Companion's Honey

Feeling around, he struggled and kicked.

"Yo yo! Look at this twisted waist, our third young master doesn't know how flirtatious he is on the bed." Duan Yang laughed loudly, his malice scurrying around like a rat in the sewer.

"Get out! Get out!!" Yong Shanshan was still terrified in his heart, and his bluff shouting made him look even more pitiful.The corners of his eyes were red and wet from tears.He lay on the ground unable to move, his body trembling slightly, panting heavily, his heart beating so loudly that it even overwhelmed the exciting drumbeat in the stereo.

Duan Yang patted his face and said with disdain: "Don't look at me like that, as if we raped you.

"Hahahahaha..." There was laughter like a devil.

Yong Shanshan just climbed up from the ground, his face was still wet from tears, his clothes were messed up, and his mobile phone was taken away. Now he sincerely prays for God to come down from the sky to take him out of this hell.In this kind of scene that can be trampled at will, the violent heartbeat has not stopped, and even accompanied by the noisy human voice, even the head began to hurt.

Dirty words, nasty people, nasty situations.In his incomplete memory, similar clips popped up one after another, which was more tormenting than slow motion.

Thick sweat oozes from his forehead, his lips start to tremble from the headache, and pulling his hair hard can't relieve it.

These devils haven't noticed his strangeness yet, and the mocking words are still going on, and he is the protagonist.

"What's wrong, young master? Can't take it anymore?" Duan Yang felt that it was not enough to relieve his anger.

Two days ago, He Zhibei, a good buddy who has always played around in the world, suddenly invited him out for a drink in the middle of the night, he thought there was some occasion.He rushed over to find that he was alone, and He Zhibei really asked him to come out for a drink.

He Zhibei drank one cup after another, but he didn't say a word when he called him, the whole person looked as depressed as if his parents had died.Duan Yang didn't know what was going on at first, but he and He Zhibei have been brothers who went to Jiewa together since they opened their crotch pants. If you think about it, you can know who is the person who can make Mr. He so lost.

In the end, He Zhibei cried and told Duan Yang what was in his heart, with complaints and hatred towards Yong Shanshan.At the beginning, it was just sadness and complaints, but later on, there were only abusive words. There were many falsehoods in the words, mixed with slander, alcohol, and all kinds of ugly words came out.

The more Duan Yang listened, the more angry he became, and his temper came up. Regardless of whether it was true or not, he was ready to teach He Zhibei a lesson from Yong Shanshan, and that's how he got today.

"Are you really good at it? Hmm? People turned around and turned around and found another man." Duan Yang patted his face, seeing Yong Shanshan holding his head motionless, he grabbed his hair and forced him to look up. face off.

There were tears on that face, but there was no expression on it.A pair of tears-soaked eyes stared straight at Duan Yang, who was actually terrified.

He looked at Yong Shanshan viciously to hide his uneasiness: "It is said that a person who looks noble can scream like a bitch in bed. You can call us today. If you scream well, I will call you." let you go."

The surrounding people responded one after another.

It is said that the pain will disappear after a certain degree, but now Yong Shanshan only hopes that he will pass out quickly instead of suffering from the double torture of memory and reality.His eyes were blurred, and he vaguely felt that Duan Yang, who had a short cut, looked somewhat similar to that bald head.

Similar looks, similar voices, similar curse words.

—— "Who is this guy? Fucked you? Is his thing big? Does it make you happy?"

——"When their damn experiment is finished, I'll have a fight with you first!"

No no no, he has been rescued, now he is safe, don't be afraid, these people will not do anything to him.

Yes, there is Lin Qin, and Lin Qin.

Lin Qin will come to rescue him, he knows it.

When he went out in the afternoon, he saw a man installing location software on his mobile phone.

Lin Qin will definitely find him.

Yong Shanshan was so scared, he didn't know whether he was afraid of memory or reality, so he could only keep telling himself to calm down his turbulent heart.The convulsed fingers feebly tried to break Duan Yang's hand.

He remembered the clip where the bald head threatened him countless times that he wanted to cum all over his face, and he was in a trance, and even felt that liquid was really spilled on his face.He froze for a moment, touched the cold place on his face with trembling hands, and the wet touch of his fingertips made him unable to react.

it is true.

All this is true.

He has not yet escaped from that terrible place.

And, as if to make matters worse, the bald head really hit him.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!"

