Companion's Honey

A smile: "Sorry, boss, I want to take Tan Tan to dinner, can I ask her for leave?"

Yong Shanshan heard from Tan Tan that they planned to get married this winter, so he let the young couple go.

Before leaving, Tan Tan still told Yong Shanshan to remember to put away his things and lock the door.

Yong Shanshan nodded helplessly and watched the two leave.

There were no customers in the store, so he just lay quietly in a chair and read a book.His buttocks moved uneasily, because he suddenly remembered that this chair was probably made for him by the man sleeping in the middle.

What a shame.Thinking of the first time they met, he just shrank in the chair, looking unfriendly, but what did the man think?

Thoughts were wandering, and the originally lively and interesting novels became boring in my eyes.He took out his mobile phone and swiped Weibo for a while, looking at the men and women on the Internet scrambling to abuse dogs, he no longer held up the torch, because he was about to become a part of the army of dog abusers.

He found out the postcard that photographed his right hand. In the photo, the hand was shining pink and fluffy under the sunlight, and it was beautifully protected in the favor of others.The young man was a little dazed and puzzled. He didn't know whether the man he liked was the man he used to be or the man who lost his memory, maybe he was completely different from before?What if a man just wants to get back the shadow of the past in him?

He thought about the decision he had made last night, and laughed at himself as sentimental like a little girl.

The stomach is a bit empty, but the man looks tired, so don't wake him up.

"looking at what?"

The sudden voice startled him a lot: "Why are you awake, go to sleep for a while."

The man pointed to his stomach and said teasingly, "It's so loud that I could even hear it in my dreams."

The young man tried his best to keep a straight face, but the reddish ears betrayed him.He was still lying in the chair with an innocent expression on his face, but in the eyes of the man, he was asking for a kiss.

So he bent down naturally, circled the person in the chair and kissed the fruit until it was ripe.

The figures of the two of them were reflected on the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the single dogs passing by by chance were blinded and fled.

"Well..." The young man was breathless from the domineering kiss, and he pushed the man in heat away several times.

"You're enough!" The corners of his eyes were red, his lips were crystal clear, his chest was heaving and panting, and the momentum of his protest was broken several times.

"It's so cute." The man stopped bullying him, kissed the tip of his nose and backed away, only rubbing the corner of his jaw with his fingertips.

The young man talked about him from left to right, and didn't dare to look at the man at all: "What do you want to eat?"

The man didn't speak, his dark eyes seemed to want to strip him naked.

"Then you go drink the wind!" Yong Shanshan shyly pushed the man and did not push, but was grabbed by the man's wrist, and kissed like that day, the numb feeling spread from the nerve endings to his. In my heart, I gritted my teeth and couldn't say any more vicious words.

The man finally let go of his wrist, and decided: "Go and eat fish, didn't you post on Moments that you want to eat?" The young man was obsessed with the feeling just now, and couldn't care less about feeling that a man would look at Moments.

"Ok."

Lin Qin pulled the lazy man out of the chair.

"I have to call my brother and tell him that I won't be going back for dinner." Yong Shanshan took out his mobile phone and found his brother's number. Just as he was about to dial out, the phone displayed his brother's incoming call.

He smiled and picked up the phone: "Brother."

What was said on the other side, Yong Shanshan said "hmm" a few times and hung up the phone.

"Brother also has a social event, let me handle dinner by myself, I haven't had time to tell him that I'm going to eat with you..." Yong Shanshan muttered a lot.

Lin Qin didn't drive, so the two could only walk out of the pedestrian street and take a taxi.

Breathing out a mouthful of white mist, Yong Shanshan lifted the scarf up to cover his red nose and trembling mouth, and then hurriedly put his hands into the warm pockets of the down jacket.He lowered his head, squinted at the man's neck which was not covered by the scarf and was exposed to the cold air, and laughed "hehe".

"..." Lin Qin, who was walking beside him, looked at the young man who was laughing for no reason.

