our town

I finally broke up, and I am very confident and confident, and I will never go back on my word.I even took the suitcase and left him a shit.

There is no direct train to City H, so I took a transfer and spent six hours waiting in the waiting room.I was dragging a gigantic suitcase, suffering from headache and body pain, and staggered along the train station where no one knew me.

I couldn't think of anything except nausea and anger, and everything else was blank.

Send Wu Le a message: "When I get home this afternoon, I broke up with Sambo."

"What's going on, where are you?"

"On the train, we'll talk about it when we come back, to save electricity."

During the first journey, I sat on the hard seat with pain, next to a strange man, sloppy, and opposite was a man and woman, eating various snacks.The table is full of their drinks, chips, fruit.I don't even have a place to lie down.

The train was moving fast, and the whizzing speed blurred the soul in the mirror.I turned my head and saw my face reflected in the glass, angry, wronged, happy...

I finally broke up. From now on, I will study hard, live my single life, and be as happy as I want. Are you afraid that I won’t be able to find a boyfriend? It’s a joke.

I think I am not bad looking, highly educated, good figure, white, love basketball, love reading, can draw, I match you three treasures, more than enough.

Why do you take me seriously, why do you beat people, why do you wrong me, when others come to me like this, they coax and make offerings, but you don’t know how to cherish it, okay, if you don’t cherish it, I will leave you , anyway, leaving you is what I earned.

My body was in pain, I lost my appetite, and I didn't feel hungry at all.But urinating is to go.I held it in for a long time, and it was really uncomfortable, so I dragged my painful body to the bathroom, the dog beat three treasures, and picked my thigh and kicked it.

Even when I sat down or stood up, I felt the pain in my muscles.I gritted my teeth and took a deep breath. The long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain, and I sat down in one breath.The man opposite seemed to see my strangeness, and gave me an extra look, "Whatever you look at, just treat me as sick." I cursed in my heart.

During the six-hour transit waiting time, the waiting room is not cold.

I feel a little bit hungry, but I don’t want to eat in my heart, thinking about my body, don’t faint when I’m too hungry.I bought a bowl of instant noodles when I was about to leave in the morning. I usually like to eat instant noodles, but this time I ate the same taste. It was clearly the flavor of Master Kong’s braised beef, but I couldn’t taste the usual taste. The noodles were made of lime powder on the wall. They were bitter and hard to eat. I forced myself not to think about them, just to satisfy my hunger.I inhaled the lime powder with my eyes closed, swallowed it without chewing much, and drank several mouthfuls of the soup, sweating all over.It may be that the body has replenished energy, or it may be that the hot soup has an effect. I found that my eyes are clearer, it seems that I have a little more strength, and it is not so difficult to endure.

I thought about what Sambo is doing now?Are you back at the hotel yet?Did you go to work?Did you notice I'm gone?After thinking about it, I severely criticized myself: "What are you doing, what is he thinking about, crazy, a scumbag."

Many people in the waiting room in the middle of the night were awake. They must be afraid of missing the train. There are all kinds of people in it. I think they must have had a smooth sailing. I never thought that the boy next to them had experienced such a tragic thing. Wronged, I feel that I am hurt and the whole world owes me.

Everyone goes through a normal life, with loving parents and loving mothers, why is it different when it comes to me?Could it be that the smooth sailing of my classmates and friends is all fake?They also have unknown pain in private?

Or is it just me who is special?

I looked at the crowd around me, they all had peaceful expressions on their faces, and they were all satisfied with their gestures. Occasionally, there were a few young people who were a little cold.I can't see the injuries on their faces, I just feel that my face is full of bitterness and hatred.

Once again, I have doubts, is it just me who is different?Life is so sad?

The sun shot into the waiting room, and I woke up to the sound of the alarm, lifted my almost broken neck, and regretted not sleeping on my back.

My drowsy thoughts came back, yes, this is the waiting room, I will take the bus back to City H later, yes, I broke up with Sanbao.

Picking up the phone, there is a message from Sanbao: "Where is it?" "I bought chicken soup dumplings, how many do you want?" "Have you returned to City H?"

There are three missed calls: Brother Bao.