Everyone was taken aback.

The girl who poured a glass of juice on Yong Shanshan just now was also frightened.

"I, I, I didn't do anything, just a glass of juice." Seeing everyone staring at her, she was about to cry.

Only then did Duan Yang realize that something was wrong, and he stretched out his hand to pat Yongshan Mountain.

"Hey, are you okay...Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Suddenly, Yong Shanshan rushed over and bit Duan Yang's hand with such strength that he could almost tear off a piece of flesh.

Those bright black eyes looked at Duan Yang from bottom to top, in which Duan Yang couldn't distinguish any emotions such as hatred, joy, panic, etc. He wanted to kick people like mad dogs away, but he was afraid. A piece of his own flesh was really bitten off.

The people who were booing just now were all stunned, and forgot to go up to help for a while.

"What are you doing standing still! Idiot!" Duan Yang scolded, his eyes were red.

Only then did everyone wake up, and went up to help in a hurry.

"Don't touch him!" Angrily shouted at the door, stopping the hand that was about to reach out.

Lin Qin's tall figure was long overdue.

For a moment, Yong Shanshan's heart stopped beating when he looked at the silhouette that was so familiar.

He was ecstatic at first, he prayed day and night hoping that someone could come to save him, and that person really came.Crawling towards the person with hands and feet together, she threw herself into the embrace that was open to him.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." The man took off his coat to cover him, desperately apologizing to him, he will never be able to protect his beloved.

Suddenly, the person in his arms pushed him away, the hatred on his face was so obvious that no amount of dim light could hide it.

"Get out! It's too late! It's too late!" The young man refused his approach with Duan Yang's blood still on the corner of his mouth.Scream hysterically as soon as he comes over.

The man was terrified, thinking that these people had done something to Yong Shanshan.He pretended to be calm, and even pulled a little stiff smile to comfort him: "It's me, Sansan, don't be afraid, I'm here." The bitterness spread, the two of them officially confirmed their relationship yesterday, and today... …

"Go away!" The young man was hoarse, beating the ground with one hand, bleeding from his joints, and still yelling without pain: "I've been waiting for you! I've been waiting for you every day! Why did you come here! How dare you come here ?!"

Lin Qin was forced to take half a step back by the young man, only then did he realize that the young man's memory had been confused, and he regarded the present as four years ago.

Yong Shanshan saw the man backing away, thinking that he was really going to leave, his face changed instantly, tears seemed to flow endlessly.He tightly grasped Lin Qin's arm with both hands, his nails had already been embedded in the flesh, as if he was grasping a life-saving straw, a good antidote.

"Don't, don't go... Take me away, take me away!" He begged incoherently.

In those bright black eyes, blood and tears interweave into the deepest image in my heart, which is his appeal, his expectation, and his dignity.

The author has something to say: 2016.11.6 change

I want to drive, I want to drive~

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I suddenly found that there are too many characters in my article, and it is a bit difficult to write.

33 When he was kidnapped, he kept praying for the gods to come and save him, but this is not a supernatural text. Naturally, it is impossible for him to appear as soon as he summons Lin Qin Lin Qin. In addition, I assume that there is a magical drug that can reduce people’s subconsciousness. If he is defensive, it becomes easier to be hypnotized by hints. After blue, someone instills bad thoughts in him and leads him in a bad direction. If he is not hypnotized in time after the trauma (assuming it can really ) and stress response, then the person may be crippled or has the tendency or fact to intentionally hurt others, and the bad guys can achieve their ulterior motives.

The above are all nonsense, they are all my hypothetical settings, just take a look, don't take it seriously.

☆、Chapter 15

A farce finally ended when another party appeared.

As soon as He Zhibei saw Yong Shanshan's appearance, he could think of what absurd things those idle young masters and ladies could do.He turned pale with fright, because in the end the responsibility lay with him.Regardless of reprimanding Duan Yang, he went to check the situation of Mount Yong first.

Except for the messy clothes, fortunately, nothing irreparable was caused.

Duan Yang curled his lips unwillingly covering his wound, he couldn't see He Zhibei's appearance: "We really didn't do anything, just scare him, who knows..."

Yong Shanshan, who had been appeased by Lin Qin, screamed again when he heard this voice, and he tried his best to squeeze into Lin Qin's arms, trembling.

"you shut up!"

"enough!"

