May Asheng live up to the occasion

People must insult themselves, and then others insult them.

If a person has a self-degrading behavior, are other people really qualified to insult her?

At this moment, Luo Shu felt particularly humiliated.

She felt that the scorching sun hanging high in the sky was torturing her, and it was emitting heat unscrupulously, trying to burn her out.

She thought she must have been sweating from the roast.Otherwise, how could her vision be blurred like now, and her mind be confused like a paste.

But it's just sunny today.The golden sun has covered the earth with a layer of light, but the temperature is not very high, far from the level that can cause heatstroke.

All her discomfort, not so much her body, was actually caused by her depression.

Luo Shu's physical coordination is particularly bad, which was a problem that was never discovered by outsiders before.For students whose main job is study, the most exercise in the past was just running.

But today, in the military training, in the goose training that all the students participated in, Luo Shu was picked out so glaringly.

Because I couldn't keep up with the rhythm, I couldn't reach the level, I couldn't be the last one, and a series of reasons that couldn't be explained one by one.Luo Shu was taken out as a bad soup of mouse feces and trained alone.

The instructor neither thought nor cared about his actions.What he thought was [If you don’t do well, you deserve to be punished.If you are still unhappy because of this, if you are so squeamish, then you should grind it even more. 】

The classmates didn't care much about it, and even had a happy attitude.In the boring military training, there is someone who can be discussed, which is really a refreshing thing.

But Luo Shu cared very much, very much.She is hypersensitive to her own visible flaws.

Saying the word "short board" seems to grab all of Luo Shu's nerves.In fact, not only Luo Shu, most people regard it as an enemy, and think it is the biggest obstacle to success.

They spent a lot of energy analyzing it, hating it, avoiding it, trying to overcome it to win the victory of the so-called "barrel theory".But the inertia of conformity is so great that it is difficult for anyone to stop and think about why they believe in a theory that compares the vast and unpredictable life to a bucket.

Believe it and then treat everything about yourself as a bucket, and live a life of sitting and fighting?

People walk the road to the future with traces of the past, and Luo Shu doesn't have the ability to avoid it.She lives in this world with the experiences and memories she has experienced. These experiences and memories tell her that the world despises those with shortcomings, so how dare she admit that she is a person with shortcomings.

The familiar pain came again, and it hit Luo Shu's whole body.Luo Shu didn't know much about the beauty of this world.But the feelings of pain and self-loathing run deep.

Yan Ji always used empty and irrelevant words to describe Luo Shu's bright future, "You have studied well and are promising, let's see if they dare to see our jokes. Everything will be fine, everything will be fine. alright."

Then he taught Luo Shu the pain of failure with real disgusted eyes and decisive slaps.

For Luo Shu, happiness is like the cloud on the day that she cannot see because she is covered by the brim of her hat.Pain is the inescapable land she steps on step by step.

And these Luo Shus are used to self-sufficiency, unable to describe them.Most of the people around her are those who have "suffered a great sin". These people who have experienced the bitter wind and rain like to indulge in their own pain and despise the pain of others.

They can perceive all the process of their pain, and feel that life is worse than death.To think that someone else's pain seems to be weaker than his is affectation.How painful those slight pains can be, how can it compare to the pain of my heart.

But, the pain is temporary.

Even being stabbed with a knife is really painful.But also because of the extreme pain, it can be exclaimed and advertised widely.The pain is very straightforward, and it will end if you can't make it through. After you get through it and know how severe it is, you know you have to go around.

Unlike it, some pain is like a shadow, endless.Furthermore, because the pain was not unbearable, it seemed that there was no right to cry out the pain.Many people don't even know they are in pain.Then these pains become unavoidable and follow forever.

Luo Shu has been enduring such continuous pain.

The instinct of the body tells Luo Shu that something worse will happen, and Luo Shu, who is used to predicting pain with pain, is afraid.

At this time, it becomes more difficult to practice walking alone.The playful eyes of her classmates aggravated her dizziness.There also seemed to be scorching heat coming from the ground, and she almost fainted.

"Hahaha!"

"Pfft, the same hand." In Luo Shu's view, the tranquility that was like the dawn of heaven and earth was broken.

She searched for her reputation, only to see Lu Chaoyun leaning back and forth with a smile, leading the people around him to one side.

Because of this movement.Those peeking eyes that were originally peeping turned into blatant staring, and the whispered discussions turned into loud jokes.

"You, come out." Lu Chaoyun's contagious behavior of the plague angered the instructor and called her out.

Lu Chaoyun was obedient but walked out lazily, and still didn't hold back her smile, that big laugh was like a wave of water, leaving smile lines on her face, and she rolled her eyes.

"What's so funny, you are laughing at your classmates, you know? It's too bad."

"Instructor, I'm not laughing, I'm just laughing."

"You're still quibbling."

"Instructor, I am laughing at you now, do you also think this is a mockery? Of course not. Then why do you think I am laughing at Luo Shu? It just means that you think Luo Shu should be laughed at. So It was you who laughed, not me."

