my you

After Fang Sheng left for a few minutes, Lu Ding was still standing at the door dully.

"Go after him," Lu Xiao handed Fang Sheng the bag he left behind, "while he's not far away."

Lu Ding put the small black backpack on his shoulder, his eyes gradually darkened: "Sister, he doesn't seem to like me at all."

An Shaowen, who came out after cleaning the pot, put his arm on Lu Xiao's shoulder casually: "The ghost can tell that you two like each other, okay, this road is not easy to walk, but you can't get out of your own circle. .”

"You understand quite well." Lu Xiao said.

An Shaowen raised his eyebrows, "That's right, I've read all the novels you mentioned, and I've already studied this kind of sweet and sour love."

"Just like you," An Shaowen pointed at Lu Ding, "don't you think you're awkward?"

"Me? What's wrong?"

"Just tell Fang Sheng directly, I like you, and I will like you alone in the future, just be my boyfriend, just confess your love freely, what's the point of being ambiguous." An Shaowen had a look of resentment. , "Also, I think you are stubborn, and you still think of yourself as a straight man?"

"I……"

Lu fixed me for a long time, but I didn't come up with a reason.

On the matter of confession, he was indeed a little uncertain.

He was afraid that Fang Sheng would reject him, but he was extremely eager to know Fang Sheng's reaction after hearing his confession.

"Don't you, you, you," Lu Xiao poked him, "Besides, Fang Sheng, I can see that Xiao Fang is delicate and sensitive, and I was afraid that this relationship would be realized, and you still can't give him safety. How can I have such a clueless brother like you. "

"sister……"

Before Lu Ding could speak, he was interrupted by An Shaowen again.

"Stop making excuses, hurry up and chase, Fang Sheng doesn't look like a person from Xingchuan City, don't get lost."

Lu Ding came back to his senses, said "Oh" and ran out.

I like him.

I like to see him smile,

I like watching him practice gymnastics and play basketball,

I like his scent,

I like that he always fights with me,

I like his stupid look,

Like everything about him.

Lu Ding ran out with the small backpack on his back, panting on the phone.

don't pick up...

He ran to a nearby bus station and looked around, but there was no one there.

call again

Still don't accept...

He ran another few hundred meters to North Street, which was the only way to go back to school.

No one was seen.

Still don't answer the phone.

Did you take a taxi back?

But Fang Sheng's wallet is still in this small satchel, how can he have the money to travel by car.

Lu Ding looked down at the watch on his wrist, and his eyes turned red before he knew it.

He turned back in dismay, but saw Fang Sheng beside the flower bed in the square of the community.

Lu Ding ran over and raised his hand to wipe his sweat.

"Fang Sheng." Lu Ding called out to a distance.

The squatting man looked up at him, and said a little aggrieved, "Why did you come here?"

"I was wrong, stop running around."

"I didn't run around," Fang Sheng looked at him and said, "I got lost in your neighborhood."

"I won't force you anymore," Lu Ding gently took his hand, "It's my fault. I didn't consider your feelings. I apologize to you. You may not be able to accept it for the time being. I will accompany you to face it slowly. OK?"

He spoke a little anxiously and a little incoherently.

"If we are together, if it really gets out, it will hurt you." Fang Sheng took the bag off his shoulder and put it on his body. "You know, this road is not easy."

Lu Ding choked up a little: "Are you happy like this?"

"As long as I don't see you being dragged into the water by me, I'm happy." Fang Sheng said.

"But I told you I'm not afraid."

"I also said, I'm afraid."

Fang Sheng blushed suddenly, and he didn't know if he was red from the cold. Lu Ding pulled his clothes up and felt that it was not enough, so he took off his coat and put it on him.

"Lu Ding, you haven't tried it. Suddenly, every friend around you who used to be acquainted is secretly calling you disgusting and perverted. You really can't empathize with this feeling. Because I understand Yes, so I don’t want you to experience it once.”

Lu Ding pulled the man into his arms, "How much pain did you suffer?"

"Maybe your sister can accept it, and An Shaowen can accept it, but can you guarantee that everyone will accept it? There will always be someone who will stand up and scold you."

Lu Ding can only feel two things now:

Fang Sheng's voice became hoarse.

He is shaking.

He is afraid.

"Don't think about it." Lu Ding rubbed his chin on the top of his head, "Don't cater to everyone, do what you want, I will accompany you."

The person in his arms sniffed and let out a "hmm".

"I'll take you back to school now, okay?" Lu Ding let go of Fang Sheng and rubbed his arms.

Fang Sheng returned the coat he was wearing, "It's cold and you still wear so little."

Lu Ding pushed the coat back again, "Don't give it to me, if you come to my house and catch a cold, I will feel sorry."

"I have another present for you." Fang Sheng said.

"and also?"

"The courier is on the way, and it will be delivered tomorrow."

Lu Ding scratched his head, "Actually, I bought something for you two days ago, and it's in school now."

"Then let's exchange gifts together tomorrow?"

"Row."

