Don't stay here for long

"It hasn't been long since I've been out. He's just in his prime. I didn't expect it to be like this." Fan Yun let his guard down, and the words just slipped out of his mouth.

Chen Dan looked at Fan Yun, who had almost never hesitated on his face.

Chen Dan's heart also softened, and he said something he hadn't prepared for.

"You three, he actually loves you the most. Think about it, he only took care of you, how he was used to it when he was a child, and he can do whatever he wants. In the end, you were so calm and couldn't keep you. You are really hurt His heart."

Fan Yun's hesitation suddenly dissipated, and he stopped talking.

She didn't think there was anything wrong with her "calmness".Take a step back and say that parents in this world love their children, there is absolutely no fault, and all harm is unintentional.She doesn't blame anyone, but life is her own, leaving a bottom line for herself is just a space for breathing, how can she not be calm.

Chen Dan felt that, with just a few words, Fan Yun quickly hardened his heart when he was attacked, and once again took precautions.She would never accept preaching or using her status to pressure her.It seems that he has already cut off the connection with others, and the matter from head to toe has nothing to do with him.

Chen Dan sighed suddenly.

"He didn't forget your mother. You didn't come back last year, so he went back to see her. Now he is sick and told your sister that he will be buried with her sooner or later.

"You have such a stubborn personality. If you ask me, you are very similar to your father. But in his heart, you are also very similar to your mother. Don't say that Yi Ran is a boy, your father still cares about you more in his heart."

Fan Yun was startled suddenly, looked at Chen Dan very apologetically, and almost jumped up from the stool.Fan Yun didn't expect to speak so emphatically.

"Mom!... Your bowl of water is flat. I know in my heart that I made you worry and let you down again."

Chen Dan was silent, knowing that this moment of silence caused Fan Yun to suffer from self-blame.

This was a knot in her heart, she took it too seriously, and judged others by herself, thinking that Chen Dan also cared about it.So I kept avoiding it.

"He didn't say anything, but you are so proud of yourself, he is still very proud of you in his heart. When eating out with others, I can't help but always mention you." Chen Dan finally fell into the topic, "Go and see him more, Don't be so stubborn."

Fan Yun agreed sincerely.

Chen Dan stays with Fan Yun for dinner.Fan Yun dared not refuse.I don't know how it happened, but there is no news about Yi Fei's siblings.

During the meal, my heart was full of ups and downs, and at the end of the day, I saw everything was packed, and the sky was completely dark, and Yi Fei didn't wait.

Fan Yun wondered if Yi Fei had to avoid him.

Calm down and think, Chen Dan's words are naturally Yi Fei's meaning.Putting aside the superfluous things in advance, with her various bad deeds, it is not easy to be a loving father and filial son.

Yi Fei's ignorance allowed Fan Yun to act cheaply. Fan Yun felt a sigh of relief in his heart, and silently let go of the burden.But there was a sense of loss.

They have been with each other since they were teenagers, and they know each other terribly.Because we know too well, we don't allow unrealistic expectations.

Simply just disappointed, disappointed enough to feel dispensable?

Go back to the empty main house, facing the empty pond.Fan Yun wondered if he had any so-called life.

Innocence and independence, from a certain point of view, means pushing away one's relatives.In the final analysis, she had given up on her father early on, determined not to trust him again, and not to try to curry favor with him.Correspondingly, those inherited rights, family responsibilities, and the bondage of loved ones were abandoned one by one.

But when she walked into the vast crowd, she found that she no longer had the ability to believe.

Fan Yun felt that the life in front of him was gradually being spread into a thin piece of sulfur paper, which was transparent and vague, seemed to exist, and seemed meaningless at the same time.

If the family is to people, they are hung with weights from the moment they are born, and they can dive into the deep sea.Fan Yun felt that he had taken off all the counterweights at once, and was suddenly dragged by the buoyancy to rise rapidly.How dangerous that is, almost reborn.But now that the future troubles have not disappeared, he is hesitant to look back.

What a toss, why bother.

The development of the city's roads is completely unknown. It can be seen from hearing that the current Mayor Yu is shrewd and capable.Fortunately, everything has navigation.Remind all kinds of speed limits to take pictures, otherwise Fan Yun will be punished enough along the way.