The voices of the two came out at the same time, He Zhibei glanced at Lin Qin, the jealousy in his heart was beyond words.

He Zhibei sighed: "Take him away, I will handle it here."

Lin Qin didn't look down on Duan Yang, let alone He Zhibei. Hearing this, he just showed a cold and sarcastic smile, and didn't know whether he hated He Zhibei or himself.

Yong Shanshan seemed like a different person.

Crazy, twisted, dark and utterly clingy.

very much.

Once out of his sight for a second, the young man will start screaming.His voice was hoarse, and even his speech was slurred.

He followed Lin Qin every step of the way, even going to the bathroom together.

It took a lot of effort to hug someone and coax him to sleep.

Lin Qin stared at Yong Shanshan who was sleeping defenselessly, and only he knew what was going on in his heart.

When Yong Shanshan was receiving treatment, Lin Qin visited him once, but the result directly caused Yong Shanshan's already improved mental state to be on the verge of collapse again, so he was identified by the doctor as an object to stop contacting.When I go to visit again, I can only take a look from a distance.

God knows how Lin Qin was feeling when he saw Yong Shanshan screaming and hiding hysterically after seeing him.At that time, his feelings for Yong Shanshan had gone crazy. If he hadn't still had reason in his heart, he might have done unimaginable crazy things. After being rejected, he discovered his problem in time, so he kept accepting psychotherapy.But who knows, the uninterrupted treatment made his love for Yong Shanshan crazily grow and spread.

Many times, he couldn't help rushing in front of Yong Shanshan because of his madness, couldn't help but want to imprison him, couldn't help wanting to press people under him and fuck him hard.Sensible, he had to use some radical and extreme means to forget this person, but it backfired.Not only did he not forget this person, but he remembered him even more deeply.

He cut off all the climbing and invading branches, leaving only the original seed, and then buried that seed deeply, deeply, [-] meters underground, under the blood and flesh, Buried in spirit and soul, let it grow.When he finally felt that every thread of his dark soul was completely occupied by thoughts, he came to the door of the small bookstore and embarked on the journey again.

And when he was struggling the most, the Yong family couple who treated him like their own son did not scold him as they imagined, but comforted him so that he would not have any psychological burden.It can be imagined that at that time, his heart felt more uncomfortable than being scolded.

Those tolerance and understanding were like knives, piercing his heart over and over again.

Lin Qin felt guilty, which was consistent with Yong Yimin's thoughts. He also believed that he was responsible for the kidnapping of Yong Shanshan, so from the time Yong Shanshan received treatment until now, he has never stepped into Yong's house in the past few years. door.What's more, Lin Qin Sifang begged for help, and the mastermind behind the scenes has not been found until now. How could he appear in front of the Yong family with a shy face?

And today, four years later, he once again let the person he swore to protect and cherish fall into that disgusting hell.

He wished he could poke a few blood holes in his heart until the blood in his body ran out.

what! ! !

He roared in his heart, like a roaring lion cornered.The eyes that stared at her lover were bloodshot, so red that one suspected that the next second would bleed.

The man really cried, and the sour tears slid to his temples and finally disappeared into his hair.

"Hmm... Zhe Zhe..." I don't know if he heard the wailing in the man's heart, but Yong Shanshan rubbed his eyes and got up from Lin Qin, with a red mark on his left cheek.

This reminded Lin Qin that he used to go to Yong's house every weekend to accompany Yong Shanshan, who was only a junior high school student at that time.At that time, the Yong family was in a downturn. Except for the naive and ignorant Yong Shan who was protected by the whole family, everyone else was running around for business and attending various banquets, so they usually appeared until late at night, and the entire mansion There are only three people in Yongshan Mountain, the housekeeper and the cook.Yong Shanshan has been pampered for more than ten years. He is not afraid of the sky, the earth, but the dark. When the house is empty like this, even turning on two small night lights by the bed is useless.At this time, Lin Qin will shoulder the important task of comforting the child to sleep.

The reason why it is a heavy responsibility is because the child is no longer the little one who can be lulled to sleep with a bedtime story. On the contrary, he knows that Lin Qin will leave his room once he falls asleep, so he would rather use his hands to pull the precarious His eyelids also resolutely refused to close their eyes.At this time, Lin Qin could only change the task from "coax him to sleep" to "accompany him to sleep". Of course, he was happy in his heart.

