At that time only Tao was commonplace

"What's the matter with you?" The little guy in the stomach seemed to feel Dao Ji's mood, and finally woke up from a deep sleep, and gently pushed his belly.

"Suddenly, it feels so good to have you..." Dao Ji smiled, but it seemed a bit bitter.

The little guy in the stomach was silent for a while, and then said in a panic, "What's wrong with you today? Could it be that you've been drinking again and getting confused!"

Daoji smiled again, but this time he didn't pull the corners of his mouth.

"Master." Zhao Bin fetched a basin of hot water from outside and came in. He wanted to wash Master's face secretly so that he could sleep more comfortably, but he didn't expect that Daoji, who was usually a late riser, had already woken up.

Zhao Bin put the hot water basin on the shelf next to the bed, sat down on the bed to stop Daoji from getting up, and said with a smile, "Master, you are heavy, so don't get up. Let me wipe your face for you!"

If it was Daoji in the past, he would have to have a few words with Zhao Bin before he would be honest.But I don't know what happened today, I didn't say anything, I lay obediently on the bedside and waited for Zhao Bin to help him wipe his face.

Zhao Bin was a little strange, but he didn't say anything. He just wrung out the towel in the hot water basin and helped Daoji wipe his face.

"Master, this is the first time I've seen you so obedient!" Zhao Bin smiled and continued, "I was quite surprised when I heard you talking to the child at the door just now. It's the first time I saw you two didn't quarrel !"

"Really?" Daoji lowered his eyes, and slowly made circles with his hands covering his stomach, "We won't quarrel in the future..."

"That would be great!" Zhao Bin couldn't see the expression of the person in front of him because of his happy life, so he said excitedly,

"Yes, you are father and son after all! It's not good to be so noisy all the time!"

Daoji gave a low acknowledgment.

"Are you hungry, what do you want to eat? I'll do it!" Zhao Bin stood up, turned his back to the sunlight outside the window and looked at Daoji with a smile, like an unattainable dream.

Daoji lost his mind for a moment, and then he realized that he was about to say that he had no appetite, but then he paused, patted his stomach softly, and asked softly, "What do you want to eat?"

In fact, the little guy is very similar to Zhao Bin in terms of food, he likes to eat fish very much, but Dao Ji can't smell the fishy smell now, the little guy used to want to fight against Dao Ji, but somehow Dao Ji's words just kept coming back to him There was a jump in my mind, and in the end it was only Nuonuo's wish that Zhao Bin ordered a portion of Daoji's favorite vegetarian noodles.

Zhao Bin felt a little unbelievable when Daoji asked the child what he wanted to eat, but now this little devil in the world not only missed such a good opportunity to play tricks on Daoji, but also followed Daoji's preferences, which made him feel very Look at the urge to see the sun rise over there today.

Presumably the two father and son have finally untied their knots!

Zhao Bin thought of this, and the smile on the corner of his mouth became brighter and brighter.

But it's a pity that this bright smile didn't infect Daoji, instead it made him turn his head away a little afraid to look directly, and urged, "Hurry up and do it!"

Zhao Bin responded excitedly and ran out.

The room was silent again for a long time.

"Hey! Don't get me wrong! I...I'm not because of you, it's just that I want to eat vegetarian noodles all of a sudden!"

A stubborn and awkward voice sounded from his body, carrying the unique childishness of a child.

Dao Ji smiled, but his eyes were moist for some reason.

"Well, I know."

The child was silent for a while, and then said, "Did what you said just now make me happy or...or..."

Or lied to me?

Daoji froze for a moment, his eyes finally couldn't bear the weight of tears.

"Forget it! You don't have to say what you don't want to say!"

Maybe it was because of fear, the child stopped Dao Ji from speaking, fearing that the answer he heard would not be what he expected.

"If I were given a chance to go back a few months ago, I would definitely not hit that slap..." Dao Ji grasped the quilt in his hands, trying hard to make his voice sound normal.

It was that palm that completely destroyed the due relationship between them, leaving only suspicion, guard and disgust...

"I'm sorry...really..." Daoji stuffed his hand into his mouth, biting it desperately, so that the choked sobs that were about to burst out would go back to where he should be.

Dao Ji felt that the child was stiff in his stomach, as if stunned and numb.

The smell of blood has slowly formed in his mouth, not only from his hands, but also from his heart...

"You...what's wrong with you? Don't scare me!" The little guy's voice came from his stomach clearly, and there was a trace of panic and uneasiness, "Calm down! You are not in good health No matter how excited you are, it will hurt your heart! Hey! Did you hear that!"

A mouthful of blood was uncontrollably sprayed from his mouth to the ground, terrified the child, and also terrified Zhao Bin who had just entered the door with plain noodles.

"Master!" The plain noodles were overturned on the ground, and the winding noodles formed fragmented shapes on the ground. No matter how hot they were, they were still slowly assimilated by the cold floor.

"Master! Master! Wake up! Don't scare me! Master!" Zhao Bin supported Daoji, seeing the person in his arms gradually turning pale, and his lifeless eyes, he couldn't help but feel great pain in his heart .

"Zhao Bin...you said...what should I do..." Daoji looked up blankly, his eyes were unfocused until they lost their brilliance.

Maybe Dao Ji was too weak and misheard, or maybe Dao Ji had a hallucination because of his thoughts. Why, he heard someone call him "Daddy"?yes!Must have heard wrong!He should hate me, why would he recognize me...

"why..."

In the darkness, something moist seemed to drip onto his face, cold and prickly, like a grain of ice had hit it.

Daoji's eyelids trembled.

"Why don't you want me!!!" The shrill cry woke up Daoji from his deep sleep, and when he opened his eyes, what he saw was an endless darkness.