Fan Yun pulled the handbrake and called Yi Fei.We met in the elevator in the underground garage of the hospital. Yi Fei took a well-dressed female bodyguard and said that the doctor had an appointment and was waiting.

In the elevator car, the bodyguard stood in front of him, his long, shiny black hair combed into a ponytail.

Yi Fei took out a small mirror from his bag.Fan Yun looked sideways at Yi Fei's makeup.His eyes were slightly bloodshot, and he seemed to be lacking in energy.As if waiting for him to come in the car for a while, he fell asleep.

Yi Fei was watched by Fan Yun, and only said that she had heard that she hadn't been idle these few days, and that she had exhausted the minimum courtesy.

Fan Yun didn't know if this was a certainty.

Yi Fei has turned to tell him, listen to the doctor for a while, see his father not to mention his condition, and coax the old man.

I met the director of hepatobiliary surgery and Yi Jinshan's attending doctor.Point to the film for the two people to see, this is the liver, this is the intestinal tract, and this black shadow is ascites.Complications are a common phenomenon, and the situation has improved, so we must give patients confidence.

Fan Yun googled the information these days.Related symptoms, complications, treatment options, and even academic papers like a bible.Yi Jinshan squandered his body when he was young, smoked and drank excessively, and was a carrier of hepatitis B.It was not suitable for surgery when it was discovered.Imported targeted drugs prescribed by doctors are probably the best way, and it is true that the family has a big business and can afford it.

This high-end ward is decorated like a star hotel, with a TV wall, a reception area, and a sofa bar with all internal organs.

The nurse helped to adjust Yi Jinshan's bed, and it was uncomfortable to sit on. Yi Fei said that he should lie down, but he refused.

Fan Yun couldn't believe his eyes.Because of jaundice, the skin and even the whites of the eyes are weirdly yellow, and the hair is thin and dry. With the expression, the facial skin is piled up with deep or shallow lines like valleys and ravines.He smiled with relief as before, overlapping with the images in his memory, but nothing was the same anywhere.

"dad."

The first sound is the hardest.

"Little Yun. You're back so soon."

Fan Yun nodded.

"Everything is arranged?"

"Well. I asked for leave."

Fan Yun saw Yi Fei glance at him from the corner of his eye, knowing that this answer was not enough to satisfy Yi Jinshan.There was a silence between each other.

"Come back alone?"

"Uh-huh……"

"It's been so long, haven't you talked about a boyfriend?"

"dad……"

How did Fan Yun say that he loved a woman?

Yi Jinshan beckoned, and Fan Yun leaned over and half sat and half leaned on the hospital bed.His hands were tightly held by him, because Fan Yun had a low fever accompanied by cancer, and Fan Yun felt as if he was a child, his hands were tightly wrapped in heat.

Yi Jinshan cleared his throat, "Xiaoyun and I will talk alone."

Yi Fei was obviously worried, but he had already told Fan Yun everything he should have done, so he took another look at Fan Yun and went out.

"My current condition is very bad... Digestive tract, stomach, everything is not good. There is water and blood in it." Yi Jinshan said, gesturing to his swollen abdomen. "When I found out, I said surgery. You are not here. Your sister is timid. She must persuade me to treat conservatively. I have taken so many special medicines and chemotherapy. Now I can't get off the ground, and my legs are swollen."

Fan Yun felt that he came back too late.It shouldn't be like this.The once stubborn man became a real old man in the blink of an eye.The sentence was mixed with gasps, and the tone was gentle that had not been seen for many years.Talking about the illness seems to be a habit, but can't help shaking out the helplessness and deep fear of disease and death.Fan Yun opened his mouth, and Yi Jinshan continued without any intention of stopping.

"Dad said this because he felt that he didn't have long. I hope you come back. You are a girl, you must be outside. If you have a family, it counts. You are so floating."

"Dad..." Fan Yun interrupted, "Dad, you are well, I will accompany you, we can treat you with peace of mind. I am not going anywhere."

Yi Jinshan seemed relieved, and said in a deep voice,

"Quit your job."

Fan Yun had a premonition.In the end, he himself brought it up.Seeing that Yi Minshan's description faded, and remembering Chen Dan's confession, he felt guilty.

