After not being a fanboy, I have everything I need

Hearing this, Qu Su couldn't look away anymore, so he had to turn his gaze back. Although it was not the first time he saw it, the relationship between the two of them was different then, and he felt a little weird anyway. weird.After Gu Shaoqing changed his clothes, he asked, "Are you going to sleep?"

Gu Shaoqing said: "I won't be able to sleep for a while." He sat down on the bed, turned his head and saw Qu Su was still standing aside, and patted the position beside him pretending to be natural, " You sit too."

Qu Su felt that something was wrong, but he was afraid of arousing Gu Shaoqing's suspicion like before, so he sat down.

Gu Shaoqing said: "Tell me about our relationship before, maybe I will remember it while talking about it?"

"This..." Qu Su wanted to refuse, but he couldn't find a reason. After thinking about it, he polished up the relationship between the two of them in the past month, and told Gu Shaoqing to listen.

Although it is true that Qu Su himself does not have enough experience in love, but there are also many friends who are in love around him.

While Gu Shaoqing on the side listened, his complexion became a little subtle, he was arguing every day and wanted to be coaxed, and refused to reconcile without giving gifts. Could it be that he was such a person in Qu Su's heart?He obviously didn't get angry so easily... right?

Qu Su didn't know what was going on in his mind, but the more he made it up, the more he got motivated, complaining half-truthfully: "You are just too easy to get angry, that is, I can tolerate you, if it were someone else, they would have broken up long ago."

Hearing the word break up, Gu Shaoqing seemed to have been stabbed by something. He tried his best to calm his breath, and pretended to ask casually: "You don't think about breaking up with me, do you?"

Qu Su froze for a moment, but didn't give an answer for a while, as if he was thinking seriously.

Gu Shaoqing's heart was raised immediately, thinking of the impossible and the impossible in his heart, obviously they haven't been together for a long time, logically speaking, they are still in the period of passionate love?How could you want to break up?

"That's not enough." Qu Su said, "Although you have many shortcomings, but... I can't accept it. Of course, some things still need to be corrected, for example, you can't get angry anymore casually."

Gu Shaoqing breathed a sigh of relief, but still asked with some doubts: "Then you are dating me... are you happy?"

Faced with such a question, Qu Su was not sure whether he should tell the truth, he turned his head and glanced at Gu Shaoqing, just in time to meet Gu Shaoqing looking at him eagerly, and subconsciously blurted out: "Happy."

Hearing this answer, Gu Shaoqing was instantly elated.

At this time, Qu Su looked down at his watch and said, "Lie on the bed and go to rest. I have to go to work in the company later, and I will leave when you fall asleep."

Gu Shaoqing felt aggrieved when he heard the words: "Can't you just leave?" After saying this, he himself felt a little hypocritical. He has amnesia (or fake) now, and it's not that he can't take care of himself. Less shortcomings, after thinking about it, he tried his best to show the attitude that a mature and sensible boyfriend should have: "Okay, I'll wait for you to come back."

Gu Shaoqing lay on the bed obediently and covered the quilt, thinking that Qu Su would leave soon, he said, "You can read to me."

Although this request was a bit childish, Qu Su didn't refuse it because he was injured, but just made fun of him: "You still have to listen to fairy tales to sleep?"

Qu Su got up and rummaged through the bookcase on the side, and found that they were basically professional reference books. Gu Shaoqing probably seldom read casual books, so it took him a long time to find a book in the corner with a pretty literary cover. Novel, Qu Su looked at the girdle, it seemed to be a romance novel, he was a little curious: "Do you still read this kind of book?"

Gu Shaoqing turned his head and took a look, but he didn't have any impression: "Gu Niannian probably collected it by mistake, it's okay, you can just read it casually."

Qu Su sat back on the bed again, lowered her head and focused on turning the pages of the book, but she blushed a little while flipping through the pages. Even though the title of the book was so serious, why was the content so straightforward...and there were two men!

Gu Shaoqing, who didn't know the truth, only saw a little blush on Qu Su's ears, and thought that he was shy because he was alone in the bedroom with him, and suddenly he felt a little indescribable.

