In this world, it's nice to have you

My name is Wang Yusu, and I am a painter.I met Jian Ning on the day I broke up with my ex-girlfriend.A studio in an alley in Lijiang Ancient Town.

My ex-girlfriend was called Li Ran, who was originally a tourist, but stayed in Lijiang because of me.I don't know if it was because of me that I left.Maybe it's just because the time has come, the time to meet Jian Ning.

Jian Ning is also a tourist and came to Lijiang alone.

I was in a bad mood that day.Originally depressed because of lack of inspiration, so I didn't bother to pay attention to Li Ran's rambling.Unexpectedly, she really lost her temper and said that she had already bought a plane ticket and left today.At that time, I thought it was just anger, and ignored her.Unexpectedly, in less than 10 minutes, she dragged the box down.I sat there with the pen still in my hand, looking straight at her.

Fate is over, Sue.Li Ran said.

I didn't speak, and my eyes were a little distracted.I just felt that it came out of nowhere, but I didn't know if it was true, and I didn't know how to react.Thinking about it later, it was actually not sudden, and many times there were already hints.

Take care of yourself.This is the last sentence.Her resolute departure was accompanied by a clear camel bell, just like when she came.In this way, I was left alone.In fact, I am not as afraid of being alone now as I was when I was a child. Maybe it is because I am used to the life here, or maybe I have given up on it.I know that in this world, it takes a lot of luck to meet someone who will stay with you forever.

I tried to keep drawing with a brush, but I didn't know what I was drawing.His hands seemed to tremble a little, not because of loss, but because of disappointment and confusion.

When the camel bell rang again, I suddenly felt happy, because I still would not give up.When I looked up, I realized that it wasn't her who came in.but her.Jane Ning.I raised the corner of my mouth at this new guest, but I was laughing at myself in my heart.She smiled back and looked at the painting.

In fact, in the early morning, few customers would come to such a remote alley.But I couldn't be in a worse mood, and I didn't intend to receive her. I wanted to focus on the painting in front of me, which was probably a waste product.

This studio is small and very messy, mostly black and white portraits and some landscape paintings.My talent is not high, but I don't do other things every day, just draw, and I have accumulated some.

She walked around and came behind me and stood still to watch me draw.It's not that I haven't been seen, but today maybe because I'm not in the right shape, I'm very uncomfortable.

I stop writing.He greeted her with some embarrassment.

Good morning.I said.

This one is not bad.she says.

this. . .I was a little speechless, wondering if she was joking.

At least, I can see what it wants to express.She didn't look at me either, just at the painting.I see sad.

I don't know how to answer, I just took it as a joke.Guests who like to chat have seen some, and I don't think I'm sad.But I think she should have witnessed Li Ran's departure and guessed the story.

Hehe, come to play alone?I digress.

She turned to look at me, her eyes seemed to be piercing.I actually felt hot on my face and didn't dare to look at her.

Yes, I just graduated and wanted to look around.Sensing my discomfort, she turned away.Just walk around and come here.

Don't need to look for a job?I asked.

Well.I found it, but I can go later.She looked towards the small staircase.Can I go up and have a look?

There is nothing on it, it is a dormitory.

Really.She has walked straight over.Can I go up and have a look?

this. .I put down my pen.There are no visitors here.

Really.she stops.I'm just curious, so forget it.

I saw her disappointed and a little moved.Then wait a moment, I will clean up, make a pot of tea, and invite you up again.

good.She smiled at me, triumphant and triumphant.

Only then did I realize that the house had been cleaned up very cleanly.Looking at such a tidy room, I feel cool in my heart.It never seemed like I was wrong, while others had done a good job.Maybe, I don't want to think about it, and I can't care about it.After brewing Pu'er, I shouted to the bottom, the tea is ready, please come up.

She climbed up slowly and looked around.Very good, very comfortable.

please sit down.I said.

she says.I don't like crowded places, and I've always wanted to find such a quiet house.She took a sip of her tea and smiled at me.

I like here.she says.I really envy you.

Yeah, a lot of people say that.But in fact, as long as you let go, anyone can.

It's easy to say, but there are a few who can really let go.She looked at me coquettishly through the teacup.You can hide here for a while, you must have experienced painful struggles.

