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"My peripheral vision is obsessive-compulsive disorder." Tang Yunxi kept his head down, "That's it."

He has obsessive obsession with women's sensitive parts. When talking face-to-face with women, he can't control the peripheral vision to look at the sensitive parts. This makes him very distressed. The more he controls, the more he is forced.Therefore, he rarely has sex with women.

"Do you think I'm perverted?" Tang Yunxi's tone was filled with inferiority.

"Not at all." Qin Mo looked at him who lowered his head, and his tone was very gentle, "Everyone with OCD is kind, and they are all excellent. The reason why OCD is pathological Generally speaking, it is the imbalance of neurotransmitters in the brain that leads to compulsion, but the main reason is that patients are too pursuing perfection and caring too much about other people's opinions."

Tang Yunxi looked at Qin Mo, "Do you think I am a person who pursues perfection?"

Qin Mo paused, "A little bit."

Qin Mo didn't have much contact with him, but judging from the experience of recording his chanting for him last time, Tang Yunxi is indeed a person who pursues perfection.

Qin Mo continued: "I met a patient who had the same troubles as you. His family education was extremely strict, and his parents were very conservative, so that in his subconscious, when he saw a woman's breasts, he would Feel guilty."

"He didn't actually look at women's breasts, he just saw them out of the corner of his eye. Normal people don't pay attention to their peripheral vision, but since he has a 'can't look at women's breasts, this is immoral' in his mind ' subconsciousness, so he is very concerned about his peripheral vision. He also feels that this is immoral, and he is afraid of being discovered by the person involved, so he will be anxious. And the more suppressed this compulsive tendency is, the stronger it is. Finally, he chooses Avoid, don't deal with women."

Tang Yunxi listened carefully to what Qin Mo said, and he whispered, "It's really similar to my situation."

"The 'go with the flow, do what is right' in Morita therapy is based on the resistance of obsessive-compulsive disorder, that is to say, when patients have compulsive tendencies, they ignore them and continue to do their own things for a long time. , the obsessive-compulsive tendencies will gradually slow down.”

Tang Yunxi nodded, "Yes."

The two sat on a park chair by the square and chatted for a long time.This was the first time he had met someone who understood him since he suffered from obsessive-compulsive disorder for two years. After chatting with Qin Mo, Tang Yunxi felt a sense of enlightenment.

Tang Yunxi was so absorbed in the chat that he forgot the time, and when he saw the time announced by the LDE screen advertisement on the opposite building, Tang Yunxi was startled, "It turned out that it was already ten o'clock, and our school bus was gone at 10:30, so I have to leave first. "

Because Tang Yunxi stood up suddenly, the dog woke up from his sleep and rubbed against his arms fiercely.

"I'll drive you back." Qin Mo stood up and said.

"I'll take the subway back now, and I can still catch the last bus." Tang Yunxi handed the puppy in his arms to Qin Mo, "Remember to feed it when you go back."

"Xiaoxi." Qin Mo called to stop him, "It's too late, don't squeeze the subway, my car is parked nearby."

Tang Yunxi hesitated, "Will it be too late for you to go back?"

"I usually go to bed late."

Tang Yunxi finally agreed to take Qin Mo's car. He sat on the passenger seat and hugged the puppy, with his palms running along his white hair. The more he looked at it, the more he liked it, "Why don't you give the puppy a name."

Qin Mo glanced at him, "Do you have any suggestions?"

Tang Yunxi looked at the little thing sleeping on his lap, and thought for a while, "How about calling Dongdong?"

The corner of Qin Mo's mouth curled up into a smile, "Yes."

After that, the conversation between Qin Mo and Tang Yunxi always started with Dongdong.Every time Tang Yunxi knocked on him, the first question he asked was, how is Dongdong?

Qin Mo picked up the ball of snow-white balls on the ground, took a photo with his mobile phone, and sent it to him.

Tang Yunxi deliberately looked at the kennels on the Internet, saw several cute cartoon kennels, took a screenshot to show Qin Mo, and asked him which one is better?

Qin Mo said that the brown one was pretty.

Tang Yunxi bought it, and asked Qin Mo's address, and he asked the courier to deliver it directly.

Qin Mo didn't tell him the address.

Qingmo: Do ​​you want to come and see it?

Yunshang Xiaoxi: You have to go to work, so it's inconvenient for me to go there during the day.

Qingmo: This Saturday I will work the night shift and stay at home during the day.

Xiaoxi on the cloud: Yes.

Xiaoxi on the cloud took a picture of the brown dog kennel that Qin Mo likes, and received it on Friday evening.On Saturday morning, he took the bus for five stops, transferred to the subway for six stops, and transferred to the bus again to arrive at Qin Mo's home.

Qin Mo opened the door in his home clothes, and Tang Yunxi was holding a cardboard box outside the door.

Entering Qin Mo's house, the ball of white pompon on the ground stood up from the sofa, looked at Tang Yunxi with a pair of round eyes, and circled around his feet.Tang Yunxi squatted down and picked it up, stroking his hair with his palm, "It seems to remember me."