The so-called extreme joy begets sorrow or something, the stupid Yong Shanshan patronized Shale and didn't even see a small but deep pit under his feet, so he stepped into the pit happily.

Lin Qin pulled him quickly with quick eyes, just in time to pull him into his arms, but it was still a step too late.The young man leaning on his arms grinned his teeth in pain with his right foot dangling in the air, yelling "Aiyaaah" non-stop.The man frowned, and there was no place to sit around, so he had to kneel on one leg, let Yong Shanshan sit on the propped up left leg, stretched out his arms to support his waist, and bent down to prevent him from falling over again. Gently touched Yong Shanshan's soon-to-be swollen ankle.

"It hurts..." Yong Shanshan pursed his mouth, tears rolled in his eyes, and wrapped his arms around the man's back, "Don't touch it." There was a trill in his voice, not to mention how pitiful he was.

The man sighed softly, maintained a half-kneeling posture, and looked up at the young man who was afraid of pain: "Go to the hospital, I may not be able to eat fish today."

Hearing that the corners of Yong Shanshan's eyes drooped even more, he stood up from the man's arms.

The man supported Yong Shanshan to stand firm, asked him to hold something, and then squatted with his back to him: "Come up."

- "Come up."

The same back view, the same voice, the only difference is the time.

Yong Shanshan shook his head, as if two pictures overlapped in front of his eyes.

He shook his head and didn't think about it anymore, he jumped lightly with one foot and landed on the man's back like an octopus.

I went to the emergency room and had an X-ray taken, and waited for more than an hour to get the result. Fortunately, the problem is not serious, and I will be fine if I keep taking the medicine for two or three days.

After leaving the outpatient clinic, Lin Qin wanted to bend down to carry Yong Shanshan on his back, but Yong Shanshan refused.

The man looked at the awkward disabled person beside him, and asked amusedly, "Why are you so angry?"

Yong Shanshan walked forward with red ears and hopped on one foot: "I am so old, what does it look like to be carried by you... Oops!" Yong Shanshan, who had difficulty balancing on one foot, was about to fall when he tilted his body.

Lin Qin hurriedly stretched out his hand to support the brave young man from behind, not forgetting to say: "So stupid."

The tone of light smile instantly made Yong Shanshan furious: "I'm not stupid!"

"Okay, okay, you are the smartest." The man changed his words without sincerity, and the deep pampering made the blushing Yong Shanshan speechless.

Helping the young man to walk slowly to the side of the road.

It was difficult to wait for a car during peak hours, so Yong Shanshan took out his mobile phone and called an online car-hailing car.

The man covered Yong Shanshan's frozen red ears through his gloves, and his abyss-like eyes were gazing tenderly at the person in front of him.

It's a pity that the client's brain was dead, his eyes were wandering, and he didn't dare to look at the man at all.

Fuck again!

The ambiguous atmosphere enveloped the two of them, and Lin Qin could kiss the person he thought about day and night as long as he lowered his head.

"Ah, here comes the car!"

Yong Shanshan broke the peaceful atmosphere just now without any regrets, and at the same time kept his precarious lips—even though he had already dedicated himself to it.

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Forget it, I can't help but want to let myself go

☆、Chapter 9

I wanted to go back to the old house, but I was afraid that my parents would worry, so I finally went to my brother's house.It was agreed to stay at home for two more days, so it is estimated that my brother will not come back.

Hee hee hee.

Yong Shanshan brought a pair of slippers for Lin Qin, took off his clothes and changed his shoes, and walked towards the bedroom bouncing around, saying, "Ah, sit down for a while."

Lin Qin was afraid that he would fall again, so he quickly took the medicine and followed him.When he walked into the bedroom, Yong Shanshan was struggling to take off his pants.Lin Qin asked Yong Shanshan to sit on the bed, squatted down and took off the trousers from Lao Gao's swollen ankle little by little.Unavoidably bumping into wounds during the period, Yong Shanshan gasped in pain.

