I thought I was wearing school uniform

Liu Shiguang frowned in distress, and he glanced at Shen Que who was still sitting silently by the side.The porridge in front of the two of them was still steaming quietly, but the atmosphere between them was not so pleasant.

"...I'm not angry." So don't make me happy.

But Shen said in a low voice, his tone did not change, as if he was stating some facts, but also as if he was covering up the facts.The cold voice is still the same, it sounds so good that it seems to make people intoxicated.

That's what it says...

Liu Shiguang glanced at Shen Que's face, but he looked unhappy.

Liu Shiguang sighed, "Come closer."

Shen Que suddenly raised his head to look at him, his eyes heavy.The distance between them is actually not far, one is on the bed and the other is sitting beside the bed, but the distance of half an arm's length can be considered very close to Shen Que.

If only a little closer...

His body didn't move, his whole body was as stiff as a rock.

Seeing his appearance as if he was facing a formidable enemy, Liu Shiguang could only move himself over in a funny way, he pulled Shen Que's collar, and gently led him to his side.

But Shen stiffened for a moment, and finally let go of his strength and let him do what he did.

The distance between the two instantly narrowed, so close that even every cilia on the other side could be seen, the breath sprayed on the cheeks, with an inexplicable scorching temperature, and the emotion in the eyes could not be underestimated.

"Don't think so much, huh?" Liu Shiguang pressed his forehead and chuckled.

Before he finished speaking, he leaned forward and kissed his forehead lightly, with a soothing taste.

"I have nothing to do with the senior. If you see that the two of us are unhappy together, then I won't meet with him unless necessary. How about it?"

After speaking, he kissed again.

"Don't be unhappy, Qier~" He dragged out the ending sound, as if he was coaxing others, or acting like a spoiled child.

But the previous two sudden 'attacks' obviously knocked Shen Que unconscious.

His pupils were constricted, his face was tense, and the tips of his ears were red.When he finally came back to his senses and realized what had just happened, his breathing speeded up noticeably.

Kiss...the kiss is here!

Why is this person so...!

But Shen looked at the person in front of him without turning for a moment, as if he was suppressing something, or looking forward to something.

There seemed to be a light burning in the eyes, and it seemed that there were only burnt embers left.

Liu Shiguang only felt his rising body temperature.It seemed that even the air became restless.

The warm sun at dusk spreads in with a scorching temperature.

Liu Shiguang looked at him with a smile, and sighed, this man is really good-looking.

"I..." Shen Ke opened his mouth, but suddenly found that his throat was very dry. He stared at the person in front of him who was talking and laughing at Yan Yan, his eyes were so hot that they wanted to penetrate him, and the emotion that had spread to his throat almost blurted out.

But at the very moment, the string of reason suddenly pulled him back.

No, he can't.

The strong and fiery emotion suddenly faded from Shen Que's eyes, and his sobriety was like cold water in a flash.

It made him feel cold all over.

There is nothing like falling from heaven to hell in an instant.

"I'm not angry." He said hoarsely, his eyes drooped, and when he raised his eyes to look at Liu Shiguang, he had become deserted as usual.

That restrained calmness.

This strange tranquility made Liu Shiguang's high mood gradually lower.

After waiting for a while, I found that Shen Ke's face was still calm, and he could hardly maintain the smile on his face.

Compared with the altered refusal to give Yang Mingxie a good card, what he said just now should be regarded as a very direct statement, right?

It's all like this, but Shen is still indifferent, could it be...

Liu Shiguang lowered his gaze, his expression a little sad.

Could it be that Shen just regards him as the kind of good brother who can talk about being intimate and brotherly but just can't talk about it?

This is also so...

Alas, Liu Shiguang sighed, as if he understood something, he slowly stuffed himself back into the quilt.

Between the two of them, the bowl of porridge on the small table was already cold and no longer steaming.

But Shen couldn't help clenching his hands on his lap, and his eyes fell on the person curled up on the hospital bed with his back turned to him, and suddenly felt that there was no whiteness in front of him, but endless darkness.

Make him dizzy.

"I...I'll go back first, you should have a good rest." He said this impatiently, as if fleeing.

But Shen left the ward, his back still straight, but somehow he looked a little embarrassed.

After the silence returned to the room, Liu Shiguang, who had been lying on the bed for a long time, turned around and glanced at the door.There was a bit of suspicion in his eyes, but something seemed wrong with Shen's appearance.

It didn't seem like he was bored either.

Is it...?

Liu Shiguang's depressed expression changed, and he suddenly thought of a guess.

Could it be that Shen Que's family didn't let him fall in love early? !

This is like enlightenment.He almost forgot that Shen Que is just a kid who is not yet an adult, and he looks so good-looking. The family members are worried that they will be cheated by bad guys for money, body and mind. It is possible that the parents do not agree.