Fan Yun felt that when he came back this time, he got down from the company's elevator, was congested all the way, took off and landed, and stepped out of the airport.

Tragic?

Yes……

It turned out to be tragic.

"At home, in the company, help your eldest sister to check."

As expected, Fan Yun intuitively felt that this was the final entrustment from his father.Unexpectedly, there was a sense of satisfaction in my heart.

But think about Yi Fei's attitude without attitude.

In front of my eyes seemed to float up from the deep sea for a moment, bubbles and strong light filled my vision.

"I can stop." Fan Yun felt sweat in his palm. "After so many years, I don't know anything about the people in my family. The company's performance is good and there is no shortage of talents."

"Nonsense. There is nothing you don't understand. People are forced out by events." Yi Jinshan softened his tone, "Your sister also wanted to teach everywhere in the beginning. You are smart and supported by her. What are you afraid of?"

Fan Yun looked away and didn't answer.Can Yi Minshan choose to forget those things in the past?

Yi Jinshan tightened his grip, "Of course he's only eighteen, and he's still in school, so he has to finish reading the book."

Yi Ran stayed in S City to study at university, a boy, who ran home every three days.Yi Jinshan just likes this.

Fan Yun's determination became more determined. , Reading, huh.Similarly, what kind of life is he facing alone.The choice at that moment, betting again and again regardless, can it be turned back?

I can still remember that my father pretended to be surprised and said, are you sure you want to run so far to the north?Either go to the best school, if you can't do it, get out of here.Later, when she presented the admission letter to him, she changed her mind again, and she had to figure out how to deal with the tuition fee.Ten thousand eight thousand is a drop in the bucket to them, but to her, what solution can she come up with?

Back then, Yi Fei obediently chose the university that his father liked, and finally inherited this seemingly remarkable family business obediently.Fan Yun didn't know what all this was.

Ten□□year-old is actually ignorant and ignorant of the world, forcibly opening up his own life path, what choice do he have?Regrets are not without, but they are forced to accept while staggering.

"Your elder sister is getting married too. If it wasn't for me and your Auntie Chen, and my illness, we should have gotten engaged this month."

Fan Yun held his breath in his chest.

☆、By the Lake of Dreams

Fan Yun came out of the ward with a bad expression on his face.Pointing to the inside, "Let you in."

Yi Fei rested on the doorknob, then turned her head, "What did Dad say?"

"Tell me to stay."

"What about you?"

Fan Yun hesitated for a moment, "I disagree."

"You! Can't you be more tactful? Don't look at Dad's body!"

"Okay..." Fan Yun interrupted softly.

Continuing the tacit understanding of never quarreling many years ago, Yi Fei stopped talking and just glanced at Fan Yun.He was about to open the door, but was stopped again, and looked back at Fan Yun in surprise.

Fan Yun lowered his face, his thin bangs swept across his eyes.Suddenly raised his eyes to look at Yi Fei, gritted his teeth and said, "I didn't know you were getting married."

The corners of Fan Yun's mouth curled into a smile, but his eyes were moist, like moon shadows in misty water vapor.Yi Fei was taken aback.Countless thoughts flashed through my mind.Think about how many times you dialed her cell phone, entered the number, and finally gave up.

Is there anything I don't know?Eight years is enough time for the War of Resistance, so what reason do people have to stay where they are?

"You know now."

Fan Yun frowned, speechless.So let go.

Yi Fei took the opportunity to open the door and go in.

Fan Yun stayed with him in the hospital all day long.

For cancer, the purely physical pain is enough to arouse the patient's temper.Fan Yun found out that the first time he came here was when his father was in good condition.He is not a gentle person by nature, and his reason is eroded by illness, making him even more elusive.Most of the anger was directed at the nurse, and sometimes it was directed at Fan Yun.But even if he loses his temper, his physical strength is not as good as before.

My whole body hurts, edema, and I feel uncomfortable in any posture.Difficulty falling asleep and waking up gassy.Throwing things is inevitable.It's just feeding food and water one bite at a time. It's cold at one moment and hot at another.