The man put his foot on his lap, picked up the medicine on the side, opened the external application according to the doctor's instructions, squeezed out a little on his finger, and gently rubbed it on the affected area, with a focused and pious expression.

Yong Shanshan stared at all this in a daze, and even forgot to call out the pain, until the skin around his ankle felt cool, his face was "coaxed", and his face turned red uncontrollably like a volcanic eruption , from the neck to the top of the head.The handsome young man seemed very familiar, but his big wet eyes gave him a bit of glamour, and even his lips were more colorful than usual, not to mention the two lips that were completely exposed in front of the man's eyes. Long and white legs.

Lin Qin remembered that the young man had taken a photo to seduce him yesterday, and he was obviously full of lust under the pure and innocent look.

Yong Shanshan bit his lip subconsciously, but he didn't know that such an action would undoubtedly add fuel to the fire for the man.

He endured and endured, the veins on his forehead swelled up, he closed his red eyes, forcibly suppressed the thought of wanting to penetrate and ravage the young man fiercely, and just lowered his head and kissed him gently Youth's knees.

Touch and go.

"Can you change your clothes by yourself? I'll go to the kitchen to have a look." Lin Qin put down the young man's feet and almost ran away.

Only then did Yong Shanshan realize what happened just now, he had no doubt that he saw a suspicious bulge the moment the man stood up.He breathed a sigh of relief, touched the place where he was kissed, and there was no expression on his delicate face.

As I said before, whether it is He Zhibei or Lin Qin, Yong Shanshan is not ignorant of the beautiful and dirty thoughts they have when facing him, but obviously, his attitude towards the two of them is simply heaven and earth .At the beginning, He Zhibei's crazy kiss made him feel sick, and he didn't even want to think about that day at all.And this man, his words and deeds, his gentle eyes, his sincere smile, his doting tone, and that gentle kiss just now... everything made his heart tremble, and he kept clamoring for the man to love him. More stroking and kissing by myself.

This is great.he thinks.Proof that he didn't just want to be close to this man because of lingering memories.

Lin Qin came to the kitchen in a panic, taking a few deep breaths to calm down his restless heart.

Fill the kettle with water and press the switch.I opened the refrigerator and looked through it. I found that there were all kinds of onion, ginger, garlic and vegetables. There was also chopped chicken in the freezer. I decided to make a chicken stew with mushrooms.After thinking about it, I took out the potatoes and fried a vegetarian dish.

Just as he was boiling water, steaming rice, and peeling potatoes, there was a bouncing "dong dong" sound from behind him.He hurriedly turned his head and saw Yong Shanshan in Pikachu's pajamas standing on one foot while leaning on the door frame, very cute.

Yong Shanshan was stunned. The 1.8-meter tall man with an elite face was squatting next to the trash can around the pink floral apron that he specially bought, and he was peeling the skin very skillfully. It felt like the world was magical.

Could this be the legendary cute contrast?

"Don't stand here, it will take forty minutes. Watch TV for a while, and I will call you when the meal is ready. If you are hungry, eat cheese first." After a pause, Lin Qin added, "Don't eat too much Too much, what should I do if my tooth hurts again." After speaking, she didn't feel that there was anything wrong, and turned back to continue peeling potatoes.

Yong Shanshan nodded, and found that the other party couldn't see him, and jumped into the living room like a one-legged zombie.It wasn't until he was lying comfortably, watching TV and biting cheese that he realized something was wrong.

——“What should I do if my tooth hurts again?”

The hazy feeling made Yong Shanshan very irritable, no matter how he thought about it, he couldn't think of a clue, and the originally funny program on TV also made him especially upset.He turned over and lay on the armrest of the sofa, looking hopeless.

When the man couldn't hear the cooking, he called his mother and said he couldn't go back.

Wang Yuan asked him: "Are you with Lin Qin?"

"..." Knowing a child is like a mother.

