Don't stay here for long
Zhang Zhuan, listening to the feeling in my heart is no longer the same as before.
The unnaturally hanging left arm is flattened.
At the cosmetics counter.Hair was neatly trimmed and tucked behind one ear.Finish your eye makeup, and apply light powder on your cheeks.The shopping guide took a lipstick that was said to be masculine.Gently swipe, bright red like a flower.The warm light bulbs on both sides of the mirror were on, showing off a strange face.Fan Yun tried his best to smile.The lying silkworm floated up, arching its crooked smiling eyes.
It turns out that even now, it can still appear innocent.Fan Yun thought, probably this is how Yi Fei was tricked.
I wish I could keep cheating.
Yi Fei will meet Yi Ran in the restaurant when he goes out.
The ribbon on the neckline of the beige shirt was tied in a soft knot and hung on the chest.Yi Fei brushed her drooping bangs, looking gentle and charming.
When Yi Ran talked about Fan Yun's indifferent attitude the day before, he was somewhat indignant.Yi Fei just listened in silence, and finally sighed, "You don't understand her."
If Yi Fei said he would take her back no matter what, that's fine.In this way, it is like going crazy with Fan Yun.
Right now Yi Ran is silent, still showing disapproval.Yi Fei put his shoulders on his shoulders and said briskly, "I'm going out to eat."
It's not easy for Yi Ran to say anything else, he just hopes that Fan Yun has a conscience and doesn't push Yi Fei's heart away.
A western restaurant remodeled from a bungalow.It has been in business for less than half a year, and its reputation is in full swing.Soft psychedelic sofa music is played from the lobby.Turning around the porch, the pointed ceiling is in the middle of the huge steel frame glass, and the sunlight is abundant, casting small bouquets of flowers on the marble dining table on both sides.Relaxed atmosphere like a vacation.
Diners can be considered sparse at noon on weekdays.But Yi Fei originally wanted to talk in a more private place.Fan Yun said with a smile that he promised to come, but Yi Fei has been in arrears for too long.Yi Fei immediately agreed with the rare brisk voice.
Yi Fei was surprised that Fan Yun arrived earlier.In several rows of seats, the usher had just led the way and saw Fan Yun at a glance.Fan Yun sat on the sofa and smoked lazily. The moment he saw Yi Fei, he sat up straight and smiled.
Fan Yun's shirt was not evenly ironed, and his neck and a small part of his collarbone were exposed from the straight neckline.Bring out the long-lost vitality.
Feeling sad and happy for a moment, the longing was extreme but suddenly found, complex emotions rushed, Yi Fei stood still for a moment, bit her lip, and smiled back.
The waiter adjusted the back of the chair, and Yi Fei sat down.Fan Yun extinguished half a cigarette and placed it on the edge of the ashtray. The back of his thin hand was bruised and purple from the needle, and his knuckles were distinct.Yi Fei turned a blind eye and kept smiling.
When the menu was brought, Fan Yunxiang took it calmly without noticing it.Yi Fei flipped through the pages, closed the cover, and stared at Fan Yun bewilderedly.It seemed that Fan Yun would disappear if one glance failed.
Fan Yun sat looking at the menu, and Yi Fei stared at Yi Fei's face from the corner of his eye.The table is slightly wider so that if two people are close together, they can hold hands.But Fan Yun dared not go beyond.
I asked the waiter how to prepare the recommended dishes, and asked Yi Fei to order for her.
Fan Yun's makeup is not bright, but it can be seen that the makeup is very thick, and the scars on her cheeks are hardly visible.His glasses were covered, and he looked bookish.Even if the porcelain doll-like appearance is fake, Yi Fei is willing to take it seriously.
Yi Fei's complexion was also better than expected.The curly hair is loosely tied and fastened with many small clips.
Just as the waiter turned around, both of them opened their mouths at the same time, and then both stopped.
Fan Yun took a sip of water and smiled, "Does it look like we're on a blind date today?"
Yi Fei raised his eyebrows, "Blind date? How dare you."
"Excuse me, miss, where do you live and how old are you? Does the family have a house and a car? How many people are there?"
Yi Fei flicked her fingertips lightly on the table and tapped the glass slightly.
"So direct? Then I have to think carefully about how to answer you....Actually, I saw you when I entered the door. I wanted to say it no matter what. It would be great if I could leave my phone number. It's a pity that you are too beautiful, and my girlfriend will be jealous. "
Fan Yun squinted and smiled.
The environment is as suitable as a greenhouse, and the most beautiful ray of sunlight is reflected on Yi Fei's face.
☆, so I smell
Start with creamy soups and salads.The process is slow.Fan Yun said that he remembered the first time the two of them went alone to a high-end restaurant, Russian-style western food, during the winter vacation of their sophomore year, in Harbin.
Beetroot soup, cream of fish, canned prawns.I still remember the order I ordered at that time.The two people add up to more than 670 including the service fee.But the taste of the dish has already turned into chaos.What impressed me the most was the initial pre-dinner bread, slightly salty, very large and only sliced, the surface was slightly hot and crispy, dipped in butter and jam.
It took a long way to find that restaurant, and I was still hungry when I went in.After eating the bread, the two of them were half full. They couldn't help but smile at each other as they watched the delicious dishes served later.
Yi Fei looked at Fan Yun, his dark eyes were slightly bright. "That's all."
"That's what I said at the time. I also said that it would be a good way to support me." Fan Yun smiled and narrowed his eyes slightly.
Fan Yun was inconvenient to use a knife and fork with one hand, so Yi Fei declined the waiter politely and began to share the dishes with Fan Yun.When the dinner was served, Yi Fei cut up her portion and gave it to Fan Yun.Fan Yun looked at Yi Fei silently with his chin in his hands, accepting it meekly.Yi Fei moved gracefully, and the bow on the neckline of his shirt fluttered slightly with his movements.Cut neatly like obsessive-compulsive disorder, and distribute ingredients on small pieces like recreating French food.He looked up at Fan Yun from time to time.Their eyes met, and Fan Yun smiled flatteringly.
That was actually the only trip.On the other side of the map of China.A city covered in snow and ice.The snow is like a soft cushion, but there is ice under the snow layer, which is slippery step by step.So two people supported each other, and the heavy clothes were clustered together, forming a ball.
In the unfamiliar severe cold, seeing snow for the first time is a novelty.And love completely out of life instinct.
Fan Yun said, "Remember the buddy who came to borrow the TV remote from us in the B&B?" The young man who opened the door 1.9 meters blocked the light in the corridor, and Fan Yun subconsciously blocked Yi Fei.The boy scratched his head and introduced himself, saying that my name is Liu Jun, from Yanbian, and I sell fans at home.
Almost slamming the door.Really worthy of the northern border, so heroic.The boy took the remote control and didn't intend to leave, just stood there talking nonsense.After chatting for more than half an hour, I realized that the man's house sells jelly.
Yi Fei giggled, "You still bully honest people and imitate him."
"I was taken away, okay? Besides... he doesn't want to be drunk." Fan Yun mumbled and said.Fan Yun's face looked rounded, returning a kind of ignorant youthful vitality.
Yi Fei took out his mobile phone, and there was still a photo of them together at that time.
Fan Yun I saw at that time.The two hadn't seen each other for more than three months. In the corner outside the agreed train station, Fan Yun was wearing a plump two-layer down jacket, his face flushed from the cold.Just at the first glance, Fan Yun's eye sockets turned red immediately, and his breath was filled with white mist.
In such freezing weather, every tear that falls will condense into crystal ice drops.
Fan Yun didn't expect Yi Fei to keep so many photos.Changing mobile phones again and again, from Nokia to HTC, and then to Apple.
In the photo, two people are dressed as students, wearing woolen hats and down jackets, and the hats are wrapped tightly with scarves.The two round balls are tightly pressed like mushrooms, revealing smiling eyes.No one knew who they were, where they came from, or where they were going.The distant city can almost be said to be another world, where the youth is full of presumptuousness.
Yi Fei knew it was pointless to miss the past.But in the past, time was stretched longer and slower by photos.The years that followed were almost wasted, chasing endlessly, clearly in love but always wrong.When Fan Yun approached, her arrogant temptation hurt Fan Yun.The moment Fan Yun turned around, she was also stabbed by indifference.
In the hot weather, people have almost animal instincts, hugging each other, and suddenly separated due to the stinging pain.In fact, I miss the tenderness of long-term embrace.
To the end brownies.The hot chocolate dripped out, dipped in the cold vanilla ice cream.Yi Fei held the spoon, Fan Yun leaned forward and opened his mouth to take it.
