Don't stay here for long
Zhang Zhuan, listening to the feeling in my heart is no longer the same as before.
Pawns, low-paid "white-collar workers".There are twice as many foreigners as locals.Good and evil are mixed.Three narrow alleys in a triangular shape enclose a wild land like a virgin forest.Outside the Shangzhai, there are many tall buildings.Across the eight-way street, there is a high-end community with a garden and a gymnasium on the opposite side, and there are some key cities not far away.
Worried about getting the car scratched, parked in the outside community and kept the keys.Pass through a still-hot barbecue stall, and then go deeper. At 12:30, it was the sixth day of the new year, most of the shops were closed, there were few pedestrians on the road, and there were many voices.I could hear people playing mahjong, quarreling, a child in someone's house in the distance crying heart-rendingly, and dogs barking.
Met two wandering warblers.The weather wasn't too cold, and the woman was only wearing a short gauze dress with suspenders and high-heeled sandals on the platform. Jiang Yuliu felt strangely cold when he saw it.
"There's no one else, it's so cold, put on some clothes."
"Come out to take a breath." These two recognized Jiang Yuliu, the one with thicker makeup had a hoarse voice from the smoke, "Your sister didn't come back. I saw you at Sister Zhao's."
Jiang Yuliu was stunned for a moment, then turned around and headed towards Fenghu Street.
In front of the shared open-air staircase between the two buildings, a crumbling concrete column was tied up like a scarecrow by bundles of thick black wires, illuminated by purple LED lights behind it. LED light strips are entrenched on the wrought iron door frame on the second floor.There are several large and small light boxes upstairs and downstairs, and only read "Galaxy Internet Cafe" and "Galaxy Mass Sales KTV" over and over again.The Internet cafe is on the right hand upstairs, and the KTV is on the left upstairs. The KTV is run by Sister Zhao.
Jiang Yuliu never understood the meaning of mass sales. He only remembered the first time he and Lin Qiushuang went here to look at the house, and after eating the Lanzhou ramen, the number one chain in the country, came out. When it got dark, all kinds of strange light boxes on the street were lit up.Lin Qiushuang said that she would settle on the house just now, she likes it here.
On both sides of the low-rise buildings that grow like dog teeth, light boxes, air-conditioning units, and clothes poles hang out high and low. Below are groups of people, chest to chest, butt to butt.The defective lamp tubes and dirty light boxes scorched the crowd, and the smoke from barbecue and soy sauce wafted around. It was dirty, but there was a kind of bustle and bustle.
Lin Qiushuang said nonchalantly that she had seen Tokyo in the photos like this, a city that never sleeps with feasting lights.
A row of small shops on the opposite side of the school pulled the shutters.If you open the rolling gate, you will probably see that every house is covered with glass windows and doors, and each house is so different.The grocery store is a variety of snacks and lollipops hanging in a string; the stationery store is bookmark cards; The milk tea shop next to it is covered with red, green, and heart-shaped sticky notes.
Fan Yun clearly remembered that when he was waiting for Yi Fei to pack the package, he was bored, and he also wrote such a grand wish.Just four words: "Take you to elope".
But when he looked up, the signboard had been changed to pieces.Fan Yun thought, that piece of paper might be like a red leaf inscribed with a poem, missing.
It was pitch black on campus.It's not time to start school yet.
"I want to go in." Fan Yun said softly.
Pan Ze parked the car on the side of the empty road and went to the reception room.
"I didn't expect this road to be so wide. I remember that it was a one-way street. Cars, bicycles, and pedestrians going to and from school were blocked." Fan Yunru said to himself.
"After the third year of high school, I went home for evening self-study. At that time, there were not many people. It's about the same as now." Yi Fei said.
Fan Yun thought for a while, when he was in the third year of high school, he wanted to pass the exam and left home far away.After getting her father's perfunctory words, she worked hard to get a high score in the test, and began to study with the boarding students at night, and Yi Fei accompanied her.It's too late, the family will send a car to pick it up.The time for one-way restrictions has passed, and it looks like it is now.But at those times, Fan Yun was probably still immersed in the sea of questions and had no memory.
Obviously she was the one who asked Yi Fei to stay for self-study, but those times have been lost in memory.It's like dreaming of taking Yi Fei away, but in the end there is nothing left.
Pan Ze ran over, "The big concierge said he knew Fan Yun's name. It's okay for people to get in, but it's not for cars."
Fan Yun himself wanted to look up at the honor roll with his name on it.
Fan Yun stuffed the wine and Coke into the bag, and Yi Fei stuffed the car thermos into it.Passing through the small door one after the other, Fan Yun was wondering whether he, who was listed on the honor roll, should take out a cigarette to pay respects. King Furong in the blue box.
"Thank you, big brother." Fan Yun praised Xiao Pan for his reliability, and wondered if he was a little nervous when he arrived at the school, so he grabbed Yi Fei and barged in.
The teaching building closed the rolling gate, and Fan Yun didn't intend to go in. He bypassed the teaching building, passed the library, the laboratory building, and went straight to the playground.
The evening self-study of boarding students is really boring.No one spoke in the classroom, there was the sound of brushing and writing, the sound of flipping the paper, heavy panting, and occasionally the sound of breaking the pen and rubbing the paper.Yi Fei was so frightened that he didn't even dare to eat snacks, lying on the table, flipping through the book, using the cover of the pages to peek at Fan Yun who was writing fast.
There are also happy times.Fan Yun suddenly turned his head to see himself, and looked at each other for a while, Fan Yun showed a indulgent smile, and made a gesture, and the two of them slipped out of the classroom without a sound, ran downstairs, and walked across the campus hand in hand.
This is the only joy, this is the highest freedom.
The football field has replaced the plastic fake grass with real grass.Sitting on it is a little tight.
The skirt was a little tight, Fan Yun helped Yi Fei to sit down, Yi Fei didn't want to show any pretense.
The starry sky is very bright, and the three stars hang in the south, which is the only constellation Fan Yun recognizes.
Fan Yun poured the wine into the thermos, and added Coke along the side of the cup, the thermos was almost full, and there was still some leftovers.Fan Yun took a sip, whether it was bitter or spicy.
"Aren't you stupid, add Coke first." Yi Fei looked at Fan Yun's frowning expression.
"Do you want to? Have a drink with me." Fan Yun raised his hand in front of Yi Fei.
"No." Yi Fei propped his hands behind his back, leaned back, and refused decisively.
Fan Yun smiled and handed the remaining half can of Coke to Yi Fei.Yi Fei took it and put it beside her.
There is nothing but a huge and empty playground in front of you.Under the sky, there are dark shadows of buildings in the distance.When Fan Yun came back three years before university, the two of them also came back to see it during the day.But at the same night, eight years of time suddenly overlapped, and the feelings at that time were reinfused back into the body in an instant.Knowing that after the college entrance examination, most of them will be separated, there is no way to talk about it in detail, but I just embrace the infinite happiness and sadness of youth.
If you are sober, you only sit in front of the flowers; when you are drunk, you come to sleep under the flowers.Half drunk and half awake day after day, flowers bloom year after year.I hope that I will die of old age in the wine room, and I don't want to bow before the chariots and horses.
Fan Yun approaches Yi Fei and smiles wryly.
"The day you left, I came out to look for you, but I couldn't find you." Yi Fei said suddenly.
Fan Yun's smile froze on his face.
"Later you sent a text message. I was here at that time." Yi Fei tried to keep her voice as calm as possible, but every word was trembling. "Walk around the playground, thinking about the things between us. Waiting for you."
Fan Yun frowned tightly.
"I think you should say something. I really hate you..."
"I'm sorry..." Fan Yun rolled his throat.
In front of his eyes, he seemed to see Yi Fei's slender figure on the empty playground.Fan Yun knew that she was scared, and looked for Fan Yun everywhere, worried and wronged.She definitely wanted to confide in Fan Yun, no matter how she thought about their future at that time.
Fan Yun did not give her this chance.
Fan Yun thought for a long time, but finally he could only say softly, "I'm sorry."
Love someone, but just treat her as a paradise.Fan Yun knew he had done something wrong.
The author has something to say: I don't know why I wrote more than a dozen chapters of the emotional line before starting. .
☆. Is it staying?Is it a heart?
Both of them clearly remembered what happened that night.
At that time, Yi Minshan was in his prime and had a hot temper.At that time, they stepped into the society with one foot, ignorant and restless.
Senior year New Year's Eve.