If you want Lao Tzu to go back, don't even think about it.I turned my neck, which was almost numb, and thought about it, I still have more than 3000 yuan. After removing the rent of 1000 yuan, I will pay Xiao Yan 800 yuan, and there are more than [-] yuan. Damn, I can survive for a month at most.Anyway, the rent can be maintained until May.

(At that time, the rented house was relatively remote, a little more than three stops away from the school, [-] a month, and paid every three months. Wu Le and I were half and half, and each person was [-] at a time. House demolition, graveyards, don’t ask up.)

After getting on the train, I continued to sleep. My head didn’t hurt as much as last night. The pain and stiffness in my neck diluted the perception of other organs. The organs in my body are the same as the competition. If you hurt me, I won’t hurt. .

I'm so thankful for the necks, legs, and back of the head, they'd fight if I didn't stop them.

I don't know if it's because I lost my temper after being tired all night, or because of Sanbao's phone and text messages. Anyway, I didn't feel so angry when I stepped into the gate of the community.

When I entered the house, Wu Le was watching Happy Camp, which is his constant hobby.Seeing me come in, the tense TV was suspended, and concerned eyes swept up and down: "Sambo hit you?"

I really don't want to lose face in front of my friends, I think sparring is nothing more than pride, and it's a shame to be beaten back.Especially Wu Le's straightforwardness. Now I really hate Wu Le for being a straight man who can't speak.

Why can't you beat around the bush, even if you ask, "Did you fight?" Isn't that a good sentence?Do you have to use "You were beaten by three treasures" as a welcome ceremony?

I got angry for a while, and I didn't want to lose face: "We fought, and it was a draw."

"Oh, no wonder there is no paint on the face."

I:……

I want to kill Wu Le.

There is nothing to eat at home. As a bastard who is poorer than me, Wu Le buys vegetables very few times. I rummaged through the kitchen and still had half a bag of dried noodles. Eat it: "Can't you just buy some eggs at home?"

"What egg?"

"Eggs?" I rolled my eyes at Wu Le.

Wu Le didn't mention the process of my quarrel with Sanbao. When I explain it myself, I will definitely not hold it back, he knows.

Sure enough, I couldn’t support a bowl of noodles, so I started to narrate: "This dog is more than three treasures, it is unreasonable, I found a job there, set up a street stall, selling socks, couple socks, funny socks, in the night market, one day can Earning three or four hundred, a woman liked me and bought me a lot of socks. I had dinner with her a few times and went out to play twice. Sambo used this as an excuse to go crazy..."

I told the whole thing, without any details, Wu Le only asked me after listening: "Can you make three or four hundred a day selling socks?"

……

Is that the point?Is that the point?

"Did you listen to me, little Lele?" I didn't even want to eat the noodles, so I put the bowl away and told him affectionately: "I'm feeling very uncomfortable right now, and my body and mind are in great pain. It's fine if you don't comfort me. I picked up some and said nothing, yes, selling socks can make three or four hundred a day, but this is a coincidence, luck, plus our good looks and the support of that woman, do you think whoever sells socks can make a daily profit Three or four hundred?"

Wu Le thought for a while, pushed his little black glasses, and looked up at me: "I also want to sell socks."

Stop talking, where is my knife?

I slept until after three o'clock in the evening, and my hands and feet were soft when I slept. Except for the pain in my legs, the pain in my head was basically not that bad.

I wanted to order a takeaway, but then I thought it was only 800 or so, so I hesitated for a second, whatever, let's eat it.

Send Wu Le a message: "Where is it?"

"You next door?"

……

I pushed open Wu Le's door, he was dressed neatly: "Are you going out? Or just came back?"

"Just came back, woke you up?"

"Wake up hungry. What do you want to eat, I can order takeaway?"

"Stir-fried shredded pork with wild rice stem and fried shredded pork with celery."

"Can you stop eating celery, I want to die."

"Okay, fried shredded pork with cabbage."

Wu Le is good at this. If you say you don't eat celery, he won't ask you why.Respecting the privacy of others and leaving a bottom line for the other party, Wu Le has always done a good job.

Sanbao didn't have any information, so I stopped and thought that I should contact my cousin, after all, school will start the day after tomorrow.I asked Pan Pan and my cousin to come over for dinner. I bought stewed vegetables and white-cut chicken. My cousin asked me if I had green vegetables. I said awkwardly: "Yes, but..."

