Always wear fast and become weak

For the past three years, he has been hanging on Ren Ruolu, relying on Ren Ruolu's liking and squandering Ren Ruolu's kindness to him unscrupulously. He thought that Ren Ruolu would treat him like this for the rest of his life, because didn't Ren Ruolu like him?

But after Ren Ruolu left, he remembered that no matter how deep the feelings are, they will be wiped out by coldness and hurt.

He loved Kong Shuze so deeply, he couldn't ask for it. When Kong Shuze rejected him, he hated Kong Shuze at that moment. Now thinking of Kong Shuze, he felt that he didn't love Kong Shuze that much, and he had the feeling that he wanted to be with Kong Shuze.

Perhaps the blow was too great, and he completely gave up. If he died, his feelings for Kong Shuze would gradually disappear.

So is Ren Ruolu's love for him the same?Because of his indifference and neglect again and again, Ren Ruolu's feelings were worn away time and time again, little by little, until Ren Ruolu didn't love him anymore, Ren Ruolu broke up with him so calmly, and even beat him, Go without hesitation.

Is it too late for him to regret it now?If he went to find Ren Ruolu, would Ren Ruolu forgive him?Ren Ruolu loves him, so Ren Ruolu will not reject him, will he?Lei Hao wanted to seek comfort, he didn't want to tell his friends about this because it was embarrassing, but he wanted to tell Ren Ruolu, because he trusted Ren Ruolu, and because Ren Ruolu liked him, he wouldn't hurt him.

He doesn't love Kong Shuze anymore, he doesn't love anymore, he wants to love Ren Ruolu, treat Ren Ruolu well, chase Ren Ruolu back, his instinct tells him that if he misses Ren Ruolu, he will never meet Ren Ruolu again in this life A person who devoted himself wholeheartedly to him.

Unable to get the misty white moonlight, Lei Hao woke up from his dream and began to think about practical issues.He remembered Ren Ruolu. To him, Ren Ruolu was a real person, very close to him and within reach.

He didn't know how to cherish before, but now he regrets it, as long as he admits his mistake, he will be able to ask Ren Ruolu's forgiveness and let them start again.

The pain in his heart needs to be healed, so Lei Hao got up from the ground, he was going to see Ren Ruolu, but when he went out, he found that his body smelled of alcohol, so he went to the bathroom again, took a shower and changed clothes, this is how Personal kind.

The prodigal son won't change his money when he turns back, but if he wants to turn back, he also has to see if Ren Ruolu is willing to eat the grass of turning back a second time.

The first time he looked back, he ate grass for three years. If he ate it again this time, he didn't know how many years it would be.

Driving downstairs to Ren Ruolu's house, Lei Hao remembered that Ren Ruolu was still at work. He wanted to call Ren Ruolu, but he didn't know how to tell Ren Ruolu. He thought it would be better to talk to Ren Ruolu face to face.

Sitting alone in the car, Lei Hao couldn't help but think about Kong Shuze and Ren Ruolu, the two were tormenting him in his mind and heart.

Today is still a happy day, Ren Ruolu clocked out of get off work, and went to the supermarket to buy something on the way home.In the middle of the afternoon, Kong Shuze called him to thank him. I have to say that being thanked is really a comforting thing.

Originally, Ren Ruolu was in a good mood, but when he returned home, he was in a bad mood, because there was a person standing by his door, the person he least wanted to see.

As soon as he saw Lei Hao, Ren Ruolu secretly thought it was not good, Lei Hao could not remember the punch in the restaurant last time, so today he came to seek revenge, right?

In order to avoid being beaten by Lei Hao, Ren Ruolu didn't go any further on the stairs and kept a distance from Lei Hao, his cold and vigilant appearance slashed Lei Hao hard in the heart.

"Xiaolu, you..." Are you okay?Before Lei Hao could ask, Ren Ruolu interrupted him.

"What are you doing here? Didn't we break up? Please don't disturb my life." Ren Ruolu said bluntly. When he saw Lei Hao, he still felt a little pain in his heart. He had already forgotten, but after all, there were still some old feelings left, but such little feelings were not enough to shake him.

"...don't talk to me like that. I've come to see you for something. Can we have a good talk?" Lei Hao is not as aggressive as before, his eyes are still bloodshot, he hasn't eaten all day and night, and his face looks haggard , so he looks a little pathetic.

"I have something to say here, please hurry up, I have to go back to cook." Ren Ruolu was impatient, what else did he and Lei Hao not make clear?

Lei Hao's coming to him today was also an act of confusion. According to his knowledge of Lei Hao, Lei Hao is not a stalker who will get revenge, so he said that he broke up and punched Lei Hao. Come to clean him up personally, at most send someone to teach him a lesson.

However, Lei Hao came, so Ren Ruolu was puzzled, why did Lei Hao come?

"It's not convenient here, go home."

"You came here because you wanted to hit me, right? Just because I punched you?" Ren Ruolu couldn't figure out what Lei Hao was doing here, so he decided that Lei Hao might really want to be stingy when he came back. hit him.