Ever since returning home from the winter vacation, Yi Fei felt that his father was very dissatisfied with Fan Yun, and often when Fan Yun was mentioned at the dinner table, his father immediately stopped saying a word.
Fan Yun also seemed to hear something from the phone, and simply said that the company where he was intern was rushing to catch up with the project, so it was not easy to ask for leave, and the plane at [-]:[-] p.m.When I asked, I said that I planned to stay until the fifth day of the new year.
At the end of the New Year's dinner, Chen Dan glanced at Yi Minshan, who was still holding back his fits, and pretended to ask Fan Yun casually what he planned to do after graduation.
Fan Yun hesitated, saying that there was no rush to make a decision.
There are less than four months to get the diploma.Those who go abroad, those who take postgraduate entrance examinations, and those who are looking for a job are mostly clear.Fan Yun never mentioned it. On the phone, Yi Fei couldn't lower her face to ask, but she kept procrastinating. How could she believe that Fan Yun had no plans.
The four years in different places are too far apart.
Yi Fei and Qi Lei went to a university.Qi Lei seemed to have been hinted by his family, he showed his goodwill frequently, and soon greeted the classmates around Yi Fei.Yi Fei can't just disappear from school for too long, so Fan Yun can only come here.
When he was a freshman, Fan Yun had no money at all, and Yi Fei was strictly restricted.Yi Minshan had something to say first, and no one was allowed to give it to her.After finally scraping together some money to call her, she was unwilling to spend more money for a hard sleeper on a train with the prefix K for a day and a night.Yi Fei wanted to keep her longer.But she skipped class and ran over, so she could only stay in the small hotel and wait for Yi Fei to finish class.When she came, both of them felt sad.
In her sophomore and junior year, Yi Fei's expenses were no longer so restricted, and she transferred a sum to Fan Yun every month.Life is finally on the right track, but the trajectories of the two are different.It seems that time can only be counted as consumption, squeezing bits and pieces of memories and diluting feelings.
It's not that Yi Fei didn't notice it, but he was powerless to change anything.In fact, they are all girls, or sisters.Thinking about the impossibility of the future, thinking about it a few times is enough to cut off this feeling.Yi Fei cried on the phone, and sometimes fell asleep crying, and when she woke up, Fan Yun was still online.
It was already like this, Yi Fei couldn't force her to ask her.
They have no choice at all.It seems that fate chose them and let them walk on different tracks.They just wanted to continue holding hands, but their footsteps never stopped, their bodies tore at themselves, procrastinating, and drifting away.
Chen Dan said kindly, "Talk to your father if you have any ideas. He also cares about you. If you want to come back, he can make arrangements for you in advance. If there is anything else, we will give you advice."
The air pressure on the dining table plummeted.
Yi Fei knew very well that Fan Yun didn't want to come back.
Even if it's not city S, go back to the provincial capital.If she had any such plan, she would have told Yi Fei long ago.
After thinking about it, Fan Yun said softly, "I... haven't decided yet. I'm very busy with internships and papers, and the teacher's requirements are relatively high..."
Yi Jinshan didn't say a word.
Fan Yun's throat rolled, and he said bravely: "When I go back to school, I will look at the recruitment and come back if I have a chance."
"Nonsense!" Yi Minshan slammed his job bowl onto the table.
Chen Dan was anxious to pull down Fan Yun on the table, and said softly, "It's a good thing if you plan to continue studying..."
"What a good thing! I don't agree with it at all! You see, she went out to learn, she has no skills, but lies come out as soon as she opens her mouth. She is busy all day long, and I don't know what she is busy fooling around with." Yi Jinshan was extremely angry.
Yi Fei heard it clearly, but didn't understand.Fan Yun's face paled before him, and he slowly put down the cup.
Yi Ran was still in junior high school at that time, she was taken aback, curled up on the back of the chair, and looked at her parents and Fan Yun.
"Tell me again, what do you want to do after graduation?" Yi Jinshan seemed to suppress his anger with the last of his reason.
Fan Yun opened his mouth, but made no sound.
Chen Dan couldn't see it, and whispered, "The list announced by your school has been posted on the Internet."
Yi Fei remembered that Fan Yun had inadvertently mentioned that he was recommended to take the computer test for graduate students.How long ago was that.Other than that, he didn't reveal a word to himself.
Fan Yun lowered his head and turned the strap subconsciously.Yi Fei took a look at her appearance, she must have planned it long ago, but she was worried that it would be difficult to explain, so she simply put off and didn't have to explain.
"Do you think that if you don't say a word, Tiangao Emperor Yuan will have nothing to do with you? Now it's not easy to squeeze someone in, isn't it more than enough to remove you?"
Fan Yun was silent for a while, and begged, "Dad."
"Come here!" Yi Jinshan roared violently.
Yi Fei sat on the seat blankly, while Fan Yun, who was facing him, turned to his father, without looking at him from the beginning to the end.Yi Ran anxiously grabbed Yi Fei's arm, and Yi Fei was pulled by him to stand up.Mother stood between her father and Fan Yun, winking at them, "Go upstairs first." Yi Ran quickly ran out, stood on the stairs, turned her head and waited for Yi Fei.
"What kind of talent do you think you are?"
Fan Yun waved his hand lightly, walked around Chen Dan, and stood straight in front of Yi Jinshan.Yi Jinshan sat down, looking up at Fan Yun.
Chen Dan quickly pulled up a chair, "Sit down and talk to your dad."
Fan Yun clenched his fists and refused to move for a moment.
Yi Jinshan was even angrier, "Let her stand if she doesn't want to sit! How can she still see me?"
Fan Yun bit his lip, and only then raised his head to look at Yi Fei.The eyes were just begging Yi Fei to leave.In the past few years, every time she talked with her father, she always showed such an expression.In the process of trying to be independent, she struggled and didn't get the slightest care from her parents.I have held back a lot of grievances, and I always have to vent them out in the end.But she should also be very clear in her heart, how ugly it is to be barked and bitten like a mad dog when her emotions overwhelm her rationality.
Yi Fei took a step back, the chair slid on the floor and made a rattling sound.Fan Yun has lowered his head.
Parents have arranged for it to be a trick for Fan Yun. Fan Yun is probably a little bit psychologically prepared.Only Yi Fei didn't know anything about it.
She really wanted to rush over to ask Fan Yun to explain clearly, to hide it from her like this, and to treat her as something.
But it seems to be on the verge of breaking out.The so-called family members, without love, have a sense of morality, and they can have no bottom line when they have an attack.
No one cares about her at this time.At least Fan Yun should have cared a little bit, and she didn't at all.His mind was in a mess, Yi Fei didn't want to suffer this kind of blow that had nothing to do with him, so he hurriedly turned and went upstairs.
Suddenly I heard the chair being dragged, just for a moment, with a slightly heavy slap, like a heavy book being thrown up.Following Chen Dan's exclamation, Fan Yun took a step back and turned his face away.
"Now you don't listen to anyone, do you? I've put up with you for four years. I think it's time to come back now. You are good, your wings are hard. You can count how many times you have come back in four years, A few phone calls a month. Is it unreasonable? If someone asks, I will say good things for you, saying that you are busy studying."
Fan Yun was in pain again, sucking in air, as if he couldn't help it, a weird laugh came out of his throat.
"Am I wrong?!"
"No, huh, you're right. I'm busy, very busy. I'm busy studying and making money. Calling you? I can't stop talking, I'm fucking out of a classroom with hundreds of people to answer your broken phone. I rushed to work and I didn't even have time to eat, so I have to apologize to you..."
Unsurprisingly, it was another slap in the face.Fan Yun staggered and took another step back, Yi Minshan wanted to catch up, Fan Yun was stunned for a moment, raised his hand to protect him, and retreated to the wall.
He gasped violently, spat out a dot or two as he gasped, and then big drops of blood slid down and dripped to the ground.
With the smell of blood in his throat, Fan Yun held his nose, sticky blood sticking to his hands.
"What do you have to do with me these four years? Did you pay even a little bit for me? The report card still has to be sent to you, and you don't even know what I'm studying. You have the face to ask me why I took the exam?" It’s bloody? I had stomach bleeding in my freshman year. They took me to the hospital and paid for it. I couldn’t even do the checkup. I almost died. I beg you to forgive me. You only care about sarcasm.”
"Are you blaming me? Who swore at the beginning that I would not spend a penny of my money."
