It's all girls, what are you afraid of?
Chapter 2
Yourself.
"Do you have that...what's the foreigner's name, Camaro?"
Zhou Zhou smiled and took out his cell phone from his bag, "You can use this as well."
"Come, come, let me take some photos for you. There have been foreigners asking me to take photos of them before. I'll take photos of them." The old man had a flying look on his face, like a little girl.
Zhou Zhou nodded, not wanting to spoil the old man's interest.
As a result, after taking a few photos, it was obvious that Zhou Zhou would not be able to move after wearing the Miao clothes, which made the old man very dissatisfied.
"Oh, Xiao Zhou, you have to be more natural. Your grandma used this suit to stun your grandpa back then. You have to wear it well!"
Zhou Zhou laughed, feeling that the old man and his grandma were indeed good sisters, and their tempers were exactly the same.
I stayed in the ancient city for one night, and when I left in a hurry the next day, the old man held Zhou Zhou's hand and said, come back and come and see, don't forget her.
Zhou Zhou was still a little stuck until he got on the train, and put the Miao suit back in the box. Zhou Zhou only got back a few photos, and took out his phone to look at the photos from yesterday.
Sure enough, the first few pages were stiff, but when I turned to the last one, my fingers paused.
That was Zhou Zhou who smiled helplessly. Such a strange self put on his grandma’s clothes. In the small bamboo and wood building, leaning against a small but exquisite dressing table, he leaned forward slightly, and the corners of his mouth and eyes were curved upwards. , quite nice.
She stared at the photo for a long time.
Suddenly she shared it with others, but Facebook can't connect to the Internet, WeChat?There are not many people on WeChat.
Then a WeChat message came with a vibrating "buzz".
Child: Are you back?I learned how to make eggplant with minced meat, I will make it for you when you come back!
Zhou Zhou smiled lightly. Master Zhao Qing knew what he was going to do. No one contacted anyone in the past two days.
The mind knows it at a glance, but still thinks that the clothes are perfect, this kind of carelessness suddenly feels very cute.
With a swipe of the finger, the photo was sent.
"Is it beautiful!"
"......so beautiful!"
Zhou Zhou could imagine what kind of tone it was, he learned it from himself, it was yin and yang, he held his double chin, looked at her sideways, squeezed his throat and said, "It's so beautiful ~ roll your eyes again."
What did this kid learn? !
Zhou Zhou smiled and set up the pillow, and looked at the words on the screen dumbly, thinking of Zhao Qingshi who was doing all those funny tricks to keep himself from being so gloomy.
I also remembered that when I saw her for the first time, I never said that when I opened the door and saw her, I thought this woman was very beautiful, that kind of delicate glass-like beauty, meticulous, neat hair, makeup The symmetry is perfect, the clothes are tightly wrapped, and he is wearing a pair of small wedge-heeled leather shoes.
At that time Zhou Zhou thought, really wanted to kiss her, and saw her flustered in his own breathing.
At that time, her thoughts were too strong, which made her a little stiff, so that she didn't fully display her flirting skills!
Later Shen Xingchuan told her not to flirt with her.
What she didn't say was that I was teased first.
Zhou Zhou's eyes sank little by little, and he had some unknown scruples in his heart. He stared at the expression "in a daze" sent by Master Zhao Qing on the screen, and clicked on the keyboard. written in Chinese.
"My grandma brought me up since I was a child. She is from Miaozu."
"When I was young, she would make rice balls for me to eat."
"Before she taught me Chinese, I went back to Germany."
"I miss her."
"You know what? She's very popular..."
Accompanied by the whistle of the train moving forward in the dark, Zhou Zhou lit the small yellow light and chatted with Zhao Qingshi for a long time while the travelers in a carriage were snoring softly.
When it was almost eleven o'clock, Zhao Qingshi was still in high spirits, so Zhou Zhou had to lie to her that the cell phone was out of battery and go to sleep.
"Good night."
Zhou Zhou put aside his mobile phone with a lot of battery left.
Master Zhao Qing, I still have a lot of things I haven't told you, don't worry, you need to sleep well.
I'm not in a hurry either.
We have a long way to go.
Zhou Zhou licked his lips.
The author has something to say: A certain classic Xiaohong: Let me say a few words about the heroine!
Teacher Zhao Qing: Thank you, Axi Dayin, for the landmine (serious face, reading from the manuscript)! !
A certain classic Xiaohong: "Hehehe." Embarrassed, she went online.
Can't talk anymore.
☆、Chapter 8
The author has something to say: Ahem, I must come to some bloody skills that are necessary for writing!
The news of Zhao's mother's car accident came very suddenly, just like an ordinary afternoon, the sun is still so good, Zhao Qingshi, who is sitting in the office, is planning to start a clothing brand, and starts planning with great interest, how much is the budget, and where can I find the talents I need? , Dad Zhao called at that time.
"Come to the military hospital!" Dad Zhao couldn't hear any waves in his voice.
Although Zhao Qingshi felt uncomfortable, he still drove the car quickly, thinking it was a trivial matter. When he saw his pale father under the light of the operation, Zhao Qingshi stopped there and was a little afraid to go forward.
It was said that it was early in the morning to buy vegetables, and someone ran a red light when crossing the road.
Zhao Qingshi listened tiredly to his father's intermittent speech, slumped on the chair, his mind was blank, staring at the hospital guidelines on the opposite wall, no tears but no movement, sitting there quietly, like other children in the compound Similarly, knowing that crying will not solve the problem, it will also add a burden to the father who is already suffering enough.
"What...doctor say?" Master Zhao Qing raised his spirits and asked.
"Say your best."
Zhao's father retired from the army years ago, and most of the time he is still a tough guy like in the army, but occasionally he wants to eat something, act coquettishly to Zhao's mother, and complain to his children why he always doesn't come home, he is as hunchbacked as he is now Master Zhao Qing had never seen the time when he pressed his hands on his eyes with his back on his back and trembled when he spoke.
"Where's my brother?" Master Zhao Qing looked away, trying to flip through the phone, but his hands were shaking uncomfortably.
"Your brother's army assessment."
Master Zhao Qing bit his lower lip, suddenly eagerly wishing to see his brother.
Zhao Qingshi sat on the chair with his head up, looking at the wall above his head.
"It's okay, it's going to be okay, dad, don't worry, it's okay, mom is auspicious, it's okay."
Master Zhao Qing took Papa Zhao's hand and held it tightly, imagining how to deal with things calmly and steadily like a big brother, so as to bring a sense of security to the family and keep them from despair.
Zhao's father just nodded, and kept nodding along with Zhao Qingshi's words. She didn't know if it was an illusion, but she felt hot tears dripping down the back of her hand.
After a while, Xu Jiayang rushed over first, followed by Shen Xingchuan, Xu Yi was out of town, Xu's family and Bai's family all crowded together in the narrow corridor, Xu Jiayang looked worriedly at the silent Zhao Qingshi, and sent Shen Xingchuan Shen Xingchuan shook his head to express his helplessness.
I don't know how long it has passed, Master Zhao Qing seems to have thought about the plot of getting along with his mother when he was a child, and he seems to have thought nothing of it. Bag straps.
All around my ears were the comforting voices of the old people, somewhat diverting Master Zhao Qing's attention.
The surgery door opened.
People rushed up to ask how the doctor was doing, but Zhao Qingshi stood at the end instead, staring straight at the doctor.
"It's not life-threatening, and the patient's family members can rest assured in the hospital for one month of observation and observation."
Master Zhao Qing watched the doctor walk in front of him, and then the nurse pushed out Mother Zhao who was still wearing an oxygen mask.
What followed was a series of procedures and explanations from the doctor. Mr. Zhao Qing insisted that he would not leave the staff behind. He was always busy in the hospital. After completing the procedures, everything has stabilized. The doctor said that he will come back tomorrow, and he is not allowed to enter the ward today. visit.
Zhao Qingshi sent Zhao's father home, Xu Jiayang went back early because of work, the rest of Shen Xingchuan also helped a lot, after getting Zhao Qingshi's eyes insisting that he could go home, he also drove to the neighboring province for a meeting.