In fact, there are not many things to do in the hospital, and the time is less than clocking in at work.There are nurses who work hard.Even though he was mentally prepared when he stepped into City S, Fan Yun still felt exhausted.I thought I could calm down now, besides, in the face of life and death, those old sesame seeds and rotten millet can be temporarily put aside.But his mood was driven by his illness, and his thoughts were not clear.

Every time he sees the banyan tree in the hospital, Fan Yun feels that he is stepping on it with one foot, and the trivial things in life are like whiskers floating in the air, entangled alive, dragging himself into the memory.The tightening process was painfully slow, but Fan Yun couldn't move.He was still able to breathe, but he watched the dense layers of Qi in the air fall down, and felt the numbness and pain of his muscles being tightened.

Fan Yun tossed and turned alone in the room of the main house.In the dead silence, I heard my father's panting forced by death.

The fragments of the past, I don't know if it is a dream or a memory.

Walking through the narrow and cramped cabinets, I don't care about my feet in the dim light, and I step on the decaying wooden boards, creaking.That is also death stalking.

The mother scolded hoarsely with a crying voice.It was from the video recorder in the room with the doors and windows tightly closed, and it was leaking faintly with the cigarette smoke.And it ended up being a short sigh from the father.

Coughing and panting endlessly, the art knife cut open the skin, and the body trembled with fear and excitement amid blood loss.However, the door was suddenly knocked open.It was Chen Dan, or Yi Fei, screaming, calling for help, the sound of death passing by.

……

Cold sweat ran down his forehead into his hair.He took off his watch and felt the raised scar on his wrist.

I was still in elementary school when I cut my wrist.The daughter of a gangster, her mother was murdered for revenge.But self-mutilation, self-pity and self-pity in the world of the jungle, will be laughed at.

She always hated her in her heart, but easily slipped to the other extreme, crazily flattering her father, trying to overwhelm Yi Fei at every turn.Or to prove that one's mother taught better, one's own mother is better.Or purely out of animal instinct to be threatened, in order to defend status.

That absurd experience concretized absurd images in Fan Yun's mind, which can probably be interpreted as "colorful clothes entertaining relatives".But it is different, it is wearing hemp and filial piety.

No one asked her what she really wanted.It took her a long time to understand that in fact, no one can give it.

There seemed to be a stage in her imagination, she placed herself and Yi Fei in the bright light, and every move was clearly visible.The shadow reflected on the curtain is the comparison between the dead mother and the stepmother who appeared in the sky.Sometimes it seems to have the upper hand, and other times it seems not so much.Eyes wide open in the dark night, holding up a magnifying glass to observe the deformed part, until the illusion, memory and reality become blurred.

A heavier despair.

How would the dead compare to the living, for anyone else in the world?The dead remain beautiful in photographs.Only those who are alive have interests, know the hot and the cold.

Only she is truly lost.

Play a disgusting character who is ashamed of himself with his exaggerated gestures.

That is another form of death.

Fan Yun curled up and pressed his wrist with a throbbing pulse with his wet and cold right hand.

If family love is related by blood, there are gloomy emotions, decay, stench, twilight and amiability, which penetrate into the bone marrow bit by bit like poison.

The word "home" is almost equivalent to the history and roots of human beings. It is intricate and meaningful.That's why there is "a feeling of being close to the hometown".

But then I thought of Yi Fei.Fan Yun fell into confusion.

It was because of that part of the memory that comforted the monster in her heart.Otherwise, it probably can only be fed with its own flesh and blood.

Yi Fei's calmness at that time was beyond her imagination for a child of that age at any moment.No matter what happened, there was never any hostility towards Fan Yun.

When she flattered her father and begged for favor, Yi Fei did not steal the limelight. In her darkest moments, Yi Fei carefully covered her.

Yi Fei looked at her with gentle and stable eyes.Lively scenes are not worthy of elation, and sorrow should be stopped in moderation.

Yi Fei seemed to understand her.

Silently inclusive and loving, as if they were really sisters.

It seems that being influenced by Yi Fei's tenderness and her unreasonable love can shed all the costumes and be the self who doesn't need to ask for anything.

It was like falling into a thicker fog.

He once regarded her as an enemy, but unknowingly, his feelings suddenly turned, and he jumped over "sister" all of a sudden, and was too intimate.