"Although mom supports your freedom in love, you can't be too free!" Wang Yuan reminded her son while turning a corner.

The young man blushed and said perfunctorily, "I know, I know!"

Just at this time, the smell of chicken came from the kitchen. Looking up, the man was taking off his apron and walking towards this side.

Yong Shanshan moved his nose, hummed and said, "It smells so good."

"Simmer for another 10 minutes and it will be fine."

Holding a cup of hot water and the medicine prescribed by the doctor in his hand, the man squatted halfway in front of the sofa.

"Ah~~" The patient with advanced lazy cancer didn't want to get up at all, and opened his mouth wide to signal the man to feed it directly into his mouth.

The man was unmoved: "Sit up quickly, or you will choke."

Only then did Yong Shanshan get up slowly, and obediently swallowed the pills.

Lin Qin raised his foot to look, and found that the medicine had been wiped away, so he rubbed it on him again.

"hiss--"

"It still hurts?" Lin Qin relaxed his movements.

"Well, it's okay, you can continue." Yong Shanshan pouted.

"Then I'll blow it up for you?"

"What are you blowing! It's chilly..."

"Then give it a kiss." No matter how much the man held him in his arms, he couldn't kiss enough.

Yong Shanshan couldn't breathe, so he beat his shoulder hard.It doesn't hurt to hit the body, it's sweet.

"Don't you have something to tell me?" The man stroked his head expectantly.

The young man was a little embarrassed: "I, if I don't tell you, you can definitely guess it. Why do you have to tell me?"

The man smiled and said, "How can it be the same? If you don't tell me yourself, I'll pretend not to know."

"Annoying, annoying." The young man was annoyed. "I'm still hungry, I don't want to tell you! Can you go and have a look? Why do I smell burnt?"

The man pinched his nose, knowing that he was embarrassed, and didn't force him to speak out, got up and went to the kitchen.

The young man buried his face in the pillow, saying that he was exhausted and exhausted, but now he is ashamed to say it.

The timing is not right!

"It's time to eat." The man put the dishes on the table and set the dishes.

Yong Shanshan hopped over to the dining table, shook his legs and half-jokingly said: "It's all your fault."

Lin · doormat · Qin Tan hand went over to caress Yong Shanshan's face, then leaned over and asked like a superficial touch, as if touching an incomparable rare treasure: "Sorry, it's all my fault."

It was obviously not what Yong Shanshan expected for the man to admit his mistake so frankly and frankly, but it gave him a familiar illusion.

As if he was a dodder entwined with a thick oak tree, greedily occupying the sunlight and air that should belong to the tree, slowly and quietly tightening the delicate but messy branches, bit by bit covering the oak tree In the dark and opaque cage made of vine leaves, until the last nutrient is squeezed out.At this moment, he should have chuckled at his masterpiece like a brazen thief, but when he saw the oak tree pull out his root system and hand it to him, he said apologetically, "I'm sorry, this is the last bit." gone."

He felt his insatiable ugliness displayed in front of the man.

Yong Shanshan lowered his head to pick up the rice in a panic.

The man looked at Yong Shanshan, who was suddenly depressed, and didn't know what the problem was, so he had to give him some food.

"Eat slowly."

Yong Shanshan's brain became more and more chaotic, the more the man spoke softly to him, the more panicked he became, and he sank deeper and deeper into the messy memory.

His eyes were gray, and he seemed to see the man's eyes, which were always full of affection, become indifferent and unfeeling, and he said even more hurtful words: "You are so despicable."

Unable to tell whether it was true or false, cold sweat crawled up his forehead, and Yong Shanshan was terrified to find that he could not control his trembling hands and rapid breathing.

"Boom! Boom! Boom!" The heartbeat became louder and louder, as if beating gongs and drums to show his unbearable situation.

—I won't like you.

——It's useless to take it off.

——Give up on it.