Zhao Qingshi rejected her family's idea of buying a car for her after she started working. The house she lived in was also rented with her own salary, an apartment of more than 70 square meters, which was very close to the company, but not close to Zhao's house.
Zhao Qingshi's mind seemed to be churning, and his legs seemed to be filled with lead. He felt his heart was congested, mixed with Beijing's turbid air and sucked into his lungs, making him want to collapse stiffly.
When I walked downstairs to the apartment, it was already night, and the surroundings were quiet, and I could occasionally hear someone's pet dog barking endlessly.
Alone, Master Zhao Qing covered her eyes with her hands, she had no strength to climb up the seven-story stairs, she felt tired after thinking about it, she was really tired, tears flowed down her fingers, and flowed into her mouth , flowing into her clothes, making her feel surrounded by her own feeling of powerlessness, in fact, she thought about it a lot, thinking of her mother who was obviously not very strict but she couldn't refuse when she was a child, thinking of those days when she was lonely, thinking of herself as if she had grown up Yes, I don't know what I was thinking.
Master Zhao Qing bit his lip, stood trembling, and cried silently.
She thought, if studying hard by myself can make everyone happy, why not study?If being strong today will make Dad feel at ease, why can't he support himself like a brother?
But now there is no one.
Finally no one left.
Just when Zhao Qingshi felt the taste of blood in her mouth, someone took her hand away from her eyes, and then gently hugged her.
Master Zhao Qing knew that it was Zhou Zhou.
It can only be her.
Then she stretched out her hand, paused behind the visitor, and hugged him fiercely, twisting the clothes on Zhou Zhou's back with her index finger, as if she had been drained of all her strength for a moment, all her pretending to be strong, as if under this hug Disintegrated to pieces.
"never mind."
Zhou Zhou rested his chin on the top of Zhao Qingshi's head, patted her on the back lightly, and said in a low voice.
Zhao Qingshi in his arms nodded indiscriminately, tears still wet Zhou Zhou's cotton shirt in an instant, and it took a long time before there was a suppressed sob.
Like a little wild cat that has been wandering for a long time.
Zhou Zhou called to ask Zhao Qingshi if he had time to meet a talented newcomer on the weekend. After all, he was also thinking about Zhao Qingshi's future, and she knew Zhao Qingshi's plan.
Unexpectedly, no one answered the phone, turned to Shen Xingchuan, and found out what happened. He had no choice but to go to the hospital in this chaotic time, so he could only buy some porridge and wait downstairs in Zhao Qingshi's apartment.
Unexpectedly, I waited until night, I wondered if Master Zhao Qing was staying in the hospital, and just about to get up to go back, I saw a person walking slowly under the warm yellow light in the distance.
Zhou Zhou didn't make a sound, because she knew that people are the most vulnerable at this time. If she stepped forward rashly, she might really put each other in an emotional situation. Zhou Zhou kept reminding herself what her original purpose was, Just want to get into bed, get out of the way when it's done, and avoid trouble.
Although the realization of this goal may be troublesome like never before, she also enjoys the process of getting to know a beauty a little bit, but this person named Zhao Qingshi in front of her has refreshed her lower limit time and time again. Just give up, now I don't seem to be bored, the more I get in touch with her, the easier it is for me to get her, but I haven't done it yet.
All these are unusual and not so magical, which made Zhou Zhou want to throw himself into it desperately.
Resisting the strangeness in his heart, Zhou Zhou took a step back.
Then Master Zhao Qing stopped.
Covering his eyes with one hand, he stood there thinly, tears under the light so that Zhou Zhou in the dark could see clearly.
Shaking shoulders, drooping long hair, alone, there are moths hovering beside the high-hanging lamp, the colder and colder light enveloped the crying person who was only five steps away from him, but there was no sound at all, Stubbornness that makes my heart distressed.
The scene of meeting Zhao Qingshi when he opened the door that day suddenly appeared in front of Zhou Zhou.
Then Zhou Zhou smiled helplessly, walked up to Teacher Zhao Qing, and watched her tears fall on Zhou Zhou's shoes with a "click".
Without any time to hesitate, Zhou Zhou raised his hand and took Zhao Qingshi's tear-stained hand away, and held him in his arms.
The great satisfaction that welled up in his heart at that moment made Zhou Zhou slightly distracted.
"It's okay." Zhou Zhou heard himself comforting the person in his arms with a gentle voice, as if he saw himself falling into an endless abyss, and what was coming was the pull of body and mind, which made people dizzy A magical sense of falling.
Zhou Zhou didn't want to let go.
"Let's go up first."
When Zhou Zhou went to the kitchen to heat the porridge and returned to Zhao Qingshi's bedroom, he found that he was already asleep, with the quilt rolled up and his face buried in his messy hair.
Holding the porridge, Zhou Zhou looked deeply at Teacher Zhao Qing who was curled up in a ball on the bed. He raised his head and drank the lean meat porridge in the bowl. After finishing the porridge, he turned and went to the kitchen.
After wringing out the water from the wet towel, Zhou Zhou squatted beside the bed and wiped Master Zhao Qing's face. He wiped away the tears on the eyelashes along the eyeliner. Seeing the red nose and swollen lips, Zhou Zhou put down the towel.
He stretched out his fingers and pressed the tip of Zhao Qingshi's small nose, and then moved down to caress the rhombus-shaped soft lips inch by inch.
The lower lip that was bitten off by Master Zhao Qing still had a slight luster of blood, Zhou Zhou stared blankly at the obvious dark spot on the pink lip.
Leaning over, kissed the small wound on the lower lip lightly, and pressed it down, as if the baby's soft touch made Zhou Zhou's eyes sink, he stuck out the tip of his tongue and licked the small broken skin, mixed The saltiness of the tears and the sweetness of the blood made Zhou Zhou clamor for more.
However, Zhou Zhou just stopped panting, and carefully looked at the extremely tired Zhao Qingshi who was sleeping. His skin was as fair and flawless as a porcelain doll, and his long eyelashes trembled slightly due to the unfamiliar sleep, as if a thunderstorm was coming. Zhou Zhou's heart exploded.
Zhou Zhou stood up, turned off the bedside lamp, rubbed his eyebrows in the dark, and looked down at the person on the bed.
After a long time, there was a clear sound in the silence.
"Tsk."
☆、Chapter 9
In the middle of the night Zhao Qingshi felt thirsty, so he got up and wanted to pour a glass of water, but he couldn’t hear anything when he was wearing slippers. When he walked into the living room, he found someone on the balcony in a daze, and he felt sleepy immediately. He rubbed his eyes and waited to adapt Only found out after the light.
It was Zhou Zhou, smoking a cigarette while leaning against the railing.
Master Zhao Qing was stunned for a moment, Zhou Zhou was a complete stranger at this time, with a thin and tall and interesting back, his elbows resting on the railing, his short hair was disheveled by the wind from the balcony, Zhou Zhou used the clip The hand that was smoking was supported, and the hand under the moonlight was clearly visible. The slender joints were gently wrapped by the delicate and white skin. The index finger and middle finger seemed to be holding the half-burned smoke effortlessly. The only embellishment.
Zhou Zhou took another big puff, then lowered his head and twisted the cigarette butt on the railing, and slowly exhaled the smoke rings in his mouth, letting them be blown away in the slightly cold night wind, Zhou Zhou felt like Happy again, smiled lowly, stretched his waist, turned around and saw Zhao Qingshi in the window.
"Hey, I'm going, I'm scared to death." Zhou Zhou held his forehead and bowed his waist slightly, obviously terrified.
Master Zhao Qing gave her a blank look, and he didn't even want to ask her anymore. He didn't know what to ask her, obviously it took a lot of effort just now to hold back her nervous low laugh.
"Why did you wake up?" Zhou Zhou also remembered what she was doing just now, seeing that Master Zhao Qing looked fine, she didn't want to say anything.
"Drink water, I'm thirsty." Master Zhao Qing took a glass of water, "Why are you still here?"
Zhou Zhou opened the door and returned to the living room sideways, "En."
Master Zhao Qing glanced at her, put down the water glass, and lost sleepiness, thinking that he would have to go to the hospital to see his mother early tomorrow morning, and felt a little blocked, looking at Zhou Zhou who was sitting on the sofa and watching his mobile phone.