Chen Dan held Yi Minshan tightly, his chest heaved violently, and there was murderous look in his eyes.
"Believe it or not, I'll call now. I want to see what you're doing outside, a rebellious son. Who insists on protecting you?"
Fan Yun was startled and angry, with an expression of disbelief on his face.The blood flooded into the mouth, and it was fishy and sweet.Panting, each word has a heavy nasal voice, "I believe it. You think too highly of me. I am nothing. No one outside takes me for nothing, but at least, I try my best, and others will treat me like a People see. What about you? You gave birth to me, and the father is the guide for the son, so I should obey you in everything. It is not what you want, no matter what I do, you will just be disappointed."
Yi Minshan's lips trembled with anger.
"You...you are going to live a good life, but... what do I want you to do? I have half a foot in the coffin, begging my daughter to stay."
Fan Yun looked at Yi Minshan mockingly, patches of red were stained on his cuffs and front, his face was smeared with blood, his eyes were bloodshot, and he was on the verge of madness, "There's no need to say that, I don't know who you are for, I owe you sooner or later Also. When you die, I will absolutely, absolutely not get involved in any inheritance you leave behind, I don't care about it."
"Okay...okay...you are promising. Curse your father to death."
Yi Minshan pushed Chen Dan away, grabbed Fan Yun and slammed him against the wall.
Chen Dan couldn't hold back his energy, the plates and bowls smashed to the ground.
"Mom?!" Yi Fei rushed over to grab her mother.
Yi Fei looked back, Fan Yun tried to break free, but he had no strength at all.
He kept talking, "What you call loving me is destroying me. I am not. I wish you a long life. You can destroy me. Watch and see if I come back..."
Fan Yun couldn't breathe, his voice was choked by the blood in his breath.
Yi Fei held his father's arm, Yi Ran was still young, but he also cried to stop him.Father let go of his hand, and Fan Yun immediately slid down.
Yi Fei took Fan Yun to the bathroom to stop the bleeding. The blood fell on the white countertop, almost forming a thread.
Yi Fei felt distressed and hated at the same time, "Does it have to be so absolute?"
Fan Yun was already dizzy, unable to stand up, and sat on the toilet seat.It seemed that he could no longer hear, and he didn't respond much. He was covering his face in a daze, and his face was obviously swollen.
After a while, I saw Yi Fei, "Is Mom okay?...I'm sorry."
As soon as he spoke, he bled even more.
Pressing it with a tissue, it soaked through quickly, requiring Fan Yun to raise his head and keep pouring down his throat.Fan Yun was so excited by the blood that he vomited. He didn't eat a few mouthfuls of a meal, and it was all water.
Chen Dan stood at the door and didn't dare to come in. Seeing the blood on the clothes and the ground of the two people, Chen Dan panicked and lost his mind.
Until the family doctor is called to stop.
Fan Yun's face was as pale as paper.
Tossing most of the night, the sky is bright.People outside rushed to open the wealth gate and set off firecrackers, and the Yi family went up and down the house before going to sleep.
Woke up in the middle of the morning and asked Fan Yun to come down for dinner.It was found that the person had packed up his things and left.
Fan Yun cut off his father's thoughts as ruthlessly as she begged for death.
Only Yi Fei called her.shutdown.
Yi Fei was already desperate.Fan Yun sent a text message.Said that there was no way to talk to Yi Fei face to face, and now he was on the plane and was about to take off.When he landed, he called Yi Fei.
My legs were sore from walking, so I sat on the runway.I kept checking the time, and when I saw that I was annoyed, I turned it off, and then turned it on again immediately.Yi Fei waited until dark.
There is no such call.
☆. Is it staying?Is it a heart?
At the beginning, there was such a riot at home.Not a month after going back, Chen Dan called to say goodbye.Fan Yun still insisted on keeping the frequency of calling Yi Minshan in the past.You have to admit your mistakes, you have to stand up when you are beaten, and Fan Yun will definitely give you face.
Just cut off contact with Yi Fei.
When he came back from vacation, Yi Fei had already joined the company.No mention of the past, only politeness.
Fan Yun gulped down the wine, swallowing his anger.
Yi Fei hugged her legs, put her forehead against her knees, and buried her face in the socket of her elbows.The arched back trembled slightly as it couldn't bear it.
Fan Yun knew that she was crying, so he was helpless for a while, only feeling distressed.
The more Yi Fei thought about it, the more sad she became.But the strangest thing is that this incident has been going on for so long, she told herself over and over again in her heart, scolded Fan Yun viciously over and over again in her heart, she never thought that when the voice came out of her mouth, all the emotions of so many years surged together Come up and cry yourself.
A gust of wind blew past, making Fan Yun feel cold.He moved behind Yi Fei, knelt on the grass, leaned against Yi Fei's back, and hugged her carefully.
Fan Yun's embrace was not warm, and her hands were as cold as usual.But if you block the wind, you won't feel cold.
Yi Fei had stopped crying a long time ago, Fan Yun rested his head lightly on Yi Fei's shoulder, holding her in a respectful manner.Yi Fei raised his head, and Fan Yun let go.
Yi Fei said, "It's okay. It's over."
Fan Yun seemed to be smiling and hooked the corners of his mouth helplessly.
Yi Fei saw that Fan Yun's wine had bottomed out, took a sip of Coke, and held up the can to Fan Yun.They all drank up.
"Let's go."
Fan Yun agreed, stood up, and shook his body.Only then did I realize that I was drinking too quickly.Standing on his knees for a moment, he pulled Yi Fei up again.
Yi Fei hooked Fan Yun, "Is that okay? In front of the security guards, don't embarrass me."
Fan Yun lowered his eyebrows and suppressed a smile.
The eldest brother came out to see them off and waved, "You sisters are so close."
Fan Yun's smile inevitably faded.
After getting into the car, Fan Yun was obviously a little dizzy, and leaned on Yi Fei like a fool.
The car was already driving back, and both of them were extremely silent.
Fan Yun suddenly plucked up his courage and said, "It's too late, it's not good for my mother to see me like this. I don't want to go back."
Yi Fei remained silent.
Fan Yun bit the bullet and continued, "How about going to the hotel?"
At the entrance of the hotel, Xiao Pan asked the doorman if there was any room.The answer is that there are no twin beds in the senior suite, only a double bed.
Fan Yun sneaked a glance at Yi Fei, who was very calm.
"How come the twin beds are still full on the sixth day of the Lunar New Year?" Fan Yun muttered.
"Then go?" Yi Fei asked.
"No! No need." Fan Yun regained his energy immediately, but felt that he couldn't go too far, so he languished.
Entering the room, the carpet is thick and soft when stepped on.Fan Yun's legs became weaker, Yi Fei put her on the sofa, turned around and sat by the bed.
There was no sound in the room, and in the quiet night, Fan Yun's heartbeat and breathing became heavier and heavier.
Yi Fei stood up, and Fan Yun jumped up.Yi Fei was stunned for a moment, then turned to the floor-to-ceiling window, outside the window was a block with warm yellow street lights on.
"What's your name, sister-in-law? Doesn't look like an easy guy to get along with."
Yi Fei laughed at himself.Marriage was certainly not a happy choice for her. "I know you are wronged today, it is already very complicated for you to deal with such a relationship."
"Yi Fei..."
"It's the result of your own avoidance of what you've planted for years."
Fan Yun seemed to have been punched hard in the chest.
The dim orange light from the spotlights in front of the window reflected Yifei's hazy and bright outline, like an idol in a shrine.She was so alone in the face of the lights and shadows of the city, with no real support.
"He is not suitable for you. Yi Fei. No matter what the reason is, don't marry him." Fan Yun staggered and approached Yi Fei.
Yi Fei looked at her.Fan Yun seemed to be fighting to the death.
After a long time, Yi Fei sighed, "You're drunk."
Fan Yun looked at Yi Fei, "Don't you understand what I said?"
Yi Fei shook his head, "We don't say these words when you're drunk. Now it's just that your emotions are amplified by alcohol. When you're sober and rational, you'll have to figure out what price you'll have to pay. At that time, you'll find out what emotions are, what are they?" It's all tolerable..."
"I like it now, I'm numb enough." Fan Yun's eyes showed a sad look, "The front is in a bar. I was wondering if there is any medicine for sale. I really want to see, my hallucination is What, what am I thinking."
Yi Fei sneered, "You don't even know what you want? After walking for so long, you can't figure it out? If the drug has this effect, I think you can't leave it for a second."