The next morning, if the kid wakes up first, he wakes him up by jumping on him with the oversized jailbreak bunny figure.If he wakes up first, in order not to disturb Yong Shanshan who is drooling and dreaming sweetly, he usually closes his eyes and lies down for a while until the child is full of sleep, rubbing his eyes and muttering: "Well... Zhe Zhe You're already awake?" Then she opened her star-like eyes wide, and gave him a shy and clean smile.

No matter how many times he experienced this kind of morning, Lin Qin would never get bored, but he was worried that he would never have the right to have such a morning again.

Lin Qin hid his sadness, and said to the young man who came over to ask for a kiss: "Get up, uncle and aunt will come to pick you up right away."

The young man's expression became flustered: "They... pick me up? What about you?" He tried to get closer to Lin Qin.

"I..." The man showed a little hesitation, he was sure that after this incident, the Yong family would never allow him to approach Mount Yong again.

"You want to go? Are you going to leave me?!" The young man interrupted Lin Qin angrily. The hand that was holding the man's collar was turning white and blue due to excessive force, and his beautiful face was not as cute and ugly as usual. And twisted.

"You want to go, you have to go..." He muttered nervously, his expression changed suddenly, his thin fingers pinched the man's neck, and his voice became sharp and harsh: "If you die, you won't leave! If you die, you can stay with me forever!"

It's hard to believe that a thin person can be so explosive.

Lin Qin broke his hand with all his strength, and was afraid of hurting someone with too much strength. Under the dilemma, he felt that his eyes were getting more and more blurry, and all the blood rushed to his head.He looked hard at Yong Shanshan, who was almost insane, and wanted to be strangled to death to make atonement, but he was afraid that when he died, the young man would go to jail for killing people.

How pitiful to be alone.

Yong Shanshan looked down at the man's painful face, his expression changed from madness at the beginning to indifference.

Die, you don't have to endure him anymore.

Snapped.Snapped.

Big drops of water hit the man's face.

The man seemed to be able to see the bewilderment and the struggle for help from those bright black eyes.The veins on his arm were bulging, but when it fell on the young man, it was unexpectedly gentle.He couldn't speak, and his lips could only open and close.

—Don't cry, don't look.I love you.

The young man obviously didn't understand lip language, but at this moment he saw the man's unreserved sincerity.He vented all of his strength, but he couldn't do even a simple movement to remove the stiff arm from the man's neck.

"Wow—" He looked at the fingerprints on the man's neck that quickly turned red, swollen and purple, and cried like a child who did something wrong.

The man was panting and coughing violently, while holding him in his arms.

Two people, one more embarrassed than the other.

"Yes, I'm sorry..." The young man cried out of breath, apologizing to the man over and over again, and the panic in his heart made him tremble all over.

Nearly strangled someone he loved so much.

He didn't even dare to open his eyes to see the man's expression.

Feel like a monster.

Lin Qin patted him on the back, trying to comfort him, but he couldn't make a sound at all, so he had to keep kissing the young man's face to express his emotions.

--I love you.

- don't be afraid.

The young man cried even more fiercely, and he hugged the man tightly like he was holding on to a life-saving straw.

"Don't go...I'm afraid, I'm afraid..." He hiccupped, "Never, never again...Don't go..."

The man pressed the young man on the bed, kissing frantically and covering his head and face, his heavy breathing seemed to be covered with blood foam.

The young man also eagerly tore at the man's clothes, his actions were rude and pointless.

"Dangdangdang!" There was an urgent knock on the door, it should be someone from the Yong family.

"Wow, woof!" was the response from the big dog downstairs.

The man comforted the sobbing young man apologetically, before getting up to open the door.

"Don't!" The young man hurriedly turned over and hugged the man's arm.

Lin Qin nodded, asked the young man to put on his shoes, and went downstairs with his arms half in his arms.

The knocking on the door was getting louder and louder, as if the door was about to be smashed through.

"brush--"

The man opened the door.

Standing outside the door were Yong Shanshan's parents and elder brother. Except for Yong Shuangpei who was still on the plane, they were all present, looking at Lin Qin with anger or blame.

Lin Qin opened his mouth, but still couldn't make a sound, so he could only simply gesture to invite people in.

The three members of the Yong family also saw Lin Qin's tired face and the red and purple raised fingerprints on his neck.Looking at the youngest son who was hiding behind the man wiping his tears, the three of them exchanged glances.