Zhou Zhou's legs were crossed, looking straight, and he looked not sleepy at such a late hour, playing with his mobile phone.
I knew in my heart that maybe I was worried about myself. After all, it was not long before I hugged someone and cried for twenty to ten minutes.
Zhou Zhou raised his eyes and glanced at Master Zhao Qing who was standing there with a serious face and didn't intend to go back to sleep.
"Sit down." Zhou Zhou patted the sofa beside him.
Master Zhao Qing walked over to see what Zhou Zhou was doing.
Chatting with people on Facebook.
"Is this your German name?" Zhao Qingshi pointed to a row of English words on the screen.
Zhou Zhou watched helplessly as the page changed to his own home page following Zhao Qingshi's point, then stretched out his left hand to hold Zhao Qingshi's fingers, put them on his stomach, said a few words of farewell to his friend with his right hand, and then put it away phone.
"En...Lea.Van.Heim!" Zhao Qingshi recalled the name he saw just now, then lowered his head and whispered, "It's quite nice."
Zhou Zhou knew that Master Zhao Qing would never do anything to disturb other people's chats. One is that she needs people's attention now and she doesn't want to be alone, and the other is that he has made her feel that she will be forgiven for doing small things.
Zhou Zhou smiled, but did not let go of the slender fingers in his hand.
"By the way, a friend of mine is very interested in your plan. See you some other day?"
"Huh? Okay, let's discuss it when my mother gets better."
Zhou Zhou nodded, the two sat side by side silently, Zhao Qingshi crossed his legs, a little empty, as if he just came out of yesterday's misfortune, with a small expression that if you survive a catastrophe, you will be blessed.
"Cough, I haven't thanked you yet." Master Zhao Qing whispered, his long loose hair slid down his shoulders.
Zhou Zhou pursed the corners of his mouth, "It's okay." He replied as before.
"No, thank you very much," Zhao Qingshi lowered his head and couldn't see his expression, "You are the first friend I made independently."
Zhou Zhou held back his next sentence in his mind.
"Actually, when my mother was pushed out of the operating room yesterday, I suddenly felt that I couldn't complain to her at all. Before, I still wondered if it was because of her restraint that I became what I am now. I have no friends. Without social interaction, everyone finds it boring," Zhao Qingshi paused, "Like a machine."
"Now I don't think she is to blame. She is right. No matter what the original intention is, the final result is always good for me."
Zhou Zhou didn't say a word. On the topic of mother, she really couldn't think of any good comfort.
"When it's cold, she dresses me, and when I fail the exam, she touches my head. She also cried in fear in front of the doctor because of me having a fever." Master Zhao Qing looked at Zhou Zhou, "So I remember it all."
"This is love." Zhao Qingshi smiled relaxedly, "She loves me."
Zhou Zhou lowered his eyes and held Zhao Qingshi's hand. The soft, maddening kiss just now quietly awakened in Zhou Zhou's heart.
"My mother is gay." Zhou Zhou's soft voice was like a flower blooming silently in this quiet night, devouring reason bit by bit.
"She fell in love with a woman when I was four years old."
"She even brought the woman up to us and said loudly that I loved her."
"And then she left."
"You said that a woman who is usually so gentle and indifferent, how can she have that kind of strength? Dare to leave everyone behind and go alone?"
"I haven't seen her in 20 years."
"But because of her, I fell out with my family and came to China alone, just to let her return to her grandma and let her atone for her sins!"
"But you know what? I really like her."
"But I hate her more."
Master Zhao Qing didn't expect such a thing to happen to Zhou Zhou who was like the scorching sun. He could only look at Zhou Zhou, wondering what to do?
"But do you know what is the most pitiful thing about me?" Zhou Zhou raised his head and looked at Zhao Qingshi. For the first time, the enviable and vivid expression on his usually vivid face was gone, and there was even a kind of sadness that made it difficult to breathe. , buried so deep, only a little tear in the eyes is telling the past of the woman in front of her.
Zhao Qingshi felt his hands tremble a little, and those dark gray eyes were filled with broken moonlight that made people feel distressed.
"The most pitiful thing is that I'm also gay." Zhou Zhou's voice trembled a little, and what was reflected in her eyes was really mocking herself and struggling helplessly.
Zhao Qingshi just traced Zhou Zhou's face in his eyes over and over again, and he also understood what kind of humiliation it was. He hated homosexuality the most and made him suffer, but it was inevitable to fall into it. This is no longer a problem of homosexuality and heterosexuality, but a kind of The sense of restraint that comes from deep inside, knowing that it is useless but still struggling desperately, makes people desperate.
Master Zhao Qing followed his breath.
"Why do we look like a tragic match..." The words were not finished yet.
Zhou Zhou's lips gently kissed the corner of his own mouth, and then he pressed Zhao Qingshi under his body, and then Zhou Zhou's tongue nimbly stretched in, with a little madness and fearlessness, he found Zhao Qingshi's tongue, deepening the sudden attack. An intimate, long kiss.
Zhou Zhou's short hair fell on Zhao Qingshi's face, and his slightly deep eye sockets made it difficult to see what was under the eyelashes. He could only feel Zhou Zhou's soft tongue running wildly in his mouth.
The small wound on the lower lip ruptured again, and Zhao Qingshi had no time to react due to the sudden pain and the sweet smell of blood. He only had his hands on his chest, but he was powerless to block it.
Every heartbeat makes people fall into a void.
Some liquid dripped down Zhou Zhou's face onto Zhao Qingshi's face. Zhao Qingshi stared wide-eyed, feeling Zhou Zhou who was a little crazy at the moment, but suddenly felt sour in his heart.
He raised his hand and gently wiped the corners of Zhou Zhou's eyes, feeling the expected moistness, and then carefully wiped away Zhou Zhou's tears, soft fingertips trembling but firmly stroking the corners of Zhou Zhou's eyes inch by inch.
Zhou Zhou stopped slowly, staring fixedly at the person under him who was so pale by the moonlight.
Master Zhao Qing smiled at her comfortingly, Zhou Zhou could still see at a glance his composure and his beating heart.
Zhou Zhou smiled, and put his chin on Zhao Qingshi's thin protruding collarbone. Zhao Qingshi, who was next to her, could clearly feel the flat belly of this person shaking because of his low laugh. Zhao Qingshi stretched out his hand and put it on the pressure. On the head on his shoulders, he rubbed lightly.
Zhou Zhou rubbed against each other, still smiling.
If I knew that I could take the first step by saying these words, what else am I carrying? !
But she suddenly remembered an old saying that grandma used to say: You don't look at a man under the lamp, and you don't look at a woman under the moon.
Master Zhao Qing under the moonlight today gave Zhou Zhou a strange thought, thinking that it would be nice for the two of them to just be like this all the time.
So it was originally a light kiss, but Zhou Zhou couldn't control it, and felt that he was screaming in his head and forcing her to ask for more.
I have already paid the book, and you, Master Zhao Qing, should also give me some compensation.
Zhou Zhou turned over and pushed Zhao Qingshi inside. He lay down on the edge of the large sofa, raised his arms to cover his eyes, and was speechless.
A strange emotion was churning in my heart, as if I was so impulsive that I could be desperate at the moment.
Master Zhao Qing, you didn't push me away, it was you who didn't push me away.
It's you.
So in the future, don't blame me, okay?
The author has something to say: more advice and less harm!
☆、Chapter 10
The next day, Master Zhao Qing got up early to go to the hospital to see Mother Zhao. After staying for a while, Father Zhao went, and she was driven back to the company.
Zhou Zhou was still sleeping when she left, and he didn't know if he was awake now.
Thinking of the kiss last night and Zhou Zhou's hot tears again, it felt like a dream, and I still remembered the feeling of the lips that always had a big smile on my lips gently sucking on my lips like a dream.
She is the same.
Zhao Qingshi drew a circle on the drawing paper with a pencil, and stroked it little by little.
Why didn't my self push Zhou Zhou away last night?
The first friend, at the moment when he was frankly confessing his thoughts so fragilely, and he had just woken up and experienced a big twists and turns, it was understandable to be in a trance for a moment.
