After not being a fanboy, I have everything I need

At night, Che Ziyu naturally wanted to live his night life, so Gu Shaoqing was the only one left in the ward.

Fortunately, although he likes to moan and whine when he is sick, he doesn't really want to be accompanied like a child, and he doesn't feel anything when he is alone, but he is deeply bored.

Tomorrow is the weekend, and Gu Shaoqing felt a little regretful. Originally, this should be a good time to ask Qusu to come out, but he really can't go out with his appearance, and he doesn't know if Qusu will go out with anyone these two days. Dating.

Thinking of this, Gu Shaoqing felt sour. Although he now knew that Qu Su was single, he didn't know anything about his relationship. Maybe there was someone else thinking about him besides Cui Jiachen.

These days Gu Shaoqing has been unable to control his wild thoughts, the reason is what Zhao Yaxi said to him on WeChat that day.

Before this, Gu Shaoqing had never considered this point, and what Zhao Yaxi said suddenly woke him up.

I don't know whether he should be said to be overconfident or narcissistic, but he has always felt that Qusu likes him, and he has thought so since high school.

Even though Qu Su rejected him in public at the class reunion that day, Gu Shaoqing couldn't help but have an unrealistic fantasy: Maybe Qu Su denied it because of shyness or other reasons Woolen cloth?

He is obviously an extremely proud person, but sometimes he is easily satisfied.

As long as Qu Su treats him a little better, still cares about him as before, talks to him and smiles at him, he can't help but think that Qu Su probably likes him too.

Maybe it's because the secret love for many years is too difficult, he has to find an idea for himself that can stick to it.

Gu Shaoqing thinks that he does not have the temperament of not bumping into the south wall and not looking back. If he has determined that there is almost no possibility of success in a matter, he will most likely choose to give up.He has always believed in rational numbers, they don't lie and deceive people.

However, there is no way to measure this fact with data, and Gu Shaoqing can't calculate the probability of it. He is afraid that he is just being self-indulgent, and he can't really let it go.

In the past few days, Gu Shaoqing has been restraining himself from wanting to chat with Qu Su. He thought with a little pride that if Qu Su had even the slightest thought about him, he would take the initiative to contact him. A few times is enough to put myself down.

As a result, Gu Shaoqing waited and waited, but Qu Su never took the initiative to find him.

Later, he was admitted to the hospital because of the mask sent by Che Ziyu.

I don't know if it should be said that it was a blessing in disguise, but in short, Gu Shaoqing has a little hope now.

He also thought about what Che Ziyu said earlier for a long time. Of course he knew that Qu Su cared about him very much. It was like this in high school, and it should be like this now.

It's just that Gu Shaoqing doesn't know if he can make an inch of it and turn this concern into liking.

Thinking of this, Gu Shaoqing couldn't help but clicked on WeChat again, and the interface stayed on the dialog with Qusu.

It turned out that the two of them seemed to have a good understanding. At this time, a line "The other party is typing..." was displayed on the top of the interface.

Gu Shaoqing was so happy that he jumped up from the bed, he couldn't help holding his breath, waiting quietly for the message from Qu Su.

"are you feeling better?"

In fact, it was just a simple greeting, but Gu Shaoqing seemed to have found a treasure, and almost rolled on the bed.

After calming down, he felt that he still had to be more reserved, so he replied in a polite manner: "It's much better, thank you for the fruit you brought."

In fact, Qu Su also struggled for a long time before sending the message to Gu Shaoqing. First, he was not sure whether Gu Shaoqing was still arguing, and second, he was not sure what tone he should use.

Gu Shaoqing occupied a very important part of his high school life, even though he graduated for many years, he still thinks back to that time from time to time.

Getting to know Gu Shaoqing was like adding a lot of ink to his otherwise ordinary life, and the time between the two of them was also the happiest time in his memory.

Gu Shaoqing is like a lone star in the night sky, although it is far away, but because its light is too conspicuous, it always makes people want to get close.Qu Su felt that it was probably because his life was too mediocre that he longed for dazzling things so much.

Originally, Qu Su thought that he could not care about it anymore, but when he saw Gu Shaoqing again, he found that he still wanted to be friends with him, and even wanted them to go back to the relationship they had in high school.

I just don't know if Gu Shaoqing also has such thoughts.

Qu Su carefully considered his words and asked, "You haven't contacted me these days, is it because of allergies?"

Gu Shaoqing was ashamed to say that his deliberate alienation and indifference in the past few days was actually due to his repeated entanglements and fragile glass heart, so he said vaguely: "I'm afraid you're worried, and it's really ugly."

Qu Su couldn't help laughing when he saw this sentence, thinking that Gu Shaoqing was really childish, he replied: "It's nothing, anyway, I don't know what you look like."

Gu Shaoqing thought for a while, and then asked tentatively, "Will this affect my image in your heart?"

"No, you have always been a very smart and powerful person in my heart." Qu Su replied honestly.

Even though he was praised in this way, Gu Shaoqing was still a little bit unwilling: "Aren't I handsome?"

Qu Su was silent for a while, and then replied after a while: "I'm not very concerned about this..."

He doesn't understand why Gu Shaoqing cares so much about what he thinks of his appearance, and it's not a blind date, what's the use of looking at his face?

It turns out that Qu Su is not from the Appearance Association.At the same time, Gu Shaoqing made a silent note in his heart.

"Do you have any plans for the weekend?" Gu Shaoqing asked.

Qu Su: "No."

In fact, he and Cui Jiachen made an appointment to watch a movie together the day after tomorrow, but he felt that Gu Shaoqing seemed to have a little prejudice against Cui Jiachen, so he skipped mentioning it in order to avoid Gu Shaoqing's embarrassment.

Seeing these two words displayed on the screen, Gu Shaoqing was immediately relieved. Fortunately, no one took advantage of it.