Half sea water, half flame.
Fan Yun licked the sweet crumbs stuck to the corner of his mouth.Yi Fei folded the napkin into a corner and gently wiped it away for her.Fan Yun narrowed his eyes and smiled.
Fan Yun dipped a spoon into the remaining chocolate liquid and drew meaningless graphics on the plate.
The waiter came forward and asked what else to add.Yi Fei looked at Fan Yun, who put down the spoon, shrank his hand under the table, smiled and shook his head.
Waited for the waiter to remove the plate and walked away.Yi Fei slightly raised his eyebrows, and pretended to be relaxed, "Where are we going later?"
Fan Yun's eyelashes trembled, noncommittal.
Yi Fei added water to Fan Yun.Already the second bottle.Yi Fei hopes that this bottle of water will never have to be emptied like in the myth.
Fan Yun said, "I always think of a lot of things from the past... such as that trip. After we met at the train station, you didn't follow me right away. That time you went there with your classmates without telling your family. You lied to your classmates that Make an appointment with a friend who goes to school in the local area. You said that you have to do enough acting, stay in a hotel with them the first day, take pictures and show them at home..."
Yi Fei put down the bottle slowly.He curled up his hands and looked at Fan Yun.
Fan Yun remembers that day, he was walking aimlessly in an unfamiliar street with his bag on his back.The houses were covered with a layer of dust, and the snow was ground into mud.Squeezing all the way from the train station, local people kept coming up to ask if they wanted to stay, and after being rejected, they asked where they were going.Fan Yun was full of bitterness and couldn't avoid it.Seeing the crowd leaving the station in groups, those people who hurriedly got into their cars and rushed towards their target, but she was aimless, Fan Yun could only speed up his pace and stay away from there.
Frozen until stiff.
"I thought about it all night, is it necessary to go on like this? It's like cheating, it's shameful. But when I see you again, I can't remember all the grievances. We went to the church, and the gray doves were gliding over the church like stars. … The wind As soon as the snow fell, you were so cold that you blushed, and you didn't care about the scarf when it was loose. You raised your hands to catch the snow. I don't know why, but I also became excited. The time with you passed so quickly, Such a short time can become very long in memory. In fact, I was very happy at that time, so happy that other things became insignificant."
Yi Fei almost forgot that Fan Yun had been avoiding him for many days.After a moment of silence, he still said, "Come home with me. Let's have a good time in the future. Mom knows it, but she also knows it. No one will say anything. I won't care about what others say."
Fan Yun smiled, "I used to think that it was all because of other people, and we had no place to live. But you and I, we are also two different people... I said this to tell you that everything in the past was fine. With you, I am very happy."
"Little Cloud..."
"I promise you, I will leave, and I won't let you see me in S City again.... I did a very bad experiment and proved that I can't do it myself. With such a bad result, you still love me. I It's enough."
Yi Fei frowned tightly, and gradually curled up her hands in front of her chest.
"If you know, you know I want you to stay."
"I know... I've let you down again. Yi Fei, I want to leave. I don't want to do this again and use all my efforts to prove myself wrong. I'm tired and want to start all over again."
Fan Yun spoke calmly, looking at Yi Fei gently as if comforting.It seems that things should be like this, but Yi Fei is out of order.
She said she was doing it wrong.When did you really admit your mistake?
Fan Yun's left arm was hanging down all the time, it was too dazzling, it was absolutely impossible to act as if he hadn't seen it.She has always been proud, but now even ordinary people can't do it, how could she not care about it?
It was only time for a meal, Fan Yun tried his best to hide it, but the tiredness still loomed in his eyes.If you insist on not having the operation, you probably won't be able to hold on for a long time.
They were all tense with each other, and no one dared to mention it, as if it never happened if they didn't mention it.Even if she wanted to deceive Yi Fei, Yi Fei also wanted to deceive herself first.
"Why?" Yi Fei breathed slowly, her voice choked up, "No one would say breakup like that."
Fan Yun's voice seemed to be absent. "I want to see you again."
In silence, soft music floats in the air.The well-dressed guests left happily, and sporadic people came.
Fan Yun said quickly, "Excuse me."
Fan Yun passed by, and the familiar scent of perfume spread out in the wind of swinging steps, like a fleeting hug, gradually dissipating.Yi Fei couldn't turn back.
His eyes followed the empty chairs, to the water glass that Fan Yun hadn't touched on the table, and then to the half-cigarette on the side of the ashtray.Red lip prints were left on the snow-white filter.Hiding a broken smile.
Yi Fei watched, and slowly stretched out his hand.The smoke is so light that it can't be clamped, and it can slide down at any time.Yi Fei asked the waiter to ask for fire.
The rosy lip marks, biting it, like biting a petal.A star of red light set off wisps of green smoke.The smell of shredded tobacco, mixed with a little fat powder aroma.
The scent flowing in the air gradually turned into a blurred silhouette approaching quietly.The gentlest caress, held back, slowly transpired like a mist, but couldn't disperse.It was every beautiful night in the past, getting close to wet, filled with the emotion of farewell.Fan Yun's hugs and kisses fluttered past, carrying the weight of the wind, tender and lingering.
Countless moments, like morning dew, leave traces that cannot be found.
There seemed to be only one possible reason to keep her.But once he gave such a reason, Fan Yun had no choice but to make a choice.With no branches to live in, what kind of fate awaits her.Both of them are very clear.
She was never a bird in a cage.Yi Fei also doesn't want to be a golden cage.
Trapping the last bit of love to death, the so-called drying up of moral responsibility, is an undisguised ugliness.
A little dizzy.Could not bear.reluctant.
There was a dull figure in the huge mirror in the bathroom, his mocking gaze was like a sharp knife that could cut through the air, Fan Yun felt that there was nowhere to hide.Unable to look up, a faint ray of light drowns the surroundings in darkness.He took out the medicine bottle, his hand trembled violently, the pills poured out, bounced from the palm of his hand, and splashed on the ground.
The more you can't control yourself, the more you hate your own weakness.
Fan Yun waited for his heartbeat to stabilize, and hurriedly cleaned up the scene.
Come out of the bathroom.Yi Fei's back was still straight, as if he hadn't moved at all.As he got closer, there was a lingering smell of smoke in the air.
Yi Fei raised his head, "I thought you were going to run away again."
Fan Yun smiled slightly, "I paid the bill. Let's go."
Fan Yun accompanied Yi Fei and waited for Pan Ze to drive over.Fan Yun stepped forward to open the door for Yi Fei, and watched as Yi Fei rolled up her skirt and got into the car.Yi Fei looked up, Fan Yun was always smiling.
Yi Fei opened his mouth and pursed his lips again.
Fan Yun saw Yi Fei hastily turned his face away, so he closed the car door.
☆, so I smell
Waiting for a taxi, I couldn't wait for a long time.The afternoon sun was still so hot that it was hard to keep your eyes open.Fan Yun felt his whole body was burning.Sweat keeps pouring out, trying to evaporate all the excess water in the body.
Wait for a bus with fewer people.Fan Yun went to the back row of the carriage and leaned against the window.The air-conditioning is wide open, and the sun gradually loses its temperature.The buildings, street trees, congested cars and pedestrians outside the car window are like ice cream that is about to melt, forming a smear of colorful colors.Very close, but also very far away because of the glass.
Everything is too unreal.Those figures, like other species.It's like being in a zoo viewing car.wait and see.This is a social mammal.They have a strict organization, well-ordered etiquette, and a sophisticated social division of labor. Each individual only needs to take care of a small slice of life.This small piece of living environment is full of tedious details.Similar to a dung beetle rolling a cumbersome giant ball, Sisyphus tirelessly exerts all his strength to challenge complex terrain, so complex that others of other species do not know.
It's like going through a long journey, coming here from nowhere.
The body is getting heavier and heavier, and I can't bear it.Consciousness slips out of the physical body.Looking down from a high position, I also saw myself, shrinking in a narrow corner and shriveling.
Playing with the coin in the hand, the car bumped, braked, the coin rolled down, and I didn't know where it went.
Waking up already sat a lot of stops.Almost at the end.There are fewer cars and people, and the road looks wider.When I got off the bus, I didn't know where I was going, so I sat down on the platform.Several buses stopped in front of them, closed the doors with a bang, and left in a hurry.
Fan Yun stood up and walked back.
A car is parked not far away.
Pan Ze watched Fan Yun approaching, Fan Yun's gaze drifted past her, to the back door of the car, and knocked on the window.
Yi Fei drove the door, but Fan Yun blocked it. After a while, Fan Yun opened the door through the window covered with sunshade film.