A seemingly perfect circle appeared on the paper, Zhao Qingshi pursed his lips in satisfaction, and turned the pencil habitually, the slender wooden pencil kept flipping at Zhao Qingshi's fingertips, as if drawing a circle in the air.
After turning around for a while, Master Zhao Qing sighed slowly.
My heart is very chaotic.
When Zhou Zhou woke up, it was almost lunch time. He took a look at the timetable with his mobile phone, and realized that he still had an illustration for a magazine, so he hurried back to his home, washed it briefly, and changed his body. Homewear picks up a pencil and leans over the table.
Hastily drew a prototype, drew a few more strokes, and then stopped slowly.
My mind is full of Mr. Zhao Qing from last night.
crazy.Zhou Zhou rubbed his head.
People may just be out of sympathy, so they didn't refuse it.
Zhou Zhou changed the drawing paper.
I came out to my family a long time ago. My father said that as long as there is an heir, it doesn't matter. Grandpa just thought that he was young and loved to play, or he thought it might be because of that Chinese woman, but he didn't take it back. She thought that she would calm down after playing enough, so she always knew that she would marry a man in the future, and the family needed an heir.
When he was in the United States, Zhou Zhou had a few so-called love affairs, with a schoolgirl, a female lawyer, and a coffee shop proprietress, but they all ended within three months, and he didn't want to involve more.
Thinking of Master Zhao Qing, Zhou Zhou said, why haven't you wanted to leave for so long?
Apparently Mr. Zhao Qing regards her as the first friend to date independently, he can accommodate her and tolerate her, but he cannot kiss or have sex with her.
"Tsk." Zhou Zhou sighed and shook his head.
Now I really want to fall in love, how can I fix it?
Before the two of them sorted out their mood.
Zhou Zhou ushered in an unexpected guest.
Zhou Zhou stared blankly at the tall and foreign faces of the people outside the door.
It's her uncle.
"What are you doing here?" Zhou Zhou asked in German, not intending to let the door open.
"Let me take a look." The uncle explained in a good-tempered manner, winking at Zhou Zhou.
Her brother-in-law is 12 years older than her, but since she was a child, Zhou Zhou suspected that this person seems to have a problem with his mental age. He is a bit overwhelming and energetic. He always likes to run around the world. Not to mention, he almost lost his life several times. Anyway, there is no generation gap with Zhou Zhou, the two have always been close, but when they come to China at this time, it is difficult for Zhou Zhou to believe that he is not here to persuade him to return to Germany.
"I'll see if you're doing well."
In the evening, Zhou Zhou and his uncle Case, who had eaten takeaway, were sitting on the sofa.
"It's good." Zhou Zhou curled his lips, and this man suddenly showed an elder's forehead and face, and he was still a little unaccustomed to it.
Case glanced at the messy drawing papers on the desk in Zhou Zhou's study and the waste papers all over the floor. He obviously didn't believe it. The only reason why she worked so hard was that she didn't have enough money.
"Let's go, go back, how about I treat you to a big meal and introduce you to a beautiful boy?" Case smiled at Zhou Zhou.
Zhou Zhou sneered, "Pretty boy?"
Case also laughed. He had no objection to Zhou Zhou liking girls, but he couldn't have children with girls. No one knew the situation of the Haim family better than Zhou Zhou himself.
My eldest brother's youngest son is too young, and his health is getting worse and worse. He will definitely not wait until that time, so he can only pin his hopes on Zhou Zhou's husband's family. People, so the family will take an unprecedented serious attitude towards Zhou Zhou's marriage.
"Didn't you indulge in beauty during this time in China?" Case raised his eyebrows, pushed Zhou Zhou's arm, and smiled wrinkled.
Zhou Zhou also imitated Case and raised his eyebrows, and looked at him with a smile without saying a word.
"God!" Case's eyes widened, "What's it like?"
Zhou Zhou dawdled for a while before taking out his mobile phone, and turned out the side profile of Zhao Qingshi who secretly rowed while Zhao Qing was asleep that day.
"Pretty isn't it?!" Zhou Zhou smiled triumphantly.
"It's really, well, it looks like it's made of porcelain!" Case looked at Zhou Zhou in surprise, "Okay, you!"
Zhou Zhou restrained his smile and sighed, "I haven't got it yet!"
Case waved his hand indifferently, as long as she puts her heart into it, few women can resist.
"How is my father?"
"Fortunately, the doctor said that it has been much better recently."
More than half a month has passed, and the two still have no contact.
Judging from Zhou Zhou's experience, I'm afraid this time he blew it.
Indeed, Zhao Qingshi's character is so serious that he will be happy for a long time even if he does a little revenge, his kiss that day was really a bit sudden.
In addition, Zhou Zhou has been catching up on the magazine's illustrations for the past two days, and he is so busy that Case is stunned when he sees it, and he has no time to think about how to break the deadlock.
Zhou Zhou admitted that Mr. Zhao Qing made her feel a little bit interested, but the world has the most money, so what can I use to tease my sister if I don't have money? !
So when Master Zhao Qing came to her house, Zhou Zhou was painting with watercolors in the workshop, and it was Keith who opened the door.
Master Zhao Qing was still a little awkward, but she could understand Zhou Zhou, maybe she was just a little impulsive at the time, it would be funny if she broke up with him from now on, so she bought vegetables to have a look, and heard from Shen Xingchuan that Zhou Zhou was in a hurry these two days, I guess I didn't sleep much.The reason why I waited for so many days is because I don't know how to say it.
Unexpectedly, the person who opened the door was a tall foreigner, not too old, just the age of the type of uncle that the little girl likes now. Seeing the wide-eyed Zhao Qingshi, he smiled at her with a bit of ambiguity.
"Who are you?" Master Zhao Qing asked in English.
"Ha, I haven't asked who you are yet?" The man smiled, the light lines at the corners of his eyes set off his eyes beautifully, and his dark eyes looked very gentle, "Come in."
"Zhou is working." The man pouted into the workplace, "My name is Keith, hello."
"Hello, Mr. Zhao Qing, you can call me Muees." He had a serious face on his face, as if he could sit down and negotiate with just changing clothes.
Looking at the man in front of him, what does he have to do with Zhou Zhou? Why did he bring him home? !Zhao Qingshi looked at Case and poured water for her as if he was at home, and tightened his hand holding the bag.
"Give me the things, and I'll put them in the kitchen." Case wanted to take the bag, but Zhao Qingshi subconsciously dodged it.Case was stunned, and raised his eyes to look at the obscure man for no apparent reason.
"I'll do it myself." Saying that, he walked into the kitchen with ease, opened the refrigerator with ease, and tidied up the kitchen with ease, and finally poured a glass of juice himself with ease, and placed it next to Case's glass of water .
Keith laughed suddenly, shook his head and said nothing, Zhao Qingshi still had a face begging for money, watching his nose and nose and mouth.
Zhou Zhou in the workshop heard the commotion outside and asked, "Case, is someone here?"
Master Zhao Qing didn't understand German, so he raised his eyebrows.
"Ah, your little girlfriend!" Case whistled, grinning broadly.
Zhou Zhou made a "bang" and came out with a palette.
A large white t-shirt reveals a beautiful neck with a beautiful clavicle, gray loose shorts, a pair of straight long legs, colorful paint on the arms and legs of the clothes, the hair is simply tied behind the head, and a few strands are on the forehead , with big black glasses on his fair face, he was staring blankly at Zhao Qingshi on the sofa.
Master Zhao Qing thought, it's quite cute, if he is so dumb.
Why does it feel like I haven't seen her for a long time.
"Why did you come here suddenly?" Zhou Zhou didn't know what to say on this occasion, so he asked dryly.
"Didn't I tell you before?" Master Zhao Qing curled his lips, "Why don't you introduce me?"
"This is my uncle, Keith, come here for two days." Zhou Zhou glanced at his uncle who was smiling like something.
"This is my friend, Muees."
Zhao Qingshi admits that he is a little embarrassed now, what he did just now, really, what do you think, the clockwork of his brain is probably at home.
"What, you guys chat first, I'll be ready soon." He ran back with his two long legs, "Order something for lunch!"
"No, I'll do it." Master Zhao Qing plucked up the courage to go to the kitchen. After all, he only knows two dishes, and the other is salad.