Unconditional love without reason is given a reason.So in Fan Yun's resolute choice of making mistakes again and again, nothing remained in the end.

Fan Yun didn't know if he should regret it.If it is a family relationship, at least there is such a title that can be hung for a lifetime.

She has been saved, so she has the courage to be a human again.So eager to break free from the cage and throw off this family regardless.It was like riding an out-of-control train, with the sound of thunder and thunder in my ears.Yi Fei and her own youth are left behind.

The deepest ancient memory in my heart.The more Fan Yun didn't want to recall, the more he suffered from insomnia, the indistinguishable dreams of morning and night, broken and resurfaced over and over again.

Yi Fei showed her that life is colorful and bright, with ups and downs.But when it comes to the result, it is finally wrapped in endless darkness.

Ask for something.Can't ask for it.

Yi Ran opened the door half drunk, and the room was quiet.There is a light on the porch, reflecting the silhouette of Yi Fei at the dining table.

Yi Fei propped his elbows on the table, holding a cigarette, wondering what he was thinking.

"sister?"

Yi Fei shook her head, flicked her cigarette butt down, "Come back so late again."

Yi Ran has never seen Yi Fei like this before. He lit up the lamp and smiled, "It's rare, wait for me?"

"Can't sleep. Come down for a drink."

The voice is irritated.

Without waiting for Yi Ran to observe her, Yi Fei got up suddenly, poured a glass of water for him, "Who knows if you will come back?"

"Hey..." Yi Ran glanced at the ashtray, "Have you had a fight with your brother-in-law?"

Yi Fei glanced at him, "Isn't it too early to call 'brother-in-law'? I haven't written a word yet."

Yi Ran felt that he had caught the root of the problem. "Yo, what's the matter? Don't be so conservative."

Yi Fei looked at his carefree look, amused, "Have you got the time to gossip about me? You'd better go to bed early and take time to visit Dad during the day."

Yi Ran realized that he really didn't have the right to speak, and any topic could turn into preaching to himself in the end.boring.

But he said, "I went there in the afternoon. ... Dad talks a lot now, and he can talk for a long time with me. He also told me to let my second sister stay."

Yi Fei slightly raised his eyebrows, and said sarcastically, "How do you persuade her?"

"I don't know how to say it. How embarrassing it is for you to think about it. Dad told her all about me. But the second sister's temper is much better, and she actually sits and listens all the time."

It was Fan Yun who rescued him and let Yi Ran escape.

Yi Fei smiled, his face still pale, so he simply put out his cigarette and grabbed the ashtray. "Come on...you worked hard. I went back to bed, and you went to bed early too."

"sister?"

Yi Fei looked back at him.

"You want her back too?"

Yi Fei frowned.

Without waiting for Yi Fei to answer, Yi Ran continued, "In front of her, you are very cold. What's wrong with you?"

"I'm cold to her? She..." Yi Fei held back the inexplicable outburst of emotion and shrugged.Then he yawned, "I can't, I'm finally sleepy. Good night."

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☆、By the Lake of Dreams

In the hospital, I saw that Fan Yun didn't know much about the terms the doctor told his family, and Yi Fei seemed to be on a job and only showed up once a week.Yi Ran started the winter vacation, and came a little more often.

For so long, Yi Fei didn't say anything to her anymore. At first, Yi Fei avoided her, and then Fan Yun also avoided her in a mysterious way.

Yi Ran came over in the evening.Father was in a good mood that day, had a meal soon, and was in stable condition.Yi Ran turned around and said that two weeks had passed in a flash, and asked Fan Yun to go back and have a meal together.

Driving across the long bridge, the street lamps suddenly lit up one after another.The car turned towards the light and plunged into the colorful lights on the river bank.Bypass the splendid podium of the building, get into the underground parking lot, and stop at the special parking space not far from the elevator.

Yi Ran turned off the fire, and looked at Fan Yun inquiringly, "Go up to find Eldest Sister?"

Fan Yun nodded, "I'll just wait here."

There is some gym music in Yi Ran's car, and the rhythm is very clear amidst the roar of the subwoofer.Fan Yun waited, his heart still beating violently, but his uneasy emotions seemed to be gradually washed away by sweat.