Alaska seems to feel the turmoil in the air, and it used to lean on people when it sees people, but now it just sits aside and does not dare to call.

"We won't go in." In the end, Wang Yuan spoke, her tone was not warm, she looked at her younger son with a smile: "San San, let's go."

"No! I'm not going! I'm not going anywhere!" The young man held the man's arm tightly, the man shrank back, his tone resisted, and he looked at his relatives as if he was looking at an enemy.

"Baby, baby, I am mother." Wang Xian also cried.

The younger son is now as if he had just been rescued four years ago.

"Mom?" The young man became alert when he heard the word.He looked at Wang Xian carefully, as if examining her identity.

After looking at it for a while, the suspicion in his eyes subsided a little, but he still refused.

"I won't go, I want to stay with Lin Qin."

"Three three!" Yong Yimin shouted.

Yong Chengliang frowned, patted his wife and eldest son: "Go in and talk."

Yong Chengliang stopped Lin Qin from pouring tea, and said succinctly: "Go and deal with the injury first." After all, it was his son who hurt someone, so it was always a bit embarrassing.

Lin Qin responded, ready to use a towel and some ice water to compress it.

Yong Yimin stretched out his hand to pull Yong Shanshan over, but he dodged it unexpectedly.

The young man looked at him with suspicion and guard in his eyes.

Yong Shanshan "pattacked" back and forth, couldn't help much and kept adding to the chaos.Cold water flowed down his wrists into his sleeves, wet his clothes, and made him shiver from the cold.

He shook his hand, and the water splashed on the face of the dog who was joining in the fun, and Alaska also shook his fur.

"Woof—"

"Don't bark!" Yong Shanshan threatened it, and was busy helping Lin Qin press the towel.

Seeing her youngest son like this, Wang Xian couldn't stop crying.

"Mom, don't cry." Yong Yimin comforted her.

Lin Qin could barely speak, his voice was hoarse and unpleasant, like sawing wood: "This matter is my fault." He could only jump out word by word: "I shouldn't, yes, suspect those people, have no plans Yes, under the circumstances, let him pass."

In any case, to the father-in-law and mother-in-law, it is always right to admit mistakes first.

Yong Chengliang raised his hand to stop his apology: "You don't have to take it down alone, Sansan is also at fault, he is too conceited, thinking that no one can bully him with his family." He sighed: "The Yong family is the family. He has a great cause, but he is not one-handed and one-handed. He is not the emperor, and no one should let him."

"dad!"

"What are you talking about!" Wang Yuan couldn't listen to anyone speaking ill of her youngest son.

She wiped away her tears, her delicate makeup couldn't cover her tired wrinkles, and her words were still gentle: "We have a good understanding of the situation, we plan to take Sansan home and invite a doctor to come home for treatment. He looks like this, no It's not clear, you still have your own work to do, how can you take care of it, right?"

Wang Xian's words were like a soft knife, but it pierced the deepest.

Lin Qin's mouth opened and closed, and finally he squeezed it tightly.

Yong Shanshan didn't care about what these people were discussing at all. He grabbed Lin Qin, pressed the towel seriously, and was busy chasing away the dogs that jumped at him from time to time.

Lin Qin had to support him, and was afraid that the Yong family would be upset if he moved too much.

"Three three, three three?" Wang Yuan called softly.

Yong Shanshan glanced at her expressionlessly, then turned back.

Wang Yuan held back tears: "San San? Don't you know your mother?"

"San San?" Lin Qin patted him on the back.

Yong Shanshan finally cast his eyes on Wang Xian again, with the corner of his mouth raised, showing a smile: "Mom."

"Hey!" Wang Yuan moved forward excitedly.

"fraud."

"What, what?" Not only Wang Yuan was stunned, but even Lin Qin's arm supporting the young man was stiff.

"Three three!" This was Yong Yimin's voice.

"San San, what are you talking about?" Wang Xian pulled the corner of his mouth reluctantly.

"I said, you are a liar." Yong Shanshan finally sat up straight, looking indifferent and sharp: "You are not my mother."

"I, I am mother..." The always elegant and dignified lady was almost forced to lose her composure.

"You're not!" Yong Shanshan interrupted her, staring at Wang Xuan with a knife-like gaze: "Ha... You pretended to be very similar this time, I almost believed it!" There was a cold sarcasm in his tone .

They all understood the meaning of Yongshan's dialect.