I don't know if it was a coincidence or the atmosphere, in short, Gu Shaoqing stared at the other party's quiet profile for a while, and suddenly couldn't hold back, and leaned over to kiss her.

At this moment, it seemed that time had stopped. Gu Shaoqing didn’t move much, but maintained a pecking posture. He was afraid of scaring the other party. However, Qu Su was suddenly startled, like a frightened rabbit. I had to throw away all the books, and immediately pushed Gu Shaoqing away.

The strength of an adult man is still not small, and Gu Shaoqing was undefended, and was almost pushed and staggered to the bed. He supported his body with his hands, and subconsciously asked: "What's wrong with you?"

Only then did Qu Su realize that his behavior just now was really too excited, as if they were kissing for the first time. He obviously said that to Gu Shaoqing before, so he had to make up for it: "You just scared me One jump, it was too sudden."

Gu Shaoqing groaned, still a little sad. In his opinion, Qu Su's reaction just now was clearly that he was very resistant to being close to him.

Qu Su was a little embarrassed, and in order to resolve the embarrassment, he had no other choice but to say, "Well, let me study."

Gu Shaoqing lowered his head and said nothing, not knowing what he was thinking.

Qu Su didn't go to pick up the previous book, but randomly found a bedtime reading material on his mobile phone.

Gu Shaoqing originally thought that it was impossible for him to sleep under such circumstances, but maybe Qu Su's voice was too gentle, or maybe he was really tired these days, in short, he gradually became really sleepy.

Qu Su noticed that he was about to fall asleep, so he stretched out his hand and flattened the pillow that was standing upright, so that his sleeping position would be more comfortable.

But he didn't leave directly, but sat quietly for a while, he admitted that his action just now was out of instinct, but he didn't hate Gu Shaoqing, probably, he really just felt it was too sudden.

To be honest, he has never figured out the rules of getting along with the other party in love, how to get along with each other, he feels uncomfortable if he is too close, but if he is too far away, he might as well be friends. In fact, Qu Su has already struggled with this issue It's been a long time, but I still can't find the answer.

Sighing lightly, Qu Su reached out and stroked Gu Shaoqing's hair.

It was really strange, he seemed to seldom see Gu Shaoqing when he was asleep, he had seen him once or twice in school before, he thought this guy was really good-looking, and now he thinks the same.

It stands to reason that it is not a bad thing to associate with such a person.

At this moment, Gu Shaoqing's phone rang suddenly. Qu Su glanced at the caller ID. It was Che Ziyu. He hung up, probably because he dialed the wrong number, so Qu Su didn't bother.

However, in the next second, the screen of the mobile phone lit up again: "My hand slipped, how are you doing? Great actor Gu?"

The screen went off quickly, but Qu Su still saw the last few words, he frowned slightly, "Gu Dayingdi"?What does it mean?

Almost instantly, a somewhat absurd idea emerged from his mind. Although Qu Su didn't want to doubt Gu Shaoqing, those four words clearly meant something, and it was difficult for people not to think about it.

However, no matter how eager Qu Su wanted to know the answer, he would not wake up a sleeping person. He glanced at Gu Shaoqing, thought about it and left first. Gu Shaoqing should contact himself when he wakes up.

In fact, Gu Shaoqing didn't sleep for a long time. He didn't have the habit of taking a lunch break. He was only sleepy because of the poor quality of sleep in the past few days. When he woke up, he found that Qusu was gone. He was a little anxious, thinking that the other party would not Maybe I'm angry.

After all, he still remembers what he did before, it's unbearable to put it mildly, but it's actually a forced kiss if it's ugly!Naturally, he would not do this kind of behavior normally, and he has always looked like a gentleman in front of Qu Su, but today he doesn't know what happened, he is like a ghost, maybe it is a lie that made him lose his eyes?

He took out his mobile phone and wanted to send a message to ask Qu Su, but first he saw Che Ziyu sent him a series of messages, probably to inquire about the relationship between him and Qu Su, Gu Shaoqing didn't bother to read it, so he cut it directly go out.