"I forgot to give it to you." Yi Fei said, and handed the passport to Fan Yun.Fan Yun opened it and looked, it was her real one.
Yi Fei said that he had selected several properties in Canada and asked Fan Yun to decide.In the past few years, some arrangements have been made one after another. Recently, the situation is very tense. Fan Yun can go over and help her take care of it.
Fan Yun thought for a while, then put away his passport.
"I also have something to ask for your help."
"Ok?"
"Gu Xi has a man named Shen Yu under his command. I promised him. Take his hand."
Yi Fei frowned slightly, "Xiao Pan..."
"I'll do it." Pan Ze looked in the rearview mirror, and Fan Yun just nodded, always indifferent.
"The other is Tang Yuxin. If she wants to leave, help her leave safely."
Yi Fei hesitated for a while, thinking that Fan Yun didn't know the twists and turns.Yi Fei knew that Tang Yuxin had met her, and Fan Yun felt guilty, so it was not difficult to understand why he made such a choice.So he said, "Okay. Any more?"
"that's it."
"Then you promised me?" Yi Fei turned to Fan Yun.
Fan Yun put his hand on the doorknob and shook his head.
"What's your plan? At least tell me." Yi Fei suddenly sat up sideways, grabbed Fan Yun's arm, and clearly felt Fan Yun tremble, "You are still sick, and you will have an operation sooner or later within the year. How can I rest assured?" ?”
"This is not a reason." Fan Yun lowered his voice, "No, you can't be responsible for my life because of this... I have saved enough money for myself, and the success of the operation is a matter for the hospital. What's the difference? Don't arrange me again."
"Even if you can do it, I want to take care of you. I don't know what will happen in the future, one more day is one day.
"I was really scared. I thought I would never see you again. Fan Yun, do you know when I found you that day? I couldn't even feel your breath. I held your hand, it was as cold as ice. The blood flowed from you Squirting out of my mouth...I really don't know what to do. I can do anything if I want to be so close to you!..."
Yi Fei hugged Fan Yun's shoulders, tears streaming down his face.
Fan Yun wiped away Yi Fei's tears, and more and more tears rolled down.
"Don't do this...don't do this..."
Fan Yun's strength was withdrawn bit by bit, and there was no way to support it any longer.Putting his hands on Yi Fei's cheeks, skin to skin, his heart collapsed in an instant, hoping to succumb like this.Muttering in his mouth, he didn't know whether to comfort Yi Fei or fight with himself.The voice became lower and lower, almost talking to himself.
"I'm a very cowardly person, don't make me soft-hearted. Even if we continue, the disease can be cured, and I can live without being attached to you, but I... have..."
His heart ached sharply again, and his breathing cut through his chest with pain.
"I'm sorry! You can blame me for being selfish... At Gu Xi's place, if you don't ask me, I... I slept with her."
Pain flashed in Yi Fei's eyes.But Fan Yun didn't look at her, his expression was indifferent.Fan Yun's eyes were floating, he closed his eyes and listened, and refused to have any connection with his surroundings.
Yi Fei hugged Fan Yun even harder, and his palm touched Fan Yun's spine with clear joints, "I don't blame you, I don't blame you. When the matter is over, I will definitely avenge you."
"No. You didn't understand. I'm sorry for you. Yi Fei, it's not worth it to love only one person in your life."
Yi Fei was stunned.Fan Yun was still held tightly in his arms.He didn't move, and he didn't seem to be breathing.All the words seep from the cracks in the stone, cold and without emotion.
"What do you mean?"
"Don't follow me anymore. Let go. You should let me go."
Yi Fei frowned, holding back tears, and shook her head.
His mind was spinning rapidly, trying to guess whether Fan Yun's words were true or not, but his body seemed to be completely ignorant of what his mind was thinking, and just instinctively hugged Fan Yun tightly.It seemed that a firmer belief had already been sealed in her blood, and she could only melt Fan Yun with warmth, nothing else.
Yi Fei's shoulders shrugged slightly.The embrace is warm and helpless.Fan Yun was in a daze, and his body seemed to melt into this embrace so sleepily.
The gate of hell slowly opened behind him.The ghost official's withered hands like rakes tightly grasped the hem of his clothes, and the coldness and burning climbed up along the spinal cord.
The soul has already been exhausted.She obviously has no drop left, but she is still yearning for a moment of peace when Yi Fei hugs her tightly.
Shameless.
Fan Yun got rid of Yi Fei and immediately opened the car door.
Yi Fei leaned against the back of the chair, buried his head, and made no sound.
Pan Ze turned his head to look at Yi Fei, and then at Fan Yun who walked around behind the car, crossed the road, and stopped a taxi in the middle of the road.The orange shirt flashed, got into the car, and the car drove away in a panic.
When entering the ktv, Fan Yun had already drank a lot of wine, carrying a bottle, his steps were vain.It was past two o'clock, and all the guests left were overnight guests.Music was playing in the corridor, filled with tobacco, wine and rich and mixed aromas, colorful lights shone through the doors, but no one could be seen.
Passing by the waiter, Fan Yun grabbed it and asked if there was any goods for sale.In the corridor, Fan Yun's voice became more and more uncontrollable, and half-drunk people watching the fun came out from behind the door.Fan Yun leaned against the wall and pulled out a stack of banknotes.
"It was only a few hundred when I came here. 3000 yuan, it doesn't matter if it's not pure. It's as much as you have."
"Are you crazy? Don't leave and call the police."
"Call the police? Hahaha...call your boss over here." Fan Yun blushed, and his drunken eyes sneered contemptuously, as if everything in front of him was just bricks, stones, grass and trees in the ruins, not worth paying attention to.
When the proprietress came out and saw Fan Yun, she was startled.Please go to the office, "Aren't you making fun of me? It's already out of stock. Don't say I don't have it here, it's not available anywhere in the city. Without your permission, who would dare to sell it?"
Fan Yun laughed mockingly, "Isn't your place always the messiest? Don't talk about selling it, I only need one time, a little. You don't keep any of it?"
The proprietress was embarrassed, "It's really gone. It's gone at all. If you say stop the stock, stop the stock. What else can we do for this small business?"
Fan Yun held up the wine bottle and tapped the proprietress's face with his fingertips.The proprietress's fat and pink smile froze, and she raised her eyebrows.Fan Yun knew it was too much.
Feeling angry and bored, Fan Yun didn't know what he was trying to do with the help of alcohol.
"Yeah, it's my trip in vain. Excuse me." Fan Yun drank the wine, put down the empty bottle, turned his head and left.
Out the door, leaning on the rusty handrail of the stairs to go down.It was already late at night, and the street lamps in Shangzhai were all dim, reflecting a small piece of light in the twisted alleyway.
Walking along the alley, turning a corner, there is a young man with a cigarette in the distance.Fan Yun narrowed his eyes slightly, and felt an uncomfortable feeling of being stared at on his back.Fan Yun got out of the way, walked close to the wall, and when he got closer, the man with Moxigan's head stretched out his hands to block Fan Yun.
The road behind him was also blocked, this one was thin and tall, completely blocking the light behind him.
Fan Yun stood still without looking up.
The tall man leaned on the wall with one hand, and looked at it leisurely. Fan Yun's body was thin, and one hand was obviously hanging stiffly. His hair brushed the side face wearing glasses, and his style was weak. "Sister, don't be afraid. Brother borrow two money to spend."
"Okay." Fan Yun narrowed his eyes, opened the bag obediently, and put his hand in.The two men looked at each other and smiled.
When he was distracted, Fan Yun took a step closer to the tall and thin one on his right, a cold light flashed, and the blade made a long streak on the inside of the man's arm.
"Fuck!" The tall man held his arm, and Wen's flowery arm was cut in half by blood.
Fan Yun slipped out while Mo Xigan grabbed his left arm. Fan Yun turned around and swung the knife. Seeing that he was about to be stabbed, his wrist was slammed.Fan Yun twisted his wrist and swung the dagger, Mo Xigan was forced to withdraw his hand.But the left arm was completely weak, and the severe pain was dragging the wound.Fan Yun already felt powerless.The tall man hugged Fan Yun from behind, and Fan Yun kicked backwards, almost being hugged by Xuankong.
Mohawk came to grab the dagger with both hands. In the confusion, Mohawk's forearm was cut, and Fan Yun cut a cut on his own palm.I can't hold it any longer.
Fan Yun was still struggling, and was slapped, and his glasses fell out.
