Always wear fast and become weak

In the third year of high school, Ren Ruolu met Du Xingji.

In school, Ren Ruolu is an honest student who only knows how to bury his head in his studies, and has very limited social contacts, while Du Xingji is a man of the school, with countless eyes following him wherever he goes.

The relationship between the two began when Du Xingji fell in love with Ren Ruolu. Du Xingji was not jealous of men and women, and accidentally found that the delicate and delicate young man was very suitable for him, so he began to approach Ren Ruolu.

At the beginning, Du Xingji was not indifferent, he would joke with Ren Ruolu and the two soon became friends.

Ren Ruolu, a single-parent family, has a seriously ill father who is struggling in life. Du Xingji generously helped them. Although Ren Ruolu's father still passed away in the end, Ren Ruolu remembered Du Xingji's kindness.

Under Du Xingji's gentle offensive, Ren Ruolu, who was innocent and extremely grateful for Du Xingji, naturally fell.

At that time, Ren Ruolu thought that Du Xingji loved him, at least in that year.

Until they both went to college, until he saw Du Xingji kissing a girl, he knew what he had lost.He wasn't hysterical, he just endured the pain and asked why.

Du Xingji said: "I don't have much interest in you anymore, this is my new girlfriend. If you want to stay by my side, just pretend nothing happened."

Since that day, Du Xingji's attitude has become indifferent.

In fact, a few months before Ren Ruolu found out about Du Xingji's cheating, Du Xingji's attitude became a little bit wrong, becoming more and more indifferent, but Ren Ruolu thought he was busy and under a lot of pressure. After all, Du Xingji was not only a student, but also a The heir of a big company, he is much busier than the average student.

The person she loves the most doesn't love her, Ren Ruolu suffered such a heavy blow, she lost her mind for a while, filled with fear and pain.He came home and wept bitterly.

After crying dry tears, the pain in my heart didn't lessen. Ren Ruolu felt that Du Xingji didn't like him because he didn't do well enough. He wanted to save Du Xingji, so he asked Du Xingji when Du Xingji came back. What he needs to do.

Du Xingji gave him warmth when he was in the most difficult time, he was stuck in it and couldn't get out, so even if he saw Du Xingji kissing other girls, he still couldn't hate Du Xingji, he loved Du Xingji, loved He is willing to give everything for Du Xingji, so he wants to save it.

"You don't have to do anything, I've never liked you, you just have a little taste in your body, and nothing else is interesting. Since you are the person I have been with for the longest time, you can live here, if one day You don't need to tell me if you want to move away." Du Xingji said indifferently, causing Ren Ruolu to fall into the ice abyss instantly.

From this moment, Ren Ruolu knew that he and Du Xingji had no chance.

He should have left at that time, but he had no place to go, his tuition was paid by Du Xingji, and his house was sold long ago to treat his father.

So he has nothing, all he has left is Duxing Ji.

Besides, he is reluctant to leave Du Xingji, even if Du Xingji treats him like this, he still loves him humblely, he told himself that when Du Xingji wears off his love, he will leave.

If he can't let himself no longer care about Du Xingji, it's useless even if he leaves, he will still think about Du Xingji in his heart.

During his freshman year, Ren Ruolu lost the tenderness of Du Xingji. He watched Du Xingji with one man or woman after another, joking with them, and he was so heartbroken that he couldn't breathe. Later, Du Xingji even brought someone back to home, and Ren Ruolu is next door, Ting Du Xingji is flirting with others.

Love is consumed by pain.

He should leave Du Xingji, and it would be too painful to continue to stay by Du Xingji's side. They have already broken up, but he has not accepted the fact.

Ren Ruolu never hated Xingji too much, because Du Xingji helped him too much, let him live here after breaking up, and paid him tuition fees, what reason does he have to hate Du Xingji?

He wanted to leave Du Xingji's side, but he still owed Du Xingji something, he had to pay back the money owed to Du Xingji, and he and Du Xingji were completely settled.

After having a goal, Ren Ruolu is no longer in a daze. He studied programming in college, and he is very talented. He started to accept some jobs online. At the beginning, the salary was not much, but Ren Ruolu was very satisfied, after all, he is not How powerful.

He saved the money little by little, and planned to give it to Du Xingji when he had enough money.During this period of time, he still loves Du Xingji and hopes that Du Xingji can change his mind every day.

Sometimes when he wakes up crying after having a nightmare, the first person he thinks of is Du Xingji.

And the protagonist of his nightmare is Du Xingji.

In his sophomore year, Ren Ruolu encountered the most terrifying nightmare in his life, and his love for Du Xingji began to disappear quickly at this time.

That day Du Xingji told him that a partner had fallen in love with Ren Ruolu, if Ren Ruolu went to accompany that person for one night, that person would cooperate with him, Ren Ruolu stared blankly at Du Xingji, feeling that Du Xingji was too strange, Du Xingji Xingji asked him...to pick up/guests?

At that time, Ren Ruolu naturally disagreed, but Du Xingji didn't come to ask his opinion. Ren Ruolu disagreed, so he locked Ren Ruolu into the room and brought his partner over.

That man is a rookie in the business world, just like Du Xingji, handsome and outstanding, but he is a heartless person.

That night Ren Ruolu cried heart-rendingly, he was raped, and the person he loved the most personally sent him to the rapist's bed.

Because of his resistance, he was slapped a few times by the man, and after that, he was in hell-like pain.He was taken to hospital in the middle of the night because he was bleeding profusely.

When he woke up from the coma, his love for Du Xingji was almost worn out, even mixed with hatred, he completely gave up on Du Xingji.

When he picked up the phone to call the police, Du Xingji snatched his phone, slapped him, and said coldly: "Do you know who he is? If you want to die, don't involve me. What's the use of calling the police? You Is there evidence? When the time comes, he will be fine and he can easily kill you, and I will suffer accordingly."

What can be done?What should he do?Ren Ruolu covered his face, in his eyes, Du Xingji was no longer the Du Xingji he knew.

He wanted to leave Du Xingji, but at this time Du Xingji threatened him that he would regret it if he dared to move away, Ren Ruolu didn't listen, he packed up and saluted and wanted to move out, Du Xingji raped/violated him when he found out, forced him on the bed If he promises not to leave, he will live.

At this time, Ren Ruolu didn't think that Du Xingji still loved him, he thought that he must owe Du Xingji money so Du Xingji wouldn't let him leave.

Ren Ruolu is a strong person. He had a very miserable life in the past. He is like grass in the barren land. He can survive tenaciously with a little nutrient. In such a painful situation, he did not give in and feel sorry for himself. , but work harder to live.

He began to numb himself, thinking that if Du Xingji paid back the money, Du Xingji would let him go, and his life would have a new look.

He started to be busy with his studies, taking jobs and earning money. He had to keep himself busy to forget this pain.

Du Xingji, who was once so good, was his savior. This kindness made him unable to hate Du Xingji, but Du Xingji "killed" him when he was sent to someone else's bed. He sacrificed him for himself.

He owed Du Xingji for saving his life, and Du Xingji took it back.

Now he only owes Du Xingji money.