"It turns out that everything is my own sentimentality! Master, you really deserve to be the holy monk of Lingyin Temple..." Zhao Bin held an infant child whose face could not be clearly seen indifferently. In his eyes, there was a strong of despair.

"No! It's not like this! It's not like this!" Daoji wanted to stand up, but found that the darkness had climbed up his ankles and was slowly swallowing him.

"You've been lying to me all this time! You've been lying to me all this time!" Blood flowed from Zhao Bin's eyes, his mask of indifference was broken, and his frantic expression looked like a demon.

"I didn't lie to you! I really want to live with you like this, but...but..." The messy hair covered the eyes, and the pale lips were bloodless, "I... "

"But for him, you decided to give up our father and son, right?" Zhao Bin sneered, the expression on his face gradually became blurred. Although his facial features did not change, he became another person.

"Uncle Jianglong... I hope you can live a good life after I disappear..." Ling Chanzi smiled softly, but the two shocking bloodstains were still flowing quietly under the eye sockets, as if they would not dry up The water of the Wangchuan River dripped on the dark ground and gradually melted away.

"No...don't..." Daoji gasped, the darkness had spread to his waist, like a black vine, firmly imprisoning him in the shackles of fate.

"Daddy... don't abandon me, okay? Daddy, I'm in so much pain! I'm so uncomfortable! Don't leave me! It's so dark here, I'm so scared!" The child's shrill voice slowly became deep, with a depressing tone. Pain and cry.

"Ah... ah..." Daoji's strength seemed to be slowly swallowed by the darkness, he couldn't make any sound, he could only scratch his neck with both hands helplessly, even though he had scratched out One after another bloodstains, but still unable to speak.

"Daddy, why didn't you talk? Did you keep teasing you before you got angry with me? I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I was wrong!

Can you forgive me?I'm in so much pain!I'm in so much pain!Daddy, save me!You save me! "The deep voice began to become shrill again, and on the last coda, a long sound was dragged out, like the sound of a knife passing through the neck.

Daoji was exhausted and fell to the ground, like a doll trampled by others, the tears left in his eyes were like Zhao Bin's tears, blood red, all the sins and pains of Daoji.

"Why didn't you save me?! Why didn't you save me?! I hate you! I hate you!" As the last sound faded away, the child in Zhao Bin's hand turned into a cloud of blood mist and dissipated before Daoji's eyes .

"what!!!"

Daoji's eyes were tearing apart, his heart was in great pain, and the darkness was pressing on his chest, and he finally couldn't bear it and spit out a big mouthful of blood.

"Master... this is the result you want, isn't it?" At some point, Ling Chanzi had changed back to Zhao Bin.The child's blood mist stained Zhao Bin's clothes, so Zhao Bin looked like a bloody demon.

Daoji shook his head weakly, grabbed the black ground with both hands, and crawled towards Zhao Bin step by step.

But no matter how he climbed, there was always an unreachable distance between him and him.

"Perhaps he is not the only one who should disappear..." Zhao Bin murmured while looking at the above, with an expression Daoji was not familiar with on his face.

Daoji's face became even whiter than gold paper when he heard the words, and he finally grabbed Zhao Bin's ankle in the long darkness. Before he could feel relieved, the person in his hand turned into a wisp of air and disappeared into the darkness .

不 ...

Do not! ! !

Daoji opened his mouth, but no sound came out. Maybe it was the cry from the bottom of his heart, which made it even more heartbreaking.

there is none left...

nothing left...

The child is gone, so is Zhao Bin, but I...why am I still here?

"Daoji, you really let me down!" Jianglong's faint voice sounded in his mind, but after he finished speaking, he disappeared like a stone sinking into the sea.

Now Daoji is unconscious, the darkness has spread to his neck, and it won't take long for Daoji to be completely submerged by this bottomless darkness.Or in other words, the current Daoji, whether it is covered by darkness or not, is meaningless. If the heart is dead, what difference does it make where you live?

"Daddy, he...why is he still awake? No...it won't be..."

"No!" Zhao Bin replied firmly, with unquestionable determination in his eyes, "Master will not just abandon us like this, no! No!"

Zhao Bin hugged Daoji in his arms, and carefully wiped off Daoji's blood and tears with a towel.

Master, what happened to you?Why did the good ones become like this?Why don't you wake up?Master...don't leave me!Please...

With a puff, Daoji suddenly spat out a mouthful of blood, which stained Zhao Bin's lapel red.

"Master, don't scare me! Why is this happening? Why?" Zhao Bin finally couldn't maintain his calm mask. He really wanted to believe in Master, but the current situation made it impossible for Zhao Bin to continue deceiving himself and others.

"Is it... is it because of me..." The little guy is not Zhao Bin after all, he couldn't suppress his emotions, and finally cried out, "Is it because I am a monster, so...so he...daddy vomit blood...it's all me...it's all my fault..."

Zhao Bin shook his head wildly.

If it's really anyone's fault, I'm afraid he is the culprit.

If it wasn't for his own selfishness, maybe Zhao Bin would never let Daoji know that he likes him; if it wasn't for his own selfishness, Daoji would still be a glorious monk in Lingyin Temple, instead of lying half dead like he is now. On the bed; if it wasn't for his own selfishness, Master wouldn't have spent so many days hiding in this small mountain village; if it wasn't for his own selfishness, he wouldn't have conceived a child even as a man, and had to endure the burden of avoiding the world. gaze; if not for my own selfishness...

Zhao Bin cried bitterly, unable to vent the suppressed pain in his heart, he could only release some by crying.

"Daddy..." the little guy became quiet when he heard Zhao Bin's wailing, and said slowly in a tone obviously not suitable for his age,

"just kill me."