After deliberating for a long time, Gu Shaoqing finally sent a message to Qu Su. He didn't mention the embarrassing incident that happened before, but just asked about dinner, but the other party replied quickly, saying that he asked the family The nanny cooked the meal and brought it with him when he got off work.

Gu Shaoqing glanced at the time, there was still some distance before leaving get off work, he hesitated for a moment and asked, "Are you angry?"

Forgive him for only being able to ask such straightforward questions. In fact, he really doesn't know what Qu Su is thinking, so he might as well just ask the question so directly.

"No, why do you think so?"

Just as Gu Shaoqing was about to reply, he saw Qu Su saying, "Aren't we a couple? We've done this kind of thing many times. Why should I be angry?"

Although the words cannot reveal the tone of the speaker, Gu Shaoqing can still see some clues from this few words. Qu Su is not only angry, but quite angry!

So, Gu Shaoqing began to reflect, did what he did before go too far?

"Where is the hospital you checked? I'll go with you for a review tomorrow."

Qu Su suddenly sent another message.

Gu Shaoqing smelled a hint of danger.

Gu Shaoqing pondered for a while, and decided to blame Che Ziyu. He sent a message to Qu Su, saying: "I am not familiar with that hospital. It was Che Ziyu who sent me there. I don't think it's very good. Why don't you change the hospital?" The hospital checks again?"

Qu Su didn't ask this question again, but changed the subject: "Do you still remember what you wanted to do before the car accident?"

Gu Shaoqing hesitated and asked, "I don't remember, do you know?"

"Well, in fact, at that time you were going to make an appointment with me to talk about breaking up, and you wanted to hide it from you, but I thought about it all afternoon and felt that it was not fair to you, so I decided to agree to you."

Seeing this passage, Gu Shaoqing was completely confused. It took him a long time to regain his language ability: "This is impossible."

"Although I don't want to admit it, this is the truth. But even if we break up, we are still friends, so I will still take care of you during this time. But, don't do things like today's noon."

Gu Shaoqing wants to cry but has no tears, isn't this digging a hole for himself!

He quickly sent a message to Che Ziyu to find a solution: "Qu Su seems to have found out that I'm faking amnesia..." Before he finished typing a sentence, Gu Shaoqing suddenly noticed the latest sentence that Che Ziyu sent to himself: "Yes Can't stop, bro..."

Gu Shaoqing thought to himself, he is finished.

He had no choice but to say: "I was wrong."

Qu Su asked back, "What did you do wrong?"

Now Gu Shaoqing can't help but be vague about the past, so he can only honestly confess: "I shouldn't lie to you by pretending to have amnesia."

As soon as he sent these words, Qu Su called.

Gu Shaoqing didn't dare not answer the call. After answering the call, Qu Su said, "Go on."

Gu Shaoqing thought about what else he could say, and after thinking about it, he repeated what he said before: "I was wrong, I shouldn't have lied to you."

Qu Su didn't speak for a long time, he didn't know if he was angry or what, after a long time, he said:

"Do you think this is fun?"

"No, I actually..." Gu Shaoqing hurriedly wanted to explain.

However, Qu Su had already hung up the phone.

Gu Shaoqing panicked.

Originally, this method was also a helpless move, he thought it could improve the relationship between the two of them, but now it is good, losing his wife and losing his army, Qu Su must be angry.

But in terms of coaxing people, Gu Shaoqing really didn't have much experience, so after much deliberation, he decided to go to the other party's company to stay.

When we arrived at the downstairs of the company, because his head was still wrapped in a bandage, he was really eye-catching. The people passing by took a few glances. Gu Shaoqing waited and waited. When it was dark, the employees in the building came out wave after wave. I didn't see Qu Su come down.

He wanted to call Qu Su, but as expected, the other party didn't answer.

Gu Shaoqing could only frantically send messages to apologize.

Unfortunately, it started to rain suddenly at this time.

Gu Shaoqing hurried out without bringing anything, so he said miserably: "It's raining, I didn't bring an umbrella."