The tall man was out of breath, and pressed Fan Yun's face against the rough brick with his backhand.Mo Xigan pulled off Fan Yun's bag and shook his head.A small stack of cash, a credit card in the card bag, and a passport.car key.There is also a mobile phone.
The number is clear, but it is only 3000 yuan. "Damn it, you're insane, what are you showing off for? Such a small amount of money is worth working hard for?"
The tall man glanced at it and was furious, "Isn't there a card? What's the password?!"
Cary has scored only a fraction.Fan Yun thought it might be better to tell them, play around a bit, and wait for an opportunity.
His wrists were twisted behind his back.During the moment of silence, the tall man clamped harder, put one hand on the back of Fan Yun's neck, and pressed Fan Yun's shoulder against the wall.Fan Yun gasped in pain.
Resentment suddenly filled his head.In fact, left and right are only tonight, is she afraid?How about love.
☆, so I smell
A figure suddenly appeared in the light at the end of the alley. "What are you doing?"
Both of them froze for a moment.Not like the cops, little guys, and no helpers.Seeing the blood, but not getting a few pieces of money, both of them blushed anxiously and didn't want to run away.
Fan Yun watched as Jiang Yuliu approached in three steps and two steps, met Mo Xigan's head, grabbed his hand and took advantage of the trend, raised his elbow and punched him hard on the chin.A crash seemed to be heard throughout the alley.
The tall man let go, and Fan Yun picked up the dagger and went over.Jiang Yuliu was still holding Moxigan's head with one hand, and dragged forward a few steps. The tall man made a gesture, and Jiang Yuliu kicked the dagger away.As soon as this foot landed, with the strength of grabbing Mohawk's head, he twisted his body and kicked the tall man's abdomen with the other leg.The tall man saw clearly that it was a woman, and before he had time to be surprised, he was nauseated in severe pain.He fell backwards, his legs went limp, and he sat on the ground.
Clutching his stomach and rolling, a black shadow loomed in front of him.Fan Yun kicked the man on the back like crazy, and he couldn't even stand still, as if he had exhausted all his strength.The tall man was moving on the ground, unable to hold Fan Yun up endlessly, he grabbed Fan Yun in a panic.Fan Yun's center of gravity was unstable, he fell to his knees, and his knee hit the ground.Not knowing the pain, he punched and hammered the man's chest.
Blood oozed from the palm, dripping along the fingers.Every punch hits the flesh, it doesn't need to be anyone, it doesn't need to have any face.The faces of many people were replaced like floating shadows.The fist smashed into the shadow, and the broken shadow swayed in all directions, mocking Fan Yun's unbearable patience and going crazy to no avail.
Cutting off people's wealth is like killing their parents.Fan Yun provoked chaos with his bare hands, but he was arrogant and conceited in the end, feeling that he owed others, so he tied his hands.In the face of interests, rules and regulations are nothing more than props to kill, and the reality is only strong or weak.Everyone holds a knife and gun, and each has his own reason.In fact, she herself did not even leave a place for herself.
What is she doing like this, she wants to be martyred and hurt her relatives and friends.What kind of? !
His chest was throbbing violently, and his eyes were covered with black shadows.Gasps and beating of the heart.His whole body was completely cold, and when he swung his fist, his body trembled uncontrollably as if his soul was being pulled out.
What does she have.A heart buried in the flesh that is about to explode at any time.The flesh and blood will be blasted with the last force, splashing in the most hidden and dark alleys.So be it?
Fan Yun's hair was disheveled, and his clothes were covered with blood and mud.The tall man couldn't stand it for a moment and let out a cry.Fan Yun's eyes were ruthless, and he couldn't make a sound.Pure venting has blinded all reason and senses.Jiang Yuliu was taken aback for a moment, kicked Mo Xigan's head away, and held Fan Yun up.Fan Yun desperately tried to get rid of it, but was dragged away by Jiang Yuliu a few steps.
"I can't be cruel again. Forget it."
Facing Jiang Yuliu's words, if Fan Yun had any guts, he should have fought hard.However, being held down by Jiang Yuliu, the resistance turned into a powerless struggle.Fan Yun's panting sound was like an old bellows.He has no strength for a long time, and it is all supported by a wave of anger.The anger gradually thinned out, Fan Yun gave up and calmed down.
In the mood to kill.But the mood can not last long, to blame can only blame her own, a weak heart.
Jiang Yuliu kicked the tall man, and he could hear him grumbling again in pain.
"Take everything out!"
Moxigan hurriedly took out the money and mobile phone from his pocket, carefully threw them to Jiang Yuliu at a distance, and dragged the tall man to his feet.
"Don't hurry up!"
The two limped and ran away.
Fan Yun touched the medicine bottle and swallowed one, squatted in the corner, pressed his heart, and gasped violently.Jiang Yuliu picked up the money and things scattered on the ground.Holding the knife, I stayed for a moment, wiped the knife on the sleeve, folded it and threw it into the bag.The medicine works quickly, and it doesn't take long to relieve the discomfort.But that's all.
Fan Yun gradually regained his composure.
"The 3000 yuan has to be robbed, what the hell."
Jiang Yuliu was silent for a while, then sighed, "Just leave it to them. Why use the knife?"
"Why?"
Jiang Yuliu looked at Fan Yun in surprise.Fan Yun supported the wall and stood up, putting on his glasses.Gently wiped it on the face and scratched it, but fortunately there was no bleeding.He combed his hair again and put it behind his ears.The palm was still bleeding, and the blood drilled down the wrist and into the cuff.The shirt was torn at the shoulder.When Jiang Yuliu's hand touched, Fan Yun flinched.
Jiang Yuliu stuffed a tissue into Fan Yun's hand, took off his gray hooded sweater, and put it on Fan Yun's body.Holding Fan Yun's trembling right arm, "Let's go quickly. It's not a place to talk."
Fan Yun used Jiang Yuliu's strength to go out, and when he left the Shangzhai, he suddenly saw bright lights.Fan Yun looked back at Jiang Yuliu, the same as before, with a gentle and unrestrained face, but at this moment there was a little worry.
Fan Yun said, "Why are you still here?"
"I...have no idea where to go."
Fan Yun smiled and handed over the Volvo key to Jiang Yuliu.Jiang Yuliu immediately understood that she had met Tang Yuxin.
Fan Yun was drenched in cold sweat and felt light.His lips were still trembling, and he tried his best to restrain his trembling.Jiang Yuliu had a sore nose, and the lights in front of his eyes turned into a blur.
"That... I heard that Gu Xi..."
"No. It has nothing to do with you." Fan Yun's eyes fluttered, "Are you really good at fortune-telling? You are simply superhuman. I would be too embarrassing if I were in the hands of a little thief."
Jiang Yuliu was silent.Fan Yun gradually gained strength, and Jiang Yuliu let go of his hand.The two walked along the side of the road one after the other.Shadows flicker under the light.
Jiang Yuliu suddenly grabbed Fan Yun, "What's wrong with you?... They said you were looking for Bing?"
"You have?"
Fan Yun's mouth curled into a smile, and he looked at Jiang Yuliu with numbness and disdain on his face.Jiang Yuliu remembered anyway, when Fan Yun came out from Ran Yingyun's place and was poisoned in the car.At that time, I still had a lot of energy, because I had to deal with Yi Fei.Jiang Yuliu couldn't understand Fan Yun at all now.
"Where do you sleep at night? I'll take you back."
Fan Yun blinked, "Don't. I heard that Qiu Yongfu gave an order. No one dares to touch me now. If I don't go with you, I still have my life. The two of us stand together, isn't it too eye-catching?"
"Yes, I can't follow you either. But you... have quit all the precepts, why bother to suffer again? It was forced by Gu Xi before, if you want to do this yourself, there will be no turning back in the future!"
"While I'm unconscious, I get injections on time every day, who ever asked me if I want to quit?"
"you!……"
"Oh, in the past, there were boxes and boxes piled up in front of me, but now I want it, and it's really available, and it's gone everywhere."
If Jiang Yuliu hadn't seen Fan Yun's desperate appearance first, he would have believed it was just a joke.A month ago, a few months ago, when I first met Fan Yun, how could I have imagined that one day she would say such a thing?
Jiang Yuliu was silent for a moment, and suddenly grabbed Fan Yun's collar, "Are you so? Are you so?! I just ask you, didn't you think of it beforehand? You couldn't persuade me at all. Now you have suffered enough. Know? Since you dare to do it, there is nothing you can’t bear. What’s wrong with you? Are you terminally ill or someone hunts you down? Why do you want to die? Have you ever thought about Yi Fei when you look like this? She sees you like this?! "
Throat burning.Eyes are burning.Fan Yun didn't resist, he forced a smile, and the muscles on his face twitched slightly.
if you don't see fan
At the cosmetics counter.Hair was neatly trimmed and tucked behind one ear.Finish your eye makeup, and apply light powder on your cheeks.The shopping guide took a lipstick that was said to be masculine.Gently swipe, bright red like a flower.The warm light bulbs on both sides of the mirror were on, showing off a strange face.Fan Yun tried his best to smile.The lying silkworm floated up, arching its crooked smiling eyes.