Covering his ears with convulsive hands, he clenched his teeth and forced out a few words from his throat: "...I don't..." Consciousness was chaotic, the light in front of his eyes was also flickering, and someone was talking in his ear, The voice was indistinct, and I couldn't hear it clearly.

All he could feel was his body sliding into a firm embrace.

In the dream, there was a bald man pulling his hair roughly, saying the same obscene words that he had heard a thousand and eight hundred times: "Look at yourself, you look so charming, and you don't know how many men you've been fucked by. "

Days of drug torture made him exhausted, and it was difficult for his bones and muscles to coordinate. He could only make a symbolic effort, but he was still slapped.

"Don't f*ck move around!" The man seemed to have discovered a new way to play, and he took a photo from somewhere and shook it in front of his eyes: "Yo, who is this guy? Fucked you? His thing How old is your son? Do you enjoy it?"

He widened his eyes, all the insults he had suffered before did not make him uncomfortable at this moment - that was the photo of him and Lin Qin in his wallet.

"You, you bastard!" He didn't know how to swear, and repeated these few innocuous words from beginning to end.

"Shua la—" the bald head tore up the photo.

The fragments fell to the ground one after another, and Yong Shanshan desperately picked it up, and there was another piece with Lin Qin's face on it.As soon as he picked it up, the bald head stepped on the bottom of his feet hard with his hands, and even crushed him twice.

"Ah!!!" He screamed, feeling like his bones were broken.

The bald head has sadistic desires, the more pain Yong Shanshan suffers, the more excited he is.Yong Shanshan knelt down in front of him, as long as he raised his head, he could meet his bulging desires.

This kind of scene has been staged countless times, Yong Shanshan has become numb, and resistance will only lead to more brutal fists and kicks. Fortunately, the bald head has some scruples and will not really do anything to him.He knelt on the ground and put the broken photos in his arms in a daze, closing his eyes.

The bald man was cursing and swearing, always saying those words: "What the hell, if it wasn't for... I would have done you today!"

It was useless to tremble, it was useless to cry, no one could redeem him.In this small cell, he sees no hope.

It was suddenly dark in front of his eyes, and he, who had just been injected with drugs, fell to the ground and twitched, his face was ugly and he didn't know it.

Suddenly, the closed door was opened a crack, bright and dazzling light, he knew, this is not the light of freedom.

"San San?" He vaguely heard someone calling him, and his figure resembled his mother very much.

"...Mom...Mom?" His eyes widened, but he couldn't see anything clearly against the light behind him, and he crawled towards the person on the ground with hands and feet.

The woman bent down and hugged him.

He looked up, and it was indeed his mother who was thinking about it day and night.

"Mom, mom... I'm so uncomfortable." Being deprived of the five senses and addictive drugs for a long time made him unable to think, his logic was broken, he could only follow his instinct, curled up, like a baby wrapped in amniotic fluid in the womb, tightly Snuggling up to his mother, the real touch of skin-to-skin reassures him.

The mother stopped talking, and held him in her arms as if distressed, stroking his trembling back one after another, just like every sunny afternoon, not a damp and cold prison cell.

He has a lot of things he wants to say to his mother, intermittently, without coherent words, like a three-year-old child.

"I miss you very much... Yesterday, yesterday I saw you too... Lin Qin, Zhe Zhe, I miss him..."

"The drama is very good. It's a pity that my mother didn't go...they gave me a lot of injections...it hurts..."

He rolled up his sleeves to show his mother, wanting her to rub him like she did when she was a child, and sing soft songs to coax him.

The mother looked carefully at the needle holes on his arms against the light, and finally said, "It's not enough, Sansan, can't you bear even this bit of pain?"

He felt that his mother was different, and subconsciously he didn't want to disappoint his mother, so he stammered: "I, I can do it, Mom, don't go, stay with me, I'm afraid alone."

"Good boy." His mother kissed his forehead, then pushed him away, and got up to leave.

"Mom! Mom!" He was terrified: "Mom! Don't go! I will be obedient!" His strength was too weak, and he sat down on the ground after being gently pushed by his mother, watching the last light disappear.