"Brother Legs, you are back." Gu Lu raised his head from the black and white death interface, "We have lost for a day, please bring me back."

Lu Ding turned on the computer, "Your level can't keep losing, right?"

"Someone specifically sniped us, at least at the level of a professional player."

"Pull Zhang Pei."

As soon as he entered the game, Lu Ding noticed something was wrong.

The opponent seems to be deliberately targeting the middle lane in the early stage, and the linkage between the middle and the wild makes Lu Ding unable to separate! He went to the bottom lane to support, causing the bottom lane to be torn apart first, and then most of the map's vision fell into the enemy's hands. The worse the economy The more there are, the bigger the snowball will be.

I lost badly.

Lu Ding put down the mouse and shook his head.

too professional.

Everyone on the other side cooperated perfectly, and there was no chance of a comeback.

If you have to find the reason, it may be that the down road collapsed too quickly.

"Gu Lu, can you play the middle lane?" Lu Ding asked.

Gu Lu scratched his head: "How many heroes can I play?"

"You call my number."

"what?"

Lu Ding pulled him up from the chair, "The next one is to choose a hero who can guarantee his insignificant development. You can resist pressure in the early stage, and the opponent's mid laner is average. I will fight against the opponent's AD."

"Pay attention to the full picture vision, Xiao Fan," Lu Ding plugged his keyboard into Gu Lu's computer, "In this kind of high-end game, the rhythm basically depends on the support. Wild is always elusive, very cunning, so be careful."

"Row."

"Zhang Pei."

"You said."

"You still have to make sure that you can open a [-]-[-] order with the opponent. Try to control Dalong's vision. I'm afraid Chen Siwen and the others won't care about that."

"OK"

Still lost the second game.

It wasn't as obvious as the loss in the first game, but as long as a single line was played, it was basically against them.

Lu Ding frowned deeply.

What is the problem?

"Wait a minute, I'll call someone." He took out his mobile phone and called An Shaowen.

"Is something wrong?"

"Where is it? Play a game with me."

"I'm still at your house."

Lu Ding narrowed his eyes, "Why are you still at my house?"

The other party lowered his voice: "Soak up your sister."

"You are looking for death! There is an Internet cafe downstairs, get lost."

"What's the matter?"

"I took the people in our dormitory to play in rankings, and someone specifically sniped us."

"Wait."

Lu Ding hadn't felt such a sense of powerlessness for a long time.

He turned the chair around twice, "Chen Siwen, my friend will use your account to play jungle later, you can watch from the side, okay?"

Chen Siwen obviously didn't want to give up his account, "If I still can't win?"

"With him here, we can definitely win."

An Shaowen's grasp of rhythm and details is much better than Chen Siwen's, but he still can't prevent the fact that he lost the game.

It's just that the loss wasn't so ugly, at least the statistics of Lu Ding and An Shaowen were very beautiful.

Lu Ding leaned back on the chair and sighed.

The atmosphere gradually turned into silence.

"How can I play this?" Lu Ding raised his hand and rubbed his face, "My mentality has collapsed."

No one took his word for it.

"What kind of game will we play tomorrow at our level? Let's go to sleep." Lu Ding got up from the chair, threw the unplugged keyboard onto his desk, and several pens lying on the desk bounced off.

He raised his eyes and saw the fallen leaves outside the window fluttering in disorder, always feeling a sense of sadness coming from the scene.

Feeling more irritable.

Lu Ding picked up his phone and ran out.

No one stopped him, and no one could stop him.

He wandered alone in the huge campus, and became that person who had no goals and was at a loss again.

Without knowing it, I walked to the gym.

Lu Ding stood at the door, looking at Fang Sheng in the distance.

The man did a backflip and landed firmly on the ground.

With broad shoulders, thin waist and long legs, the gym suit outlines his figure well.

No matter how long Fang Sheng practiced, he watched it for as long as possible.

Seeing Fang Sheng walking towards him, he tilted his head.

"What's wrong?" Fang Sheng took a sip of water.

Lu Ding didn't speak, but shook his head.

"You should be training with your roommate at this time, why did you run out? I remember you have a match tomorrow."

"Is it over with you?" Lu Ding asked.

Fang Sheng stuffed the water glass into his arms: "It's over, wait for me to change clothes, and I'll go out with you for a walk."

Lu Ding crushed a leaf under his feet, and the "click" sound made him feel inexplicably comfortable.

"what happened?"

"I can't win." After he finished speaking, he raised his foot and crushed a leaf.

Fang Sheng handed him a piece of candy: "It's not that you haven't lost before. In the game against that team two days ago, you lost one game."

"I'm really dizzy," Lu Ding tore open the package and threw the candy into his mouth, "This time it's different, no matter how hard we try, we can't win."

"The reason?"

"I don't know. I thought the bottom lane was weak, but I went to fight, and I still lost. Later, I thought it might be a jungle problem, so I called An Shaowen. He must be better at playing. Chen Siwen is good, but he still lost."

Fang Sheng suddenly stopped in his tracks, turned his head to look at him, "Is it possible that you lost because your level was higher than others?"