"Late" happiness

It was already late at night after finishing the work at the hospital, and he was exhausted. It was the first time he had experienced the departure of an important relative. An Xiaochuan could never imagine that it really happened, and what was even more difficult to imagine was that he would be there again in the future. I can't see my grandma anymore, that is the end of a period of time, my grandma will no longer appear in my future life, and everything related to her has become a memory at this moment.An Xiaochuan was standing at the door of the emergency room. There was an ambulance parked not far away. The emergency lights were blinking. I wondered if the patient had just been sent. The night in early winter was already very cold, and the cold air penetrated into the clothes everywhere. The collar, cuffs and trousers corners make people tremble all over, connecting their hearts together.An Xiaochuan, whose mind was blank, was taken aback by the protruding cell phone ringtone, and it took a long time before he answered it.

"Hello? Xiaochuan..." Zhou Chi's voice came from the phone, very soft. Hearing that An Xiaochuan didn't respond, he asked again: "Xiaochuan... are you listening?" The last three words are so soft that you can hear them quickly. It's not here, I'm afraid it will startle An Xiaochuan.

Somehow, at this moment, I heard Zhou Chi's voice was inexplicably kind, a person who was not a family member was greeting me, as if telling me that I was not alone, and besides my family, I had more support.I have to be more or less strong in front of my family, but I don't need to pretend in front of this person, because his appearance at this time is obviously to give me strength.

An Xiaochuan replied flatly, "Yes, yes."

Zhou Chi heard something unusual, and asked, "What's the matter?"

"Let's go..." After barely squeezing out these two words, An Xiaochuan lowered his head, and big tears hit the ground.

Calling An Xiaochuan and picking up the phone, Zhou Chi already felt bad, but he knew that no matter how much he said at this time, it would be meaningless to a person who lost a loved one, but he really felt sorry for An Xiaochuan.

After being silent for a while, Zhou Chi said: "Xiao Chuan, I won't say much to comfort you. It's late today, so hurry up and rest after work. I'll see you tomorrow. Let's have a good chat tomorrow, shall we?"

An Xiaochuan nodded without refusing: "Well, good."

After hanging up the phone, Zhou Chi couldn't fall asleep. Hearing the tone on the phone, An Xiaochuan must have been greatly stimulated.Thinking of the boy who always has a light expression, the boy who looks good when he smiles, the boy who raises the bar and makes people feel helpless and a little cute, maybe he will not be able to let go of his grief for a long time in the future, thinking of his sad face Zhou Chi seemed anxious, thinking over and over how to get An Xiaochuan to come out as soon as possible.After thinking about it for a whole night, Zhou Chi didn't come up with any good tricks, and finally decided to use the most rustic method, just to accompany him, occupying his time, so that he has no time to think about things, divert his attention, Get over the hardest part slowly.

At noon the next day, Zhou Chi ran to An Xiaochuan's house, thinking that An Xiaochuan might be very tired the night before and would wake up late.As a result, when Zhou arrived late, An Xiaochuan had already woken up, as expected, as if he had been beaten by Shuang.

"You're here." An Xiaochuan looked up at Zhou Chi feebly, then lowered his eyes again, turned and walked into the room, Zhou Chi followed him in, An Xiaochuan poured Zhou Chi a glass of water, and stopped talking.

Zhou Chi looked around and did not see An Xiaochuan's parents, so he asked, "Where are your parents?"

"My dad is at work, and my mom is at my aunt's."

Zhou Chi looked at An Xiaochuan from top to bottom, lying on his stomach with messy hair, this should be the second time he saw An Xiaochuan who was unkempt, the last time he was sick, this time, An Xiaochuan talked less.Because of lack of sleep, my eyes are a little swollen, maybe crying?Thinking that An Xiaochuan would cry secretly by himself, Zhou Chi's heart tightened.My lips are also a bit dry, I must not have drunk much water, why does my face look thinner?Because he was wearing home clothes, which were very docile, it made An Xiaochuan's thin body even more apparent, and it felt like a gust of wind could pass through.Zhou Chi suddenly had the urge to hug these shoulders tightly, as if this would help him keep out the cold.But I'm afraid at this moment, the coldness in An Xiaochuan's heart is colder and colder than the cold air outside the window.Zhou Chi put his right hand on An Xiaochuan's shoulder, patted it lightly a few times, and said softly, "Are you tired? If you need my help, just tell me about running errands."

An Xiaochuan turned his head and saw Zhou Chi's concerned eyes, tears filled his eyes immediately.Ever since he opened the door and saw Zhou Chi, An Xiaochuan felt a sense of grievance in his heart. After hearing Zhou Chi's words, he seemed to be unable to hold on any longer. His eyes opened wide, Looking straight at Zhou Chi, tears welled up in his eyes, and big drops fell on his hands, Zhou Chi seemed to hear the sound of tears patting on the back of his hands.An Xiaochuan's emotions became a little agitated, and his breathing gradually became short of breath. While wiping his tears with his hands, he cried loudly and said: "I will never see my grandma again..." After speaking, tears welled up like a flood Like a dam, it was out of control.

Without even thinking about it, Zhou Chi hugged An Xiaochuan and let him cry on his shoulder, while the other hand was gently stroking An Xiaochuan's back, trying to convey some of his own warmth to him, Warm him up and give him some strength.

An Xiaochuan fell on Zhou Chi's shoulder and cried for a long time, from howling to sobbing slowly, the gloom that had been accumulated in his heart for a long time was completely released, gradually calmed down, raised his head, and found that Zhou Chi Chi's shoulders were wet with snot and tears, and he sobbed and said, "The clothes are dirty from crying..."

"What is this? It's just a piece of clothing. You can do it when you're happy."

"Well, although it's still uncomfortable, it seems to let it out, and my heart is not so blocked." An Xiaochuan went to the bathroom to wash his face, and when he sat back, his face was much refreshed.