It turns out that even now, it can still appear innocent.Fan Yun thought, probably this is how Yi Fei was tricked.
I wish I could keep cheating.
Yi Fei will meet Yi Ran in the restaurant when he goes out.
The ribbon on the neckline of the beige shirt was tied in a soft knot and hung on the chest.Yi Fei brushed her drooping bangs, looking gentle and charming.
When Yi Ran talked about Fan Yun's indifferent attitude the day before, he was somewhat indignant.Yi Fei just listened in silence, and finally sighed, "You don't understand her."
If Yi Fei said he would take her back no matter what, that's fine.In this way, it is like going crazy with Fan Yun.
Right now Yi Ran is silent, still showing disapproval.Yi Fei put his shoulders on his shoulders and said briskly, "I'm going out to eat."
It's not easy for Yi Ran to say anything else, he just hopes that Fan Yun has a conscience and doesn't push Yi Fei's heart away.
A western restaurant remodeled from a bungalow.It has been in business for less than half a year, and its reputation is in full swing.Soft psychedelic sofa music is played from the lobby.Turning around the porch, the pointed ceiling is in the middle of the huge steel frame glass, and the sunlight is abundant, casting small bouquets of flowers on the marble dining table on both sides.Relaxed atmosphere like a vacation.
Diners can be considered sparse at noon on weekdays.But Yi Fei originally wanted to talk in a more private place.Fan Yun said with a smile that he promised to come, but Yi Fei has been in arrears for too long.Yi Fei immediately agreed with the rare brisk voice.
Yi Fei was surprised that Fan Yun arrived earlier.In several rows of seats, the usher had just led the way and saw Fan Yun at a glance.Fan Yun sat on the sofa and smoked lazily. The moment he saw Yi Fei, he sat up straight and smiled.
Fan Yun's shirt was not evenly ironed, and his neck and a small part of his collarbone were exposed from the straight neckline.Bring out the long-lost vitality.
Feeling sad and happy for a moment, the longing was extreme but suddenly found, complex emotions rushed, Yi Fei stood still for a moment, bit her lip, and smiled back.
The waiter adjusted the back of the chair, and Yi Fei sat down.Fan Yun extinguished half a cigarette and placed it on the edge of the ashtray. The back of his thin hand was bruised and purple from the needle, and his knuckles were distinct.Yi Fei turned a blind eye and kept smiling.
When the menu was brought, Fan Yunxiang took it calmly without noticing it.Yi Fei flipped through the pages, closed the cover, and stared at Fan Yun bewilderedly.It seemed that Fan Yun would disappear if one glance failed.
Fan Yun sat looking at the menu, and Yi Fei stared at Yi Fei's face from the corner of his eye.The table is slightly wider so that if two people are close together, they can hold hands.But Fan Yun dared not go beyond.
I asked the waiter how to prepare the recommended dishes, and asked Yi Fei to order for her.
Fan Yun's makeup is not bright, but it can be seen that the makeup is very thick, and the scars on her cheeks are hardly visible.His glasses were covered, and he looked bookish.Even if the porcelain doll-like appearance is fake, Yi Fei is willing to take it seriously.
Yi Fei's complexion was also better than expected.The curly hair is loosely tied and fastened with many small clips.
Just as the waiter turned around, both of them opened their mouths at the same time, and then both stopped.
Fan Yun took a sip of water and smiled, "Does it look like we're on a blind date today?"
Yi Fei raised his eyebrows, "Blind date? How dare you."
"Excuse me, miss, where do you live and how old are you? Does the family have a house and a car? How many people are there?"
Yi Fei flicked her fingertips lightly on the table and tapped the glass slightly.
"So direct? Then I have to think carefully about how to answer you....Actually, I saw you when I entered the door. I wanted to say it no matter what. It would be great if I could leave my phone number. It's a pity that you are too beautiful, and my girlfriend will be jealous. "
Fan Yun squinted and smiled.
The environment is as suitable as a greenhouse, and the most beautiful ray of sunlight is reflected on Yi Fei's face.
☆, so I smell
Start with creamy soups and salads.The process is slow.Fan Yun said that he remembered the first time the two of them went alone to a high-end restaurant, Russian-style western food, during the winter vacation of their sophomore year, in Harbin.
Beetroot soup, cream of fish, canned prawns.I still remember the order I ordered at that time.The two people add up to more than 670 including the service fee.But the taste of the dish has already turned into chaos.What impressed me the most was the initial pre-dinner bread, slightly salty, very large and only sliced, the surface was slightly hot and crispy, dipped in butter and jam.
It took a long way to find that restaurant, and I was still hungry when I went in.After eating the bread, the two of them were half full. They couldn't help but smile at each other as they watched the delicious dishes served later.
Yi Fei looked at Fan Yun, his dark eyes were slightly bright. "That's all."
"That's what I said at the time. I also said that it would be a good way to support me." Fan Yun smiled and narrowed his eyes slightly.
Fan Yun was inconvenient to use a knife and fork with one hand, so Yi Fei declined the waiter politely and began to share the dishes with Fan Yun.When the dinner was served, Yi Fei cut up her portion and gave it to Fan Yun.Fan Yun looked at Yi Fei silently with his chin in his hands, accepting it meekly.Yi Fei moved gracefully, and the bow on the neckline of his shirt fluttered slightly with his movements.Cut neatly like obsessive-compulsive disorder, and distribute ingredients on small pieces like recreating French food.He looked up at Fan Yun from time to time.Their eyes met, and Fan Yun smiled flatteringly.
That was actually the only trip.On the other side of the map of China.A city covered in snow and ice.The snow is like a soft cushion, but there is ice under the snow layer, which is slippery step by step.So two people supported each other, and the heavy clothes were clustered together, forming a ball.
In the unfamiliar severe cold, seeing snow for the first time is a novelty.And love completely out of life instinct.
Fan Yun said, "Remember the buddy who came to borrow the TV remote from us in the B&B?" The young man who opened the door 1.9 meters blocked the light in the corridor, and Fan Yun subconsciously blocked Yi Fei.The boy scratched his head and introduced himself, saying that my name is Liu Jun, from Yanbian, and I sell fans at home.
Almost slamming the door.Really worthy of the northern border, so heroic.The boy took the remote control and didn't intend to leave, just stood there talking nonsense.After chatting for more than half an hour, I realized that the man's house sells jelly.
Yi Fei giggled, "You still bully honest people and imitate him."
"I was taken away, okay? Besides... he doesn't want to be drunk." Fan Yun mumbled and said.Fan Yun's face looked rounded, returning a kind of ignorant youthful vitality.
Yi Fei took out his mobile phone, and there was still a photo of them together at that time.
Fan Yun I saw at that time.The two hadn't seen each other for more than three months. In the corner outside the agreed train station, Fan Yun was wearing a plump two-layer down jacket, his face flushed from the cold.Just at the first glance, Fan Yun's eye sockets turned red immediately, and his breath was filled with white mist.
In such freezing weather, every tear that falls will condense into crystal ice drops.
Fan Yun didn't expect Yi Fei to keep so many photos.Changing mobile phones again and again, from Nokia to HTC, and then to Apple.
In the photo, two people are dressed as students, wearing woolen hats and down jackets, and the hats are wrapped tightly with scarves.The two round balls are tightly pressed like mushrooms, revealing smiling eyes.No one knew who they were, where they came from, or where they were going.The distant city can almost be said to be another world, where the youth is full of presumptuousness.
Yi Fei knew it was pointless to miss the past.But in the past, time was stretched longer and slower by photos.The years that followed were almost wasted, chasing endlessly, clearly in love but always wrong.When Fan Yun approached, her arrogant temptation hurt Fan Yun.The moment Fan Yun turned around, she was also stabbed by indifference.
In the hot weather, people have almost animal instincts, hugging each other, and suddenly separated due to the stinging pain.In fact, I miss the tenderness of long-term embrace.
To the end brownies.The hot chocolate dripped out, dipped in the cold vanilla ice cream.Yi Fei held the spoon, Fan Yun leaned forward and opened his mouth to take it.
Half sea water, half flame.
