not can't lose

Lin Xiao connected the projector with a laptop and projected the picture on the white wall of the bedroom.

Because the wall is not a special projection screen, the picture is a bit dark, which also makes the strange atmosphere of the story more prominent.

Ning Qiu sat on the head of the bed and watched the movie seriously.

As long as he does one thing, he is often very focused, even watching movies.

Ning Qiu doesn't like watching movies, at least according to Lin Xiao's understanding of him, because Ning Qiu almost never goes to the cinema to watch movies, except for the kind of must-see movies organized by their unit.

Lin Xiao originally thought that Ning Qiu would not be able to see it, and if Ning Qiu fell asleep after watching it, Lin Xiao would not be affected by it.

So Ning Qiu paid close attention to the film itself, which moved Lin Xiao a little.

When he was preparing to make this movie, he thought about how he would feel if his brother also saw this movie.

Lin Xiao looked at Ning Qiu's expression many times, and Ning Qiu just hugged the pillow and stared at the movie screen intently, as if he didn't notice Lin Xiao's scrutiny at all.

It's an hour-and-a-half hour movie, and by the time the movie finishes, it's close to midnight.

In the movie screen, the male protagonist enters the prison and looks back quietly at the closed cell door.

In the movie, Lin Xiao was skinny and bony, with a world-weary silent look on his thin face, but his eyes were deep and calm, like another world.

The scene of the ending song of the movie is the dry well, revealing an empty sky from the bottom to the top, like an empty world, only at certain special times, there is a bird passing through the space .

This is a patricide movie.

The male protagonist played by Lin Xiao witnessed his father killing his mother when he was a child, and he could no longer speak due to excessive fright. His father threw his wife at the bottom of a deep dry well and covered some soil in it. Tell the outside world that his wife has left.

Although the male protagonist has forgotten the horrible scene, subconsciously he fears and rejects his father very much. Because he is dumb, he cannot integrate into the society. Father's fear and repulsion, coupled with being dumb, was often abused and beaten by his father.

The film crew arrived, and the heroine, as the lead actress in the film, noticed Lin Xiao, who had been silently working as an oil fan, and told him a lot of stories about the film. Lin Xiao also recalled the The truth about his mother "abandoning the family and abandoning the son", so in the confrontation with his father, he pushed his father into a dry well and fell to his death.

This is Lin Xiao's first work, but in it, his acting skills are so real and simple that he almost blends into the character. It is also through this film that he successfully embarked on the path of an actor.

The movie's ending song was also played, and the commercials began to play on the screen, but Ning Qiu still sat there without moving.

Lin Xiao had no choice but to turn off the projector and then the computer.

Only then did Ning Qiu let out a sigh of relief, and waved to Lin Xiao: "Lin Xiao..."

Lin Xiao walked up to him, sat on the edge of the bed and looked down at him, "Brother, what's the matter? Do you think the tone of this movie is too dark."

At the beginning, the tone of this movie was too dark and realistic. The director wanted to make it, but couldn't find any investment. It was because Lin Xiao met her by accident and wanted to make this movie, which made the filming possible.

However, Lin Xiao himself didn't have much money to invest in this movie, so he went to find another investment.

Fortunately, after overcoming many difficulties, this movie was finally released successfully, and it also achieved a good box office and a good reputation.

This also made Lin Xiao a real hit, upgrading from an ordinary idol to an actor idol.

Ning Qiu didn't answer, he put his arms around Lin Xiao's shoulders, and buried his face in his neck.

Lin Xiao didn't particularly understand Ning Qiu's feelings at this time, but he probably knew that his brother might have fallen into some bad mood after watching it.

Lin Xiao put his arms around his brother's body and stayed silent with him.

After a while, Ning Qiu said in a low voice: "This is a good movie, you acted very well, Lin Xiao. You are a very good actor."

Ning Qiu was not a professional film critic, so he couldn't tell what was good about this movie, whether there were any flaws, or where there was room for improvement in Lin Xiao's performance.He just felt so deeply for this movie from his heart.

Lin Xiao turned his head to look at Ning Qiu's deep eyebrows, and said softly, "Brother, thank you."