"Do you have that...what's the foreigner's name, Camaro?"
Zhou Zhou smiled and took out his cell phone from his bag, "You can use this as well."
"Come, come, let me take some photos for you. There have been foreigners asking me to take photos of them before. I'll take photos of them." The old man had a flying look on his face, like a little girl.
Zhou Zhou nodded, not wanting to spoil the old man's interest.
As a result, after taking a few photos, it was obvious that Zhou Zhou would not be able to move after wearing the Miao clothes, which made the old man very dissatisfied.
"Oh, Xiao Zhou, you have to be more natural. Your grandma used this suit to stun your grandpa back then. You have to wear it well!"
Zhou Zhou laughed, feeling that the old man and his grandma were indeed good sisters, and their tempers were exactly the same.
I stayed in the ancient city for one night, and when I left in a hurry the next day, the old man held Zhou Zhou's hand and said, come back and come and see, don't forget her.
Zhou Zhou was still a little stuck until he got on the train, and put the Miao suit back in the box. Zhou Zhou only got back a few photos, and took out his phone to look at the photos from yesterday.
Sure enough, the first few pages were stiff, but when I turned to the last one, my fingers paused.
That was Zhou Zhou who smiled helplessly. Such a strange self put on his grandma’s clothes. In the small bamboo and wood building, leaning against a small but exquisite dressing table, he leaned forward slightly, and the corners of his mouth and eyes were curved upwards. , quite nice.
She stared at the photo for a long time.
Suddenly she shared it with others, but Facebook can't connect to the Internet, WeChat?There are not many people on WeChat.
Then a WeChat message came with a vibrating "buzz".
Child: Are you back?I learned how to make eggplant with minced meat, I will make it for you when you come back!
Zhou Zhou smiled lightly. Master Zhao Qing knew what he was going to do. No one contacted anyone in the past two days.
The mind knows it at a glance, but still thinks that the clothes are perfect, this kind of carelessness suddenly feels very cute.
With a swipe of the finger, the photo was sent.
"Is it beautiful!"
"......so beautiful!"
Zhou Zhou could imagine what kind of tone it was, he learned it from himself, it was yin and yang, he held his double chin, looked at her sideways, squeezed his throat and said, "It's so beautiful ~ roll your eyes again."
What did this kid learn? !
Zhou Zhou smiled and set up the pillow, and looked at the words on the screen dumbly, thinking of Zhao Qingshi who was doing all those funny tricks to keep himself from being so gloomy.
I also remembered that when I saw her for the first time, I never said that when I opened the door and saw her, I thought this woman was very beautiful, that kind of delicate glass-like beauty, meticulous, neat hair, makeup The symmetry is perfect, the clothes are tightly wrapped, and he is wearing a pair of small wedge-heeled leather shoes.
At that time Zhou Zhou thought, really wanted to kiss her, and saw her flustered in his own breathing.
At that time, her thoughts were too strong, which made her a little stiff, so that she didn't fully display her flirting skills!
Later Shen Xingchuan told her not to flirt with her.
What she didn't say was that I was teased first.
Zhou Zhou's eyes sank little by little, and he had some unknown scruples in his heart. He stared at the expression "in a daze" sent by Master Zhao Qing on the screen, and clicked on the keyboard. written in Chinese.
"My grandma brought me up since I was a child. She is from Miaozu."
"When I was young, she would make rice balls for me to eat."
"Before she taught me Chinese, I went back to Germany."
"I miss her."
"You know what? She's very popular..."
Accompanied by the whistle of the train moving forward in the dark, Zhou Zhou lit the small yellow light and chatted with Zhao Qingshi for a long time while the travelers in a carriage were snoring softly.
When it was almost eleven o'clock, Zhao Qingshi was still in high spirits, so Zhou Zhou had to lie to her that the cell phone was out of battery and go to sleep.
"Good night."
Zhou Zhou put aside his mobile phone with a lot of battery left.
Master Zhao Qing, I still have a lot of things I haven't told you, don't worry, you need to sleep well.
I'm not in a hurry either.
We have a long way to go.
Zhou Zhou licked his lips.
The author has something to say: A certain classic Xiaohong: Let me say a few words about the heroine!
Teacher Zhao Qing: Thank you, Axi Dayin, for the landmine (serious face, reading from the manuscript)! !
A certain classic Xiaohong: "Hehehe." Embarrassed, she went online.
Can't talk anymore.
☆、Chapter 8
The author has something to say: Ahem, I must come to some bloody skills that are necessary for writing!
The news of Zhao's mother's car accident came very suddenly, just like an ordinary afternoon, the sun is still so good, Zhao Qingshi, who is sitting in the office, is planning to start a clothing brand, and starts planning with great interest, how much is the budget, and where can I find the talents I need? , Dad Zhao called at that time.
"Come to the military hospital!" Dad Zhao couldn't hear any waves in his voice.
Although Zhao Qingshi felt uncomfortable, he still drove the car quickly, thinking it was a trivial matter. When he saw his pale father under the light of the operation, Zhao Qingshi stopped there and was a little afraid to go forward.
It was said that it was early in the morning to buy vegetables, and someone ran a red light when crossing the road.
Zhao Qingshi listened tiredly to his father's intermittent speech, slumped on the chair, his mind was blank, staring at the hospital guidelines on the opposite wall, no tears but no movement, sitting there quietly, like other children in the compound Similarly, knowing that crying will not solve the problem, it will also add a burden to the father who is already suffering enough.
"What...doctor say?" Master Zhao Qing raised his spirits and asked.
"Say your best."
Zhao's father retired from the army years ago, and most of the time he is still a tough guy like in the army, but occasionally he wants to eat something, act coquettishly to Zhao's mother, and complain to his children why he always doesn't come home, he is as hunchbacked as he is now Master Zhao Qing had never seen the time when he pressed his hands on his eyes with his back on his back and trembled when he spoke.
"Where's my brother?" Master Zhao Qing looked away, trying to flip through the phone, but his hands were shaking uncomfortably.
"Your brother's army assessment."
Master Zhao Qing bit his lower lip, suddenly eagerly wishing to see his brother.
Zhao Qingshi sat on the chair with his head up, looking at the wall above his head.
"It's okay, it's going to be okay, dad, don't worry, it's okay, mom is auspicious, it's okay."
Master Zhao Qing took Papa Zhao's hand and held it tightly, imagining how to deal with things calmly and steadily like a big brother, so as to bring a sense of security to the family and keep them from despair.
Zhao's father just nodded, and kept nodding along with Zhao Qingshi's words. She didn't know if it was an illusion, but she felt hot tears dripping down the back of her hand.
After a while, Xu Jiayang rushed over first, followed by Shen Xingchuan, Xu Yi was out of town, Xu's family and Bai's family all crowded together in the narrow corridor, Xu Jiayang looked worriedly at the silent Zhao Qingshi, and sent Shen Xingchuan Shen Xingchuan shook his head to express his helplessness.
I don't know how long it has passed, Master Zhao Qing seems to have thought about the plot of getting along with his mother when he was a child, and he seems to have thought nothing of it. Bag straps.
All around my ears were the comforting voices of the old people, somewhat diverting Master Zhao Qing's attention.
The surgery door opened.
People rushed up to ask how the doctor was doing, but Zhao Qingshi stood at the end instead, staring straight at the doctor.
"It's not life-threatening, and the patient's family members can rest assured in the hospital for one month of observation and observation."
Master Zhao Qing watched the doctor walk in front of him, and then the nurse pushed out Mother Zhao who was still wearing an oxygen mask.
What followed was a series of procedures and explanations from the doctor. Mr. Zhao Qing insisted that he would not leave the staff behind. He was always busy in the hospital. After completing the procedures, everything has stabilized. The doctor said that he will come back tomorrow, and he is not allowed to enter the ward today. visit.
Zhao Qingshi sent Zhao's father home, Xu Jiayang went back early because of work, the rest of Shen Xingchuan also helped a lot, after getting Zhao Qingshi's eyes insisting that he could go home, he also drove to the neighboring province for a meeting.
Zhao Qingshi rejected her family's idea of buying a car for her after she started working. The house she lived in was also rented with her own salary, an apartment of more than 70 square meters, which was very close to the company, but not close to Zhao's house.