Fan Yun licked the sweet crumbs stuck to the corner of his mouth.Yi Fei folded the napkin into a corner and gently wiped it away for her.Fan Yun narrowed his eyes and smiled.
Fan Yun dipped a spoon into the remaining chocolate liquid and drew meaningless graphics on the plate.
The waiter came forward and asked what else to add.Yi Fei looked at Fan Yun, who put down the spoon, shrank his hand under the table, smiled and shook his head.
Waited for the waiter to remove the plate and walked away.Yi Fei slightly raised his eyebrows, and pretended to be relaxed, "Where are we going later?"
Fan Yun's eyelashes trembled, noncommittal.
Yi Fei added water to Fan Yun.Already the second bottle.Yi Fei hopes that this bottle of water will never have to be emptied like in the myth.
Fan Yun said, "I always think of a lot of things from the past... such as that trip. After we met at the train station, you didn't follow me right away. That time you went there with your classmates without telling your family. You lied to your classmates that Make an appointment with a friend who goes to school in the local area. You said that you have to do enough acting, stay in a hotel with them the first day, take pictures and show them at home..."
Yi Fei put down the bottle slowly.He curled up his hands and looked at Fan Yun.
Fan Yun remembers that day, he was walking aimlessly in an unfamiliar street with his bag on his back.The houses were covered with a layer of dust, and the snow was ground into mud.Squeezing all the way from the train station, local people kept coming up to ask if they wanted to stay, and after being rejected, they asked where they were going.Fan Yun was full of bitterness and couldn't avoid it.Seeing the crowd leaving the station in groups, those people who hurriedly got into their cars and rushed towards their target, but she was aimless, Fan Yun could only speed up his pace and stay away from there.
Frozen until stiff.
"I thought about it all night, is it necessary to go on like this? It's like cheating, it's shameful. But when I see you again, I can't remember all the grievances. We went to the church, and the gray doves were gliding over the church like stars. … The wind As soon as the snow fell, you were so cold that you blushed, and you didn't care about the scarf when it was loose. You raised your hands to catch the snow. I don't know why, but I also became excited. The time with you passed so quickly, Such a short time can become very long in memory. In fact, I was very happy at that time, so happy that other things became insignificant."
Yi Fei almost forgot that Fan Yun had been avoiding him for many days.After a moment of silence, he still said, "Come home with me. Let's have a good time in the future. Mom knows it, but she also knows it. No one will say anything. I won't care about what others say."
Fan Yun smiled, "I used to think that it was all because of other people, and we had no place to live. But you and I, we are also two different people... I said this to tell you that everything in the past was fine. With you, I am very happy."
"Little Cloud..."
"I promise you, I will leave, and I won't let you see me in S City again.... I did a very bad experiment and proved that I can't do it myself. With such a bad result, you still love me. I It's enough."
Yi Fei frowned tightly, and gradually curled up her hands in front of her chest.
"If you know, you know I want you to stay."
"I know... I've let you down again. Yi Fei, I want to leave. I don't want to do this again and use all my efforts to prove myself wrong. I'm tired and want to start all over again."
Fan Yun spoke calmly, looking at Yi Fei gently as if comforting.It seems that things should be like this, but Yi Fei is out of order.
She said she was doing it wrong.When did you really admit your mistake?
Fan Yun's left arm was hanging down all the time, it was too dazzling, it was absolutely impossible to act as if he hadn't seen it.She has always been proud, but now even ordinary people can't do it, how could she not care about it?
It was only time for a meal, Fan Yun tried his best to hide it, but the tiredness still loomed in his eyes.If you insist on not having the operation, you probably won't be able to hold on for a long time.
They were all tense with each other, and no one dared to mention it, as if it never happened if they didn't mention it.Even if she wanted to deceive Yi Fei, Yi Fei also wanted to deceive herself first.
"Why?" Yi Fei breathed slowly, her voice choked up, "No one would say breakup like that."
Fan Yun's voice seemed to be absent. "I want to see you again."
In silence, soft music floats in the air.The well-dressed guests left happily, and sporadic people came.
Fan Yun said quickly, "Excuse me."
Fan Yun passed by, and the familiar scent of perfume spread out in the wind of swinging steps, like a fleeting hug, gradually dissipating.Yi Fei couldn't turn back.
His eyes followed the empty chairs, to the water glass that Fan Yun hadn't touched on the table, and then to the half-cigarette on the side of the ashtray.Red lip prints were left on the snow-white filter.Hiding a broken smile.
Yi Fei watched, and slowly stretched out his hand.The smoke is so light that it can't be clamped, and it can slide down at any time.Yi Fei asked the waiter to ask for fire.
The rosy lip marks, biting it, like biting a petal.A star of red light set off wisps of green smoke.The smell of shredded tobacco, mixed with a little fat powder aroma.
The scent flowing in the air gradually turned into a blurred silhouette approaching quietly.The gentlest caress, held back, slowly transpired like a mist, but couldn't disperse.It was every beautiful night in the past, getting close to wet, filled with the emotion of farewell.Fan Yun's hugs and kisses fluttered past, carrying the weight of the wind, tender and lingering.
Countless moments, like morning dew, leave traces that cannot be found.
There seemed to be only one possible reason to keep her.But once he gave such a reason, Fan Yun had no choice but to make a choice.With no branches to live in, what kind of fate awaits her.Both of them are very clear.
She was never a bird in a cage.Yi Fei also doesn't want to be a golden cage.
Trapping the last bit of love to death, the so-called drying up of moral responsibility, is an undisguised ugliness.
A little dizzy.Could not bear.reluctant.
There was a dull figure in the huge mirror in the bathroom, his mocking gaze was like a sharp knife that could cut through the air, Fan Yun felt that there was nowhere to hide.Unable to look up, a faint ray of light drowns the surroundings in darkness.He took out the medicine bottle, his hand trembled violently, the pills poured out, bounced from the palm of his hand, and splashed on the ground.
The more you can't control yourself, the more you hate your own weakness.
Fan Yun waited for his heartbeat to stabilize, and hurriedly cleaned up the scene.
Come out of the bathroom.Yi Fei's back was still straight, as if he hadn't moved at all.As he got closer, there was a lingering smell of smoke in the air.
Yi Fei raised his head, "I thought you were going to run away again."
Fan Yun smiled slightly, "I paid the bill. Let's go."
Fan Yun accompanied Yi Fei and waited for Pan Ze to drive over.Fan Yun stepped forward to open the door for Yi Fei, and watched as Yi Fei rolled up her skirt and got into the car.Yi Fei looked up, Fan Yun was always smiling.
Yi Fei opened his mouth and pursed his lips again.
Fan Yun saw Yi Fei hastily turned his face away, so he closed the car door.
☆, so I smell
Waiting for a taxi, I couldn't wait for a long time.The afternoon sun was still so hot that it was hard to keep your eyes open.Fan Yun felt his whole body was burning.Sweat keeps pouring out, trying to evaporate all the excess water in the body.
Wait for a bus with fewer people.Fan Yun went to the back row of the carriage and leaned against the window.The air-conditioning is wide open, and the sun gradually loses its temperature.The buildings, street trees, congested cars and pedestrians outside the car window are like ice cream that is about to melt, forming a smear of colorful colors.Very close, but also very far away because of the glass.
Everything is too unreal.Those figures, like other species.It's like being in a zoo viewing car.wait and see.This is a social mammal.They have a strict organization, well-ordered etiquette, and a sophisticated social division of labor. Each individual only needs to take care of a small slice of life.This small piece of living environment is full of tedious details.Similar to a dung beetle rolling a cumbersome giant ball, Sisyphus tirelessly exerts all his strength to challenge complex terrain, so complex that others of other species do not know.
It's like going through a long journey, coming here from nowhere.
The body is getting heavier and heavier, and I can't bear it.Consciousness slips out of the physical body.Looking down from a high position, I also saw myself, shrinking in a narrow corner and shriveling.
Playing with the coin in the hand, the car bumped, braked, the coin rolled down, and I didn't know where it went.
Waking up already sat a lot of stops.Almost at the end.There are fewer cars and people, and the road looks wider.When I got off the bus, I didn't know where I was going, so I sat down on the platform.Several buses stopped in front of them, closed the doors with a bang, and left in a hurry.
Fan Yun stood up and walked back.
A car is parked not far away.
Pan Ze watched Fan Yun approaching, Fan Yun's gaze drifted past her, to the back door of the car, and knocked on the window.
Yi Fei drove the door, but Fan Yun blocked it. After a while, Fan Yun opened the door through the window covered with sunshade film.