"Mom..." He pulled his hair in pain, and his whole body was swallowed by the darkness.

Yong Shanshan woke up suddenly, staring blankly at the familiar ceiling, without breathing for a long time.

Is this a dream?

He tilted his head stiffly, and saw the man sitting on the side of the bed with his back facing him with his head down, covering his face with his hands, and he didn't realize that he had woken up.He moved his fingers, wanting to confirm whether Lin Qin was real.

He caressed the man's firm back.

It was nice, hot, with a temperature that could melt a stiff heart in him.

Lin Qin turned around and held Yong Shanshan's hand in surprise, only to see the pale young man tremble, suddenly turned over and lying on the bedside retching, the sound was piercing, but he couldn't vomit anything.

Lin Qin wanted to take out his hand to pat him, but he was gripped so tightly that his nails would pierce his skin.He didn't know what to do but kissed his hair awkwardly.

After a while, Yong Shanshan leaned back into the man's arms, and said angrily, "I'm uncomfortable." He didn't know if he had acquired some memories, but these memories made him feel a strong sense of self-loathing.

To that cowardly, irresistible self.

The man patted him on the back: "Where is it uncomfortable? Huh? I just called your brother. He should be back soon. "

The man was going to warm up the food for him, but Yong Shanshan tightened his arms holding him: "Don't, don't go! Don't go...Let me hold you for a while, it will be fine..." He obviously felt The young man trembled in his arms.

"What's wrong? Did you have a nightmare?" The man remembered what the young man didn't finish before he passed out, and wanted to ask, but he couldn't bear to ask, so he could only stroke his back: "Don't be afraid, I'm here, don't be afraid. "

Yong Shanshan moved his fingers, and finally let go of the man: "I want to take a bath, my body is covered with sweat, and I feel uncomfortable."

Lin Qin opened the cabinet next to him and rummaged around, but found only underwear, but not pajamas, so he just took a T-shirt and put it in Yong Shanshan's hand, lifted the quilt and carried him out.

Yong Shanshan obediently leaned into the man's arms.

The man's embrace made him feel safe, as if he hadn't experienced the nightmare just now.

"Can you stand firm by yourself?" Seeing Yong Shanshan nodded, the man asked again: "Can you take off your clothes by yourself?"

Yong Shanshan just raised his hand in front of the man and started to unbutton his shirt, his fair and slender fingers trembling slightly.

The man felt that the young man in front of him was different, and he couldn't tell what the strange feeling was, so he had to say "call someone if you have something to do" and took him out the door.

He found out a set of bed sheets and quilt covers, changed the ones that were wet with Yong Shanshan's sweat, and reheated the dishes, but Yong Shanshan hadn't come out yet.

Lin Qin went to the bathroom door and knocked: "San San?" He listened carefully, only the sound of water falling.The man hastily opened the door, and there was no fog in the bathroom, and Mount Yong, who was squatting in a ball under the shower head, was clearly visible.

"Three three!" The man rushed over, first turned off the tap, then shook off the towel on the shelf to wrap him up.The naked body of the man in his arms trembled in his embrace.

The water was cold, bitingly cold, just like his heart at the moment.

The author has something to say: These chapters will be the time when embarrassment attacks intensively

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2016.10.21 change

The progress of this chapter is a bit abrupt. In order to modify it more naturally, I have exhausted all my strength.

33's memory shows signs of helping Su, well, it's a bit abusive, I'll try my best to be more natural.

☆、Chapter 10

Lin Qin pinched the young man's chin furiously and forced him to raise his head: "What are you thinking? Huh? I don't know if I will feel bad?!"

The young man's eyes were wet and misty, and warm liquid was constantly overflowing from the eye sockets, and his pale lips tremblingly murmured: "...I don't..."

"What?" The man didn't hear clearly, and tilted his head to bring his ears closer.