Oh, it is not easy.I laugh.

But no matter what, you are enviable now.Enjoy the present moment, neither the past nor the future is in our hands.

Her words of encouragement made me a little sad.I'm content, just a little uneasy.Everyone will say that it can't be like this for a lifetime.I don't know how long I can hide, maybe one day I will have to return to reality.

can i live hereJust as I was wandering, she sipped her tea and said that.

ah?I thought I heard wrong.

I can pay your rent.What she said seemed to be taken for granted.Also, the food I cook is delicious.

But I don't have any spare room, as you can see.

I don't take up space.she persisted.And I only live for one month, and I will go back to work in one month.

this. .But I have nowhere to give you.I feel a little confused, just such a stranger I met for the first time.

Well, we're all girls, it's okay to squeeze, right?She snickered.I also don't know what that smile means.I see your bed is quite big.

It's not necessarily okay to be a girl.Didn't you see it just now?The one who just left was my girlfriend.

right.But isn't she gone?

You are buying and selling by force.

If you have eaten my cooking, you will definitely agree immediately.

We don't know each other at all, do you just trust me like that?

I don't quite believe it.She said lightly, but you are a girl after all, and you can tell from your paintings that you are an honest person.

This is very arbitrary.

May I?She stared at me again.

I haven't tried it so fast, at least we need to get to know each other before making a decision.

She chuckled.It's not a blind date.she says.

Well, even as friends. . .I'm at a loss for words again.Nothing to say.Let's not talk about it.

At this time, the camel bell downstairs rang again.I wondered what day it was today, and people kept coming early in the morning.

I said, you drink tea first, I'll go and have a look.

Just as he was walking to the stairs, Li Ran came up.I froze there, but she rushed up and hugged me.

I miss you, Sue.she cried.The family has found a job for me and must let me go back, but I still can't bear you. . .

I froze there motionless, Li Ran was a filial child, and he missed his parents almost every day when we were together.I didn't ask her why she didn't come home, just like I didn't ask why she left.

Jian Ning made the sound of drinking tea behind us, and Li Ran realized that there was someone else in the room.

The atmosphere is awkward and self-evident.

She let go of me slowly.

A customer who just came to the store.I said.

I am very surprised that there is no sense of surprise that should have been lost and found. Maybe I feel that she is going to leave after all, maybe. . .

Jian Ning stood up.Hello, my name is Jian Ning.

Li Ran looked a little surprised.We never let guests go upstairs because of me.I think when she came up for the first time, it was a month after we met.

This situation can't allow her to misunderstand.But I suddenly felt that I didn't want to explain, and I didn't want to make waves.Let's go, anyway, sooner or later.

Li Ran, Yusu's girlfriend.She was originally a gentle child, but somehow became full of vindictiveness.

Hello.Jian Ning said.Turning to me again, your name is Yusu?

Wang Yusu.I said.

Since you have something to do, I'll go first and come back later.Jian Ning said.

good.I said.

When Jian Ning walked past me, she asked softly, do you agree with my proposal?

I said nothing.

As soon as she came downstairs, Li Ran asked what was going on.

I just said I promised to let her live here.

Li Ran slapped me hard.He rushed downstairs without saying anything.

I was afraid that something would happen to her, so I chased her down.Seeing that Jian Ning hadn't left yet, he asked her to take care of the studio and went after Li Ran by himself.

I am an idiot.Li Ran said.

I just followed silently.

You don't have to follow.

I still don't speak.

You go and go.Seeing that I had been following her, she stopped and pushed me.

I hugged her tightly.Ran Ran.I said.You should go back.I'm not suitable for you, and I don't want to delay you.Do you understand?

Perhaps because of too much force, she gradually calmed down.But I can't bear you.she says.As soon as I got to the airport, I was very panicked.

I am also reluctant, but how far can we go?I looked at her deeply.How far can we go?Think about these days, apart from complaining about being noisy every day, what else is left?

She fell silent.

The life here can only be an episode in your life, it is not real, you should have a better life that really belongs to you.I don't know how I've become so sane.A lifetime is too expensive for most people to afford.

Enough playing, time to go.I took her suitcase.I will take you to the airport.

In this way, he hurriedly explained the previous things, and returned to Jian Ning.