"I forgot to give it to you." Yi Fei said, and handed the passport to Fan Yun.Fan Yun opened it and looked, it was her real one.
Yi Fei said that he had selected several properties in Canada and asked Fan Yun to decide.In the past few years, some arrangements have been made one after another. Recently, the situation is very tense. Fan Yun can go over and help her take care of it.
Fan Yun thought for a while, then put away his passport.
"I also have something to ask for your help."
"Ok?"
"Gu Xi has a man named Shen Yu under his command. I promised him. Take his hand."
Yi Fei frowned slightly, "Xiao Pan..."
"I'll do it." Pan Ze looked in the rearview mirror, and Fan Yun just nodded, always indifferent.
"The other is Tang Yuxin. If she wants to leave, help her leave safely."
Yi Fei hesitated for a while, thinking that Fan Yun didn't know the twists and turns.Yi Fei knew that Tang Yuxin had met her, and Fan Yun felt guilty, so it was not difficult to understand why he made such a choice.So he said, "Okay. Any more?"
"that's it."
"Then you promised me?" Yi Fei turned to Fan Yun.
Fan Yun put his hand on the doorknob and shook his head.
"What's your plan? At least tell me." Yi Fei suddenly sat up sideways, grabbed Fan Yun's arm, and clearly felt Fan Yun tremble, "You are still sick, and you will have an operation sooner or later within the year. How can I rest assured?" ?”
"This is not a reason." Fan Yun lowered his voice, "No, you can't be responsible for my life because of this... I have saved enough money for myself, and the success of the operation is a matter for the hospital. What's the difference? Don't arrange me again."
"Even if you can do it, I want to take care of you. I don't know what will happen in the future, one more day is one day.
"I was really scared. I thought I would never see you again. Fan Yun, do you know when I found you that day? I couldn't even feel your breath. I held your hand, it was as cold as ice. The blood flowed from you Squirting out of my mouth...I really don't know what to do. I can do anything if I want to be so close to you!..."
Yi Fei hugged Fan Yun's shoulders, tears streaming down his face.
Fan Yun wiped away Yi Fei's tears, and more and more tears rolled down.
"Don't do this...don't do this..."
Fan Yun's strength was withdrawn bit by bit, and there was no way to support it any longer.Putting his hands on Yi Fei's cheeks, skin to skin, his heart collapsed in an instant, hoping to succumb like this.Muttering in his mouth, he didn't know whether to comfort Yi Fei or fight with himself.The voice became lower and lower, almost talking to himself.
"I'm a very cowardly person, don't make me soft-hearted. Even if we continue, the disease can be cured, and I can live without being attached to you, but I... have..."
His heart ached sharply again, and his breathing cut through his chest with pain.
"I'm sorry! You can blame me for being selfish... At Gu Xi's place, if you don't ask me, I... I slept with her."
Pain flashed in Yi Fei's eyes.But Fan Yun didn't look at her, his expression was indifferent.Fan Yun's eyes were floating, he closed his eyes and listened, and refused to have any connection with his surroundings.
Yi Fei hugged Fan Yun even harder, and his palm touched Fan Yun's spine with clear joints, "I don't blame you, I don't blame you. When the matter is over, I will definitely avenge you."
"No. You didn't understand. I'm sorry for you. Yi Fei, it's not worth it to love only one person in your life."
Yi Fei was stunned.Fan Yun was still held tightly in his arms.He didn't move, and he didn't seem to be breathing.All the words seep from the cracks in the stone, cold and without emotion.
"What do you mean?"
"Don't follow me anymore. Let go. You should let me go."
Yi Fei frowned, holding back tears, and shook her head.
His mind was spinning rapidly, trying to guess whether Fan Yun's words were true or not, but his body seemed to be completely ignorant of what his mind was thinking, and just instinctively hugged Fan Yun tightly.It seemed that a firmer belief had already been sealed in her blood, and she could only melt Fan Yun with warmth, nothing else.
Yi Fei's shoulders shrugged slightly.The embrace is warm and helpless.Fan Yun was in a daze, and his body seemed to melt into this embrace so sleepily.
The gate of hell slowly opened behind him.The ghost official's withered hands like rakes tightly grasped the hem of his clothes, and the coldness and burning climbed up along the spinal cord.
The soul has already been exhausted.She obviously has no drop left, but she is still yearning for a moment of peace when Yi Fei hugs her tightly.
Shameless.
Fan Yun got rid of Yi Fei and immediately opened the car door.
Yi Fei leaned against the back of the chair, buried his head, and made no sound.
Pan Ze turned his head to look at Yi Fei, and then at Fan Yun who walked around behind the car, crossed the road, and stopped a taxi in the middle of the road.The orange shirt flashed, got into the car, and the car drove away in a panic.
When entering the ktv, Fan Yun had already drank a lot of wine, carrying a bottle, his steps were vain.It was past two o'clock, and all the guests left were overnight guests.Music was playing in the corridor, filled with tobacco, wine and rich and mixed aromas, colorful lights shone through the doors, but no one could be seen.
Passing by the waiter, Fan Yun grabbed it and asked if there was any goods for sale.In the corridor, Fan Yun's voice became more and more uncontrollable, and half-drunk people watching the fun came out from behind the door.Fan Yun leaned against the wall and pulled out a stack of banknotes.
"It was only a few hundred when I came here. 3000 yuan, it doesn't matter if it's not pure. It's as much as you have."
"Are you crazy? Don't leave and call the police."
"Call the police? Hahaha...call your boss over here." Fan Yun blushed, and his drunken eyes sneered contemptuously, as if everything in front of him was just bricks, stones, grass and trees in the ruins, not worth paying attention to.
When the proprietress came out and saw Fan Yun, she was startled.Please go to the office, "Aren't you making fun of me? It's already out of stock. Don't say I don't have it here, it's not available anywhere in the city. Without your permission, who would dare to sell it?"
Fan Yun laughed mockingly, "Isn't your place always the messiest? Don't talk about selling it, I only need one time, a little. You don't keep any of it?"
The proprietress was embarrassed, "It's really gone. It's gone at all. If you say stop the stock, stop the stock. What else can we do for this small business?"
Fan Yun held up the wine bottle and tapped the proprietress's face with his fingertips.The proprietress's fat and pink smile froze, and she raised her eyebrows.Fan Yun knew it was too much.
Feeling angry and bored, Fan Yun didn't know what he was trying to do with the help of alcohol.
"Yeah, it's my trip in vain. Excuse me." Fan Yun drank the wine, put down the empty bottle, turned his head and left.
Out the door, leaning on the rusty handrail of the stairs to go down.It was already late at night, and the street lamps in Shangzhai were all dim, reflecting a small piece of light in the twisted alleyway.
Walking along the alley, turning a corner, there is a young man with a cigarette in the distance.Fan Yun narrowed his eyes slightly, and felt an uncomfortable feeling of being stared at on his back.Fan Yun got out of the way, walked close to the wall, and when he got closer, the man with Moxigan's head stretched out his hands to block Fan Yun.
The road behind him was also blocked, this one was thin and tall, completely blocking the light behind him.
Fan Yun stood still without looking up.
The tall man leaned on the wall with one hand, and looked at it leisurely. Fan Yun's body was thin, and one hand was obviously hanging stiffly. His hair brushed the side face wearing glasses, and his style was weak. "Sister, don't be afraid. Brother borrow two money to spend."
"Okay." Fan Yun narrowed his eyes, opened the bag obediently, and put his hand in.The two men looked at each other and smiled.
When he was distracted, Fan Yun took a step closer to the tall and thin one on his right, a cold light flashed, and the blade made a long streak on the inside of the man's arm.
"Fuck!" The tall man held his arm, and Wen's flowery arm was cut in half by blood.
Fan Yun slipped out while Mo Xigan grabbed his left arm. Fan Yun turned around and swung the knife. Seeing that he was about to be stabbed, his wrist was slammed.Fan Yun twisted his wrist and swung the dagger, Mo Xigan was forced to withdraw his hand.But the left arm was completely weak, and the severe pain was dragging the wound.Fan Yun already felt powerless.The tall man hugged Fan Yun from behind, and Fan Yun kicked backwards, almost being hugged by Xuankong.
Mohawk came to grab the dagger with both hands. In the confusion, Mohawk's forearm was cut, and Fan Yun cut a cut on his own palm.I can't hold it any longer.
Fan Yun was still struggling, and was slapped, and his glasses fell out.
The tall man was out of breath, and pressed Fan Yun's face against the rough brick with his backhand.Mo Xigan pulled off Fan Yun's bag and shook his head.A small stack of cash, a credit card in the card bag, and a passport.car key.There is also a mobile phone.