People kept pushing the door out of the elevator.In the parking lot, the sound of unlocking and starting came from far and near.Fan Yun felt like a soldier quietly waiting in the bunker, waiting for the target in the stream of people coming out.

After waiting for a long time, Fan Yun almost completely calmed down.

Fan Yun saw Yan Jun coming out of the elevator, and then Yi Ran followed.Yi Ran pointed to Yan Jun, and the two came one after the other.

Fan Yun got out of the car.Yi Ran laughed and said, "Brother-in-law has ordered a candlelight dinner, and Eldest Sister won't be coming back. I just happened to meet her, so let's take her for a while."

Fan Yun was stunned for a moment, and forced a smile on his face: "Then get in the car." He opened the passenger door to Yan Jun as he spoke.

Yan Jun pulled Fan Yun over, "Let's sit in the back."

Yi Ran hurriedly opened the rear door for the lady.Fan Yun glanced at Yi Ran and knew that he was wrong, thinking that Yi Fei sent him to be a peace envoy.

"Okay, it's safe to sit in the back." Fan Yun pointed at the seat belt and teased Yan Jun, who also pursed his lips and smiled.

Fan Yun and Yan Jun were in the back seat, like a taxi when they came.

The insomnia that lasted for several days and the nervousness of waiting had almost exhausted Fan Yun's attention, and he was no longer interested in greeting Yan Jun.For a moment, only dynamic music was heard in the carriage.

"I can't tell, your driving skills are good." Yan Jun said suddenly, as if he was embarrassed to let Yi Ran be the driver in front of him.

"That is, it has been open for several years."

Yan Jun smiled, "How old are you? Didn't you just go to college?"

Yi Ran didn't care, "That's because the age limit for driver's licenses in our country is too high."

After a while, Yi Ran said that there is still a sports car at home, and he will come to pick up Yan Jun next time.

Fan Yun looked at the traffic flow outside the window, those who changed lanes indiscriminately, and the horns blared ". Dazzling light and sharp sounds filled the air, just like Yi Ran's "Brother-in-law, made Fan Yun feel exhausted.

They chatted one after another, and they talked about their father's illness.The voice of the words floated into Fan Yun's ears, but it seemed that he didn't hear anything.

Yan Jun looked at Fan Yun, mistakenly thinking that Fan Yun was troubled by his father's serious illness, so he said a few words of relief.Soon arrived at the place, Yan Jun invited another friend for dinner.

Qi Lei waited for half an hour before Yi Fei came late.

Yi Fei changed into a white lace dress, her long hair was loose, and she was gentle and pleasant.Among the scattered seats, Yi Fei is like a bright moon.Qi Lei was used to waiting, but was proud of Yi Fei's bright makeup.

"I heard that Fan Yun is back?"

Qi Lei shook his wine glass and said, maybe drunk, his face was slightly red.

"Has she ever been to your house?" Yi Fei leaned back.

"Oh, I didn't see it....Are you going to stay this time?"

"Depends on the situation." Yi Fei looked at Qi Lei, feeling a trace of cruelty in his heart. "Daddy wants her to stay."

Qi Lei took a deep breath, savoring the changes in the wine,

"She should come back. Someone always needs to be watching in the hospital."

Yi Fei smiled noncommittally.

Qi Lei couldn't help but said, "But did she really say she wanted to stay? I heard that she worked well there. Didn't she want to go abroad before? Dad used to be very tough, but now... after going through so many things, Maybe if you think about it?"

Yi Fei looked at Qi Lei, Qi Lei pretended to be calm.He seemed to be planning for Fan Yun, and asked quietly, but it was specious.

Yi Fei turned his face to drink.Only then slowly said,

"It depends on what she thinks. It doesn't have to be supported by her father. But I think she has been out for so long, maybe she will settle down when she comes back."

Yi Fei wasn't there, so Yi Ran and Chen Dan didn't have much to say over a meal.After talking about his father, he also mentioned Yi Fei's fiancé.

Qi Lei is the third uncle's youngest son.She is the same age as Yi Fei and went to school together since childhood.Fan Yun only transferred there in the fifth grade, then the same junior high school, and the same high school.

We all understand each other very clearly.