Hey, he is different, he is an old uncle who has been beaten by the society and has been single for more than 20 years.

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I feel a little embarrassed when I think that I want the old cow to eat the young grass and Liu Shiguang.No, wait, his current shell is not a few months bigger than Shen Que, so it should be a tender cow eating tender grass.

Liu Shiguang's eyes showed satisfaction.

How can a person who fails once and then gives up succeed?

Anyway, he can continue, if not once, then twice, if not enough twice, then three times.

One day Shen will agree to him, right?

There was an expectant smile on Liu Shiguang's face again.

Ok, so now the question is...

Liu Shiguang sat up and looked at the porridge still on the small table.He precisely placed his gaze on the spoon in the bowl and stared at it for a few seconds.

If he remembers correctly...

Did Shen use it just now?

Hmm... Liu Shiguang picked up the spoon, scooped up a spoonful of porridge and put it into his mouth.The next second he narrowed his eyes contentedly.

good to eat!

In the middle of the meal, Liu Shiguang turned on the TV, and it happened to be the news column, so he didn't change the channel.

The hostess on the TV is broadcasting in a sweet and serious voice, "Recently, a vicious murder occurred in Haibei City. The victims were two female co-renters. The murderer's methods were extremely cruel and the impact was bad. At present, the police are involved in the investigation. Since Since the beginning of summer this year, various crimes of wounding or even homicide have occurred across the country, and the crime rate remains high. This station specially interviewed a well-known criminology expert at V University..."

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Different from the forced calm expression in the ward, the cold expression on Shen Que's face is still the same, but if you look closely, you can find that his eyes are deep and out of focus.

He walked out of the hospital gate slowly, standing at the gate not knowing where to go.

If...he could find the possibility of living beyond the age of 20.

Would that be different?

Since the onset of the disease at the age of three, all the doctors invited were at a loss for his strange disease, asserting that he would not live to be twenty, from hope at the beginning to indifference at the end.Ever since he was a child, he has been used to his fate ending at the age of 20, but Shen didn't feel that there was anything wrong. He had already tried everything that should interest him, so he had no regrets.Apart from being sorry for his elder brother and other family members who are still struggling to find hope for him, the fourth brother even went to learn Taoism, so he really has nothing to miss.

But now, he actually began to yearn for it.

I long for God to give him some mercy.

He also once wondered whether Liu Shiguang had played a trick on him. They had only known each other for less than two months, so why did he start to get so desperate?

It felt like... like they had been together for a lifetime too.

So it becomes unacceptable to think that they are just destined to have no relationship in this life.

But Shen tightened his jaw, and his silent appearance seemed inexplicably tinged with fragility.

He wants to live.

Live to 20, 30, [-]...

Then grow old with him.

But Shen suddenly let go of the hand he was holding tightly, and the whole person seemed to have fallen into the abyss of confusion.

Is this okay?

In the next two or three days in the hospital, Shen did not come again.Although Liu Shiguang was a little disappointed, he had expected this situation, but he was also a little bit happy while being disappointed.

Because every afternoon, he would receive a portion of Su Ji's porridge anonymously.

It's just the same taste every time, and I'm a little tired after drinking it for two or three days.

Liu Shiguang smashed it, smashed his mouth, threw the empty shells he had eaten into the trash can, and then packed up his things, ready to be discharged from the hospital.

By the way, he found a doctor to remove the plaster cast on his right hand.After the removal, the right hand, which had not been exercised for a long time, seemed to be not my own, and was very stiff. The doctor told me not to lift heavy objects at once or use too much force, but to exercise gradually.

Liu Shiguang nodded obediently.

It was Saturday afternoon when he walked out of the hospital gate, without anyone notifying, Liu Shiguang took a taxi to the station.

The place where Liu Shiguang lives now is in the suburbs of Yuhe City, because there is Yuhe Middle School, a first-class university in the city nearby, the surrounding area is relatively prosperous, and the transportation is convenient, but it can be regarded as a relatively corner place in the west district of Yuhe City .The place he wants to go by car now is in the East District, almost across the entire Yuhe City, and it takes nearly two hours by car.

Before getting into the car, Liu Shiguang bought all the equipment, put on a hat, and changed into a newly bought coat.

He had already inquired about Liu Fuhan's whereabouts yesterday.I heard that Liu Fuhan found a job in some big group after graduation, but after inquiring about it, Liu Shiguang found that this person was just an ordinary employee in a branch company under his name, and his work place was in the center of Yuhe City. I specially rented a house near the company, and I only go home on weekends.

It happened to be Saturday afternoon, and if Liu Shiguang was lucky enough, he could still be guarded near the station in the east district.