our town

Lao Wang is from the countryside of City H, and he also puts money in the venue, one thousand and one thousand, one hundred a day, and pays back the money at the end.

Lao Wang has a girlfriend who is an auxiliary police officer.Lao Wang never let his girlfriend go to the venue, saying that the venue was blown up and people would misunderstand it.Only I know in my heart that routines are all routines, I just don't want my girlfriend to go.

Look, there are so many preferences in reality, only one party loves very much, and the other party doesn't love very much.

Lao Wang is very kind to his friends, so good that I went, so he gave me half of the bed, and his girlfriend went home to live.

His girlfriend is really nice, she leaves at night, comes in the morning, and does laundry and cooking for us during the day, without any fuss.

Sometimes when I see me on the bed, my eyes are full of envy.Made me a little embarrassed.The old Wang's family still can't stay long.

Lao Wang's family raised a Gu Mu, who was very big and naive, and I heard that he was about to give birth, and his stomach was dragging.

Lao Wang's girlfriend cooks very slowly, taking three hours for a meal.This reminds me of Sanbao, which cooks very quickly, and it will be ready after a while.

Pharaoh's girlfriend took a bite of the apple, thought it was sour, and gave it to Pharaoh. Pharaoh waved his hand in distaste: "Why do you give it to me if it doesn't taste good?" This reminded me of Sanbao again. , Three treasures always finish eating without dislike, there are fruit snacks that I don’t like, no matter how many bites I take, give three treasures, three treasures will always open their mouths to eat, and don’t dislike my messiness at all.

Lao Wang's girlfriend cleans the pot but not the outside, just like me.This reminds me of Sanbao, who will come to the kitchen every once in a while to help me clean all the kitchen utensils, including the outside.

Lao Wang always eats first when he eats, which reminds me of Sanbao, who will serve me soup first every time he eats, saying, "Drinking soup first is better than prescribing medicine."

When Lao Wang goes out to answer his girlfriend's phone call, it depends on his mood, but Sanbao will answer it no matter where he is, even if he is fooling around.

Lao Wang is only instructing the dog raising, and his girlfriend handles the nursing and bathing alone.At home, Sanbao not only worked hard to learn about dog raising, but also bathed the dog with me, and walked the dog regardless of the weather.

Lao Wang never cooks, and San Bao cooks whenever he is free.

Lao Wang puts his friends first, and his wife stays aside.Three treasures take me as the main one, and never let me be wronged when I go out.

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I had a rare time of relaxation, but when I was alone, I began to think about Sambo, what Sambo was doing, whether Sambo was eating on time, whether Sambo had a place to live, whether Sambo was gambling again, thinking Did Sambo miss me, wondered if Sambo had really quit and never came to me again.

When I first found out that Sambo was married, I asked him: Since you can be with women, why do you want me?

It took a long time for Sambo to reply: I love you, it has nothing to do with gender, it's just you, only you.

I know he's just picking up good things to say, but I'm dying of happiness in my heart.

I often ask Sambo a question: Do you love me?

Love.

How deep is it?

as deep as the sea.

In turn, I have to force Sambo to ask me: Do you love me?

Love.

How deep is it?

As deep as a brook.

Every time I was teased like this, Sambo would tickle me.

This trivial little trick, I have to play it every once in a while.

But now, no one will play with me...

I miss the Three Treasures day by day, as long as there is no one, I am particularly afraid of the empty room, as if the air will turn into water, filling up little by little, robbing my breath little by little, I watched the emotions soaring, He stretched out his hand, but he couldn't wave them away.

Sambo, I miss you...

I seem to be doing well, I can talk and joke, eat on time, and sleep with my eyes closed.Only I know that it is getting worse and worse. I am more and more afraid of being alone. As long as I am alone, I am afraid. I am afraid of sudden loneliness and loneliness. I am afraid that it will be like this for the rest of my life. I am afraid that the three treasures will really go away. I can't control my emotions.

I am not afraid of love, I am only afraid of the pain after not loving, which is the limit that I cannot bear.I'm afraid that the emotion will spread, it's a breakdown that I can't control, I don't want to be more painful after losing than before losing.