Zhao Qingshi's mind seemed to be churning, and his legs seemed to be filled with lead. He felt his heart was congested, mixed with Beijing's turbid air and sucked into his lungs, making him want to collapse stiffly.
When I walked downstairs to the apartment, it was already night, and the surroundings were quiet, and I could occasionally hear someone's pet dog barking endlessly.
Alone, Master Zhao Qing covered her eyes with her hands, she had no strength to climb up the seven-story stairs, she felt tired after thinking about it, she was really tired, tears flowed down her fingers, and flowed into her mouth , flowing into her clothes, making her feel surrounded by her own feeling of powerlessness, in fact, she thought about it a lot, thinking of her mother who was obviously not very strict but she couldn't refuse when she was a child, thinking of those days when she was lonely, thinking of herself as if she had grown up Yes, I don't know what I was thinking.
Master Zhao Qing bit his lip, stood trembling, and cried silently.
She thought, if studying hard by myself can make everyone happy, why not study?If being strong today will make Dad feel at ease, why can't he support himself like a brother?
But now there is no one.
Finally no one left.
Just when Zhao Qingshi felt the taste of blood in her mouth, someone took her hand away from her eyes, and then gently hugged her.
Master Zhao Qing knew that it was Zhou Zhou.
It can only be her.
Then she stretched out her hand, paused behind the visitor, and hugged him fiercely, twisting the clothes on Zhou Zhou's back with her index finger, as if she had been drained of all her strength for a moment, all her pretending to be strong, as if under this hug Disintegrated to pieces.
"never mind."
Zhou Zhou rested his chin on the top of Zhao Qingshi's head, patted her on the back lightly, and said in a low voice.
Zhao Qingshi in his arms nodded indiscriminately, tears still wet Zhou Zhou's cotton shirt in an instant, and it took a long time before there was a suppressed sob.
Like a little wild cat that has been wandering for a long time.
Zhou Zhou called to ask Zhao Qingshi if he had time to meet a talented newcomer on the weekend. After all, he was also thinking about Zhao Qingshi's future, and she knew Zhao Qingshi's plan.
Unexpectedly, no one answered the phone, turned to Shen Xingchuan, and found out what happened. He had no choice but to go to the hospital in this chaotic time, so he could only buy some porridge and wait downstairs in Zhao Qingshi's apartment.
Unexpectedly, I waited until night, I wondered if Master Zhao Qing was staying in the hospital, and just about to get up to go back, I saw a person walking slowly under the warm yellow light in the distance.
Zhou Zhou didn't make a sound, because she knew that people are the most vulnerable at this time. If she stepped forward rashly, she might really put each other in an emotional situation. Zhou Zhou kept reminding herself what her original purpose was, Just want to get into bed, get out of the way when it's done, and avoid trouble.
Although the realization of this goal may be troublesome like never before, she also enjoys the process of getting to know a beauty a little bit, but this person named Zhao Qingshi in front of her has refreshed her lower limit time and time again. Just give up, now I don't seem to be bored, the more I get in touch with her, the easier it is for me to get her, but I haven't done it yet.
All these are unusual and not so magical, which made Zhou Zhou want to throw himself into it desperately.
Resisting the strangeness in his heart, Zhou Zhou took a step back.
Then Master Zhao Qing stopped.
Covering his eyes with one hand, he stood there thinly, tears under the light so that Zhou Zhou in the dark could see clearly.
Shaking shoulders, drooping long hair, alone, there are moths hovering beside the high-hanging lamp, the colder and colder light enveloped the crying person who was only five steps away from him, but there was no sound at all, Stubbornness that makes my heart distressed.
The scene of meeting Zhao Qingshi when he opened the door that day suddenly appeared in front of Zhou Zhou.
Then Zhou Zhou smiled helplessly, walked up to Teacher Zhao Qing, and watched her tears fall on Zhou Zhou's shoes with a "click".
Without any time to hesitate, Zhou Zhou raised his hand and took Zhao Qingshi's tear-stained hand away, and held him in his arms.
The great satisfaction that welled up in his heart at that moment made Zhou Zhou slightly distracted.
"It's okay." Zhou Zhou heard himself comforting the person in his arms with a gentle voice, as if he saw himself falling into an endless abyss, and what was coming was the pull of body and mind, which made people dizzy A magical sense of falling.
Zhou Zhou didn't want to let go.
"Let's go up first."
When Zhou Zhou went to the kitchen to heat the porridge and returned to Zhao Qingshi's bedroom, he found that he was already asleep, with the quilt rolled up and his face buried in his messy hair.
Holding the porridge, Zhou Zhou looked deeply at Teacher Zhao Qing who was curled up in a ball on the bed. He raised his head and drank the lean meat porridge in the bowl. After finishing the porridge, he turned and went to the kitchen.
After wringing out the water from the wet towel, Zhou Zhou squatted beside the bed and wiped Master Zhao Qing's face. He wiped away the tears on the eyelashes along the eyeliner. Seeing the red nose and swollen lips, Zhou Zhou put down the towel.
He stretched out his fingers and pressed the tip of Zhao Qingshi's small nose, and then moved down to caress the rhombus-shaped soft lips inch by inch.
The lower lip that was bitten off by Master Zhao Qing still had a slight luster of blood, Zhou Zhou stared blankly at the obvious dark spot on the pink lip.
Leaning over, kissed the small wound on the lower lip lightly, and pressed it down, as if the baby's soft touch made Zhou Zhou's eyes sink, he stuck out the tip of his tongue and licked the small broken skin, mixed The saltiness of the tears and the sweetness of the blood made Zhou Zhou clamor for more.
However, Zhou Zhou just stopped panting, and carefully looked at the extremely tired Zhao Qingshi who was sleeping. His skin was as fair and flawless as a porcelain doll, and his long eyelashes trembled slightly due to the unfamiliar sleep, as if a thunderstorm was coming. Zhou Zhou's heart exploded.
Zhou Zhou stood up, turned off the bedside lamp, rubbed his eyebrows in the dark, and looked down at the person on the bed.
After a long time, there was a clear sound in the silence.
"Tsk."
☆、Chapter 9
In the middle of the night Zhao Qingshi felt thirsty, so he got up and wanted to pour a glass of water, but he couldn’t hear anything when he was wearing slippers. When he walked into the living room, he found someone on the balcony in a daze, and he felt sleepy immediately. He rubbed his eyes and waited to adapt Only found out after the light.
It was Zhou Zhou, smoking a cigarette while leaning against the railing.
Master Zhao Qing was stunned for a moment, Zhou Zhou was a complete stranger at this time, with a thin and tall and interesting back, his elbows resting on the railing, his short hair was disheveled by the wind from the balcony, Zhou Zhou used the clip The hand that was smoking was supported, and the hand under the moonlight was clearly visible. The slender joints were gently wrapped by the delicate and white skin. The index finger and middle finger seemed to be holding the half-burned smoke effortlessly. The only embellishment.
Zhou Zhou took another big puff, then lowered his head and twisted the cigarette butt on the railing, and slowly exhaled the smoke rings in his mouth, letting them be blown away in the slightly cold night wind, Zhou Zhou felt like Happy again, smiled lowly, stretched his waist, turned around and saw Zhao Qingshi in the window.
"Hey, I'm going, I'm scared to death." Zhou Zhou held his forehead and bowed his waist slightly, obviously terrified.
Master Zhao Qing gave her a blank look, and he didn't even want to ask her anymore. He didn't know what to ask her, obviously it took a lot of effort just now to hold back her nervous low laugh.
"Why did you wake up?" Zhou Zhou also remembered what she was doing just now, seeing that Master Zhao Qing looked fine, she didn't want to say anything.
"Drink water, I'm thirsty." Master Zhao Qing took a glass of water, "Why are you still here?"
Zhou Zhou opened the door and returned to the living room sideways, "En."
Master Zhao Qing glanced at her, put down the water glass, and lost sleepiness, thinking that he would have to go to the hospital to see his mother early tomorrow morning, and felt a little blocked, looking at Zhou Zhou who was sitting on the sofa and watching his mobile phone.