Fan Yun clenched his fists and pressed against the glass, his body trembling slightly.
She is forcing her.If it wasn't for this window, Yi Fei felt that she would fall down at any time, falling into complete darkness from the little light.And her body seemed to have been soaked by the night, and her breath seemed to be annihilated.
Yi Fei felt a chill, stepped back a few steps, and sat in the armchair in front of the window.
Fan Yun sighed, "I'm going to take a shower."
Separated by a wall, tiles have replaced blankets, and in front of the window is a huge round bathtub.The sink facing the door and the mirror covering the entire wall of the roof.Turning to the right, there is a large shower head like a plate in the glass shower room.
Fan Yun saw himself floating past the mirror like a wandering spirit.One by one, he unbuttoned his shirt and took off his pants and underwear.
The glass door shuts tightly.In a narrow space, a beam of light from a spotlight falls from the sky.Fan Yun hugged his arm, his chest heaved more and more violently, and his clenched hands could not stop shaking.There was no way to exhale, and he opened his mouth, like aphasia, and the heavy breathing was blocked in his throat.
Slightly scalding water was poured down.Fan Yun felt his body warm up a little bit, and his skin was a little bit bloody.
Holding his elbow against the tiles, Fan Yun covered his mouth with his other hand.
The vast water light all over the sky.The body is heavy and limp, about to dissolve into the water.
There is nothing to say, how to say, what to say.To endure.Hold down all the undercurrents sinking in the depths.Impossible, but not impossible.
The days passed by so silently.Flowing through in the struggle between oneself and oneself.The whole world, everything has changed.The only mood that wants to change is unshakeable and stops there.
The more tightly blocked the emotions are, the more they are hidden like wine.If emotions are internal skills, Fan Yun will feel that he has been backlashed.
Fan Yun felt that he died four years ago.Baoyan's confirmation book is signed, and the school will not issue a tripartite agreement. If she breaks the contract, she will have no job to sign.Even so, she hesitated and regretted endlessly.If it wasn't for Yi Jinshan's fury, Fan Yun thought, he wouldn't be able to make a decision.
Still or earlier.After the college entrance examination, Yi Fei and Yi Fei went to school to fill in their volunteers.Write back to back.Both know each other very far.
Unexpectedly, fluttering, there will be such a node in life again.In the past, the chances of winning were small, but this time it was even more negligible.
How much Fan Yun wanted to tell Yi Fei, please forgive him.But it was she who persisted, because she should be the only one who insisted on paying the price.Of course she can use those stories to make Yi Fei feel bad, but that can only be understood by how much she has hurt Yi Fei.
If you take this step back, all the suffering you have suffered in the past will be in vain.But to continue to return to a life with nothing to pursue, she is just holding her heart like a daughter, and I don't know how long it will last, whether it will be a lifetime.
Previously persistent.Morality does have a little bit of use. It holds the bottom line of the soul, and dignity can be barely draped. Vanity is like a flower, and more curiosity is added with a veil.
The water kept rushing down, and Fan Yun had nothing but a naked body.
"Xiaoyun?..."
A figure is outside the frosted glass.
Fan Yun hesitated for a moment, then stood up.
The glass door burst open.
It was foggy.With Fan Yun's back turned, his masseter muscles tightened slightly.The strands of hair cling to the neck and shoulders, and the long and narrow butterfly bones are slightly raised.
Fan Yun slightly turned around.
"Are you... all right?" Yi Fei frowned slightly, staring at Fan Yun.
Fan Yun smiled and said, "What can happen."
The tangled hair tips covered the snow-white chest, water splashed on Fan Yun's slightly weakened shoulders, and the joints were flushed red from the hot water.Fan Yun deflected a little more, and the water flowing down from his hair slid over Fan Yun's skin, fell down, and rolled rapidly along the lines of his muscles.Fan Yun withdrew his leg abruptly, Yi Fei was startled, and looked away.
"Take a shower and dry your hair before going to bed. I'm leaving first."
"I was worried one moment, and said to leave the next moment." Fan Yun's voice became hoarse in an instant.
Yi Fei knew in her heart that something was wrong with her tonight.She had already had so much to drink that her courageous words were only exchanged for cold rebuttals.
Yi Fei turned around, Fan Yun suddenly took a step forward and grabbed Yi Fei's elbow.Yi Fei was unable to stand still and was dragged into the hot rain under the disheveled head by Fan Yun, his high heels slapped on the water-logged tiles.Fan Yun hugged Yi Fei's body, stood on tiptoe, and kissed Yi Fei's lips.For a moment, the eyes were blurred by water, and the hot and humid steam and the hug were also tightly wrapped.Yi Fei couldn't breathe, so he could only gasp, touching the soft and firm lips.Fan Yun's panting became more intense, almost crying, attacking and suppressing at the same time, following the current, or turning into a deep pool, submerging Yi Fei.
Yi Fei turned off the water, Fan Yun supported her with his arms, and gently pushed her against the glass wall.
Yi Fei struggled out to breathe heavily, wiped off the water on his face, and tucked his wet hair behind his ears.
"This whole body can't get wet."
Fan Yun was like a child who succeeded in playing a prank, with a smile on his face.
Yi Fei continued, "I really like this suit."
Fan Yun helped Yi Fei straighten her wet hair, "I like it too, and I like to help you take it off."
Yi Fei's brushed eyelashes are extremely thick, and there is only a trace of clarity in his eyes, trying to erase the deep affection. "Xiaoyun..."
"Don't say it." Fan Yun pleaded, "I don't want anything, I already have nothing."
Yi Fei looked at Fan Yun, Fan Yun only had eyes for himself.
Fan Yun covered Yi Fei's lips again, and licked them lightly, as if sucking a precious candy. He couldn't bear to taste it, but he was also afraid of melting it too quickly.Yi Fei was entrusted into Fan Yun's arms and kicked off her high heels.Fan Yun took a step forward and pressed against Yi Fei's long legs wrapped in stockings. Water droplets seeped in and rubbed against Fan Yun's naked body through a thin layer of silk.
Fan Yun reluctantly left Yi Fei's lips, and buried it in Yi Fei's ear.Fan Yun's breath had a bit of a clear alcohol smell, and his breath followed the pinnae, penetrated into the temples, and then slowly descended, wrapping around the ears and lips.
"Yi Fei..."
The lips moved slightly, and in the protracted voice, a sweet and sad air flow penetrated into the ears.
Yi Fei felt her heart being scratched slightly.Fan Yun's uncontrollable feelings all night had softened Yi Fei's heart.There seems to be no distance between Fan Yun's skin and Yi Fei's beating blood vessels. The slight friction and heat make Yi Fei involuntarily desire to be firmly attached and possessed.
Fan Yun propped up Yi Fei a little bit, letting Yi Fei lean on his shoulders.
Yi Fei was embraced tenderly, Fan Yun's hot and humid breath enveloped her body, Fan Yun slowly unzipped the zipper on the back, and the drenched tightly wrapped clothes gradually separated from her skin.
Yi Fei put his arms around Fan Yun's shoulders, and the smooth and delicate skin trembled slightly under Yi Fei's fingertips.They are no longer young, and with the addition of alcohol, Fan Yun's body is getting numb, but he still has to be patient.
Fan Yun gently separated from Yi Fei and walked around behind Yi Fei.Yi Fei's top was completely taken off, and Fan Yun's long hair was lifted up, and Yi Fei felt Fan Yun sticking it up from behind.This time there is no distance.The feeling that had almost been forgotten made Yi Fei's heart suddenly electrified.Fan Yun embraced Yi Fei, kissed the back of her neck lightly, then went up to the back of the ear, and after teasing her with the tip of her tongue, slowly sucked, Yi Fei felt numb at first, then suddenly felt a slight pain, and then licked her tenderly and tenderly.Fan Yun's hand got in, like holding fragile foam.Yi Fei twisted helplessly and leaned on Fan Yun.
Fan Yun's breathing was uncontrollably heavy and hotter.
half kneeling in the water stains.
……
Yi Fei couldn't bear it anymore, and he clenched his legs so he couldn't stand still.
Fan Yun took off the last piece of Yi Fei's body, like the last step of unpacking, feeling apprehensive.After that, the two were completely equal and treated each other frankly.
"Xiaoyun..." Yi Fei didn't expect Fan Yun to start like this.My mind was filled in an instant, I couldn't bear it, I couldn't bear it.