If the pain after a breakup is worse than a breakup, then why did I break up.

Compared with reason, face and true love, it is really insignificant. There is nothing better than falling in love with someone.

I figured it out, I'm going back, back to where I live, I know Sambo will definitely come back to look for me.Lao Wang advised me to move out, and I said he would find him sooner or later, so I just ignored him.Pharaoh is right when he thinks about it, let me ignore him and call him if I have something to do.I am so grateful to have this brother, now he is my reliance in this city.Who said that a civilized society depends on the law to solve this kind of family trivial matter, and you need an older brother.

Send Wu Le a text message, Wu Le said that some pickled vegetables and fish are waiting for me at home, and Mu Zi was there when I got home.Yes, they have been together for a long time.Like most couples in China, when the time comes, they become the most familiar good friends.

It’s been a long time since I ate dishes with gutter oil. A lot of chicken essence and monosodium glutamate filled my taste buds. Don’t say that vendors put so many ingredients for profit.

This reminds me of plastic surgery, when a man falls in love with a woman at first sight, is it love?The clock is the face.So no matter how ugly you are before plastic surgery, as long as you look beautiful after plastic surgery, there will definitely be a lot of people interested in you.

I picked up the pickled fish in the basin, red and green, with a layer of pickled cabbage on the bottom, bean sprouts in the middle, herring slices on the top, and a layer of red pickled peppers, which almost broke the edge of the basin. eager to try.A handful of peppercorns were sprinkled on the herring slices, and the white and tender fish nest slices, with their heads drenched in hot oil, were all wet, lying sluggishly in the thick white soup.Finally, a handful of coriander is the last soul of Suoxiang.

If there is anything in the world that can make people forget their troubles, it is eating.If I add a promise to this meal, it is to eat it with my lover.

The first thing I did when I got home was to pull back Xiao Yan’s WeChat and send an apology to Xiao Yan. The respect of adults lies in each other’s privacy. Xiao Yan gave me a lot of space and only asked me if nothing happened. It's okay, I said no, he was not aggressive, and replied, call me if there is anything to do.

Xiao Yan is a rare friend, I don't want to lose him.I changed Xiao Yan's name and set do-not-disturb for incoming letters.After thinking about it, I still felt it was wrong, so I asked him again: "Are you free tomorrow?"

"Take the client to dinner tomorrow."

"I want to see you, is it that difficult?"

I made my words funny on purpose, and I didn't want him to have any ambiguity that he shouldn't have.

"Let's sing together tomorrow night, there are so many people."

I think it's okay, I went there the next day, there were three or four people in the box, they seemed to be the bosses of big companies, Xiao Yan introduced me as his cousin, I haven't seen him for a long time, come over to play.A good-looking face is welcome everywhere, regardless of gender.Those few people showed great enthusiasm and let me sit wherever I want, and I can eat and drink whatever I want, you are welcome.

It didn't take long for the private room to start sensuality. Several girls sang high-pitched and loud, and the men were not to be outdone. The husband and wife both pointed out their home.

Xiao Yan and I played plug games, winning two out of three games. I was used to claiming that I didn’t have one, but Xiao Yan always chose to believe me and add one.Every time I opened it, seeing his unbelievable expression, I felt proud of playing tricks, but once the tactics were seen through by the enemy, it would no longer work. Later, I lost consecutive defeats and almost vomited in the bathroom.

Xiao Yan saw that I was dying, so he patted me on the back and told me not to drink. I really wanted to have a few more rounds with him, if it wasn't for the fact that I really couldn't drink beer.Sitting is okay, but I started to faint after leaning on the sofa for a while, I knew it was because of the alcohol.I told myself that I must not sleep, the strong alcohol broke my willpower, I still fell asleep as soon as I tilted my head, I don’t know how long I slept, probably only half an hour or an hour.

In the dimness, hands touched my forehead, and then a hot face towel was applied to my face. In order to prevent me from moving around, it was still pressed against my head. It was not heavy, but very gentle.I knew it was Xiao Yan, and I opened my eyes in embarrassment. When I saw that the music had stopped and everyone was chatting, I was extremely embarrassed and hated myself for falling asleep. I should have made you drink so much, I was negligent, are you still uncomfortable?" After speaking, he brought me milk, and I touched it, it was just right.