"...I like, I like you...I like you so much..." After Yong Shanshan finished speaking, he opened his eyes wide to see the man's reaction: "I, I don't hate you...Really."

Hearing these words, Lin Qin felt as if his heart was being grabbed by someone, and he could only let out a painful roar from his throat.He couldn't hear the sound of Yong Yimin unlocking and entering the door, and he couldn't think about any problems. He could only keep kissing the young man's cold cheeks, forehead, eyes, nose tip, and... lips.

"I don't hate you." Yong Shanshan didn't avoid the man's comforting kiss, but just repeated it carefully.

The man's heart was in great pain, and a bitter feeling spread between his lips and tongue.

Forehead to forehead, nose to nose: "I've always known." He kissed the young man's soft lips, and added: "I love you."

The big black eyes of the man in his arms showed confusion, as if he was very puzzled by what the man said, or maybe he was petrified by the sudden confession, so he repeated: "I love you?"

He had expected to hear the young man say this to him in person, but not in such a tone, at such a time.

"I love you the most." He couldn't help kissing those clear, black pearl-like eyes.

The young man turned his frozen neck, as if he finally understood the meaning of the man's words, the corner of his mouth raised a slight arc, like a coquettish kitten, seductive and unbearable.Yong Shanshan obediently let Lin Qin wipe off the water on his body and put on his clothes. A pair of black pearls stared at the man without blinking.

Lin Qin felt that his consciousness was still not very clear.

"San San?" Yong Yimin followed the voice and approached the bathroom. He looked at the two embarrassed people in surprise, and asked angrily, "What's going on?"

"I don't know either. He suddenly fainted and woke up like this."

Lin Qin was about to hug Yong Shanshan, and when he leaned his ears close to the young man's pale lips, he heard a distant and inaudible call.

"Zhe Zhe."

Lin Qin suddenly looked down at Yongshan Mountain, and saw that the smile on the face of the person who said this sentence was getting bigger and bigger, and even his eyes were narrowed into a line of laughter.

"Why are you so stupid?" The young man put his arms around the man's neck and smiled at Yanyan, as if the person who was shivering from the cold water just now wasn't him.

The man was both surprised and happy. He suspected that the young man had remembered something, and he was overjoyed with a sense of fear that couldn't be shaken off.

He and Yong Yimin looked at each other, both of them were puzzled.

Lin Qin's original name was Lin Qiuzhe. Later, the character Qin was changed by himself after his parents had an accident. He took his mother Qin Wenyu's surname.Knowing that his parents had many conflicts before his death, he still insisted on changing his name, which shows Lin Qin's longing for his parents' affection.

Later, when he came to the Yong family, he had already changed his name.Once, Yong Shanshan accidentally learned that he had changed his name, and pestered him to ask him about his original name.

Yong Shanshan turned his head around to look at the apartment, and asked suspiciously: "Eh? Where is this?" He turned his head and asked Lin Qin who was holding him: "Is this your home?" Then he vetoed it himself: "Huh? Why do I feel like my brother's home again? Strange..." He tapped his head, "Why is my mind so messed up, I can't remember anything clearly."

The young man showed a silly smile: "Fortunately, I still remember Zhe Zhe."

Yong Shanshan was wrapped in a quilt and sat on the bed with a cup of hot water drinking, the dense mist covered his eyes.Sitting beside the bed was his elder brother, and Lin Qin was standing beside him.

Yong Yimin stretched out his hand to press down his younger brother's protruding hair from the sideburns, the sourness and bitterness in his heart were unknown.There are three brothers and sisters, he and his younger sister are not much different, the two were mischievous and worked hand in hand when they were young, and what they established was a profound revolutionary friendship.Although the two communicated less and less after they grew up, the tacit understanding would not disappear.And Sansan was a baby whom he put on top of his heart and took good care of, fearing that a louder voice would frighten her.