Qu Su: "Turn left and there is a supermarket 100 meters away."

Gu Shaoqing was speechless.

It seems that Qu Su is determined not to see her.

Aggrieved, Gu Shaoqing went to buy an umbrella in the rain, and then went home.

Maybe God heard his heartfelt desire to reconcile with Qusu, or maybe it's because he's been in poor health recently.

In short, Gu Shaoqing was sick.

When I woke up in the morning, I felt dizzy. Gu Shaoqing took out his temperature and measured it. Oh, it was 37 degrees.

He thought for a while, and sent a message to Qu Su: "I have a fever, 39 degrees eight."

It also comes with an emoticon pack of a tearful cat head.

Then he waited happily for Qu Su's reply.

Anyway, since he was sick, even if Qu Su got angry again, he would be a little worried.

At that time, if you take advantage of the trend and sell it miserably, maybe this matter will be over.

Although it is shameless to say so, this trick is indeed tried and tested!

However, Qu Su replied ruthlessly: "Is there still a spirit to chat when you have a fever?"

Gu Shaoqing died.

Gu Shaoqing felt aggrieved. Originally, he pretended to have amnesia because he had no choice but to do so. Qu Su didn't even ask the reason, and just ignored himself like this. Maybe it's because people are more emotional when they are sick. In short, the more Gu Shaoqing thought about it, the more he felt wronged.

Gu Niannian hasn't come back yet, probably going crazy outside again, Gu Shaoqing lay back on the bed again, feeling lonely.

In a daze, he fell asleep again. In his dream, he dreamed that Qu Su ignored him and told him not to appear in front of him again. Gu Shaoqing burst into tears.

Of course, it is not so exaggerated in reality, but there are still some tears from the corners of his eyes, Gu Shaoqing thought, it's over, Qu Su really doesn't want himself now.

When he regained consciousness again, Gu Shaoqing felt something cold on his forehead, as if someone was taking care of him. He wanted to open his eyes to see, but his eyelids seemed to be pressed by something. Shen, I can't open it no matter what.

He thought, Gu Niannian must have finally returned from her madness, and she has a bit of a conscience, and it's not in vain that he usually gave her so much pocket money.

Thinking of this, Gu Shaoqing snorted softly.

"you're awake?"

It was not Gu Niannian's voice that came,

"Drink the porridge when you wake up." The voice continued, "Gu Shaoqing, are you a fool? You don't go to the doctor when you have a fever."

Gu Shaoqing was startled, he desperately opened his eyes, although the eyelids were still swollen, but he could barely see the person in front of him clearly.

Qu Su is right.

But didn't Qu Su ignore him, why did he appear in his home?

Could it be a dream?Thinking of this, Gu Shaoqing asked directly: "Am I dreaming?"

Qu Su didn't answer his words, but said to himself: "Sure enough, the burn is not light."

Gu Shaoqing couldn't tell the difference between fiction and reality, but he still felt a little wronged, and he didn't care what happened, so he continued, "Why are you ignoring me?"

"I didn't mean to lie to you, I was just afraid that you wanted to break up with me."

"What do you mean?" Qu Su thought it was amused, "You mean, is it reasonable for you to lie?"

Gu Shaoqing sniffed aggrievedly: "No. I did something wrong, but it's because of the reason. You have always been so indifferent to me. Che Ziyu said that you must regret it and want to break up with me. I...I I don't want to break up with you."

Qu Su was silent.

The other party's silence made Gu Shaoqing think that it was a tacit consent, and he didn't care about face, so he hurriedly said: "Susu, don't break up with me...I'll give you all my money, okay..."

Qu Su felt angry and funny: "I don't want to break up with you, I am..."

After thinking about the fact that the other party is still not awake, he swallowed the words again, "Okay, let's talk when your fever subsides."

"Get up and take your medicine first."

Gu Shaoqing sat up, and Qu Su realized that his eyelids were swollen surprisingly. He froze for a moment and asked, "Have you ever cried?"

Of course Gu Shaoqing didn't admit it, but turned his face away arrogantly: "It's because I didn't sleep well, edema."