Xiao Yan was too caring.

If I hadn't met Sanbao first, I would have been with Xiao Yan, but I already had someone in my heart, so I couldn't get in.

I can only regret silently. God opened a window for you, and there must be a dead door behind it.

Mr. Wang and Mr. Li in the box all came to care about me and said, "Xiao Xiao, is your cousin still in school? It looks like he is out of society. You need to practice drinking more. When you come out to work in the future, it's okay not to drink." .”

I said yes, yes, thank you Mr. Wang for your concern, while sipping milk.

I feel very squeamish. There are so many men and women in the box, and I am the only one who drinks milk. It doesn’t matter. There are so many men and women, and I am the only one who drinks milk. I feel much better thinking about it this way.

There was a man in his 30s who said he knew how to read physiognomy, so I would show him if he had nothing to do. I pointed to myself: "Me?"

He said: "Yes." He went on to say: "I usually don't show it to people. You have moles on the left and right sides of your face. You are rich on the left and noble on the right. There is also a mole in the middle of your eyebrows. Men are talented and women are prosperous. See you Such a good face, I can't help but want to show you."

I couldn't wish for such a good thing, so I quickly stretched out my hand to let him see, he looked at it for a while and said: "Your current lover is not ideal, it will only consume you, leave early."

"Consume me what?"

"It consumes everything, youth, money, and energy. It's not good for you. You don't want to separate. Your relationship can't last until you are 23 years old. You will separate before your 23rd birthday."

"What about career?"

"You don't have to worry about your career. You have someone to help you. You are destined to go to the south. There are noble people in the south."

……

I thought about what he said, I will divide before the age of 23, that will be very soon, next March will be my 23rd birthday.

I don't remember what other people said, but I just remember that I can't give up on Three Treasures like this. If it is true as he said, then I must seize the last years and love him with all my strength.

Xiao Yan arranged everyone and sent me back on the way. The taxi driver was in front, and we didn't speak. I was thinking about fortune-telling. Xiao Yan wanted to hug me. I felt it. After several struggles, Xiao Yan still Pretending to be unintentional, put my shoulders: "Go back to bed early, put a glass of water on the bedside, drink it when you wake up in the middle of the night, and eat porridge when you wake up tomorrow, next time I won't let you drink so much, it hurts to see me .”

I was pulled back to reality by Xiao Yan's heartache, and I almost gave in to him, but I really couldn't betray my body, my body couldn't accept anyone, so I could only nod submissively: "Yes, I got it."

The atmosphere became awkward. Fortunately, my community has arrived, and I told him when I came out this time that I lived outside and was with relatives, which meant that I could not invite you to dinner at home.

Xiao Yan didn't do much to persuade me to stay, he knew my attitude, said goodbye to me gently, and asked me to give him a message when I got home.

As I walked on the road, I thought, why, why did you let me meet Sanbao, why didn't you change the order of appearance.If I met Xiao Yan first, would I have another life, where he forced me to study, to exercise, to go to bed early and to get up early, to live a simple and peaceful life, and to work hard and make progress.

It's a pity that life is not dominated by me, and the order of appearances is not changed at will. The catastrophe doomed by God must be finished by me.

After returning home, I calmed down for a long time. After a long time, I felt that my mind was blank and I couldn't think of anything anymore.I picked up my phone and sent a message to Sanbao: "Where is it?"

"casino."

"so late?"

"It's almost gone, what's the matter?"

"It's okay, just ask."

I really don't know how to ask Sambo to come back. I'm the one who wants to leave, and I'm the one who let Lao Wang take me away.

Fortunately, after a while, Sanbao sent another message: "Recently, I don't have money to open a room. I'm borrowing from someone else's house. It's inconvenient. Why don't you let me stay for one night tonight?"

I didn't hesitate for a second: "Okay."

It took more than ten minutes for Sanbao to return: "Come back later."