……
Yi Fei gradually succumbed to Fan Yun's tenderness and opened up to her.
What was previously exhausted and sealed away in youth, engulfed in a vast torrent, swept across the gentle bodies of two weak girls.No matter how heartbreaking is in Pandora's box
Worried about getting the car scratched, parked in the outside community and kept the keys.Pass through a still-hot barbecue stall, and then go deeper. At 12:30, it was the sixth day of the new year, most of the shops were closed, there were few pedestrians on the road, and there were many voices.I could hear people playing mahjong, quarreling, a child in someone's house in the distance crying heart-rendingly, and dogs barking.
Met two wandering warblers.The weather wasn't too cold, and the woman was only wearing a short gauze dress with suspenders and high-heeled sandals on the platform. Jiang Yuliu felt strangely cold when he saw it.
"There's no one else, it's so cold, put on some clothes."
"Come out to take a breath." These two recognized Jiang Yuliu, the one with thicker makeup had a hoarse voice from the smoke, "Your sister didn't come back. I saw you at Sister Zhao's."
Jiang Yuliu was stunned for a moment, then turned around and headed towards Fenghu Street.
In front of the shared open-air staircase between the two buildings, a crumbling concrete column was tied up like a scarecrow by bundles of thick black wires, illuminated by purple LED lights behind it. LED light strips are entrenched on the wrought iron door frame on the second floor.There are several large and small light boxes upstairs and downstairs, and only read "Galaxy Internet Cafe" and "Galaxy Mass Sales KTV" over and over again.The Internet cafe is on the right hand upstairs, and the KTV is on the left upstairs. The KTV is run by Sister Zhao.
Jiang Yuliu never understood the meaning of mass sales. He only remembered the first time he and Lin Qiushuang went here to look at the house, and after eating the Lanzhou ramen, the number one chain in the country, came out. When it got dark, all kinds of strange light boxes on the street were lit up.Lin Qiushuang said that she would settle on the house just now, she likes it here.
On both sides of the low-rise buildings that grow like dog teeth, light boxes, air-conditioning units, and clothes poles hang out high and low. Below are groups of people, chest to chest, butt to butt.The defective lamp tubes and dirty light boxes scorched the crowd, and the smoke from barbecue and soy sauce wafted around. It was dirty, but there was a kind of bustle and bustle.
Lin Qiushuang said nonchalantly that she had seen Tokyo in the photos like this, a city that never sleeps with feasting lights.
A row of small shops on the opposite side of the school pulled the shutters.If you open the rolling gate, you will probably see that every house is covered with glass windows and doors, and each house is so different.The grocery store is a variety of snacks and lollipops hanging in a string; the stationery store is bookmark cards; The milk tea shop next to it is covered with red, green, and heart-shaped sticky notes.
Fan Yun clearly remembered that when he was waiting for Yi Fei to pack the package, he was bored, and he also wrote such a grand wish.Just four words: "Take you to elope".
But when he looked up, the signboard had been changed to pieces.Fan Yun thought, that piece of paper might be like a red leaf inscribed with a poem, missing.
It was pitch black on campus.It's not time to start school yet.
"I want to go in." Fan Yun said softly.
Pan Ze parked the car on the side of the empty road and went to the reception room.
"I didn't expect this road to be so wide. I remember that it was a one-way street. Cars, bicycles, and pedestrians going to and from school were blocked." Fan Yunru said to himself.
"After the third year of high school, I went home for evening self-study. At that time, there were not many people. It's about the same as now." Yi Fei said.
Fan Yun thought for a while, when he was in the third year of high school, he wanted to pass the exam and left home far away.After getting her father's perfunctory words, she worked hard to get a high score in the test, and began to study with the boarding students at night, and Yi Fei accompanied her.It's too late, the family will send a car to pick it up.The time for one-way restrictions has passed, and it looks like it is now.But at those times, Fan Yun was probably still immersed in the sea of questions and had no memory.
Obviously she was the one who asked Yi Fei to stay for self-study, but those times have been lost in memory.It's like dreaming of taking Yi Fei away, but in the end there is nothing left.
Pan Ze ran over, "The big concierge said he knew Fan Yun's name. It's okay for people to get in, but it's not for cars."
Fan Yun himself wanted to look up at the honor roll with his name on it.
Fan Yun stuffed the wine and Coke into the bag, and Yi Fei stuffed the car thermos into it.Passing through the small door one after the other, Fan Yun was wondering whether he, who was listed on the honor roll, should take out a cigarette to pay respects. King Furong in the blue box.
"Thank you, big brother." Fan Yun praised Xiao Pan for his reliability, and wondered if he was a little nervous when he arrived at the school, so he grabbed Yi Fei and barged in.
The teaching building closed the rolling gate, and Fan Yun didn't intend to go in. He bypassed the teaching building, passed the library, the laboratory building, and went straight to the playground.
The evening self-study of boarding students is really boring.No one spoke in the classroom, there was the sound of brushing and writing, the sound of flipping the paper, heavy panting, and occasionally the sound of breaking the pen and rubbing the paper.Yi Fei was so frightened that he didn't even dare to eat snacks, lying on the table, flipping through the book, using the cover of the pages to peek at Fan Yun who was writing fast.
There are also happy times.Fan Yun suddenly turned his head to see himself, and looked at each other for a while, Fan Yun showed a indulgent smile, and made a gesture, and the two of them slipped out of the classroom without a sound, ran downstairs, and walked across the campus hand in hand.
This is the only joy, this is the highest freedom.
The football field has replaced the plastic fake grass with real grass.Sitting on it is a little tight.
The skirt was a little tight, Fan Yun helped Yi Fei to sit down, Yi Fei didn't want to show any pretense.
The starry sky is very bright, and the three stars hang in the south, which is the only constellation Fan Yun recognizes.
Fan Yun poured the wine into the thermos, and added Coke along the side of the cup, the thermos was almost full, and there was still some leftovers.Fan Yun took a sip, whether it was bitter or spicy.
"Aren't you stupid, add Coke first." Yi Fei looked at Fan Yun's frowning expression.
"Do you want to? Have a drink with me." Fan Yun raised his hand in front of Yi Fei.
"No." Yi Fei propped his hands behind his back, leaned back, and refused decisively.
Fan Yun smiled and handed the remaining half can of Coke to Yi Fei.Yi Fei took it and put it beside her.
There is nothing but a huge and empty playground in front of you.Under the sky, there are dark shadows of buildings in the distance.When Fan Yun came back three years before university, the two of them also came back to see it during the day.But at the same night, eight years of time suddenly overlapped, and the feelings at that time were reinfused back into the body in an instant.Knowing that after the college entrance examination, most of them will be separated, there is no way to talk about it in detail, but I just embrace the infinite happiness and sadness of youth.
If you are sober, you only sit in front of the flowers; when you are drunk, you come to sleep under the flowers.Half drunk and half awake day after day, flowers bloom year after year.I hope that I will die of old age in the wine room, and I don't want to bow before the chariots and horses.
Fan Yun approaches Yi Fei and smiles wryly.
"The day you left, I came out to look for you, but I couldn't find you." Yi Fei said suddenly.
Fan Yun's smile froze on his face.
"Later you sent a text message. I was here at that time." Yi Fei tried to keep her voice as calm as possible, but every word was trembling. "Walk around the playground, thinking about the things between us. Waiting for you."
Fan Yun frowned tightly.
"I think you should say something. I really hate you..."
"I'm sorry..." Fan Yun rolled his throat.
In front of his eyes, he seemed to see Yi Fei's slender figure on the empty playground.Fan Yun knew that she was scared, and looked for Fan Yun everywhere, worried and wronged.She definitely wanted to confide in Fan Yun, no matter how she thought about their future at that time.
Fan Yun did not give her this chance.
Fan Yun thought for a long time, but finally he could only say softly, "I'm sorry."
Love someone, but just treat her as a paradise.Fan Yun knew he had done something wrong.
The author has something to say: I don't know why I wrote more than a dozen chapters of the emotional line before starting. .
☆. Is it staying?Is it a heart?
Both of them clearly remembered what happened that night.
At that time, Yi Minshan was in his prime and had a hot temper.At that time, they stepped into the society with one foot, ignorant and restless.
Senior year New Year's Eve.
Ever since returning home from the winter vacation, Yi Fei felt that his father was very dissatisfied with Fan Yun, and often when Fan Yun was mentioned at the dinner table, his father immediately stopped saying a word.
