cheng realize this matter.

He had already deceived Sun Chen, who had lost his memory, and at this moment, he was planning to put his own desires above the other's wishes while the other was drunk.

"I'm sorry, Xiaochen..."

"Liucheng..." Sun Chen murmured the name in a low voice, stretched out his hand, but collapsed on the sofa before catching Liucheng.

"You drank too much, I'll help you go back to your room to rest." Liu Cheng said, rather than explaining to the drunk, he was giving instructions to himself.

Sun Chen looked straight at Liu Cheng with blurred and drunken eyes, with a confused look of unknown reason. "We're not going to your room? Did you just say that?"

"Sorry, I drank too much and made a mistake just now."

"Why do you always do wrong things?" Sun Chen complained inarticulately, and after a while, he sighed helplessly and said, "Why do I always forgive you?"

"I really hope you can continue to forgive me like that." Liu Cheng whispered, helping Sun Chen up from the sofa.

After hearing what Liu Cheng said, Sun Chen replied in a daze: "I also hope that I can always forgive you, otherwise, I will definitely be the saddest person. You saved me, but you let me fall into the trap that I can't escape for the rest of my life. Liu Cheng, it doesn’t matter if you don’t like me, but I have no other choice, I will only love you forever.”

Liu Cheng finally put Sun Chen on the bed.

He saw a clear liquid dripping down the back of his hand.He didn't know what was going on with his tears for no reason.

"Why do you think that no one will like you when you are so drunk? There are definitely people who like you in this world... Those who don't like you just don't deserve to like you..."

... But, the one who likes the other party, isn't he the one who is the least worthy of liking the other party?

——And why did he realize that he "liked" Sun Chen at such a time?

Liu Cheng never believed that he would love someone, just like he did not believe that there is such a thing as love in this world.However, if this is not love, then what is the cautious emotion surging in his heart that is more than liking?

After tossing restlessly on the bed for a long time, Sun Chen, who finally found a comfortable sleeping position, made a vague sound similar to Liu Cheng's name, and then buried his face in the pillow and fell into a deep sleep.

Liu Cheng lowered his head and stared at the sleeping face of the other party.It's not true that there is no more beautiful picture than this in this world, it's just that in this world, only this picture can make him feel peaceful and beautiful at this moment, and it's also the only picture that can hurt him so painfully.