nothing else

After Jin Jin stayed in this strange city for another month, she actually went back.

One night, Cui Dinglin happily called me.

"Xiao Yi, your sister-in-law is pregnant!" Cui Dinglin couldn't stop laughing.

And my mind buzzed, pregnant?that kid?

The boy's face appeared in my mind again, and all the events of that night made me extremely confused.

Only I know that the child does not necessarily belong to Cui Ancheng.

I resolutely quit my job and rushed home overnight with a meager salary.

"Xiao Yi, why are you back? Didn't you say..." Cui Dinglin helped me make dinner.

"I... um..." I didn't know how to answer Cui Dinglin.

I changed the subject and asked, "My brother..."

Before the question was finished, Cui Dinglin sighed and said, "Oh, your brother is leaving in two days, and he is going to N City with Jin Jin. I wonder what will happen to his work here?"

I sneered, it was really hard to hide from me.

I tossed and turned all night thinking about my 18 years.Almost half of the time revolves around Cui Ancheng.

What am I living for?Is it for Song Yizhou or Cui Ancheng?

The next morning, I called my brother.

I asked him, "Why do you want to go to City N?"

He smiled contemptuously and said to me, "Jin Jin raises a baby."

Sure enough, being deceived by Cui Ancheng was still very uncomfortable.

I thought and thought in my heart, and finally said: "Cui Ancheng, have you ever loved me?"

Without thinking about it, he said: "I loved it, when I was in bed with you."

I covered my face on the other end of the phone, holding back the sound of crying.

I asked: "Cui Ancheng, guess, I won or you won in the end?"

"I've never won or lost with you."

"Excuse!"

"I'm driving, I'm going to quarrel for a while and go home and quarrel with you slowly."

"Ha, you can wait, but I can't wait. I can't wait to tell you, whose child is in Jin Jin's belly?"

Cui Ancheng was a little angry: "Don't fart here, I have been your brother for ten years, and I still don't know who you are?"

"I don't care what I am in your eyes, but I really want to tell you that the child in your good lady's belly is not yours at all!"

"madman."

"Don't you want to know what happened during the few months she went to other places?"

"What do you mean?!"

I've been sobbing so hard, I've even got stuff in my stomach, feeling disgustingly vile.

"Brother, I'm sorry. But I, I..."

Just before I finished this sentence, there was a scream from the phone, followed by a loud bang, and then the sound of the phone hanging up.

"Beep beep..."

what happened?

There was a feeling of uneasiness in my heart.

Dial it again, it is the notification sound of shutdown.

Did you really hang up on me?

Well, what is it to be crazy for you?There is nothing wrong with becoming a demon for you.

"Song Yizhou! Song Yizhou..." There was a shrill and hoarse voice that dragged me out of the dream.

I was lying on the bed taking a mid-morning rest, and Cui Dinglin's panicked shouts made me tremble. I opened my eyes, and suddenly Cui Dinglin firmly grasped my hands.

"Song Yizhou...your brother...he..." Cui Dinglin, a man who had always been strong, finally buried his head limply in pain.

"Dead...?" That sense of unease finally hit me all of a sudden, flooding my internal organs.

Cui Dinglin answered my question with his warm tears.

Why?You left when I needed you most.

I broke away from Cui Dinglin's hand, walked out of the room with bare feet, walked stiffly to Cui Ancheng's room, stared blankly at my bare feet, tears dripped on the floor, bit my lip with my teeth, insisted Try not to let yourself cry.

No one can tell me not to go barefoot anymore...

So what if he died, I haven't suffered any blows in the past 18 years, isn't it just another family member who has left.

Thinking of this, I knelt down and hugged my knees, covered my face and wept, trembling all over...

From my father, Wei Xin, to my mother, Cui Ancheng, everyone who can treat me well will either part with life or death, or betray me.

I can't help but suspect that all this is my own retribution.

Not long after I heard the bad news, Jin Jin also came to find me.

Her make-up was all smeared from crying, and her hair was not as smooth as when I first saw her, but now it was tied up in a mess.

She pulled the corner of my clothes and asked me over and over again if it was true.

I shook my head and said, "I don't know."

"Slap!" Jin Jin suddenly slapped me across the face, I was stunned and stood there stupidly.

"Bitch!" she yelled, "You think I don't know what you're doing with my husband."

I was mercilessly poked into the scar, and I was so angry that I slapped back.

"The whore!" I thought that I must not lose to her, but my voice was trembling, "Only when the whore is pregnant, she deliberately wears stilettos and high heels!"

Jin Jin covered his face and looked at me in disbelief.

That little sheep in memory, that boring boy, will fight back one day, you must be caught off guard, right?Um?

Cui Dinglin rushed in from the outside, grabbed me, and stopped the farce in time.

What he did next took me by surprise.

Cui Dinglin supported his knees and slowly knelt down in front of Jin Jin. His old back was like a knife piercing my heart.

Jin Jin also panicked and frantically tried to help Cui Dinglin get up.

"You didn't enjoy the blessings when you married into Cui's family. My son is sorry for you."

"He...he is still dead now. Although you divorced him, I will put this old face on the table. Please give birth to the child and leave blood for Cui Ancheng."

"please……"

Jin Jin and I looked at each other, our stomachs were like mirrors, this farce was really out of control.

I clenched my hands tightly, looked at Cui Dinglin's trembling back, and turned my head away in fear.

Jin Jin helped Cui Dinglin up, and nodded to him with difficulty.

Cui Ancheng's funeral was held on a rainy Sunday. After attending the funeral, I fell ill on that still rainy night.

During that time, I was always lethargic, sleeping for at least ten hours at a time, and felt that everything that had happened earlier had exhausted my energy.

At that time, poorly, I could only live on a little self-pity.

I don't know anything, and I'm sick at home like a disabled person. Cui Dinglin always shook his head when he saw me, sighed, and didn't say anything more.

Sometimes, I think about my mother, and I think, what will happen to her now?Did you fulfill your wish to travel around?Still not having a good time?

It's just that the decision was too thorough at the beginning, and they couldn't even know each other's thoughts.

I stayed in bed for two whole months. I tried to get out of bed and walk around. I had a fever, a cold and sore limbs all the time. Coupled with the recurrence of asthma, I was tortured and lost a lot of weight.

Cui Dinglin also slowly recovered from the pain of losing his son, but he would be in a daze in the yard, crying silently.

Cui Dinglin is no longer a high-spirited, handsome middle-aged man, he probably has already entered the earth with Cui An.

After my illness got better, in order to make Cui Dinglin happy, I promised Cui Dinglin that I would cook a large table of dishes for him.

"Dad, I'll make you steamed fish for lunch today." I carried a bag of vegetables, and before I entered the house, I smiled and pretended to be very excited.

"dad?"

Cui Dinglin leaned on the sofa, turned on the TV, and remained motionless.

He half-closed his eyes, still holding the remote control in his hand.

"Dad, you are asleep, why don't you come in?"

I hugged a blanket and covered Cui Dinglin.

Walking into him, I saw that his complexion was very fair, and I took the remote control away from his hand, but the fingers lost all strength.

When I met his eyes, I realized that the eyeballs were cloudy.

I felt like a blow to the head, my whole body trembling, I suppressed the fear in my heart and shook him.

"dad!"

My helpless voice lingered in the empty house, it seemed ethereal and shrill, but Cui Dinglin didn't wake up after all...