Fan Yun also seemed to hear something from the phone, and simply said that the company where he was intern was rushing to catch up with the project, so it was not easy to ask for leave, and the plane at [-]:[-] p.m.When I asked, I said that I planned to stay until the fifth day of the new year.
At the end of the New Year's dinner, Chen Dan glanced at Yi Minshan, who was still holding back his fits, and pretended to ask Fan Yun casually what he planned to do after graduation.
Fan Yun hesitated, saying that there was no rush to make a decision.
There are less than four months to get the diploma.Those who go abroad, those who take postgraduate entrance examinations, and those who are looking for a job are mostly clear.Fan Yun never mentioned it. On the phone, Yi Fei couldn't lower her face to ask, but she kept procrastinating. How could she believe that Fan Yun had no plans.
The four years in different places are too far apart.
Yi Fei and Qi Lei went to a university.Qi Lei seemed to have been hinted by his family, he showed his goodwill frequently, and soon greeted the classmates around Yi Fei.Yi Fei can't just disappear from school for too long, so Fan Yun can only come here.
When he was a freshman, Fan Yun had no money at all, and Yi Fei was strictly restricted.Yi Minshan had something to say first, and no one was allowed to give it to her.After finally scraping together some money to call her, she was unwilling to spend more money for a hard sleeper on a train with the prefix K for a day and a night.Yi Fei wanted to keep her longer.But she skipped class and ran over, so she could only stay in the small hotel and wait for Yi Fei to finish class.When she came, both of them felt sad.
In her sophomore and junior year, Yi Fei's expenses were no longer so restricted, and she transferred a sum to Fan Yun every month.Life is finally on the right track, but the trajectories of the two are different.It seems that time can only be counted as consumption, squeezing bits and pieces of memories and diluting feelings.
It's not that Yi Fei didn't notice it, but he was powerless to change anything.In fact, they are all girls, or sisters.Thinking about the impossibility of the future, thinking about it a few times is enough to cut off this feeling.Yi Fei cried on the phone, and sometimes fell asleep crying, and when she woke up, Fan Yun was still online.
It was already like this, Yi Fei couldn't force her to ask her.
They have no choice at all.It seems that fate chose them and let them walk on different tracks.They just wanted to continue holding hands, but their footsteps never stopped, their bodies tore at themselves, procrastinating, and drifting away.
Chen Dan said kindly, "Talk to your father if you have any ideas. He also cares about you. If you want to come back, he can make arrangements for you in advance. If there is anything else, we will give you advice."
The air pressure on the dining table plummeted.
Yi Fei knew very well that Fan Yun didn't want to come back.
Even if it's not city S, go back to the provincial capital.If she had any such plan, she would have told Yi Fei long ago.
After thinking about it, Fan Yun said softly, "I... haven't decided yet. I'm very busy with internships and papers, and the teacher's requirements are relatively high..."
Yi Jinshan didn't say a word.
Fan Yun's throat rolled, and he said bravely: "When I go back to school, I will look at the recruitment and come back if I have a chance."
"Nonsense!" Yi Minshan slammed his job bowl onto the table.
Chen Dan was anxious to pull down Fan Yun on the table, and said softly, "It's a good thing if you plan to continue studying..."
"What a good thing! I don't agree with it at all! You see, she went out to learn, she has no skills, but lies come out as soon as she opens her mouth. She is busy all day long, and I don't know what she is busy fooling around with." Yi Jinshan was extremely angry.
Yi Fei heard it clearly, but didn't understand.Fan Yun's face paled before him, and he slowly put down the cup.
Yi Ran was still in junior high school at that time, she was taken aback, curled up on the back of the chair, and looked at her parents and Fan Yun.
"Tell me again, what do you want to do after graduation?" Yi Jinshan seemed to suppress his anger with the last of his reason.
Fan Yun opened his mouth, but made no sound.
Chen Dan couldn't see it, and whispered, "The list announced by your school has been posted on the Internet."
Yi Fei remembered that Fan Yun had inadvertently mentioned that he was recommended to take the computer test for graduate students.How long ago was that.Other than that, he didn't reveal a word to himself.
Fan Yun lowered his head and turned the strap subconsciously.Yi Fei took a look at her appearance, she must have planned it long ago, but she was worried that it would be difficult to explain, so she simply put off and didn't have to explain.
"Do you think that if you don't say a word, Tiangao Emperor Yuan will have nothing to do with you? Now it's not easy to squeeze someone in, isn't it more than enough to remove you?"
Fan Yun was silent for a while, and begged, "Dad."
"Come here!" Yi Jinshan roared violently.
Yi Fei sat on the seat blankly, while Fan Yun, who was facing him, turned to his father, without looking at him from the beginning to the end.Yi Ran anxiously grabbed Yi Fei's arm, and Yi Fei was pulled by him to stand up.Mother stood between her father and Fan Yun, winking at them, "Go upstairs first." Yi Ran quickly ran out, stood on the stairs, turned her head and waited for Yi Fei.
"What kind of talent do you think you are?"
Fan Yun waved his hand lightly, walked around Chen Dan, and stood straight in front of Yi Jinshan.Yi Jinshan sat down, looking up at Fan Yun.
Chen Dan quickly pulled up a chair, "Sit down and talk to your dad."
Fan Yun clenched his fists and refused to move for a moment.
Yi Jinshan was even angrier, "Let her stand if she doesn't want to sit! How can she still see me?"
Fan Yun bit his lip, and only then raised his head to look at Yi Fei.The eyes were just begging Yi Fei to leave.In the past few years, every time she talked with her father, she always showed such an expression.In the process of trying to be independent, she struggled and didn't get the slightest care from her parents.I have held back a lot of grievances, and I always have to vent them out in the end.But she should also be very clear in her heart, how ugly it is to be barked and bitten like a mad dog when her emotions overwhelm her rationality.
Yi Fei took a step back, the chair slid on the floor and made a rattling sound.Fan Yun has lowered his head.
Parents have arranged for it to be a trick for Fan Yun. Fan Yun is probably a little bit psychologically prepared.Only Yi Fei didn't know anything about it.
She really wanted to rush over to ask Fan Yun to explain clearly, to hide it from her like this, and to treat her as something.
But it seems to be on the verge of breaking out.The so-called family members, without love, have a sense of morality, and they can have no bottom line when they have an attack.
No one cares about her at this time.At least Fan Yun should have cared a little bit, and she didn't at all.His mind was in a mess, Yi Fei didn't want to suffer this kind of blow that had nothing to do with him, so he hurriedly turned and went upstairs.
Suddenly I heard the chair being dragged, just for a moment, with a slightly heavy slap, like a heavy book being thrown up.Following Chen Dan's exclamation, Fan Yun took a step back and turned his face away.
"Now you don't listen to anyone, do you? I've put up with you for four years. I think it's time to come back now. You are good, your wings are hard. You can count how many times you have come back in four years, A few phone calls a month. Is it unreasonable? If someone asks, I will say good things for you, saying that you are busy studying."
Fan Yun was in pain again, sucking in air, as if he couldn't help it, a weird laugh came out of his throat.
"Am I wrong?!"
"No, huh, you're right. I'm busy, very busy. I'm busy studying and making money. Calling you? I can't stop talking, I'm fucking out of a classroom with hundreds of people to answer your broken phone. I rushed to work and I didn't even have time to eat, so I have to apologize to you..."
Unsurprisingly, it was another slap in the face.Fan Yun staggered and took another step back, Yi Minshan wanted to catch up, Fan Yun was stunned for a moment, raised his hand to protect him, and retreated to the wall.
He gasped violently, spat out a dot or two as he gasped, and then big drops of blood slid down and dripped to the ground.
With the smell of blood in his throat, Fan Yun held his nose, sticky blood sticking to his hands.
"What do you have to do with me these four years? Did you pay even a little bit for me? The report card still has to be sent to you, and you don't even know what I'm studying. You have the face to ask me why I took the exam?" It’s bloody? I had stomach bleeding in my freshman year. They took me to the hospital and paid for it. I couldn’t even do the checkup. I almost died. I beg you to forgive me. You only care about sarcasm.”
"Are you blaming me? Who swore at the beginning that I would not spend a penny of my money."
Chen Dan held Yi Minshan tightly, his chest heaved violently, and there was murderous look in his eyes.
"Believe it or not, I'll call now. I want to see what you're doing outside, a rebellious son. Who insists on protecting you?"