The corners of Ning Qiu's lips curled up slightly, "Thank you for what I did, I thank you."

Lin Xiao said: "If you hadn't supported me, I might not have made this movie. At first, I just thought that I wanted to make this movie. But after that, I really experienced some difficulties in making it. I think I can just forget it. Every time I want to back down, I think if I can’t solve this problem, how can I improve. Besides, I want to shoot it for you to see, so I encountered those difficulties, I didn’t back down, I’ve been trying to figure out a way to solve the problem, and I’ve come to the last step, let this movie be released in theaters, let everyone see this movie, and now, you can too.”

Ning Qiu didn't understand the filming and production of the film, so he immediately asked: "Is there a lot of suffering? Is there no money?"

Lin Xiao wanted to laugh at the fact that Ning Qiu raised money as soon as he thought about it, but, speaking of it, money was indeed the number one issue.

Lin Xiao nodded and said, "Yes."

So, he talked about various problems during the shooting process.

At first he had no money, but luckily he found Mr. Peng Shixin whom he met by chance. Mr. Peng invested more than 3000 million for them, and he invested some money himself.

Then I was looking for an actor. The lead actress needed an actor in her 40s with excellent acting skills. Because she needed to lead Lin Xiao’s play, she first decided on a lead actress, but the lead actress’ asking price was too high, so she had to forget it; I found another one, but I didn't expect that the manager of the other party wanted to rule Lin Xiao unspokenly. Because Lin Xiao beat up the other party, the female number one was out of play. Ying has won TV awards before, and her acting skills are very good. She doesn't dislike the low salary of this drama, and it is a new director. Only then did this movie come into being.

With the main actors, the selection of other actors took a lot of trouble.

During the filming process, there were many problems. I also encountered the situation where the assistant director was beaten into the hospital by the lighting engineer. Some people maliciously hyped on the Internet, saying that Lin Xiao beat the assistant director. In the end, he had to explain, but there was still something wrong. Few people are skeptical about this, in short, they just don't believe that Lin Xiao, a draft idol, is really acting in movies in a down-to-earth manner.

But after the film was shot, there were many problems with the editing. In order to pass the review, the film was edited again and again, and the editing teacher changed several times. There was also a situation where the editing teacher and the director almost got into a fight...

The things Lin Xiao talked about were things Ning Qiu had never understood before.

After Ning Qiu listened, the unknown emotions accumulated in his heart dissipated a lot. He held Lin Xiao's face and said: "It was really hard, it was not easy."

Lin Xiao moved his head and kissed Ning Qiu's palm lightly with his lips, and said with a smile, "If you like it, it's worth more than anything else."

Ning Qiu looked at him and said, "Do you know that I will like it?"

Lin Xiao shook his head and said, "I don't know if you will like it. But, I always feel that you seem to care about you very much because your biological father hurt your mother before you were born."

Ning Qiu was stunned for a moment.

When Ning Qiu was in the quiet Gobi, he watched the red sun sinking from the horizon, the sky and the earth were vast, and people were extremely small, as if they were smaller than gravel.

He would also think at that time that he came to this world by accident. At that time, his mother didn't know his existence. Both his grandmother and mother hoped that he would be induced and disappeared from this world, but he was like him. As grandma said, "a little one has to survive", grandma said: "I hope you will become a good person, and don't become a person like your father."

When he was very young, if he did something wrong, grandma would look at him with worried and painful eyes, as if she was examining his future, whether he would grow up to be like his unknown father, a Rapist, is a scum.

Ning Qiu didn't dare to make mistakes, he was probably more afraid than his grandmother that he would become a person who would harm others in the future.

Ning Qiu didn't respond to Lin Xiao's words, nor did he look at Lin Xiao, but lowered his head, looked to the side of the bed, and remained silent.

Lin Xiao added: "We will always be ourselves. Brother, you are you and have nothing to do with your father."

He put his arms around Ning Qiu, and Ning Qiu said softly, "Thank you. I understand."

**

Ning Qiu set off early the next morning to go to Beijing to report on his work, and Lin Xiao also went to Beijing afterwards, but he was very unlucky, as soon as he entered the hotel where he was staying, he found out that the illegitimate fan was following him.