Fan Yun could see that Chen Dan was unprepared for her.More or less understand that Yi Ran's ulterior motives are not in wine.

Fan Yun wanted to wait a little longer, but finally realized that it was all in vain in the end.Yi Ran still had an appointment, so after eating and resting for a while, he sent Fan Yun back.

The body is dizzy and can't make any strength.

as in someone else's body.

The sunlight penetrates the ceiling, the incandescent lamp fills in the light, and the air conditioner is full of air conditioning.It is like walking inside any modern building, regardless of the seasons, it is difficult to distinguish the moment.

Guided by the staff to pass through the side road in the opposite direction.Looking around, the crowd was in a hurry, but no one noticed.

The people who were in a hurry walked quickly, Fan Yun gave way a little, and the staff stopped by him with open arms, and pointed out the route again.

Unknowingly, he detoured to a direction where there were few pedestrians.

"Wait a minute, what's the problem? I checked everything when I came in." Fan Yun heard his own voice, hoarse and tired.

"Miss, please go this way, please cooperate."

Hesitating, he stopped to look at his watch.But after all, it is a public place, so it seems that there will be no problems.

"We need to reconfirm your information and process it as soon as possible so that you can leave conveniently." There was a little impatience in the politeness.

Take a step.Follow the woman in uniform in front of you and turn into a porch.

The moment he realized that he had walked out of the camera monitoring area, the door behind him was pushed open suddenly. Without seeing his face clearly, a man rushed out quickly.Before he could react in time, Fan Yun was suddenly dragged back.His strength was limited, his wrist was twisted behind his back, and he lost the strength to resist in the pain.

Half of his face was tightly covered, and he could hardly breathe.The woman approached quietly like a cat, and whispered in Fan Yun's ear, "The Yu family bought your life, we are just entrusted by others. I'm sorry."

He could clearly feel the dagger sinking in, twisting slowly, tearing the trembling muscles.The body was pulled out by the dagger and carried forward, and soon there was another blow.

Hot liquid surged out, soaking his clothes.

As soon as the abdomen warmed up, it was as if a part of the body had been stolen.Like a balloon being punctured, the power rushed out.

The cry was sealed in the throat, and there was no sound other than a gasp.The dagger was drawn out briskly, and then stabbed in hard until the hilt touched the skin.

The heart suddenly trembled.The bright light in front of my eyes flickered, gathering darkness.

The killer ran away somehow.It was just a moment of trance, no longer having the strength to support the body.Fan Yun staggered and collapsed to the ground without touching the wall.

Holding the open wound in my hand, the blood broke through the gap like the bottom of a full bucket, and it was impossible to stop it.

Pain mixed with numbness.Rather than being surprised or hated, it is actually unwilling.It's almost here, she just hopes to wait until it arrives.

The closer to the end, the more freed from the fear of death.But the pace of death is not slowed down by her indifference.

Consciousness was gradually overwhelmed by dizziness.

breathe.

The only thoughts left in my mind.Breathe slowly, wait, wait a little longer.

Every time I inhaled hard, it seemed that no more oxygen entered the blood.In the long inhalation, the darkness has a viscous texture, constantly squeezing, covering the whole body.

As if suffocating, Fan Yun slowly withdrew from his sleep.

"Huh..."

Panting with his mouth wide open, he stared wide-eyed at the room immersed in the darkness, where the overly clear dream disappeared without a trace, and no clue could be found.

Cold sweat drenched the pajamas.

Certainly a nightmare.But I have never experienced such an experience before. I feel near death, panic and pain, and even vaguely realize that it is a dream.

This dream is about to end. After waking up and breathing calmly, perhaps the rationality suppresses the panic of the body, and you can have the courage to completely dispel it in the ending, but if the dream stops, you will not continue to dream.

Fan Yun knew very well that in the dream, she had been waiting for Yi Fei to appear.

The next day Fan Yun got up late.

After changing clothes, the insulated lunch box in the restaurant has been installed.Fan Yun went downstairs with the bag and entered the garage, where Yi Fei's car was parked unexpectedly.

Count silently, No. 13 days.

Extra long time for her to recall, for her to hesitate, to make her toss and turn.But that's all.