Qin Mo poured him a glass of water, "You gave it a name, of course it remembers you."

Tang Yunxi teased Dongdong again, looked at Qin Mo, "By the way, where would you like to put the kennel?"

Qin Mo scanned around the living room, pointed to the wall next to the balcony, "Why don't you let it go, for ventilation."

"Ah."

Qin Mo opened the box and moved the kennel out of the box. The soft cartoon kennel was exquisitely made, and there were also two dog dolls, specially made by the store.Qin Mo settled the kennel, and Tang Yunxi put Dongdong in the kennel.

Dongdong lay down in the nest, pressed the doll with her fleshy paws, and licked it with her tongue.

Qin Mo took Tang Yunxi to visit the house. The house is quite spacious, with three bedrooms and two living rooms, one of which has been transformed into a study.After Tang Yunxi went in, he felt like he was in a library.

Standing in front of the bookshelf, Tang Yunxi suddenly remembered, "I forgot to bring the book I borrowed from you last time."

"You don't need to return those books, just keep them."

Tang Yunxi asked for advice, "Then can I read the books on your bookshelf?"

"Okay, just flip through."

Tang Yunxi took out a book from the bookshelf, flipped through it, and there was a mark made by Qin Mo inside.At this moment, a song rang on Qin Mo's cell phone, Tang Yunxi was startled and froze.

Qin Mo pressed the answer button. It was a colleague from the hospital who called and asked him some questions.

The ringtone of Qin Mo's call was a song sung by Tang Yunxi...

After talking on the phone, Qin Mo came in from the living room, put away his phone, and said to Tang Yunxi, "If you fancy a book, you can take it home and read it."

Tang Yunxi was still thinking about the ringtone of the incoming call, "Your ringtone..."

Qin Mo didn't feel embarrassed, "I really like your song, so I set it as a ringtone."

"Oh." Tang Yunxi responded lightly, and continued to look for books on the bookshelf, but he was a little absent-minded. When he saw Qin Mo from the corner of his eye, his ears turned red.

Qin Mo's ringtone turned out to be his own singing...

"Xiaoxi, stay for lunch." Qin Mo stood in front of the bookshelf sorting out the books on it, "The dishes I cook are not bad."

Tang Yunxi originally wanted to say no, but he also wanted to try Qin Mo's craftsmanship, so he nodded and agreed.

Qin Mo was cooking in the kitchen wearing a dark blue apron, while Tang Yunxi was sitting on the sofa reading a book, with a fluffy puppy lying on his lap.Occasionally peeking into the kitchen, Tang Yunxi felt her heart beating faster. The way Qin Mo cooks is so charming.

When the two dishes and one soup were brought to the table, Tang Yunxi's stomach grumbled honestly. When he came here this morning, he only drank a cup of soy milk, and his stomach was already empty.

Qin Mo said to him while unfastening his apron, "Come and eat."

This is Tang Yunxi's second meeting with Qin Mo, and the first time eating at his house.Qin Mo served him a bowl of soup, "With me, you don't have to be polite."

Qin Mo's dishes were delicious, but Tang Yunxi couldn't be more polite, he stuffed his mouth with the dishes, then raised his head and said, "Your dishes are delicious."

Qin Mo picked up a chicken wing for him, "If you think it's delicious, you are welcome to eat it anytime in the future."

Tang Yunxi's appetite is actually not small at all, but the last time he ate Japanese food was not to his taste, so he ate less.This time, he ate three bowls of rice in one go.

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Summer is the company's peak season, and Gu Jinghan worked overtime for more than a week until nine o'clock in the evening.The other salesmen in the sales department were not equipped with assistants, and the old salesmen had too much work. After applying to the manager, they left some simple but troublesome things to Gu Jinghan.

Gu Jinghan suddenly became the assistant of the entire sales department, and at the end of the day, he didn't even have time to go to the bathroom.Every day, I was urged by several salesmen to ask for this report and that information.

In the office at nine o'clock in the evening, the seats are still full, and almost no one leaves work.

"Little Gu, have you prepared my quotation for me?" A man in his early 30s came over and asked.

Gu Jinghan raised his head from the computer screen, "It's almost done, wait a little longer."

The man looked at Gu Jinghan's face, "Look at your face, are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Gu Jinghan shook his head, "It's okay."

"My quotation is urgent, please try to hand it to me today."

"Ok."

In the past few days, his appetite has been poor, and he often suffers from abdominal pain, even after taking stomach medicine.

Nearly ten o'clock, the sales manager came out of the office and said that he would treat everyone to a midnight snack.

Gu Jinghan wanted to go back to rest early, but didn't go together.The office was soon empty. Enduring the pain, he completed the quotation form and sent it to his colleagues through the company's internal mailbox.

After taking a sip of water, Gu Jinghan stood up from his office chair and was about to leave work. His stomach was churning, and he hurried to the bathroom, vomiting out the water he drank just now and the food he ate at night.

After vomiting, her face flushed red.

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