He acquiesced to his younger brother who had no friends and chased after Lin Qin like a little follower every day and called "Zhe Zhe". He was also annoyed when he realized Lin Qin's dirty thoughts about Sansan.When his younger brother told him that he was going to be with Lin Qin on the graduation trip, he approached Lin Qin angrily, and started beating him without saying a word. If you attack him when you don't understand, he promises to wait for the child to grow up.Yong Yimin believed in Lin Qin's character, and knew that he couldn't persuade his stubborn brother back, so he had no choice but to say harsh words and leave.

Regardless of the time difference on his side, Yong Yimin made a phone call every day just to find out about the situation.Lin Qin really kept his promise, he thought.But on the night of returning to China, something happened.Yong Shanshan was kidnapped for a month. When he was rescued, his whole body was broken, his consciousness and behavior were stiff and slow, and occasionally he did not speak when he was awake. He showed strong distrust towards everyone who approached him. But at the same time, there is a deformed dependence on Wang Xian.The only thing he knew was that he was crying and begging someone to bring him medicine, and that distorted appearance no longer had a well-behaved face.

Doctors found that Yong Shanshan had been taking some kind of hallucinogenic drug for a long time. This drug is addictive, and the sequelae are extremely stubborn, so it is difficult to completely quit.The most frustrating thing is that the reason why they were able to rescue Yongshan Mountain was the news from the kidnappers themselves, and the kidnappers had erased the traces long before the rescuers arrived.Over the years, this group of people has disappeared without a trace, like a mouse hiding in a dark corner waiting for an opportunity to move, making people sleepless.

In the following years, Yong Yimin regretted countless times that he had a chance to prevent this from happening.He insisted that Lin Qin broke his promise and forced his younger brother, which caused him to run out of the hotel in the middle of the night and was kidnapped.Anger and hatred paralyzed his brain, and he never thought about other possibilities, such as how could socially innocent Yong Shanshan provoke a kidnapper who was clearly seeking personal revenge?Back then, the doctor said that the hallucinogenic 丨 drug ingredient was not a type that had already appeared, so what is the source of the drug?

In fact, Yong Yimin thought that Lin Qin forced his younger brother because when he questioned Lin Qin like this, Lin Qin remained silent.Even if the Yong family couple, who have always loved Lin Qin as their own son, came forward, they could only get one sentence from Lin Qin: "It's my fault." Suffering from inhuman torture and amnesia, this memory is buried so deep that even many psychologists who are very authoritative in hypnotherapy cannot be excavated from Yong Shanshan's subconscious.

After tucking in the quilt for his younger brother, Yong Yimin took Lin Qin to the study.He lowered his voice and asked, "What's going on?!"

Seeing that Lin Qin obviously didn't intend to speak out, Yong Yimin wanted to punch him twice: "This is my brother! I have the right to know the truth!" He noticed that Lin Qin's expression was slightly loose, so he worked harder : "Look at his stupid look now, do you think such meaningless silence is good for him? No one can tell what happened between the two of you that night, let alone you. What happened to Sansan after he was kidnapped! The doctor couldn’t do anything! Don’t you want Sansan to get better? You say you love him, is this the way you love him? Why don’t you stay away from him!” There is still an element of aggressiveness, and in the end, it all comes down to anger.He didn't want his younger brother to return to the withered state after being rescued, so he couldn't accept Lin Qin's behavior of holding his mouth tightly when he knew something.

Lin Qin lowered his eyes, took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit one and held it in his hand.

"Would you believe me if I said that I have kept my original promise?" After a while, Lin Qin said this, which really made Yong Yimin stunned.

"What do you mean?"

"I promised you that I wouldn't do anything excessive to Sansan when he didn't understand anything, so..." Lin Qin took a deep breath, and took a long time to let out his breath.

"Oh," Yong Yimin stood up abruptly after hearing this, and sneered at the man lying on the sofa, "What do you mean by that? If I wronged you, why don't you explain the cause and effect clearly!"

Lin Qin scratched his hair irritably, the appearance of an elite refused to accept the existence, he originally planned to