There is such a person who has disguised himself as Wang Xian more than once, and was later discovered by Yong Shanshan.

That makes sense.When Yong Shanshan was rescued at the beginning, he didn't trust anyone, and at the same time he was alienated and close to Wang Yuan for a while, so there was such a reason.

Wang Xian covered her mouth, not knowing what to do, she looked at her husband for help.

Yong Chengliang held his wife in his arms, and thought for a moment: "Well, since Sansan can't leave you, then you two will go back with us." Without waiting for Lin Qin to say anything, he continued: "The old house is after all There are more people, and if Sansan goes crazy again, there are still people who can stop him." He was talking about the injury on Lin Qin's neck.

Now no one can make the decision for Yong Shanshan.

"San San, shall I accompany you home?" Lin Qin asked.

"Okay, just go with you." Yong Shanshan said indifferently.

Lin Qin asked Yong Chengliang and the others to go and pack their luggage by themselves, followed by a person and a dog like brown sugar.

The three members of the Yong family supported each other and went out first.

Lin Qin gave Yong Shanshan a scarf and kissed him distressedly.

Yong Shanshan led the dog, and the man carried the suitcase and dog food, and left this "home" that was just a little hot.

"Let's go."

The author has something to say: 2016.11.7 change

Hahahahaha this is the end of the revision so far. I have to go out for nearly a week, and I am a little stuck. I hope it will be smoother when I come back.

It is estimated that 20 words will be finished, and there will be less than 40.00 chapters. You can see that it is nearly [-]% now. Are you happy?

I’ve secretly driven a car before, but it’s not a chapter 13 car. I will drive it after the first time. If you want to see it, you can take a look.

Guiding the way: He Qingmian, the madman who changed the text

Looking at the photo album, the earliest first picture is, don’t report me, boots

Oh, the second one is the Boqing car, the big brother of Ni Xipi should not use it :)

☆、Chapter 16

At the age of 12, fate brought the two of them together.

At that time, he was so stupid that he only knew to hide behind people.

Lin Qin was only a young man, and had just been forced to become independent.But his family environment made him more mature and restrained than his peers, and his speech was not as vigorous as that of young people.He hides all his truths in the Mariana Trench, so that you don't see them, it's like having a mountain on your back, but you can't know where the mountain comes from.

These Yongshan Mountains don't understand, and don't need to know.

At that time, his little friend Li Tang'an abandoned himself and ran to the big dye vat in the entertainment industry, and he turned back into a lonely problem child.The appearance of Lin Qin was an extra injection of air in his boring and lonely life, even if the PM2.5 in the air was as high as hundreds of thousand, he didn't realize it.

This wonderful encounter cannot be classified, let us call it fate. "When the golden wind and the jade dew meet, they will win but there are countless people in the world" probably means this.

But first of all, we must not forget that no matter how pure and flawless the first impression Yong Shanshan left on Lin Qin, he is still a withdrawn, precocious problem child.

Of course there are traces of this.

Whether it is the doting of parents or relatives or genetic defects, in short, everything has become an established fact, and this result must be accepted.He is sensitive and suspicious, well-behaved and self-willed, and his solitary behavior may not be a prison for himself.

Therefore, Lin Qin, an intruder who has never been considered on the trajectory of his life, is an untried temptation for him, like the forbidden fruit of the Garden of Eden, which makes people salivate.

But at the same time, it will also make him fall into the quagmire, unable to extricate himself.

He probably vented his accumulated curiosity over the years in his daily life with Lin Qin, so much that he couldn't write down a single page of the big diary, and in the end he could only write simple and general words like "happy" and "happy". .

From Lin Qin's expressionless face at the beginning to his hearty laughter later on, it all belonged to him alone and was discovered by him alone.

Among them, it is not only the young man's aggressiveness, but also his secret, little-known little thoughts, which no one knows except himself.He really wanted to hang a sign on Lin Qin as his own property, but he was afraid that it would hurt his self-esteem too much, so he had to secretly fantasize alone when he dreamed back at midnight.

From curiosity to intimacy to Mu Ai, it probably won't take a few years.

A hug, a goodnight kiss, and a smile.After every deliberate action he made in order to attract men to love him more, there may be a hidden trap, waiting for the day when the man can be caught without a fight.

However, not everyone has the courage to express their yearning, nor does everyone have the courage to accept this yearning.

Anyone can become a coward in such matters.