"how is this possible......"

"Instructor, it's not a good thing to deny the facts. Just admit it openly. You just think Luo Shu has a big problem and want to laugh at her. So you think I'm the same as you.

But in fact, I don't think there is anything wrong with Luo Shu not going well, and he should be laughed at.Isn't it normal for people to do things poorly?

Like today, 2 bad things happened in just 4 hours.

One, Luo Shu's goose step is not good.

Second, instructor, you did not teach Luo Shu to walk the right way well.

[-]. I couldn't help laughing at the instructor, you taught Luo Shu to go right, but I couldn't help it.

[-]. The students didn't bear it, and they didn't do well.

Hey, so I'm just laughing at ordinary things, not mocking.This is just documentary life, and there should be no ridicule. "Lu Chaoyun interrupted the instructor's words.

"Is that how you talk to the instructor? There is no respect. There are piles of messy reasons.

If you don't listen to my teachings, and even lead your classmates badly, it's useless for you to say a big word. "The instructor didn't really think about Lu Chaoyun's reasoning. He only felt offended by the interruption. He felt that it was a humiliation from the students, and he couldn't bear it at all.

Seeing that Lu Chaoyun was still about to open her mouth, the instructor directly deprived her of the right to speak, saying: "Go, go over there and practice too. Let's see if you can still be as proud as you are now."

Authority is really a good thing sometimes, it doesn't need to be convincing in the person who masters it.Those who own it will consciously give birth to the aura of dominance, and those who accept it will most likely give birth to a state of submission.

But these did not include Lu Chaoyun.She doesn't think there is anything wrong with others, and she wants to humiliate anyone.

I don't feel that there is something wrong with me and I want to be humiliated by others.

So she didn't feel that it was a shame that she was picked out by the instructor.And this crude method of directly using authority to convince people seemed childish and ridiculous to her.

But at the same time, she also knows that the fate between many people is only 3 sentences, and more is to waste this beautiful life.So she didn't entangle with the instructor to find out more.

"Luo Shu, I'm here." Without a trace of haze, she ran towards Luo Shu excitedly, hugged Luo Shu's neck, and bumped the brim of Luo Shu's hat.

"Let me tell you, you are so funny, how can you be so funny..." The crisp voice lingered in Luo Shu's ears, like a breeze blowing away a lot of heat.

The situation of people and things in this world is really changing rapidly.If you are surrounded by people who confuse the wind and stir the fire, then good things will also be miserable.But if there is a person with lofty sentiments and far-sightedness by your side, the suffering is nothing more than sighing three times when you are alone, or pursing your lips and smiling in the sun.

"Training!" Lu Chaoyun's brazenness annoyed the instructor, and he shouted loudly at Lu Chaoyun.

"Oh!" Lu Chaoyun replied casually, but he let go of Luo Shu and practiced obediently.

"You are so funny and cute. I will call you Luo Xiaocute from now on! Let's go, Luo Xiaocute, let's go eat." After the breakup at noon, Lu Chaoyun insisted on not letting Luo Shu go, and carried her to the cafeteria.

"Pfft!" Lu Chaoyun started acting like a demon again, eating quietly, and soon began to spray himself.Her life doesn't seem to want to stagnate for a moment, so she always has to bring some sense of rhythm to it unconsciously.

Because of her action, Luo Shu who was sitting opposite frowned, and silently moved the dinner plate to his side.

"What? You still despise me?! Don't worry, I can't do such a shameful thing like spraying rice." Lu Chaoyun Buyi yelled.

Indeed, contrary to her exaggerated words and deeds, she actually has a sense of discipline and elegance in the details of her work.

She can take off her clothes without any scruples in the dormitory, but when she takes them off, she is calm and rhythmic.

She dragged Luo Shu to the cafeteria to eat in a blatant manner, but her eating movements had nothing to do with being rude.Chew slowly and stay calm.

"You are really an interesting person, very different!" Lu Chaoyun propped his chin with his left hand, tilted his head and blinked at Luo Shu and said.

Luo Shu was at a loss for what to do when his eyelashes, which were as thick as glue, were flickering with mascara.

Luo Shu always had no way to deal with Lu Chaoyun, Luo Shu had never seen someone like Lu Chaoyun before.It's even a character that I never thought of.She didn't have any reserve knowledge to deal with such a person.

"It's just that I have bad motor nerves, and I'm not being funny." It was only today that she realized that this could also be defined as being funny.In the face of inescapable defects, there is no need to struggle and try to get rid of them, but just laugh them off.

"If you don't have athletic talent, you don't have it. That's a ball. This extraordinary temperament is the bone marvel. It's unique. It's rare and rare." While talking, he waved his left hand forward to grab Luo Shu's shoulder , as if he really wanted to check Luo's muscles.

Her actions startled Luo Shu who rarely had physical contact with others.Luo Shu hurriedly wanted to get rid of it, but he had no way out, so he could only move his body forward.Now Lu Chaoyun patted Luo Shu on the back with one hand.

