not can't lose

Late autumn, evening, 07:30.

City S, at this point in time, the sky was already completely dark, and the street lights reflected the winding avenues in the community. Ning Qiu walked home quickly with a bag of vegetables.

He has been working a lot of overtime recently, and this is the only day when he gets off work early. Thinking that the next day is the weekend, if the work unit is fine, he can rest at home for a day, so he bought some vegetables to cook at home, otherwise, he would spend almost all his time at home. The unit addresses dietary issues.

Ning Qiu's life is very regular, either at work, at home, or on business trips, and rarely leaves these areas, not only in real life, but also in his online life. Except for the Internet at work, he rarely looks at other things.

Ginkgo biloba is planted all over the community, and when the cold wind blows, the golden leaves will fall down.

There was a sound of clattering, and the fallen leaves fluttered like golden rain.

Ning Qiu looked up at the sky and realized one thing, it was already late autumn.

It's getting cold, and I may have to get my winter clothes out of the closet.

Spring, summer, autumn and winter cycle continuously, and time passes year after year. Many times, Ning Qiu has no sense of time. Only when he finds that the child is getting bigger and bigger, can he strongly realize that time is passing too fast. Now, before he realized it, the other party had grown up, taller than him, and physically strong.

However, the two have not been in touch for several months since the last time they quarreled with him.

Ning Qiu took a deep breath and thought, that's fine, it's best not to have any special contact in the future, but in fact, he can't really stop caring about the other party, he would wonder if that child will learn from a group of cronies Bad, he is good-looking, will he be tempted to do bad things, will his life be ruined...

But what is good for the other party, Ning Qiu himself dare not be 100% sure.

Everyone has their own way to go, I shouldn't think too much about him, Ning Qiu finally had to comfort himself like this.

Don't contact, it's best for both of you.

Ning Qiu came out of the elevator in the unit building, walked to his door, looked up again, and saw a tall and thin young man standing against the wall at the door of his house.

Ning Qiu's heart skipped a beat, he stopped in his tracks and didn't move forward for a while.

The young man standing at the door with his head down and playing with his mobile phone was still only wearing a loose pullover with a hood in this late autumn. The jeans on his lower body had several holes, and a long calf was exposed under the irregular trousers. Wearing sneakers and no socks.

Ning Qiu felt cold for him, frowned and sighed inwardly.

The hood covered most of the young man's face, but just by looking at his figure, he could feel the vitality and sex appeal that only young people in full bloom could have.

At this moment, the young man raised his head, and his young and handsome face was revealed. He looked at Ning Qiu, with a deep aggressiveness in his eyes, but this feeling only passed away in a flash. It soon turned into hesitant expectations and grievances.

Ning Qiu stepped forward and asked, "When did you come? Why didn't you call me or send me a message."

Lin Xiao was 186 cm tall, taller than Ning Qiu. He lowered his head and took the bag of vegetables from Ning Qiu's hand, and said, "I told you, but you didn't go home anyway, what should I do?"

Ning Qiu felt sorry for him who had waited at the door for hours, and was also annoyed that the kid was good at playing psychological tactics, saying, "If you don't tell me, I'm on a business trip recently, or I have to stay up late at work and work overtime, you just Waiting at the door?"

Lin Xiao didn't answer in a muffled voice, the attitude of "I don't care and wait" made Ning Qiu depressed, because Ning Qiu found that he really had nothing to do with this child.

Ning Qiu opened the door, and the two entered the room.

When Ning Qiu put the keys in the drawer of the cabinet in the hallway, he saw that there was another bunch of keys inside, and there was a crystal photo ornament on the key chain. The photo was the headshot of Ning Qiu and Lin Xiao.

Ning Qiu remembered that this photo was taken when Lin Xiao went to university.

Back then, Ning Qiu took annual leave and sent Lin Xiao to report to the university. There was a self-service machine for taking ID photos and headshots in the commercial street of the school. Lin Xiao needed to take ID photos when he entered school. After taking ID photos, Lin Xiao pulled He took a lot of such Polaroid headshots together. At that time, Ning Qiu was very helpless towards Lin Xiao who was very angry with the child. He followed Lin Xiao whatever he wanted to do. Thinking of what happened at that time, Ning Qiu was a little at a loss. He didn't know whether his indulgence to Lin Xiao before had hurt him.

No matter what happened at the time, Ning Qiu couldn't bear it anymore. He picked up the key that belonged to Lin Xiao, handed it to Lin Xiao, and said, "Forget it, take the keys. Don't worry about it next time." Wait outside the door again."

This bunch of keys was confiscated from Lin Xiao after Ning Qiu had a quarrel with Lin Xiao last time, and he said harshly at that time, "If you continue to behave like this, don't come here."

Seeing that Ning Qiu didn't change his attitude at the time, Lin Xiao had no choice but to return the key to him and left in silence.

With a smile on Lin Xiao's lips, he took the key from Ning Qiu and put it in his trouser pocket.

When Lin Xiao has no expression on his face, he is very cold and handsome, but as long as he smiles, he will immediately show some cuteness, which can even be described as pure and sweet, as if the sun suddenly shines down, and the world is instantly brightened. His fans , all thought that even if someone could resist his handsomeness, it would be difficult to resist his innocence and sweetness.