Yong Shanshan can ask for the favor of men in various ways, but he may not dare to say "I love you".Similarly, many people in the world judge others by themselves, and Yong Shanshan can't do it himself, so he naturally feels that the other party can't do it either.

He tried every means to test, but he tried himself in, like a fog, lost and hard to return.

His precocity made him understand that for this non-mainstream love, no matter it is a little punishment from his parents, or the objection from Lin Qin's stubborn grandfather, or even the pointing and pointing of Lin Qin's friends and companions, any one of them can make him happy. The person he loved fell into a situation beyond redemption, making his unflowered love skip the fruiting process and directly become corrupt fertilizer.

Yong Shanshan is extremely confident about everything, except when facing Lin Qin, it is difficult to tell the slightest.

He gritted his teeth while peeking at the love letter in Lin Qin's book, but he didn't dare to write one by himself and send it out.He went crazy with jealousy when he heard Lin Qin's tone on the phone was a little gentler, but he didn't show it on his face.He was trembling with excitement when Lin Qin gave him a good night kiss, and the hand that eagerly encircled the man's neck was only lifted slightly, so subtle that he couldn't detect it.

He was so heartfelt that it was difficult to express, and he was holding his hand tightly and suffocated, fermenting and deteriorating in his young body.

Milk can still be fermented into yogurt, and grape skins can be fermented into wine, but his sincere heart can only be fermented into a sour and rotten heart in the end.

The relationship between him and Lin Qin is like two parallel lines that are very close to each other. Obviously, as long as one person tilts at an angle that cannot be smaller, an irreversible intersection will occur, but no one dares to take that step .

They looked forward and backward, and pushed the true feelings within reach to the distance again and again.

You can't even imagine that when these two people hug each other, they clearly want to do the same thing in their hearts, but it's hard to talk about it with only two layers of bones and flesh.

From love comes sorrow, from love comes fear.

The poorest coward.

In his incomplete memory, there is such a thing.

It is neither earth-shattering nor infuriating, and it is difficult for Yong Shanshan to exaggerate it with words like "still fresh in my memory".

It can only be said to be a trivial matter, just like the weeds and flowers that can be seen everywhere.

Every time Lin Qin holds him, he likes to pinch his wrist instead of touching his palm.

How to say, probably each action has a different meaning for each person.Some people like to interlock their fingers, and they have to be next to each other to feel at ease; and both of them probably belong to another kind of people-controlling and being controlled.

His skeleton was already small, and his wrist was extremely slender when he was a teenager. Lin Qin could wrap it tightly with one hand, and it could be broken with a slight twist. He looked especially fragile and pitiful in Lin Qin's big palm.

Especially every time Lin Qin's rough thumb rubbed his wrist intentionally or unintentionally, that kind of numb and itchy pleasure penetrated from the skin to the bone marrow.He even guessed that Lin Qin was just like him every time he did this movement, his heart was full of desire and delusion that he dared not speak out.

Two people are chasing after each other, and there is still a thin line between them.No one dared to go beyond the threshold, for fear that everything would be like a dream, and it was all their own wishful thinking.

He was tormented by pain, tossing and turning every night.

Yong Shanshan called Li Tang'an, who was already a little famous. He felt that it was not appropriate to ask anyone except An An.

"... That's it. What should I do?" Yong Shanshan finished his talk about the romance of youth pain, and humbly asked for advice.

"..." Li Tang'an was dozing off just after filming an endorsement, and was made even more sleepy by Fa Xiao's long speech.He said in a daze, "What should I do? Confess! You have to ask me about this."

"But, but," Yong Shanshan poked the good-looking strawberry cake into pieces with a fork, "What if he is disgusting? So many people like him, and he has never confessed his love to me..."

"...Is that big piece on your neck scrap iron?!" Li Tang'an lost his temper in his sleepiness, and said bitterly, "I know he likes you too! You two belong to the millstone Isn't it? It's just a matter of one sentence? Tell me, nod your head, and hold hands happily. It's just like a bitter drama. How about I change it with you? You act, I'm in love..."

Yong Shanshan hung up the phone directly.

Lin Qin also likes himself... right?

Then confess to Lin Qin after graduation.

He counted on his fingers, there are still five months.

It's really hard.

He waited for the Ching Ming Festival, the Dragon Boat Festival, and the Children's Day, and he saw victory in sight.

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