The number is clear, but it is only 3000 yuan. "Damn it, you're insane, what are you showing off for? Such a small amount of money is worth working hard for?"
The tall man glanced at it and was furious, "Isn't there a card? What's the password?!"
Cary has scored only a fraction.Fan Yun thought it might be better to tell them, play around a bit, and wait for an opportunity.
His wrists were twisted behind his back.During the moment of silence, the tall man clamped harder, put one hand on the back of Fan Yun's neck, and pressed Fan Yun's shoulder against the wall.Fan Yun gasped in pain.
Resentment suddenly filled his head.In fact, left and right are only tonight, is she afraid?How about love.
☆, so I smell
A figure suddenly appeared in the light at the end of the alley. "What are you doing?"
Both of them froze for a moment.Not like the cops, little guys, and no helpers.Seeing the blood, but not getting a few pieces of money, both of them blushed anxiously and didn't want to run away.
Fan Yun watched as Jiang Yuliu approached in three steps and two steps, met Mo Xigan's head, grabbed his hand and took advantage of the trend, raised his elbow and punched him hard on the chin.A crash seemed to be heard throughout the alley.
The tall man let go, and Fan Yun picked up the dagger and went over.Jiang Yuliu was still holding Moxigan's head with one hand, and dragged forward a few steps. The tall man made a gesture, and Jiang Yuliu kicked the dagger away.As soon as this foot landed, with the strength of grabbing Mohawk's head, he twisted his body and kicked the tall man's abdomen with the other leg.The tall man saw clearly that it was a woman, and before he had time to be surprised, he was nauseated in severe pain.He fell backwards, his legs went limp, and he sat on the ground.
Clutching his stomach and rolling, a black shadow loomed in front of him.Fan Yun kicked the man on the back like crazy, and he couldn't even stand still, as if he had exhausted all his strength.The tall man was moving on the ground, unable to hold Fan Yun up endlessly, he grabbed Fan Yun in a panic.Fan Yun's center of gravity was unstable, he fell to his knees, and his knee hit the ground.Not knowing the pain, he punched and hammered the man's chest.
Blood oozed from the palm, dripping along the fingers.Every punch hits the flesh, it doesn't need to be anyone, it doesn't need to have any face.The faces of many people were replaced like floating shadows.The fist smashed into the shadow, and the broken shadow swayed in all directions, mocking Fan Yun's unbearable patience and going crazy to no avail.
Cutting off people's wealth is like killing their parents.Fan Yun provoked chaos with his bare hands, but he was arrogant and conceited in the end, feeling that he owed others, so he tied his hands.In the face of interests, rules and regulations are nothing more than props to kill, and the reality is only strong or weak.Everyone holds a knife and gun, and each has his own reason.In fact, she herself did not even leave a place for herself.
What is she doing like this, she wants to be martyred and hurt her relatives and friends.What kind of? !
His chest was throbbing violently, and his eyes were covered with black shadows.Gasps and beating of the heart.His whole body was completely cold, and when he swung his fist, his body trembled uncontrollably as if his soul was being pulled out.
What does she have.A heart buried in the flesh that is about to explode at any time.The flesh and blood will be blasted with the last force, splashing in the most hidden and dark alleys.So be it?
Fan Yun's hair was disheveled, and his clothes were covered with blood and mud.The tall man couldn't stand it for a moment and let out a cry.Fan Yun's eyes were ruthless, and he couldn't make a sound.Pure venting has blinded all reason and senses.Jiang Yuliu was taken aback for a moment, kicked Mo Xigan's head away, and held Fan Yun up.Fan Yun desperately tried to get rid of it, but was dragged away by Jiang Yuliu a few steps.
"I can't be cruel again. Forget it."
Facing Jiang Yuliu's words, if Fan Yun had any guts, he should have fought hard.However, being held down by Jiang Yuliu, the resistance turned into a powerless struggle.Fan Yun's panting sound was like an old bellows.He has no strength for a long time, and it is all supported by a wave of anger.The anger gradually thinned out, Fan Yun gave up and calmed down.
In the mood to kill.But the mood can not last long, to blame can only blame her own, a weak heart.
Jiang Yuliu kicked the tall man, and he could hear him grumbling again in pain.
"Take everything out!"
Moxigan hurriedly took out the money and mobile phone from his pocket, carefully threw them to Jiang Yuliu at a distance, and dragged the tall man to his feet.
"Don't hurry up!"
The two limped and ran away.
Fan Yun touched the medicine bottle and swallowed one, squatted in the corner, pressed his heart, and gasped violently.Jiang Yuliu picked up the money and things scattered on the ground.Holding the knife, I stayed for a moment, wiped the knife on the sleeve, folded it and threw it into the bag.The medicine works quickly, and it doesn't take long to relieve the discomfort.But that's all.
Fan Yun gradually regained his composure.
"The 3000 yuan has to be robbed, what the hell."
Jiang Yuliu was silent for a while, then sighed, "Just leave it to them. Why use the knife?"
"Why?"
Jiang Yuliu looked at Fan Yun in surprise.Fan Yun supported the wall and stood up, putting on his glasses.Gently wiped it on the face and scratched it, but fortunately there was no bleeding.He combed his hair again and put it behind his ears.The palm was still bleeding, and the blood drilled down the wrist and into the cuff.The shirt was torn at the shoulder.When Jiang Yuliu's hand touched, Fan Yun flinched.
Jiang Yuliu stuffed a tissue into Fan Yun's hand, took off his gray hooded sweater, and put it on Fan Yun's body.Holding Fan Yun's trembling right arm, "Let's go quickly. It's not a place to talk."
Fan Yun used Jiang Yuliu's strength to go out, and when he left the Shangzhai, he suddenly saw bright lights.Fan Yun looked back at Jiang Yuliu, the same as before, with a gentle and unrestrained face, but at this moment there was a little worry.
Fan Yun said, "Why are you still here?"
"I...have no idea where to go."
Fan Yun smiled and handed over the Volvo key to Jiang Yuliu.Jiang Yuliu immediately understood that she had met Tang Yuxin.
Fan Yun was drenched in cold sweat and felt light.His lips were still trembling, and he tried his best to restrain his trembling.Jiang Yuliu had a sore nose, and the lights in front of his eyes turned into a blur.
"That... I heard that Gu Xi..."
"No. It has nothing to do with you." Fan Yun's eyes fluttered, "Are you really good at fortune-telling? You are simply superhuman. I would be too embarrassing if I were in the hands of a little thief."
Jiang Yuliu was silent.Fan Yun gradually gained strength, and Jiang Yuliu let go of his hand.The two walked along the side of the road one after the other.Shadows flicker under the light.
Jiang Yuliu suddenly grabbed Fan Yun, "What's wrong with you?... They said you were looking for Bing?"
"You have?"
Fan Yun's mouth curled into a smile, and he looked at Jiang Yuliu with numbness and disdain on his face.Jiang Yuliu remembered anyway, when Fan Yun came out from Ran Yingyun's place and was poisoned in the car.At that time, I still had a lot of energy, because I had to deal with Yi Fei.Jiang Yuliu couldn't understand Fan Yun at all now.
"Where do you sleep at night? I'll take you back."
Fan Yun blinked, "Don't. I heard that Qiu Yongfu gave an order. No one dares to touch me now. If I don't go with you, I still have my life. The two of us stand together, isn't it too eye-catching?"
"Yes, I can't follow you either. But you... have quit all the precepts, why bother to suffer again? It was forced by Gu Xi before, if you want to do this yourself, there will be no turning back in the future!"
"While I'm unconscious, I get injections on time every day, who ever asked me if I want to quit?"
"you!……"
"Oh, in the past, there were boxes and boxes piled up in front of me, but now I want it, and it's really available, and it's gone everywhere."
If Jiang Yuliu hadn't seen Fan Yun's desperate appearance first, he would have believed it was just a joke.A month ago, a few months ago, when I first met Fan Yun, how could I have imagined that one day she would say such a thing?
Jiang Yuliu was silent for a moment, and suddenly grabbed Fan Yun's collar, "Are you so? Are you so?! I just ask you, didn't you think of it beforehand? You couldn't persuade me at all. Now you have suffered enough. Know? Since you dare to do it, there is nothing you can’t bear. What’s wrong with you? Are you terminally ill or someone hunts you down? Why do you want to die? Have you ever thought about Yi Fei when you look like this? She sees you like this?! "
Throat burning.Eyes are burning.Fan Yun didn't resist, he forced a smile, and the muscles on his face twitched slightly.
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