Fan Yun was startled and angry, with an expression of disbelief on his face.The blood flooded into the mouth, and it was fishy and sweet.Panting, each word has a heavy nasal voice, "I believe it. You think too highly of me. I am nothing. No one outside takes me for nothing, but at least, I try my best, and others will treat me like a People see. What about you? You gave birth to me, and the father is the guide for the son, so I should obey you in everything. It is not what you want, no matter what I do, you will just be disappointed."
Yi Minshan's lips trembled with anger.
"You...you are going to live a good life, but... what do I want you to do? I have half a foot in the coffin, begging my daughter to stay."
Fan Yun looked at Yi Minshan mockingly, patches of red were stained on his cuffs and front, his face was smeared with blood, his eyes were bloodshot, and he was on the verge of madness, "There's no need to say that, I don't know who you are for, I owe you sooner or later Also. When you die, I will absolutely, absolutely not get involved in any inheritance you leave behind, I don't care about it."
"Okay...okay...you are promising. Curse your father to death."
Yi Minshan pushed Chen Dan away, grabbed Fan Yun and slammed him against the wall.
Chen Dan couldn't hold back his energy, the plates and bowls smashed to the ground.
"Mom?!" Yi Fei rushed over to grab her mother.
Yi Fei looked back, Fan Yun tried to break free, but he had no strength at all.
He kept talking, "What you call loving me is destroying me. I am not. I wish you a long life. You can destroy me. Watch and see if I come back..."
Fan Yun couldn't breathe, his voice was choked by the blood in his breath.
Yi Fei held his father's arm, Yi Ran was still young, but he also cried to stop him.Father let go of his hand, and Fan Yun immediately slid down.
Yi Fei took Fan Yun to the bathroom to stop the bleeding. The blood fell on the white countertop, almost forming a thread.
Yi Fei felt distressed and hated at the same time, "Does it have to be so absolute?"
Fan Yun was already dizzy, unable to stand up, and sat on the toilet seat.It seemed that he could no longer hear, and he didn't respond much. He was covering his face in a daze, and his face was obviously swollen.
After a while, I saw Yi Fei, "Is Mom okay?...I'm sorry."
As soon as he spoke, he bled even more.
Pressing it with a tissue, it soaked through quickly, requiring Fan Yun to raise his head and keep pouring down his throat.Fan Yun was so excited by the blood that he vomited. He didn't eat a few mouthfuls of a meal, and it was all water.
Chen Dan stood at the door and didn't dare to come in. Seeing the blood on the clothes and the ground of the two people, Chen Dan panicked and lost his mind.
Until the family doctor is called to stop.
Fan Yun's face was as pale as paper.
Tossing most of the night, the sky is bright.People outside rushed to open the wealth gate and set off firecrackers, and the Yi family went up and down the house before going to sleep.
Woke up in the middle of the morning and asked Fan Yun to come down for dinner.It was found that the person had packed up his things and left.
Fan Yun cut off his father's thoughts as ruthlessly as she begged for death.
Only Yi Fei called her.shutdown.
Yi Fei was already desperate.Fan Yun sent a text message.Said that there was no way to talk to Yi Fei face to face, and now he was on the plane and was about to take off.When he landed, he called Yi Fei.
My legs were sore from walking, so I sat on the runway.I kept checking the time, and when I saw that I was annoyed, I turned it off, and then turned it on again immediately.Yi Fei waited until dark.
There is no such call.
☆. Is it staying?Is it a heart?
At the beginning, there was such a riot at home.Not a month after going back, Chen Dan called to say goodbye.Fan Yun still insisted on keeping the frequency of calling Yi Minshan in the past.You have to admit your mistakes, you have to stand up when you are beaten, and Fan Yun will definitely give you face.
Just cut off contact with Yi Fei.
When he came back from vacation, Yi Fei had already joined the company.No mention of the past, only politeness.
Fan Yun gulped down the wine, swallowing his anger.
Yi Fei hugged her legs, put her forehead against her knees, and buried her face in the socket of her elbows.The arched back trembled slightly as it couldn't bear it.
Fan Yun knew that she was crying, so he was helpless for a while, only feeling distressed.
The more Yi Fei thought about it, the more sad she became.But the strangest thing is that this incident has been going on for so long, she told herself over and over again in her heart, scolded Fan Yun viciously over and over again in her heart, she never thought that when the voice came out of her mouth, all the emotions of so many years surged together Come up and cry yourself.
A gust of wind blew past, making Fan Yun feel cold.He moved behind Yi Fei, knelt on the grass, leaned against Yi Fei's back, and hugged her carefully.
Fan Yun's embrace was not warm, and her hands were as cold as usual.But if you block the wind, you won't feel cold.
Yi Fei had stopped crying a long time ago, Fan Yun rested his head lightly on Yi Fei's shoulder, holding her in a respectful manner.Yi Fei raised his head, and Fan Yun let go.
Yi Fei said, "It's okay. It's over."
Fan Yun seemed to be smiling and hooked the corners of his mouth helplessly.
Yi Fei saw that Fan Yun's wine had bottomed out, took a sip of Coke, and held up the can to Fan Yun.They all drank up.
"Let's go."
Fan Yun agreed, stood up, and shook his body.Only then did I realize that I was drinking too quickly.Standing on his knees for a moment, he pulled Yi Fei up again.
Yi Fei hooked Fan Yun, "Is that okay? In front of the security guards, don't embarrass me."
Fan Yun lowered his eyebrows and suppressed a smile.
The eldest brother came out to see them off and waved, "You sisters are so close."
Fan Yun's smile inevitably faded.
After getting into the car, Fan Yun was obviously a little dizzy, and leaned on Yi Fei like a fool.
The car was already driving back, and both of them were extremely silent.
Fan Yun suddenly plucked up his courage and said, "It's too late, it's not good for my mother to see me like this. I don't want to go back."
Yi Fei remained silent.
Fan Yun bit the bullet and continued, "How about going to the hotel?"
At the entrance of the hotel, Xiao Pan asked the doorman if there was any room.The answer is that there are no twin beds in the senior suite, only a double bed.
Fan Yun sneaked a glance at Yi Fei, who was very calm.
"How come the twin beds are still full on the sixth day of the Lunar New Year?" Fan Yun muttered.
"Then go?" Yi Fei asked.
"No! No need." Fan Yun regained his energy immediately, but felt that he couldn't go too far, so he languished.
Entering the room, the carpet is thick and soft when stepped on.Fan Yun's legs became weaker, Yi Fei put her on the sofa, turned around and sat by the bed.
There was no sound in the room, and in the quiet night, Fan Yun's heartbeat and breathing became heavier and heavier.
Yi Fei stood up, and Fan Yun jumped up.Yi Fei was stunned for a moment, then turned to the floor-to-ceiling window, outside the window was a block with warm yellow street lights on.
"What's your name, sister-in-law? Doesn't look like an easy guy to get along with."
Yi Fei laughed at himself.Marriage was certainly not a happy choice for her. "I know you are wronged today, it is already very complicated for you to deal with such a relationship."
"Yi Fei..."
"It's the result of your own avoidance of what you've planted for years."
Fan Yun seemed to have been punched hard in the chest.
The dim orange light from the spotlights in front of the window reflected Yifei's hazy and bright outline, like an idol in a shrine.She was so alone in the face of the lights and shadows of the city, with no real support.
"He is not suitable for you. Yi Fei. No matter what the reason is, don't marry him." Fan Yun staggered and approached Yi Fei.
Yi Fei looked at her.Fan Yun seemed to be fighting to the death.
After a long time, Yi Fei sighed, "You're drunk."
Fan Yun looked at Yi Fei, "Don't you understand what I said?"
Yi Fei shook his head, "We don't say these words when you're drunk. Now it's just that your emotions are amplified by alcohol. When you're sober and rational, you'll have to figure out what price you'll have to pay. At that time, you'll find out what emotions are, what are they?" It's all tolerable..."
"I like it now, I'm numb enough." Fan Yun's eyes showed a sad look, "The front is in a bar. I was wondering if there is any medicine for sale. I really want to see, my hallucination is What, what am I thinking."
Yi Fei sneered, "You don't even know what you want? After walking for so long, you can't figure it out? If the drug has this effect, I think you can't leave it for a second."
Fan Yun clenched his fists and pressed against the glass, his body trembling slightly.
She is forcing her.If it wasn't for this window, Yi Fei felt that she would fall down at any time, falling into complete darkness from the little light.And her body seemed to have been soaked by the night, and her breath seemed to be annihilated.