Zhou Zhou's legs were crossed, looking straight, and he looked not sleepy at such a late hour, playing with his mobile phone.
I knew in my heart that maybe I was worried about myself. After all, it was not long before I hugged someone and cried for twenty to ten minutes.
Zhou Zhou raised his eyes and glanced at Master Zhao Qing who was standing there with a serious face and didn't intend to go back to sleep.
"Sit down." Zhou Zhou patted the sofa beside him.
Master Zhao Qing walked over to see what Zhou Zhou was doing.
Chatting with people on Facebook.
"Is this your German name?" Zhao Qingshi pointed to a row of English words on the screen.
Zhou Zhou watched helplessly as the page changed to his own home page following Zhao Qingshi's point, then stretched out his left hand to hold Zhao Qingshi's fingers, put them on his stomach, said a few words of farewell to his friend with his right hand, and then put it away phone.
"En...Lea.Van.Heim!" Zhao Qingshi recalled the name he saw just now, then lowered his head and whispered, "It's quite nice."
Zhou Zhou knew that Master Zhao Qing would never do anything to disturb other people's chats. One is that she needs people's attention now and she doesn't want to be alone, and the other is that he has made her feel that she will be forgiven for doing small things.
Zhou Zhou smiled, but did not let go of the slender fingers in his hand.
"By the way, a friend of mine is very interested in your plan. See you some other day?"
"Huh? Okay, let's discuss it when my mother gets better."
Zhou Zhou nodded, the two sat side by side silently, Zhao Qingshi crossed his legs, a little empty, as if he just came out of yesterday's misfortune, with a small expression that if you survive a catastrophe, you will be blessed.
"Cough, I haven't thanked you yet." Master Zhao Qing whispered, his long loose hair slid down his shoulders.
Zhou Zhou pursed the corners of his mouth, "It's okay." He replied as before.
"No, thank you very much," Zhao Qingshi lowered his head and couldn't see his expression, "You are the first friend I made independently."
Zhou Zhou held back his next sentence in his mind.
"Actually, when my mother was pushed out of the operating room yesterday, I suddenly felt that I couldn't complain to her at all. Before, I still wondered if it was because of her restraint that I became what I am now. I have no friends. Without social interaction, everyone finds it boring," Zhao Qingshi paused, "Like a machine."
"Now I don't think she is to blame. She is right. No matter what the original intention is, the final result is always good for me."
Zhou Zhou didn't say a word. On the topic of mother, she really couldn't think of any good comfort.
"When it's cold, she dresses me, and when I fail the exam, she touches my head. She also cried in fear in front of the doctor because of me having a fever." Master Zhao Qing looked at Zhou Zhou, "So I remember it all."
"This is love." Zhao Qingshi smiled relaxedly, "She loves me."
Zhou Zhou lowered his eyes and held Zhao Qingshi's hand. The soft, maddening kiss just now quietly awakened in Zhou Zhou's heart.
"My mother is gay." Zhou Zhou's soft voice was like a flower blooming silently in this quiet night, devouring reason bit by bit.
"She fell in love with a woman when I was four years old."
"She even brought the woman up to us and said loudly that I loved her."
"And then she left."
"You said that a woman who is usually so gentle and indifferent, how can she have that kind of strength? Dare to leave everyone behind and go alone?"
"I haven't seen her in 20 years."
"But because of her, I fell out with my family and came to China alone, just to let her return to her grandma and let her atone for her sins!"
"But you know what? I really like her."
"But I hate her more."
Master Zhao Qing didn't expect such a thing to happen to Zhou Zhou who was like the scorching sun. He could only look at Zhou Zhou, wondering what to do?
"But do you know what is the most pitiful thing about me?" Zhou Zhou raised his head and looked at Zhao Qingshi. For the first time, the enviable and vivid expression on his usually vivid face was gone, and there was even a kind of sadness that made it difficult to breathe. , buried so deep, only a little tear in the eyes is telling the past of the woman in front of her.
Zhao Qingshi felt his hands tremble a little, and those dark gray eyes were filled with broken moonlight that made people feel distressed.
"The most pitiful thing is that I'm also gay." Zhou Zhou's voice trembled a little, and what was reflected in her eyes was really mocking herself and struggling helplessly.
Zhao Qingshi just traced Zhou Zhou's face in his eyes over and over again, and he also understood what kind of humiliation it was. He hated homosexuality the most and made him suffer, but it was inevitable to fall into it. This is no longer a problem of homosexuality and heterosexuality, but a kind of The sense of restraint that comes from deep inside, knowing that it is useless but still struggling desperately, makes people desperate.
Master Zhao Qing followed his breath.
"Why do we look like a tragic match..." The words were not finished yet.
Zhou Zhou's lips gently kissed the corner of his own mouth, and then he pressed Zhao Qingshi under his body, and then Zhou Zhou's tongue nimbly stretched in, with a little madness and fearlessness, he found Zhao Qingshi's tongue, deepening the sudden attack. An intimate, long kiss.
Zhou Zhou's short hair fell on Zhao Qingshi's face, and his slightly deep eye sockets made it difficult to see what was under the eyelashes. He could only feel Zhou Zhou's soft tongue running wildly in his mouth.
The small wound on the lower lip ruptured again, and Zhao Qingshi had no time to react due to the sudden pain and the sweet smell of blood. He only had his hands on his chest, but he was powerless to block it.
Every heartbeat makes people fall into a void.
Some liquid dripped down Zhou Zhou's face onto Zhao Qingshi's face. Zhao Qingshi stared wide-eyed, feeling Zhou Zhou who was a little crazy at the moment, but suddenly felt sour in his heart.
He raised his hand and gently wiped the corners of Zhou Zhou's eyes, feeling the expected moistness, and then carefully wiped away Zhou Zhou's tears, soft fingertips trembling but firmly stroking the corners of Zhou Zhou's eyes inch by inch.
Zhou Zhou stopped slowly, staring fixedly at the person under him who was so pale by the moonlight.
Master Zhao Qing smiled at her comfortingly, Zhou Zhou could still see at a glance his composure and his beating heart.
Zhou Zhou smiled, and put his chin on Zhao Qingshi's thin protruding collarbone. Zhao Qingshi, who was next to her, could clearly feel the flat belly of this person shaking because of his low laugh. Zhao Qingshi stretched out his hand and put it on the pressure. On the head on his shoulders, he rubbed lightly.
Zhou Zhou rubbed against each other, still smiling.
If I knew that I could take the first step by saying these words, what else am I carrying? !
But she suddenly remembered an old saying that grandma used to say: You don't look at a man under the lamp, and you don't look at a woman under the moon.
Master Zhao Qing under the moonlight today gave Zhou Zhou a strange thought, thinking that it would be nice for the two of them to just be like this all the time.
So it was originally a light kiss, but Zhou Zhou couldn't control it, and felt that he was screaming in his head and forcing her to ask for more.
I have already paid the book, and you, Master Zhao Qing, should also give me some compensation.
Zhou Zhou turned over and pushed Zhao Qingshi inside. He lay down on the edge of the large sofa, raised his arms to cover his eyes, and was speechless.
A strange emotion was churning in my heart, as if I was so impulsive that I could be desperate at the moment.
Master Zhao Qing, you didn't push me away, it was you who didn't push me away.
It's you.
So in the future, don't blame me, okay?
The author has something to say: more advice and less harm!
☆、Chapter 10
The next day, Master Zhao Qing got up early to go to the hospital to see Mother Zhao. After staying for a while, Father Zhao went, and she was driven back to the company.
Zhou Zhou was still sleeping when she left, and he didn't know if he was awake now.
Thinking of the kiss last night and Zhou Zhou's hot tears again, it felt like a dream, and I still remembered the feeling of the lips that always had a big smile on my lips gently sucking on my lips like a dream.
She is the same.
Zhao Qingshi drew a circle on the drawing paper with a pencil, and stroked it little by little.
Why didn't my self push Zhou Zhou away last night?
The first friend, at the moment when he was frankly confessing his thoughts so fragilely, and he had just woken up and experienced a big twists and turns, it was understandable to be in a trance for a moment.