"Why would I hit you? Am I so bad in your heart?" Lei Hao was depressed, he was very angry at the time, and even wanted to teach Ren Ruolu a lesson, but it was out of anger, he would never really teach Ren Ruolu a lesson .

"Since you didn't come to beat me, and you have nothing else to do with me, then you can go." It doesn't matter if you beat him, he is ready to call the police if Lei Hao dares to do something.

"I have something to do with you."

"There is something to talk about, hurry up."

"Let's go in and talk."

"No, I don't want you to come into my house. If you come into my house and beat me, I won't even have a place to run."

"Then we can go outside. I'll take you to a place. Let's talk about it." Lei Hao didn't know why Ren Ruolu became like this, and thought him so badly. He was very sad. I have feelings for him, but now it seems that I don't.

"There is a garden in the community, there are no people there at this time, let's go there." Ren Ruolu didn't know what Lei Hao wanted to say to him, but he felt that if he and Lei Hao didn't explain everything clearly, it might be possible for him to leave here The task cannot be completed.

Be patient for the mission.

Ren Ruolu had to put the things he was carrying back into the house, he asked Lei Hao to stay away from him, he opened the door and went in, who knew that Lei Hao was making a surprise attack, he got stuck in the door and entered the house, and even closed the door directly!

"What do you want to do?" Ren Ruolu cursed in his heart, Lei Hao didn't really want to beat him, did he?If this is the case, he must sue Lei Hao, and he will definitely not let Lei Hao feel better.

"Little Lu, I'm sorry." Lei Hao's performance was beyond Ren Ruolu's expectation, and even scared Ren Ruolu into a fool, because Lei Hao knelt down and hugged Ren Ruolu's leg, looking remorseful!

If it wasn't for the pain in his leg being hugged, Ren Ruolu would have thought he was dreaming.

"I did something wrong before. I shouldn't have been so sincere to you. I even slandered you in the restaurant that day. I knew I was wrong. I really knew I was wrong. Deer, please forgive me once."

"It's only now that I realize that I actually like you. I've been feeling uncomfortable since you left. I want you to be by my side. I know you still love me, so can we start over?" Lei Hao hugged Ren Ruo The deer will not let go, when he likes someone, he will not hold on to his face, when he should kneel, he will not stand, when he should speak soft words, he will not be cool.

"..." What kind of development is this?Ma De System, come out for me, did Lei Hao come here begging for forgiveness because he was pierced?

Forgive your mother for selling the batch, we have already broken up, big brother, do you know what is good gathering and good separation?

"You believe me this time, give me one last chance, I swear that I will love you well, just like when you loved me, I love you Ren Ruolu, not using you as a substitute, not lying to you, nor Bad intentions, I just saw my own heart too late." Lei Hao spoke the truth, he loves Kong Shuze, but he also has Ren Ruolu in his heart.

It's just that Kong Shuze's weight was too heavy, so he didn't see Ren Ruolu, and when Kong Shuze's brilliance was removed, Ren Ruolu's figure also appeared.

So it is not wrong for him to say that he loves Ren Ruolu.

It's a pity that Ren Ruolu didn't believe him, Ren Ruolu felt that he was abnormal.

"Lei Hao, did your mind get squeezed by the door or did you get flooded? We broke up and you came here to say you love me? You've become a fool yourself, so don't treat me like a fool? Your Kong Shuze has come back. The task of the substitute is over, so can you let me go?"

"I want to be clean, we don't disturb each other, isn't that good? Do you still want to be on two boats? Are you worthy of the person you have loved for more than ten years? Lei Hao, don't let me look down on you, let go now Me, get out of my way, or I'll call the police!"

Now he really wants to call the police and have Lei Hao arrested.

"Kong Shuze is the person in my dream. When I wake up from the dream, he is no longer there, but you are the person I have thought about for the rest of my life. You are here, in reality. Deer, please forgive me, I know I did I have done a lot of stupid things, or you beat me up or scolded me casually, how to vent your anger. I can't leave, I don't want to lose you." Lei Hao looked up at Ren Ruolu, his eyes were no longer indifferent, but Ren Ruolu felt Unfamiliar affection.

This kind of gaze was what Ren Ruolu dreamed of in the past, but Lei Hao didn't give it to him until now, after he didn't love Lei Hao.

Suddenly I felt ridiculous, what he couldn't ask for, and came after he didn't want it, is it just a cheap person?When Lei Hao didn't like him, he liked Lei Hao, and Lei Hao liked him, but he didn't like Lei Hao anymore.

"Please leave, Mr. Lei, we have nothing to do with each other anymore, and I don't want to have anything to do with you in the future." Ren Ruolu said coldly, he knew that Lei Hao's confession failed, so Lei Hao couldn't catch up with Bai Yueguang That's why he came to eat his turn-back grass?

Sorry, he doesn't want to be mean anymore.