our town

From the beginning to the present, I think I have performed very well, I don’t cause trouble, I don’t stand out, I am quiet, wandering in classrooms, cafeterias, dormitories, and the snack street outside the school, four points and one line, I enjoy being alone Lonely, but also experience the rare purity, dozing off in class every day, and fantasizing about love from heaven.

The military training of gnashing my teeth lasted fifteen days, and when I was almost used to it, it came to an abrupt end.I looked at my tanned self in the mirror, wanting to cry without tears, I am tanned and super ugly, just like that... Forget it, don’t use metaphors, save your brains.Because my appearance belongs to the light complexion type, although the bridge of the nose is high, but the outline is relatively soft, such a face value is really tanned.If the facial features are particularly three-dimensional, then it’s good to be tanned, but I, hehe, I’m a dirt dog when I’m tanned.

In order not to be a dog, I deliberately searched on Baidu for a long time, and then consulted the female classmate in front of me, who was surprised for a long time.

It's not necessary, this is a provincial art school, it shouldn't be news that boys are whitening.

Later, I summed it up, it should be because I am too handsome.

The class teacher’s surname is Shao, and I became very good at writing this surname later on. Every time I ask for leave to go out, I sign for myself

Since this is a provincial art school, there are too many performers, singers, dancers and piano performers, not to mention broadcasting hosts, film dramas and art design. I said so much just to express that there are simply too many handsome men and beautiful women in the school. The more beautiful you are, the less you can see, either you are playing truant, or you are going to a performance, but every time you take an exam, you must get up early and dress properly, because today you will face a campus full of stars, and you will look beautiful wherever you go I can't keep my eyes open, and only at this time, I feel the unknown pride of being an art school student.I am Yangou, who am I afraid of.

While talking, I got off topic again, because it is an art school with unknown bad reputation, everyone understands it, to put it bluntly, it is to prevent bad social atmosphere from coming to the school to attract people, after all, many girls are still young and have to endure I can't afford the temptation of the world of flowers and flowers, and even voluntarily and self-recommended.

Maybe the principal of this school is more avant-garde, and he manages us boys more strictly. Simply put, you can go to Japan during the day, but you must go back to the dormitory at night. It’s the 21st century. Are you kidding me? I feel worse than high school strict.This bloody rule has its own bloody solution, each class can use it to its fullest, those who are sick, those who have a relative gathering, those who participate in the program... Even the teachers in the design department said that it is the most creative idea I have ever seen , all in the leave note for not going back to the dormitory...

alright, you win.

I spent a month in a daze like this, and in the blink of an eye, on October [-]st, many people in the province went home, and those outside the province organized various activities, such as playing games in the dormitory, playing games in Internet cafes, and playing games in competitive hotels. Playing games, I'm not a girl, I don't know the arrangements for girls, we are not familiar with them anyway, there are a few bold ones and ugly ones who have already gotten acquainted with some girls, and as a chaotic one, I just I want to be quiet first and talk later.

I definitely won't be that indifferent, joke, I'm not a law-abiding person at all, I just came to college, I'm still digesting, I want to take my time, after all, although I like boys, I just like, I I'm not blind, so far I haven't had a single one that has moved my heart.

October [-]st and two days away, I received a call from my mother, saying that she was too busy and had no time to accompany me to report on Yunyun. I patiently listened to my mother’s long-winded words. I only felt that girls were so annoying, and finally finished the opening remarks. In the next second, I will directly enter the topic. I will come to see you on October [-]st, and take a look at your school by the way, and then go on a business trip.

Feelings, you are on a business trip, take a look at me by the way, I think at least half of it

At around [-]:[-] p.m. on October [-]st, I got my wish and picked up my mother at the airport. Looking at her flight time, I reckoned that she worked until the afternoon in one go, and came directly to catch the plane. I didn’t waste today’s time at all.Just about to ask if I'm busy recently, thinking that no matter how busy I am, it's because of my bad dad, so I don't even have the desire to ask.