After taking the medicine, Gu Shaoqing's body temperature quickly subsided.

After he regained consciousness, he felt extremely embarrassed, screaming wildly in his heart, God, what did he do before, he couldn't imagine that the idiot before was himself.

Qu Su said, "Let's talk."

Gu Shaoqing huddled on the edge of the bed like a little daughter-in-law, twisting the hem of his clothes with his fingers: "What do you want to say to me?"

"The matter of breaking up..." Qu Su glanced at Gu Shaoqing, "Actually, I didn't think so."

"It's just that we have always been friends and we are so familiar. I always feel weird when we fall in love. I don't know how to face you."

"That's why I avoided you during this time. I was just thinking about our previous relationship."

Gu Shaoqing calmed down for a while, and asked, "Do you think it's more comfortable to be my friend than my lover?"

Qu Su nodded silently.

At this moment, Gu Shaoqing almost wanted to follow the other party, saying that we should sit back as friends, after all, if you like someone, the other party's happiness is the most important thing, since Qu Su feels that the current relationship is uncomfortable, he What's the point of being with Qu Su?

"Then you lied to me when you said you were happy with me?"

"It's not all." Qu Su thought for a while and said, "Actually, I am very happy when I am with you, no matter whether we are in a relationship or not, but after the relationship, it seems to be bound. I don't know what to say. Do……"

Gu Shaoqing buttoned the bed sheet for a while with his head down, and said, "In this case, we can just get along as before, but as a couple."

"But if you really don't want to, then forget it, I..." Gu Shaoqing scratched the bed sheet a little annoyed, "I don't want you to be unhappy."

"But, I want you to be happy." Qu Su said.

Gu Shaoqing was stunned.

Qu Su was inexplicably nervous, feeling like his heart was about to jump out, he lowered his head slightly: "I...I don't know what to do to make you happy."

"This kind of thing..." Gu Shaoqing didn't know what to say for a while, he mumbled, "Of course it's something that couples do, at least, they should be more intimate."

"I don't think I'm good at this kind of thing, and I haven't done it before." Qusu's voice gradually lowered, as if a little ashamed, "I tried to do it in the past, but it always felt unnatural. I don't know if it's because of psychology. The obstacle on the road may be because we are too familiar."

"I'm the same for this kind of thing. Since I'm not good at it, just practice more, and get used to it." Gu Shaoqing couldn't help covering his face as he was talking nonsense.

Qu Su felt that his proposal was very reasonable. He tentatively glanced at Gu Shaoqing: "Then, do you want to practice regularly?"

Gu Shaoqing thought: Is there such a good thing?

He coughed lightly: "Of course." After a pause, he added, "Then, let's try it now."

"Um……"

As soon as the words were finished, both of them were very nervous. Gu Shaoqing felt that his palms were full of sweat. In the dim afternoon, the pink clouds were hanging by the window, which made their cheeks turn crimson. .

I don't know who leaned a little towards the other side first.

Gu Shaoqing wanted to sit up with his upper body, but he couldn't support his center of gravity because of his arms that had been in a state of paralysis but hadn't noticed.

The body fell over uncontrollably, and the two of them collided, the sound of teeth and jaws colliding.

Qu Su suddenly cried out in pain.

Gu Shaoqing was taken aback and hurried to see if he was hurt anywhere.

At this moment, Qu Su suddenly felt relieved, as if the collision had broken the invisible barrier between the two. When Gu Shaoqing looked down at him, his eyes were full of his own reflection, which made Qu Su There was a strange feeling in my heart.

He didn't respond to the other party's concerns, but gently hugged the other party's neck.

Although there was still some hesitation and shyness, Qu Su did not let go.

At the moment of the soft touch, Qu Su suddenly felt that it was not as difficult as he imagined. What he had been worrying about before seemed to have turned into a phantom at the moment of realization, just an illusion.

He knew that the other party really liked him.

He also wanted to respond to this sincerity.

Liking is actually a very simple thing, being with each other is very happy, isn't that enough.

Qu Su thought, they will continue to be happy like this.

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