Yi Fei stepped out from the back seat of the car with a slender female cigarette with a filter between her hands, and her slender legs slipped out from the hem of the pure black dress.Fan Yun was stunned for a moment, and wanted to ask why he waited here and didn't go in.

Too late to speak.

"This is Jiang Yuliu, Xiao Jiang, she will follow you from now on." Yi Fei stood in front of the open car door, curling up Tingting.

As if these thirteen days did not exist.

It's as if everything that happened before didn't exist.

It was as if they were just sisters who were no longer close, and whose father was seriously ill, sharing the responsibilities of a family.

If life is nothing more than a drama, this scene, every scene, Yi Fei divides the roles, and she should work together.

Fan Yun slowly turned his gaze.

A short-haired girl in jeans and a T-shirt with small feet, slightly taller and stronger than ordinary women.

Calling a girl may be too old, Fan Yun feels that his age is similar to his own, maybe even older.

Jiang Yuliu put his arm on the edge of Fan Yun's car roof, and called Fan Yun with a smile on his face, "Hi, boss!"

Yi Fanyun narrowed his eyes and nodded as a greeting.

Yi Fei said, "Get in my car, I'll go there with you."

Bodyguard and driver Xiao Pan opened the rear door on the other side.Fan Yun threw the car keys to Jiang Yuliu, bypassed Xiao Pan's hospitality, and went straight to the passenger seat.

Yi Fei sat down indifferently, pressed the button and extinguished the cigarette.

The faint aroma of the car fragrance cannot cover the smell of smoke.

Waited at least for a cigarette.What is Yifei thinking?

☆、By the Lake of Dreams

The sound streams the Japanese post-rock that is as bright as the weather in early spring.

Everything is convenient for basic necessities of life.

It's Yi Fei's morning.

When she was squeezing the subway two thousand kilometers away, she had never seen this concrete image in front of her eyes.The two stretched their bodies one after the other in the peaceful sunshine and music, and their hearts were entangled.This second is pressed into the memory, sealed by time, and will suddenly reappear during a commuting time full of people.When walking like a wandering soul in the surging crowd, he seems to have already breathed in and exhaled in relief, but suddenly he was stuck because of sharp regret and looked around blankly.

"You have a bad complexion." Yi Feixiang said casually.

"Huh? No."

"have you eaten?"

"Breakfast? No. Getting up late."

Fan Yun seemed absent-minded.

"Two lunch boxes and one soup box? Huh? Only one dish and one soup?" Yi Fei glanced at it and immediately found the problem.

"Ah."

"Then what do you eat?"

"I'll follow suit."

"Specially explain it to you to do it separately. She made her own decisions? Why are you so used to outsiders?" Yi Fei's tone was cold.

Fan Yun frowned slightly, "There's no need to waste that effort, as long as you have something to eat."

"It's the same as Dad's? You don't like fish because you think it's fishy; or it's porridge, but it's also light, and it's all tasteless... It's just soup and water, isn't it greasy?"

Fan Yun found Yi Feixu's tone too unfamiliar.Early in the morning, what are they talking about irrelevant?

Yi Ran didn't say anything about taking her there for dinner one night in advance, and didn't mention that she was having a candlelight dinner with Qi Lei at that moment.Since you don't need to tell if you want to get married, and you are hiding from yourself under the pretext of being busy, it is better to simply implement "respect each other as guests" to the end.

"As long as Dad is satisfied. It's only been a few days, and the new nurse is here, and Dad doesn't like anything about him." Fan Yun suppressed the impulse in his heart and tried to change the subject.

"The nurse is the nurse, and the nanny is the nanny. Why doesn't Dad pick the wrong one when I'm here?"

It was clearly a mocking tone.Yi Fei is frank and frank, it is she who wants to feel guilty.

Fan Yun was silent for a while, and said softly, "Come on, I know I was wrong, so you don't have to worry about such things."

Yi Fei didn't know where his anger came from.After being away from home for seven years and living alone, everything is fine.Do you still need someone to look after it?

He is obviously extremely stubborn in his bones, but on the surface he has a vague look of letting nature take its course.Do you want to be pushed, or lead others?

"Okay, the nanny can't help it. Then you can just be happy."

Xiao Pan never looked sideways, as if he was completely listening.