I did buy vegetables in the morning, but I usually wash them and fry them with three treasures.Sambo is not here, we are not good at cooking, so Pan Pan volunteered: "You are so speechless, two big men can't even cook vegetables, what should we do if our brother is hungry, I will come." Pan Pan fried a clear Stir-fried loofah and scrambled eggs with tomato taste really good. My impression of Brother Xiaopan is even more impressive.

My cousin left after eating, and Pan Pan and Wu Le were chatting in the room. When we talked about scumbags, Pan Pan and I were filled with righteous indignation and gearing up. Wu Le was the only one who couldn’t get into the topic. Wu Le, as a male representative, answered It’s not, and it’s not true if you don’t accept it.It's not right to go, and it's not right not to go.I can only smoke silently, almost smoking cigarettes as brothers.

The next day of school, I have no memory at all. I can’t remember what I did on the first day of school. It’s like I went to a fake university. Those who gamble still gamble, and those who study well are still good at studying. Those couples who were ambiguous earlier have long since become brothers and sisters.There are only a few couples who are really in a relationship, and the discussion is all about the direction of graduation. Some say to go to Hangzhou, Hangzhou is an animation base that has emerged in recent years, and some say to go to Shenzhen. Shenzhen has a developed economy. You can try Tencent and Baidu. , Some said to go to Shanghai, there are many game companies in Shanghai... Everyone has their own opinions, and there are endless disputes.

I wanted to pay back Xiao Yan's money and treat him to a meal, but I was worried about financial constraints, so I asked him if he would like to come to the school's food street to experience it, and the voice he replied said yes with a smile.

Xiao Yan was dressed very casually today, like a college student who suddenly looked younger, I took a second look at him, and he asked me: "Does it look good?"

"You look younger."

I felt that he wanted to rub my head very much, so I held back and only pretended to tear off my clothes with his raised hands, and told me dotingly: "I'm only a few years older than you, and I'm still very young."

Xiao Yan was teasing me again, I knew, what could I do, I didn't say a word.

Seeing that I was silent, Xiao Yan returned to normal like a friend, and talked with me about studies, work, and books he had read.

"I have nothing to do recently. I read Li Shizhen's Compendium of Materia Medica. It's quite interesting."

Seeing that I didn't understand, Xiao Yan went on to say: "Compendium of Materia Medica is not only a book for understanding herbs, prescribing prescriptions and curing diseases, but also records many strange diseases, such as ghost diseases, exotic animals, and rare birds. Many species are not available now. Yes, I don’t know if what he said in the book is true or not, but I believe what he said is true.”

"Is there still a ghost disease?" I don't understand.

"Yes, there are many, many medicines have the effect of curing ghost diseases." Xiao Yan saw that I became interested, and continued to popularize science with me: "I also learned from the Compendium of Materia Medica that almost everything can be used as medicine, even human beings." Nails are all medicines. Nails of different ages and genders have different effects. For example, the nails of women and pregnant women have different effects. The nails of the elderly and children also have different effects. Men and women are even more different. The same is true for water. Different water has different functions. The rain from the sky that does not fall into the ground is called "rootless water". The well water that is first absorbed at dawn is called "Jinghua water". "Fang Zhushui" also comes from snow and ice, rivers and lakes are different, hot springs and cold springs also have their own effects, not to mention distilled water, brine, labor water processed by humans... …many kinds, I can’t remember all.”

I stared at Xiao Yan dumbfounded. I don't know if it's because he has a good memory, or if he memorized it in advance to chat with me, no matter which one, it surprised me.

I opened my mouth exaggeratedly for three or four seconds, Xiao Yan finally couldn't help it, pinched my chin, and I was shaken by his small movements of body contact.

Xiao Yan and Sanbao are people from completely different worlds.

Three treasures are ignorant and incompetent, while Xiao Yan is full of talent.

Sanbao often swears a lot, while Xiao Yan is always gentle and refined.

Sanbao does not seek to make progress, Xiao Yan follows suit, and his work and life are in order.

Sanbao has a bad temper, Xiao Yan speaks softly, and seems to have no temper.

Three treasures, three treasures have too many deficiencies, three treasures are not good anywhere, but I like him, all his bad things are hidden in front of liking, turned into feathers, and were knocked away by my eccentricity.

I like you, you are not good at all, and I want it too.