Dinner is at the small restaurant in front of the school. The food is delicious and the rice is delicious and cheap.My mother and I tasted delicious meals seriously and happily, just like when we were young

I described my college life to her with excitement, and it was all good.She told me not to save money, but cared about my body, and didn't ask too much about my studies. After all, for so many years, my parents have been patronizing fights and shopping, and they have a son. I forgot, anyway, in my memory, neither of them asked about my grades, and now my mother is guilty of wanting to care too much about my studies, and I can't tell the truth, why bother, the living expenses should not be paid by her .

In fact, apart from the lack of necessary care, my parents are quite generous in giving money. Although my father is a scumbag, he is very willing to spend money on women. This is also the only advantage of Tian's men besides making money. If you are willing, you just throw money at it.

The pleasant dinner with my mother ended in a warm atmosphere, and we went shopping in the mall.Later, on the way back, my mother and I were walking slowly, and my mother suddenly said, "Tianbao, you are already 19, and it seems that you have never been in a relationship. If you meet a suitable one, just talk about it. Don't let me fall in love." Mom can't bear other people's gossip.

My brain is blank, is this helping me out of the closet in disguise? No way, is it because I heard some gossip? It’s not right. I also hid it well in my hometown. It seems that I haven’t written a diary yet.

I was thinking hard, thinking about infinite possibilities while being shocked. Before I could think of the perfect solution, my mother’s hotel had already arrived, and I didn’t go up because I was tired. I feel that this is a coincidence of speaking, and on the other hand, I feel that this is definitely my mother's insinuation. After all, there is no better mother than a mother.Thinking of this, I felt relieved. It turned out that my mother had noticed it a long time ago, but she didn't dare to face it. She was already disappointed enough with her partner, and finally found that the little baby she held in her arms had suddenly grown up. , and very tall, and very dazzling, not crooked, handsome and smart, warm and sensible, with my own efforts, I can still pass the exam.But when the dazzling light was gone, she realized that the child who made her proud, was picky behind the warm surface, polite to everyone but not close to anyone, nested in her corner after the occasional enthusiasm, could Not moving for a long time.And vaguely has a different sexual orientation than ordinary people.It wasn't until her son grew up and became dazzling that she suddenly realized that her son had already left her sight without knowing it, and was getting farther and farther away from her in an unchangeable direction.

I can understand her mood at that time, she was extremely happy, but also extremely painful...

I don't blame my mother. After all, she was for love when she was young. If it were me, maybe I would be so selfish. Unfortunately, I was woken up by my mother with a pot of water before I waited for the person who made me fall in love. , I wanted to come out when my family urged me to get married. It seems that I can't act rashly before I'm ready. I've made up my mind, so I don't panic anymore.I thought about talking about a girlfriend, and forgetting about it. Later, I thought about having physical contact, but I couldn’t stand it anymore, and I was in pain.

The three-day holiday passed in a blink of an eye. In addition to the dinner that night, my mother also accompanied me to eat the breakfast of the next day. She hurriedly transferred to the campus and left in a hurry. Maybe she went to the market to visit customers. A housewife, high-spirited, smiling, and fighting for life, I am sincerely happy for my mother, no matter what her original intention is, I like her current state.

With something to do, something to look forward to, something to love, isn't life complete?

On the night of October [-]rd, many students returned to school one after another, and a large number of leave slips were submitted for those who did not come back. I was doing nothing to pretend to study by myself in the classroom. Given the state of my mother coming this time, the full Power has also greatly affected my mood. I feel inexplicably happy in life. I thought that the outside world can't affect me. It seems that the power of family affection is still a bit strong.

Unexpected.

At around eight o'clock in the evening, I was lying on the table looking at the Gongbi painting album, and I was about to complain, but I can do it too.The girls in front started chirping and chattering, really fake. I wasn't in the mood to gossip, but when I heard the sentence that he was really handsome, my ears perked up.

Handsome guy, I can do it, I muttered in my heart.