"Cough cough cough!" This time Luo Shu really coughed up the rice.Four or five o'clock rice spread out in all directions like running animals, and two or three o'clock rushed to Lu Chaoyun's plate and stood firm.

"Hahaha!" This coincidence caused Lu Chaoyun to laugh again and again.

[Is it really that funny?Why on earth is she laughing.Is it for this meal, me, or something I don't know? 】

Lu Chaoyun has been saying that Luo Shu is interesting, these words are not ear-catching to Luo Shu.She didn't find anything interesting.

But now she had an idea. [The person on the opposite side who is shaking with laughter is supposed to be interesting. 】

"It's 12:[-], now I can sleep when I go back, go!" Lu Chaoyun raised his hand and looked at his watch, then snapped his fingers.Wrapping Luo Shu again and leaving.

When he returned to the dormitory, the anxious feeling of being watched by everyone returned. "What's wrong?"

"They thought you were crying, hahaha. She didn't cry, she really didn't cry." Lu Chaoyun said something illogical.They seemed to have presupposed that Luo Shu would cry.The meaning of Lu Chaoyun's words seemed to be that Luo Shu thought Luo Shu would cry, but then decided that she would not cry, and was very flustered.

[Crying] Luo Shu circled the word in his heart.

Those who can cry so casually and without picking occasions are happy.For those who can cry wantonly, she should be surrounded by a group of companions who can simply accept those tears instead of counting the pain of those who shed them.

So that person who cried wantonly could not belong to Luo Shu.

"Luo Shu, don't be unhappy, it's nothing. If they laugh again, I'll settle the score with them." Yao Lefang rolled his eyes at Lu Chaoyun and said to Luo Shu.

After speaking, she found that Luo Shu still had no expression on her face, and Yao Lefang panicked. She quickly passed a tissue to Luo Shu, and made preparations for the possible breach of the embankment.

Luo Shu rubbed his thumb against the texture of the paper towel in his hand, thinking that Lu Chaoyun pulled his mouth back after eating, before he even had time to wipe his mouth.She hooked the corners of her mouth, raised the tissue in her hand and said, "Thanks, I'm fine." After speaking, she put away the tissue.

"Okay, okay, she's really fine. Let's go to sleep, and we have military training in the afternoon." Lu Chaoyun, who had no sense of being on the opposite side of the people, said.

The others originally wanted to come to comfort Luo Shu, but seeing that the atmosphere had drifted away, there was really no motivation to comfort them, so they dispersed and went to sleep.

After a morning of wind and rain, Luo Shu found some tricks, and finally he was able to take a good step, and finally he didn't have to be surrounded by crowds.

During the break between training sessions, Luo Shu's bedmates gathered together and sat on the steps talking and laughing.

For Luo Shu, the sun has long lost the feeling of burning in the morning. She felt that the afternoon sun covered everyone's body like gold, and everyone seemed to be shining.The smile on the face has the luster of jewelry.

"Suddenly it feels like we've known each other for a long time, is it really only 3 days?" No one thought that it would be Shan Jue who said this, the sun might have softened something.There was a misty look on her face that had just woken up.She feels that these 3 days have made her experience a lot, but the time in days seems to exceed the thickness of the past months and years.So much so that she couldn't believe the length of time.

But the length of time cannot represent its proportion in life.It seems that the importance of the short four years of this university in the future will be unmatched by any other time period in their lives.

Luo Shu and the others were silent. Under the sunshine, they all had to feel it well and reason about the answers in their hearts.

"It's only 3 days, obviously it's 3 years. That year when you and I first met, the young lady was 15 years old, pointing fingers at female workers, poetry and calligraphy, and no one could do anything. She was magnificent and unparalleled. It was more than 3 years since I fell in love at first sight. I don’t know if Miss can let me have a taste of my wish in this life.” Lu Chaoyun took up the conversation, and when he spoke, he stood up and performed the gesture of an ancient romantic boy, looking intently at Shan Jue with a pair of eyes that seemed to have peach blossoms.

Lv Chaoyun's statement made people fooled.

She said it so literally.If everyone didn't know that their hometowns are too far apart, if they didn't see Shan Jue's bewitched expression, if they didn't know that Lu Chaoyun likes to joke, everyone would probably believe it.

"No." Shan Jue came back to his senses and replied decisively.

"A young lady who is unparalleled in bearing should be matched with a young brother who is peerless." After Shan Jue finished speaking, she also made a girlish spring pose that didn't fit her image.

"Haha!!" After watching the excitement, everyone jumped into a ball laughing heartily.

In those laughs, Luo Shu felt that something that was dragging him down became lighter.As the laughter became softer, it flew up like a goose feather, towards the scorching sun.

At that time, they lamented their luck several times and met a good person.

But to know that one person's luck is luck, and that of a group of people is fate.

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September 2011, 9 Cloudy

It's finally time to officially start studying, and I saw the counselor today.She is an amiable female teacher.

Yang Weizhi was also elected as the squad leader as everyone expected.It's a good start.