below the lord

"Thank you young master for giving me the name, Qing'er will serve young master with all my heart and soul in the future."

Qing'er looks to be only twelve or thirteen years old, younger than me, with clear and dark eyes, that's why I gave her this name.

She bowed her head in thanks to me, but walked in the wrong direction.

"your eyes…?"

"I'm sorry young master, I can't see with both eyes, so it may cause you some trouble, but you don't have to worry, I can do most of the things." Qing'er looked flustered, for fear that I would lose her because of this.

Unexpectedly, within this dark palace wall, I, like her, have no choice.I don't know where the devil tricked me, poor boy, the servant who can't see is really suitable for me.

"Young master, Qing'er has brought you dinner."

"Young master...?" Seeing that I didn't respond, Qing'er called in again tentatively.

I was in so much pain that I couldn't make a sound, and with all my strength, I just touched the medicine bottle beside the bed.

With a clack, Qing'er heard the sound and groped to find me lying on the bed. The strong smell of medicine mixed with a trace of blood made Qing'er startled.

"Young master, what's wrong with you, young master?"

"what!"

Qing'er accidentally touched my wound and I cried out in pain.

"Yes, I'm sorry young master, I, I'll call someone right away."

"Come on, come on... Mmmm."

I quickly covered Qing'er's mouth: "Don't bark!"

Qing'er nodded with tears in her eyes.

"Go, close the door."

Qing'er closed the door.

"Come on, give me medicine."

Qing'er knelt by the bed shaking her hands.

"Young master, if you believe Qing'er, let Qing'er try to heal you."

"what?"

Before I could react, I saw her touching the water on the sink next to her and bringing it over.

"Qing'er lived with her grandmother who collected herbs when she was a child. I still remember the taste of this medicine."

As she said that, she carefully took off the torn clothes on my body, smelled my body, and followed the bloody smell to stick out the wounds to help me clean. "

"Ah." The cold water pierced the wound, and I cried out again due to the pain.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Qing'er will be more careful."

Her movements became more delicate, but she didn't know why her face was blushing.

"My lord, I'm sorry, although I shouldn't have said that, but your voice...is really nice..." Qing'er shyly said more and more in a low voice, I just thought she was lost for a while, and ignored her.

After cleaning, she smelled the medicine bottles in the same way.

"To stop bleeding, treat trauma, take it, apply it externally,..."

She fumbled carefully to apply medicine to the wound on my body. After a while, I gradually felt a lot better, and I remembered the wound there.

"I still have some injuries... in the back, I don't know if Qing'er can help me."

"The young master needs Qing'er, and it's too late for Qing'er to be happy. I don't know where the injury is in the back?"

I took her hand and touched it lightly behind me.

"How could it be hurt here? But it's okay young master, Qing'er and you are both daughters, please rest assured, young master, and leave it to Qing'er." As she said that, she started to treat my wound.

Maybe this kind of life is so numb, I even forget that I am a man.

"It's an old problem again. It's brought out from the womb, and it can't be cured. But my place is different from that of ordinary girls. You only need to apply medicine to that place, and don't touch other places. "

"Qing'er dare not, Qing'er will handle it carefully."

The medicine there seems to have been applied for a long time, and I can feel Qing'er's hands that are applying the medicine to me even more when I lie quietly on my stomach, cold and trembling.Afterwards, I asked her if she was okay, and she blushed abnormally for some reason, and couldn't speak well. I told her very cautiously, don't tell anyone about my illness, otherwise my life will be in danger.

In the past, the days after injury were the most difficult, so it is better to give me a good time.Now with Qing'er's care and company, the more my injuries get better day by day, the more worried I am.

These days, the devil has never been here, because of my injuries, let him down.It's ridiculous, obviously he made me like this by himself, but he despises me for being dirty.Fortunately, this is the case, so I have a period of peace, although as long as I recover, the nightmare will come back again, so repeated, there is no end in sight.

After a few more days, I felt much better, and saw Qing'er coming to deliver meals to me as usual.Suddenly, I felt something in my heart, and I pulled Qing'er to the mirror table where I usually dress up, and asked her to sit down.

"What's the matter, young master?" Qing'er wondered, but she was always obedient and obedient, and didn't ask any more questions.

I took off her messy attendant bun and dressed her up as a handsome scholar.After that, looking at Qing'er like this, she couldn't help feeling that if she was a man, she would be more handsome than all the men outside.

"Qing'er, how about being my husband?" I teased while stroking her pretty face.

Unexpectedly, Qing'er was really serious, she knelt down with a plop, and said to me in fear.

"The young master has betrayed Qing'er, how can Qing'er be the young master's husband?"

"You don't want to? Hate me? Or is it because we are both daughters?"

"No, no, it's too late for Qing'er to like the young master, so why would she hate the young master? It's just...Qing'er was born humble and not worthy of the young master, so the young master should not make fun of Qing'er..."

Seeing her pitiful blushing face and depressed appearance, it seemed that she really fell in love with me.

"I like your appearance. From now on, you should dress up like this."

"Whatever the young master likes Qing'er, Qing'er will be like that. Qing'er is Qing'er, the young master's forever Qing'er."

"Then...if I change my appearance, will Qing'er still like me?"

"Young master...Qing'er...you can't see, no matter what the young master becomes, the young master will look the same in Qing'er's heart."

"Oh? What does it look like?" I was curious, squatting down, and my outline was reflected in her clear black eyeballs.

"... I like... the appearance I like, no matter what the young master looks like, Qing'er likes it."

"Really? Like it is not just talking about it, come on, kiss me, and I will believe you."

"what?"

After waiting for a long time, Qing'er didn't move, and I got up angrily.

"Come on, liar." I turned around and wanted to leave, only to see Qing'er grasping my hand in a panic, like grabbing a life-saving straw, and kissed me a little.

"Hehe, I'm just kidding, Qing'er is so good, how could I not want Qing'er, come, come and have dinner together."

At that time, I only wanted to have fun for a while, but I didn't know that I would hurt Qing'er because of it.