A seemingly perfect circle appeared on the paper, Zhao Qingshi pursed his lips in satisfaction, and turned the pencil habitually, the slender wooden pencil kept flipping at Zhao Qingshi's fingertips, as if drawing a circle in the air.
After turning around for a while, Master Zhao Qing sighed slowly.
My heart is very chaotic.
When Zhou Zhou woke up, it was almost lunch time. He took a look at the timetable with his mobile phone, and realized that he still had an illustration for a magazine, so he hurried back to his home, washed it briefly, and changed his body. Homewear picks up a pencil and leans over the table.
Hastily drew a prototype, drew a few more strokes, and then stopped slowly.
My mind is full of Mr. Zhao Qing from last night.
crazy.Zhou Zhou rubbed his head.
People may just be out of sympathy, so they didn't refuse it.
Zhou Zhou changed the drawing paper.
I came out to my family a long time ago. My father said that as long as there is an heir, it doesn't matter. Grandpa just thought that he was young and loved to play, or he thought it might be because of that Chinese woman, but he didn't take it back. She thought that she would calm down after playing enough, so she always knew that she would marry a man in the future, and the family needed an heir.
When he was in the United States, Zhou Zhou had a few so-called love affairs, with a schoolgirl, a female lawyer, and a coffee shop proprietress, but they all ended within three months, and he didn't want to involve more.
Thinking of Master Zhao Qing, Zhou Zhou said, why haven't you wanted to leave for so long?
Apparently Mr. Zhao Qing regards her as the first friend to date independently, he can accommodate her and tolerate her, but he cannot kiss or have sex with her.
"Tsk." Zhou Zhou sighed and shook his head.
Now I really want to fall in love, how can I fix it?
Before the two of them sorted out their mood.
Zhou Zhou ushered in an unexpected guest.
Zhou Zhou stared blankly at the tall and foreign faces of the people outside the door.
It's her uncle.
"What are you doing here?" Zhou Zhou asked in German, not intending to let the door open.
"Let me take a look." The uncle explained in a good-tempered manner, winking at Zhou Zhou.
Her brother-in-law is 12 years older than her, but since she was a child, Zhou Zhou suspected that this person seems to have a problem with his mental age. He is a bit overwhelming and energetic. He always likes to run around the world. Not to mention, he almost lost his life several times. Anyway, there is no generation gap with Zhou Zhou, the two have always been close, but when they come to China at this time, it is difficult for Zhou Zhou to believe that he is not here to persuade him to return to Germany.
"I'll see if you're doing well."
In the evening, Zhou Zhou and his uncle Case, who had eaten takeaway, were sitting on the sofa.
"It's good." Zhou Zhou curled his lips, and this man suddenly showed an elder's forehead and face, and he was still a little unaccustomed to it.
Case glanced at the messy drawing papers on the desk in Zhou Zhou's study and the waste papers all over the floor. He obviously didn't believe it. The only reason why she worked so hard was that she didn't have enough money.
"Let's go, go back, how about I treat you to a big meal and introduce you to a beautiful boy?" Case smiled at Zhou Zhou.
Zhou Zhou sneered, "Pretty boy?"
Case also laughed. He had no objection to Zhou Zhou liking girls, but he couldn't have children with girls. No one knew the situation of the Haim family better than Zhou Zhou himself.
My eldest brother's youngest son is too young, and his health is getting worse and worse. He will definitely not wait until that time, so he can only pin his hopes on Zhou Zhou's husband's family. People, so the family will take an unprecedented serious attitude towards Zhou Zhou's marriage.
"Didn't you indulge in beauty during this time in China?" Case raised his eyebrows, pushed Zhou Zhou's arm, and smiled wrinkled.
Zhou Zhou also imitated Case and raised his eyebrows, and looked at him with a smile without saying a word.
"God!" Case's eyes widened, "What's it like?"
Zhou Zhou dawdled for a while before taking out his mobile phone, and turned out the side profile of Zhao Qingshi who secretly rowed while Zhao Qing was asleep that day.
"Pretty isn't it?!" Zhou Zhou smiled triumphantly.
"It's really, well, it looks like it's made of porcelain!" Case looked at Zhou Zhou in surprise, "Okay, you!"
Zhou Zhou restrained his smile and sighed, "I haven't got it yet!"
Case waved his hand indifferently, as long as she puts her heart into it, few women can resist.
"How is my father?"
"Fortunately, the doctor said that it has been much better recently."
More than half a month has passed, and the two still have no contact.
Judging from Zhou Zhou's experience, I'm afraid this time he blew it.
Indeed, Zhao Qingshi's character is so serious that he will be happy for a long time even if he does a little revenge, his kiss that day was really a bit sudden.
In addition, Zhou Zhou has been catching up on the magazine's illustrations for the past two days, and he is so busy that Case is stunned when he sees it, and he has no time to think about how to break the deadlock.
Zhou Zhou admitted that Mr. Zhao Qing made her feel a little bit interested, but the world has the most money, so what can I use to tease my sister if I don't have money? !
So when Master Zhao Qing came to her house, Zhou Zhou was painting with watercolors in the workshop, and it was Keith who opened the door.
Master Zhao Qing was still a little awkward, but she could understand Zhou Zhou, maybe she was just a little impulsive at the time, it would be funny if she broke up with him from now on, so she bought vegetables to have a look, and heard from Shen Xingchuan that Zhou Zhou was in a hurry these two days, I guess I didn't sleep much.The reason why I waited for so many days is because I don't know how to say it.
Unexpectedly, the person who opened the door was a tall foreigner, not too old, just the age of the type of uncle that the little girl likes now. Seeing the wide-eyed Zhao Qingshi, he smiled at her with a bit of ambiguity.
"Who are you?" Master Zhao Qing asked in English.
"Ha, I haven't asked who you are yet?" The man smiled, the light lines at the corners of his eyes set off his eyes beautifully, and his dark eyes looked very gentle, "Come in."
"Zhou is working." The man pouted into the workplace, "My name is Keith, hello."
"Hello, Mr. Zhao Qing, you can call me Muees." He had a serious face on his face, as if he could sit down and negotiate with just changing clothes.
Looking at the man in front of him, what does he have to do with Zhou Zhou? Why did he bring him home? !Zhao Qingshi looked at Case and poured water for her as if he was at home, and tightened his hand holding the bag.
"Give me the things, and I'll put them in the kitchen." Case wanted to take the bag, but Zhao Qingshi subconsciously dodged it.Case was stunned, and raised his eyes to look at the obscure man for no apparent reason.
"I'll do it myself." Saying that, he walked into the kitchen with ease, opened the refrigerator with ease, and tidied up the kitchen with ease, and finally poured a glass of juice himself with ease, and placed it next to Case's glass of water .
Keith laughed suddenly, shook his head and said nothing, Zhao Qingshi still had a face begging for money, watching his nose and nose and mouth.
Zhou Zhou in the workshop heard the commotion outside and asked, "Case, is someone here?"
Master Zhao Qing didn't understand German, so he raised his eyebrows.
"Ah, your little girlfriend!" Case whistled, grinning broadly.
Zhou Zhou made a "bang" and came out with a palette.
A large white t-shirt reveals a beautiful neck with a beautiful clavicle, gray loose shorts, a pair of straight long legs, colorful paint on the arms and legs of the clothes, the hair is simply tied behind the head, and a few strands are on the forehead , with big black glasses on his fair face, he was staring blankly at Zhao Qingshi on the sofa.
Master Zhao Qing thought, it's quite cute, if he is so dumb.
Why does it feel like I haven't seen her for a long time.
"Why did you come here suddenly?" Zhou Zhou didn't know what to say on this occasion, so he asked dryly.
"Didn't I tell you before?" Master Zhao Qing curled his lips, "Why don't you introduce me?"
"This is my uncle, Keith, come here for two days." Zhou Zhou glanced at his uncle who was smiling like something.
"This is my friend, Muees."
Zhao Qingshi admits that he is a little embarrassed now, what he did just now, really, what do you think, the clockwork of his brain is probably at home.
"What, you guys chat first, I'll be ready soon." He ran back with his two long legs, "Order something for lunch!"
"No, I'll do it." Master Zhao Qing plucked up the courage to go to the kitchen. After all, he only knows two dishes, and the other is salad.
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