However, Ning Qiu is probably already immune, and his focus is completely different from those of Lin Xiao's fans.

While changing the slippers in the house, he had already started to scold Lin Xiao, "Aren't you cold if you wear such light clothes?"

Lin Xiao also changed his shoes. He didn't respond to Ning Qiu, but just reached out to hold Ning Qiu's hand.

Ning Qiu immediately felt the heat from Lin Xiao's palm, it was a very warm feeling.

Lin Xiao then said: "I'm not afraid of the cold, nor cold, but you, your hands are so cold."

Ning Qiu, he was a premature baby born in autumn. He has been weak since he was a child. Even though he is now in his thirties, his health is not much better. He is afraid of heat in summer and cold in winter. cold feet.

Ning Qiu glanced at the "child" who was much taller than him again, and couldn't say anything else, so he murmured, "Well, young people are just different."

Lin Xiao laughed, "If you say that, aren't you young?"

Ning Qiu let out a "huh", ignored him, took the dishes in Lin Xiao's hand, went to the kitchen, and asked, "Have you had dinner yet?"

"No." Lin Xiao answered this very simply, and asked again: "What shall we have for dinner?"

Ning Qiu's thoughts are always on work, and rarely on food and clothing. Although he planned to cook for himself, he only bought a few vegetables, so he said, "I'm going to cook noodles, but it's definitely not enough. Let's order takeaway again. What do you think you want to eat?"

Lin Xiao followed him into the kitchen, opened the takeaway app on his phone with his slender fingers, and said, "Let me order."

Ning Qiu said, "Don't waste money, I'll order it."

Lin Xiao pursed his lips and smiled, ignored Ning Qiu's words, and went straight to look at the menu.

Lin Xiao’s idol persona is very cold, he is indeed very silent usually, he doesn’t like to talk, he doesn’t like to laugh too much, he can be regarded as acting in his true colors, nowadays idols should be close to fans, fit in with life, have a good personality and be cute When he is more popular, his idol persona is a bit outdated, but he dances well and is good-looking, and there are many male and female fans who like him.

However, when he was with Ning Qiu, he liked to laugh a lot.

Lin Xiao quickly ordered takeaway, and handed the phone to Ning Qiu to see.

Ning Qiu frowned and said, "Have we eaten so much? Do you have any money to spend recently?"

Lin Xiao didn't want to discuss money with him. In the past few years, Lin Xiao was raised by Ning Qiu to pay for his tuition and living expenses. But after the two had a quarrel before, Lin Xiao refused to ask Ning Qiu again. For a penny, Ning Qiu knew that he had hurt his self-esteem, and regretted it a little. He even wanted to apologize to him, but he didn't seem to say it after all, mainly because he didn't know how to tell Lin Xiao about this issue.

As an adult who has worked for many years, Ning Qiu naturally understands the importance of money, so Lin Xiao is most worried about having no money to spend.

Of course, Lin Xiao has parents and his family is very wealthy, but Ning Qiu thinks that Lin Xiao is a vagrant who spends a lot of money. Ning Qiu often still has to worry that Lin Xiao will go astray because of money problems.

Lin Xiao didn't want to discuss these issues with Ning Qiu, so he put his arms around Ning Qiu's waist from behind, kissed his ear, bowed his head and said, "You won't be hungry."

Ning Qiu saw him making moves again, and wanted to stop him, but at the same time felt that it was hypocritical to put on a serious face of a parent at such a time, so he finally had to forget it, and said helplessly, "It's good that you don't starve. Where have you been lately?" , what are you doing?"

Lin Xiao stared at Ning Qiu's hands washing vegetables, and after a long silence, he said, "I had a temporary job before."

When Lin Xiao was born, his family was in a very good family. His mother was a person who dreamed of being a star, so she sent the child to learn piano and dance. If Lin Xiao's father didn't agree, then his mother might have to send Lin Xiao to Korea for practice. However, although he did not go to Korea, Lin Xiao is extremely proficient in music and dance due to heredity and childhood training.

When Lin Xiao was in high school, his family's business was ruined, his parents couldn't protect themselves, and no one cared about him. Ning Qiu raised him for several years out of his elder brother's responsibility and sympathy for the child.

Ning Qiu is a typical academic school, and he also hopes that Lin Xiao will study hard and work hard after graduation, but Lin Xiao is not the kind of person who can fulfill Ning Qiu's wish. In Ning Qiu's eyes, his behavior is not learning. Ning Qiu doesn't accept such things as being incompetent, and participating in talent shows.

Lin Xiao had had conflicts with Ning Qiu because of this before, and Lin Xiao didn't want to break up with Ning Qiu just after he came back, so he didn't want to tell the truth at all.Fortunately, Ning Qiu never pays attention to entertainment news, and almost never watches TV programs and online variety shows. Lin Xiao is not afraid of showing his secrets to Ning Qiu.

After Ning Qiu finished washing the dishes, he gently broke away from Lin Xiao's hand that was holding him, and went to boil some noodles to fill his stomach first, before asking, "What temporary job?"

Lin Xiao said, "It's just dancing in a dance troupe."

Ning Qiu sighed, and didn't want to say anything about it, so he asked again: "Have you ever been home? Do your parents have any objections? It's always been like this..." Ning Qiu originally wanted to say "no business", but still Swallow these four words.