why did i bend

At that time, he understood how much trouble he had caused his uncle.

He still remembers what his aunt said to him that night, "Everything you have is given to you by us, and we donate it to you, and I don't ask you for anything in return. Just go as far as you can, and it's best not to come back again." Got it. Do you understand?"

Charity, that's right, I have always been able to grow up by relying on the charity of my uncle and aunt, and he has always been palm-up.

From then on, he vowed that he never wanted to be handed over by others, and he would rely on his own efforts to earn money. He would rather have his hands down than become a poor creature waiting for others to pity him.

Yan Zhe didn't know how long he had been sitting, but when he got up, he suddenly felt a stabbing pain in his waist.

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"Uh." Yan Zhe snorted in pain.His lower back injury flared up.

Yan Zhe fell to the ground, motionless.As soon as he moved, he felt a prickling pain in his waist.Probably because he hasn't had an illness for a long time, and he has forgotten his old illness.

Yan Zhe lay on the ground covered in cold sweat, this feeling of helplessness and loneliness enveloped him, suffocating him as always.

The light bulb in the corridor emits weak light, and small flying insects are constantly lingering around the light bulb, desperately getting closer, just to get a glimmer of light.Moths fly to the flame, even if their bodies are smashed to pieces, they will be happy.

The orange light drifted into the room through the screen window, and the flying insects seemed to be able to see the scene inside.

The room was messed up, the owner threw the slippers on the ground at will, one was by the bed, and the other flew to nowhere.

Yang Yuan was lying on the bed, his handsome face was frowning, his lips were tightly pursed, and there was a violent aura exuding from his whole body.

Yang Yuan scratched his hair with his hands irritably.He obviously had good intentions, but Yan Zhe still had that attitude, treating kindness like a donkey.

The more he thought about it, the more angry he became, so he picked up his phone and made a call.

It rang for a long time before the other side picked up.

"Hey?"

"Chi Yuxin, you're living a pretty good life. Did you forget that I'm still suffering from the cold and eating bran-swallowed vegetables?" Yang Yuan said angrily.

"How can I have a good life, this place doesn't shit."

Chi Yuxin's aggrieved voice came from the receiver, hearing that he was not doing well, Yang Yuan felt much better.

Yang Yuan told Chi Yuxin what happened between himself and Yan Zhe just now, he thought that Chi Yuxin would stand by him, but unexpectedly he told him a lesson.

"Brother, are you stupid?" Chi Yuxin said bitterly.

"Who are you talking about!" As soon as Yang Yuan got angry, Chi Yuxin's tone softened immediately.

"No, I mean, how can you say that. Think about it, you two are acquaintances, and if you say you want to give him money, isn't that humiliating him? And families like ours may think that money is nothing, But for ordinary people, it may take a month or two to earn, and if you say you want to give him money so easily, he won't have any other ideas except to show off and humiliate him. Really."

"I didn't mean that, I just wanted to help him." After hearing Chi Yuxin's analysis, Yang Yuan also felt that he lacked confidence, and his tone gradually eased.

"I can understand your kindness, but he doesn't necessarily understand it. Can you express your affection less directly and be more tactful?"

"What are you talking about, what do you like?" Yang Yuan seemed to have been stepped on the tail, and the tone of his speech was a little raised.

"You think I'm stupid. If you don't like him, you will want to give him money? Besides, I gave you the money for renting a house. Where did you get the money for him? It's your watch. It's usually rare It’s so terrible that others will stamp your feet when they touch you. Now you are willing to sell it for that person. What is this not love? "

Don't look at Chi Yuxin's usual idleness and neglect of work, but this understanding of Yang Yuan is really from head to toe, from the inside to the outside.In a short while, Yang Yuan's heart was dissected clearly.

Yang Yuan sighed, and said with some regret, "After getting along with him for so long, he is really good. He cooks for me and helps me wash my clothes and clean up the house. If he was a woman, maybe I would be with him. "

When Chi Yuxin heard this, he was very angry, "I said, Brother Yuan, when did you become so awkward and like a big girl? If you like him, go after him. What's wrong with men and women? What age is it, and you are so obsessed with gender."

"Besides, don't you always say that love is the most important thing, and gender is not an issue. I don't think you usually discriminate against homosexuals."

Yang Yuan did not discriminate against homosexuality, but when it was his turn, he really couldn't accept it for a while.

It's as if things don't happen to me, and I always say it nicely.

"You really stand up and talk without pain in your back, so why don't you care about gender."

Yang Yuan said angrily.I thought that Chi Yuxin would laugh at him and scold him, but he stopped.