He is so cold, I want to chase after him, the girl in front is still expressing personal opinions, I am also a little anxious here, who is it worth discussing with you, I really want to reach out to ask, and I feel that it is different from mine People do not match, forget it, bear with it

Just when I was about to continue to keep my ears closed, the girl in front leaned back, turned half of her face, and said with a serious expression, handsome guy, you are being watched, do you know

The sudden confession made me stunned for a third of a second. I smiled and answered her calmly, male and female

The two girls in front were obviously stunned for a moment, and then began to scream strangely in a low voice

Art school, there are too many rotten girls, I can't help it, but knowing that handsome guy is me, I suddenly feel funny, what's the use of being handsome, I look at myself, I'm tired of seeing it

Someone called me at the back, I turned my head, and signaled him with my eyes, saying, behind is our dormitory, tall, cold, likes to dress maturely, but he just needs to be beaten like this when he opens his mouth, Tian, ​​there is someone in the fourth class next door If you want crowdfunding to chase you, you never follow?

I suppressed the little hot temper in my heart, and told him in a calm tone that I can't beat him to death.

After a day without incident, there was a lot of discussion in the class about a girl in the fourth class who wanted to crowdfund and chase me, and the enthusiasm continued. I checked the class group, and everyone was peaceful

Pretend, continue to pretend, the place with the head teacher is so beautiful

Then switch to various small groups, such as swans who want to eat Zhu Bajie, a nest of male models, people who will never be caught by the teaching office, etc.

After opening it cautiously, I made sure that there were no unexpected small yellow pictures, and I carefully browsed up to make sure there were no messy, magical combinations of the natural world.I looked at it with peace of mind.

Do you think that girl can make it?

I see Xuan, Tian Tian is so handsome, now he is even more handsome when Bai comes here, Tian Tian is in the group, ask Tian Tian to pay attention, I can too

Upstairs, plus one

plus one

What the hell, calm down, I bet she won't succeed, I think what Tian Tian is asking for is not a real person, but a fairy who doesn't eat fireworks

Well, I just want to ask, what is crowdfunding? Do you want to buy by the catty?

The teacher asked what kind of crowdfunding purpose is motivating, and the girl replied chasing Tian Tian

I don't take our fifth class seriously, how many sisters are still alive

Eldest sister, you mean to tie him up at night, the younger ones know it, so go do it right away

Hahahaha

Hahahahaha

aba aba

no more love...

Tian Tian is the face of our class, it’s not good to get married so soon

……

I was quite speechless after reading these stupid chat records, and I thought about what went wrong, making them feel that I am so weak and feminine

I am a pure man, okay, but I happen to like a man, my heart twitches.

I can't figure it out, I am depressed and I am studying at night with my forehead on my back. On the way back to the dormitory, the wind is cool and refreshing. The weather in October is neither cold nor hot, the sky covered by light clouds, half the incomplete moon and half Lubulu, I took a deep breath of the free air, and I was so surprised that I swallowed half a mouthful...

Well, the air got me stuck...

This horrifying opening made me guess who she is, I looked at her for half a second, she is not short, not fat, not ugly, in view of politeness, I smiled politely and made a hypocritical dialogue, you are... …

I am Li Ya from Class [-] of Anime. She smiled when she said that, then raised her head, looked at me silently, and said with a smile, in that legend, I am the one who said that crowdfunding is going to chase you, and I will come with you Let me explain, our class is going to crowdfund a project, the teacher asked how to make you willingly contribute vigorously without reservation, I chased after you, as a result, as a result, she looked at me again, and said cautiously, as a result , broke out.

After she finished speaking, she seemed to be relieved, and she regained her calm and easy smile

This switch is amazing

As the person involved, I shouldn't panic, what's the panic, it's not the first time someone has confessed to me, but the confession in college seems to be a bit more violent than in high school, so it's possible that with the identity of a college student, even my skills have been upgraded.I was thinking about how to answer perfectly, and it seemed that there was nothing wrong with it, but she smiled harmlessly at me and said, don't worry about it.

Is this a step down for myself? I smiled and said it doesn't matter, we are all classmates.

We chatted again and said good night in a hurry.

Well, anyway, her explanations, her confessions, her bravery, for whatever purpose, her smile

very sweet...

From that day on, Li Ya never pestered me, and I was happy and quiet. A campus romance hadn’t started yet, and it ended without anyone knowing it.

I returned to the boring and compact days of attending classes during the day, dozing off in the afternoon, and reading various books by myself at night...

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