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"I don't know when I feel happy even looking at him. I judge my heart again and again, but I follow my heart again and again. Heh, I'm crazy." Li Wenzhou turned off the light, lay on the bed, looking at the endless darkness, Dazed and not knowing where he was, he stared helplessly at the ceiling, which was still a suffocating darkness.

"Crazy, all crazy." The corners of Li Wenzhou's eyes were moist, his heart tightened violently, and the tide of emotion in his heart made him sweat all over.

But when he closed his eyes, it was that person's face again, so beautiful that he was filled with guilt.

"Ah..." Li Wenzhou sighed softly. It is really too cautious to be alone in the dark, like being in the wilderness, but he is still looking at him in another world, it's a pity.

Well, tomorrow is new again...

He hypnotized himself like this for countless nights.

Liang Xi asked him to visit Tang Tang, reckoning that his injury would recover soon in the past few days, so he could find the right time to trick him.

When they arrived at Tang Tang's house, they found that Lin Ke was also there. She was obediently sitting next to Tang Tang peeling apples. Tang Tang was lying on the bed watching TV, having fun.

Liang Xi ran over and punched him on the chest, "Isn't his brain broken? His legs are also useless? It's almost moldy lying on the bed."

"Hey." Tang Tang actually got well a long time ago. Seeing that Lin Ke wanted to take care of him so seriously, he played tricks and cooperated for a few more days.

The four of them chattered for a while, Liang Xi and Li Wenzhou left Tang Tang's house, Li Wenzhou sent Liang Xi to the gate of the community, Liang Xi greeted: "I'm here, let's go."

"You...wait." Li Wenzhou grabbed Liang Xi's clothes and said a little excitedly.

"Huh?" Liang Xi turned around, put his hands in his pockets, and looked at Li Wenzhou.

"I have something to tell you." Li Wenzhou paused, bit his lip hard, "You...you come with me." He took Liang Xi's hand and walked in, sitting on a stone bench in a hidden corner under the tree in the community superior.

"I want to tell you something." Li Wenzhou's eyes were erratic, and he was blushing, but he couldn't hide his smile.

Liang Xi had never seen Li Wenzhou when he was blushing, and seeing his coy look, Liang Xi thought to himself: "Why does it seem like you want to confess, why don't you just talk about something, what a man."

"Wait...wait, he won't really confess???" Liang Xi sneaked a glance at Li Wenzhou in disbelief.

Liang Xi's face was also a little red, and his heart beat faster. He adjusted his emotions and said seriously: "No, don't talk about it today."

"Ah? Why?" Li Wenzhou's clenched hands suddenly relaxed, his eyes widened. This... seemed to be beyond his expectations.

"Because...I'm in a bad mood today, so I don't want to hear it." Liang Xi pretended to be calm.

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"No, I'm going to tell." Li Wenzhou sternly said.

"I don't want to hear it!" Liang Xi retorted.

"If you don't want to listen, you have to listen!" Li Wenzhou stared at Liang Xi, but his heart was so empty.

Liang Xi didn't dare to refute anymore, afraid that Li Wenzhou would be really angry.After a while, Liang Xi muttered softly again: "Well... I don't want to listen."

Liang Xi stared at the cracks in the bricks on the ground, wondering if he really wanted to express something, or was he thinking too much?

"Liangxi." Li Wenzhou softly called his name.

Liang Xi turned his head, Li Wenzhou smiled, Liang Xi was about to speak, but Li Wenzhou made a gesture of silence.

Time seemed to stand still, Liang Xi could only see that the delicate and handsome face in front of him was gradually enlarged, and then the sound of gentle breathing slowly and rhythmically rang in his ears.Li Wenzhou pressed Liang Xi's soft lips, and carefully stretched out his tongue to test him. Gradually, Liang Xi's jaw was no longer closed tightly, allowing Li Wenzhou's lips to be gently pressed.

Li Wenzhou put his arms around Liang Xi's waist, and his warm tongue lingered together. Liang Xi seemed to be possessed, and he kept kissing back.The two hearts were getting closer and closer, burning hot.

Just now, Li Wenzhou figured it out, it's better for him to be an activist.

Li Wenzhou held Liang Xi's face, the two were panting, Li Wenzhou gradually moved closer, his hands moved down unconsciously, and put his arms around the waist of the person opposite, but Liang Xi turned his head to the side, and murmured: "No... no No, no more..."

"Then you rest for a while, let me talk about that matter now." Li Wenzhou said softly, he loosened his arms tightly around Liang Xi, with a serious expression: "I'm sorry, I... I was impulsive, although I don't know you yet. I kissed you because of my thoughts, but you should know my thoughts."

"Maybe you think it's ridiculous, but if you want to reject me, I won't say anything, and I will stay away from you."

"I was grateful to you at first, and then I simply liked you, but later, it was hard to get over the water, and I was already deeply involved."

"Hmph, do you think I look like a lunatic, or a fool, or a nasty and hypocritical fool."

"But maybe you don't understand. Falling in love with you is much harder than falling in love with any girl."

"It's hard for me to accept myself, and I don't ask you to accept me...Really, don't be embarrassed."

Li Wenzhou said a lot, his voice became more and more trembling, and his eyes turned red.

Liang Xi's heart was in a mess. He looked at the man in front of him who was out of control, and wanted to comfort him, but he remembered the kiss again. Liang Xi bravely hugged him quickly, then stood up and said, "I... Let me think about it." Then he ran away, afraid that he might not be able to control his emotions if he stayed for another minute.

"I'm crazy too." Liang Xi squatted at the foot of the stairs, gently put his fingers on his lips, closed his eyes, and smiled imperceptibly, followed by a sense of panic.

It felt like the night between him and Monica, Liang Xi couldn't recall it, he was too heartbroken, and Li Wenzhou was the first person he dared not love.

However, he still wants to love...

Thinking of this, Liang Xi smiled and patted the white gray wall beside him.

When Li Wenzhou kissed him, he didn't refuse or even resisted at all. He even thought it was a very normal thing, as if he had been his for a long time, but when the kiss was over, he fell into the abyss of reality again. Everything, too many worries...

I have always been a heartless and unscrupulous person, ah, this is the first time I have thought so much about whether to accept a person, Liang Xi, you have changed.

"Forget it for now, let him hang out for a few days." Liang Xi stood up, unable to hold back the smile all over his face.

And Li Wenzhou looked at the fleeing back, a mess of emotions welled up in his throat, he felt chest tightness, stared blankly at the direction that person ran, tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes.

In this world, the most unbearable thing is probably the surging tears in the eyes.

"Liangxi, I don't know, do we not even have to be friends?"

"I regret it. If I don't confess today, can I secretly love you for a while... just for a while."

After the air dried his eyes, Li Wenzhou straightened his clothes and hat, stood up, the night had already invaded, and his eyes were like an abyss, slowly swallowing him, invisible and calm.

What? !You promised me!