Yi Fei felt a chill, stepped back a few steps, and sat in the armchair in front of the window.
Fan Yun sighed, "I'm going to take a shower."
Separated by a wall, tiles have replaced blankets, and in front of the window is a huge round bathtub.The sink facing the door and the mirror covering the entire wall of the roof.Turning to the right, there is a large shower head like a plate in the glass shower room.
Fan Yun saw himself floating past the mirror like a wandering spirit.One by one, he unbuttoned his shirt and took off his pants and underwear.
The glass door shuts tightly.In a narrow space, a beam of light from a spotlight falls from the sky.Fan Yun hugged his arm, his chest heaved more and more violently, and his clenched hands could not stop shaking.There was no way to exhale, and he opened his mouth, like aphasia, and the heavy breathing was blocked in his throat.
Slightly scalding water was poured down.Fan Yun felt his body warm up a little bit, and his skin was a little bit bloody.
Holding his elbow against the tiles, Fan Yun covered his mouth with his other hand.
The vast water light all over the sky.The body is heavy and limp, about to dissolve into the water.
There is nothing to say, how to say, what to say.To endure.Hold down all the undercurrents sinking in the depths.Impossible, but not impossible.
The days passed by so silently.Flowing through in the struggle between oneself and oneself.The whole world, everything has changed.The only mood that wants to change is unshakeable and stops there.
The more tightly blocked the emotions are, the more they are hidden like wine.If emotions are internal skills, Fan Yun will feel that he has been backlashed.
Fan Yun felt that he died four years ago.Baoyan's confirmation book is signed, and the school will not issue a tripartite agreement. If she breaks the contract, she will have no job to sign.Even so, she hesitated and regretted endlessly.If it wasn't for Yi Jinshan's fury, Fan Yun thought, he wouldn't be able to make a decision.
Still or earlier.After the college entrance examination, Yi Fei and Yi Fei went to school to fill in their volunteers.Write back to back.Both know each other very far.
Unexpectedly, fluttering, there will be such a node in life again.In the past, the chances of winning were small, but this time it was even more negligible.
How much Fan Yun wanted to tell Yi Fei, please forgive him.But it was she who persisted, because she should be the only one who insisted on paying the price.Of course she can use those stories to make Yi Fei feel bad, but that can only be understood by how much she has hurt Yi Fei.
If you take this step back, all the suffering you have suffered in the past will be in vain.But to continue to return to a life with nothing to pursue, she is just holding her heart like a daughter, and I don't know how long it will last, whether it will be a lifetime.
Previously persistent.Morality does have a little bit of use. It holds the bottom line of the soul, and dignity can be barely draped. Vanity is like a flower, and more curiosity is added with a veil.
The water kept rushing down, and Fan Yun had nothing but a naked body.
"Xiaoyun?..."
A figure is outside the frosted glass.
Fan Yun hesitated for a moment, then stood up.
The glass door burst open.
It was foggy.With Fan Yun's back turned, his masseter muscles tightened slightly.The strands of hair cling to the neck and shoulders, and the long and narrow butterfly bones are slightly raised.
Fan Yun slightly turned around.
"Are you... all right?" Yi Fei frowned slightly, staring at Fan Yun.
Fan Yun smiled and said, "What can happen."
The tangled hair tips covered the snow-white chest, water splashed on Fan Yun's slightly weakened shoulders, and the joints were flushed red from the hot water.Fan Yun deflected a little more, and the water flowing down from his hair slid over Fan Yun's skin, fell down, and rolled rapidly along the lines of his muscles.Fan Yun withdrew his leg abruptly, Yi Fei was startled, and looked away.
"Take a shower and dry your hair before going to bed. I'm leaving first."
"I was worried one moment, and said to leave the next moment." Fan Yun's voice became hoarse in an instant.
Yi Fei knew in her heart that something was wrong with her tonight.She had already had so much to drink that her courageous words were only exchanged for cold rebuttals.
Yi Fei turned around, Fan Yun suddenly took a step forward and grabbed Yi Fei's elbow.Yi Fei was unable to stand still and was dragged into the hot rain under the disheveled head by Fan Yun, his high heels slapped on the water-logged tiles.Fan Yun hugged Yi Fei's body, stood on tiptoe, and kissed Yi Fei's lips.For a moment, the eyes were blurred by water, and the hot and humid steam and the hug were also tightly wrapped.Yi Fei couldn't breathe, so he could only gasp, touching the soft and firm lips.Fan Yun's panting became more intense, almost crying, attacking and suppressing at the same time, following the current, or turning into a deep pool, submerging Yi Fei.
Yi Fei turned off the water, Fan Yun supported her with his arms, and gently pushed her against the glass wall.
Yi Fei struggled out to breathe heavily, wiped off the water on his face, and tucked his wet hair behind his ears.
"This whole body can't get wet."
Fan Yun was like a child who succeeded in playing a prank, with a smile on his face.
Yi Fei continued, "I really like this suit."
Fan Yun helped Yi Fei straighten her wet hair, "I like it too, and I like to help you take it off."
Yi Fei's brushed eyelashes are extremely thick, and there is only a trace of clarity in his eyes, trying to erase the deep affection. "Xiaoyun..."
"Don't say it." Fan Yun pleaded, "I don't want anything, I already have nothing."
Yi Fei looked at Fan Yun, Fan Yun only had eyes for himself.
Fan Yun covered Yi Fei's lips again, and licked them lightly, as if sucking a precious candy. He couldn't bear to taste it, but he was also afraid of melting it too quickly.Yi Fei was entrusted into Fan Yun's arms and kicked off her high heels.Fan Yun took a step forward and pressed against Yi Fei's long legs wrapped in stockings. Water droplets seeped in and rubbed against Fan Yun's naked body through a thin layer of silk.
Fan Yun reluctantly left Yi Fei's lips, and buried it in Yi Fei's ear.Fan Yun's breath had a bit of a clear alcohol smell, and his breath followed the pinnae, penetrated into the temples, and then slowly descended, wrapping around the ears and lips.
"Yi Fei..."
The lips moved slightly, and in the protracted voice, a sweet and sad air flow penetrated into the ears.
Yi Fei felt her heart being scratched slightly.Fan Yun's uncontrollable feelings all night had softened Yi Fei's heart.There seems to be no distance between Fan Yun's skin and Yi Fei's beating blood vessels. The slight friction and heat make Yi Fei involuntarily desire to be firmly attached and possessed.
Fan Yun propped up Yi Fei a little bit, letting Yi Fei lean on his shoulders.
Yi Fei was embraced tenderly, Fan Yun's hot and humid breath enveloped her body, Fan Yun slowly unzipped the zipper on the back, and the drenched tightly wrapped clothes gradually separated from her skin.
Yi Fei put his arms around Fan Yun's shoulders, and the smooth and delicate skin trembled slightly under Yi Fei's fingertips.They are no longer young, and with the addition of alcohol, Fan Yun's body is getting numb, but he still has to be patient.
Fan Yun gently separated from Yi Fei and walked around behind Yi Fei.Yi Fei's top was completely taken off, and Fan Yun's long hair was lifted up, and Yi Fei felt Fan Yun sticking it up from behind.This time there is no distance.The feeling that had almost been forgotten made Yi Fei's heart suddenly electrified.Fan Yun embraced Yi Fei, kissed the back of her neck lightly, then went up to the back of the ear, and after teasing her with the tip of her tongue, slowly sucked, Yi Fei felt numb at first, then suddenly felt a slight pain, and then licked her tenderly and tenderly.Fan Yun's hand got in, like holding fragile foam.Yi Fei twisted helplessly and leaned on Fan Yun.
Fan Yun's breathing was uncontrollably heavy and hotter.
half kneeling in the water stains.
……
Yi Fei couldn't bear it anymore, and he clenched his legs so he couldn't stand still.
Fan Yun took off the last piece of Yi Fei's body, like the last step of unpacking, feeling apprehensive.After that, the two were completely equal and treated each other frankly.
"Xiaoyun..." Yi Fei didn't expect Fan Yun to start like this.My mind was filled in an instant, I couldn't bear it, I couldn't bear it.
……
Yi Fei gradually succumbed to Fan Yun's tenderness and opened up to her.
What was previously exhausted and sealed away in youth, engulfed in a vast torrent, swept across the gentle bodies of two weak girls.No matter how heartbreaking is in Pandora's box
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