After a while, Chi Yuxin's voice came from the other end of the phone, as if after careful consideration, he said, "Actually, I used to think that what's so good about a man is that a woman's body is soft, but I really met someone you like. Then you will understand that in fact, love has no distinction between genders.”

"Are you OK?"

Hearing Chi Yuxin's words, Yang Yuan felt that something must have happened to him.

"Hey, you don't like men, do you?"

Chi Yuxin's tone was a little far-fetched, "How is it possible, I am young. Women like me, why should I like men?"

"Yuxin, so you are here."

An unfamiliar male voice came from the phone, and Yang Yuan intuitively told him that this person had an unusual relationship with Chi Yuxin.

"Okay, I won't tell you, I'll hang up first. The two of you can contact me anytime you make any progress." Chi Yuxin hung up the phone after finishing speaking.

"Yuxin, who are you calling?"

"Oh, I'm a friend." Chi Yuxin just said perfunctorily, "Okay, let's go back quickly."

After hanging up the phone, Yang Yuan sat up on the bed, struggled for a while, and finally opened the door and knocked on Yan Zhe's door.For nothing else, he just wanted to apologize.He was indeed ill-considered just now.

Dong dong dong

Yan Zhe fell asleep in a daze in the room, and he was dreaming when he heard the knock on the door.

Are you still dreaming now?He couldn't tell the difference between dreams and reality.

Yang Yuan knocked on the door for a long time, but Yan Che still didn't open the door for him. His heart was beating a little. Could it be that he was really angry with him.

"Yan Zhe, are you there, Yan Zhe?" Yang Yuan said while knocking on the door.

"...in... hiss" Yan Zhe tried to keep himself away from the door, and then said to Yang Yuan.

Hearing Yan Che's gasp, Yang Yuan said anxiously outside, "Are you okay? What's wrong with you? Open the door!"

"Kick the door open, I can't move now."

Hearing Yan Zhe's words, Yang Yuan became even more anxious and kicked the door.

Seeing Yan Che lying motionless on the ground, Yang Yuan hurried over.

He ran so fast that he almost tripped over the threshold.

"What's the matter with you, are you alright?" Yang Yuan didn't dare to touch Yan Che, as soon as he touched Yan Che, he gasped in pain.

"I have a backache, can you carry me on the bed?"

Yang Yuan's meaning to Yan Che is not just a neighbor or a friend, he is irreplaceable, and in so many years of loneliness, the safe wall he built himself collapsed.

Like a ray of light in the darkness, Yang Yuan illuminated Yan Che's darkness and rescued him from the dark house.

Doll Weather Forecast

"What's wrong with you? It's so serious." Yang Yuan moved very lightly, carefully carrying Yan Che on his back and putting him on the bed.

"hiss……"

Although Yang Yuan's movements were light and large, Yan Che still felt unbearable pain.

"I've been injured before, and I have a herniated disc." Yan Zhe crawled on the bed without moving. He will be in work tomorrow, and if he still can't move tomorrow morning, he will have to ask for leave.

"Why don't we go to the hospital, I'll call an ambulance for you." Yang Yuan was about to call 120.

Yan Zhe raised his hand and grabbed Yang Yuan's hand holding the cell phone, and said.

"No, it's an old problem. Go and fill me with a warm water bag. It will be much better if you warm it up."

Yang Yuan looked at Yan Zhe's pale complexion, cold sweat broke out on his forehead, and his already fair skin was even paler now.

"I'm fine." Yan Zhe tried his best to make his voice gentle.

"Anyway, you hurt, but I don't. I don't worry about you."

Yang Yuan said awkwardly.If it wasn't for the fact that his hands were trembling in anxiety, Yan Zhe would really have believed his words.

Yang Yuan dug out a hot water bag in Yan Che's room, filled it with boiling water, and carefully placed a cushion on Yan Che's waist.

Not only that, Yang Yuan also adjusted the air conditioner to 26 degrees.After a while, there were fine beads of sweat on both of them.The weather outside is humid and hot, there is not a single star in the night sky, and the black clouds in the sky seem to swallow some tall buildings.

"Are you feeling better?" Yang Yuan sat by the bed and looked at Yan Zhe and asked with concern.

"Much better." Yan Zhe replied in a muffled voice.

"Your problem is so scary. It happens when you say it. When I walked in, I thought you were going to die."

"Whether you can talk or not, you are going to die. For me, sitting, standing, squatting for a long time or poor sitting posture will cause back pain." Yan Zhe said angrily.

"So squeamish? Besides these, is there anything else?" Yang Yuan didn't expect that so many things could cause back pain.Aren't those habits of my own daily life just to die?

"Go out and see if it's going to rain."

Yang Yuan dubiously looked out the window, and sure enough, a bolt of lightning flashed from the sky to him.followed by bang