Diji Cultivation Manual

"What are you worrying about?" Wen Yunxiu leaned against the window to examine Liu Chunian's expression, and sighed.

Liu Chunian tasted Yaoguang's words just now, lowered his eyes and said softly: "I never do things that I'm not sure about. If I can't see the end, I won't take the risk."

Her thinking is not difficult to understand, Wen Yunxiu knows that she is such a person, and she cannot be changed easily.

"Just now Yaoguang also said that the way of heaven is impermanent, and no one can easily see through it, especially when it comes to emotional matters." Wen Yunxiu frowned slightly, and persuaded her with some helplessness, "If you look forward and backward like this, how much should you miss?"

Wen Yunxiu's words were not without reason, and his persuasion could be regarded as sincere, but Liu Chunian still remained unmoved.

"You have changed a lot. You were not like this before." Liu Chunian glanced at her lightly, and the only hesitation in his eyes disappeared, "Everyone has their own destiny, and I am like this. You don't have to persuade me anymore."

She had already talked to such an extent, Wen Yunxiu naturally couldn't persuade her anything, so she could only sigh: "You are right, I am very different from before. At that time, I only wanted to be the historian of the Xi Kingdom in my heart, no matter what Everything has to be measured for a long time, for fear of any mistakes. But now I feel that it is better to follow my own heart, after all, life must be full of joy.”

Liu Chunian leaned there with a dull expression and a hint of helplessness in his smile: "Can Nan Qiao compare with Yaoguang?"

Wen Yunxiu was stunned for a moment, and then she understood the meaning of her words, and was a little dumb for a while.

It is undeniable that Nan Qiao is really too small.

Although Wen Yunxiu can feel that she has tried her best to do better, many things cannot be created overnight.

Just like the old fine wine, no matter how good the ingredients are and how much effort you put in, you still have to wait for it to brew for several years.

Wen Yunxiu suddenly understood where Liu Chunian's attitude came from at that moment - she was afraid.

"If I'm not mistaken, Yaoguang is that immortal priest who lives in the ancient building of Xi Kingdom." Liu Chunian's tone was almost certain, seeing Wen Yunxiu nodded, she continued. , "Ask yourself, if it weren't for Fluctlight's great ability, would you be able to be with her without any worries?"

"You are wrong." Wen Yunxiu shook his head, looking at her firmly, "When you like someone, you will be willing to be with her no matter what."

There was some sarcasm in Liu Chunian's smile, she lowered her head and chuckled softly: "Then you can treat me as a utilitarian person, I am very selfish, and I will not scatter eagles if I don't see rabbits."

"Yuanxi, you're afraid." Wen Yunxiu couldn't see her demeaning herself so much, and sighed, "I can guess how much you're thinking, so there's really no need to be so self-deprecating in front of me."

Liu Chunian raised his hand to cover his eyes, and leaned his head on the pillow: "Yeah, I'm afraid. Nan Qiao and I are not on the same side. I'm afraid that she will despise me after seeing my true colors, and I'm also afraid that she won't be able to protect herself I have been walking on the tip of the knife for more than ten years, and I will lose my life if I am not careful, and it will be the same in the future, so why should I let her take risks with me?"

"In the final analysis, you still don't trust her." Wen Yunxiu hesitated for a moment, then whispered, "Forget it, you have your own thoughts, so I won't say more."

Seeing that Liu Chunian was no longer answering, she took advantage of the situation and changed the subject: "Yoguang and I are leaving soon, and Yaoguang will leave you a prescription for you. Take care of yourself."

"Naturally." Liu Chunian put down his hands, and smiled nonchalantly, "Are you two traveling around? You feel at ease."

"Probably." Wen Yunxiu looked at the sky, and said again, "That soul-fixing jade is under your pillow, you can wear it all the time, and it's also good for your body."

Liu Chunian was slightly taken aback, then subconsciously reached out and took it out, held it for a moment, then nodded slightly.

The two chatted for a few more words, Wen Yunxiu told her to take a good rest, and then left.

Liu Chunian casually threw the hard-to-find piece of soul-fixing jade aside, as if out of sight and out of mind.

She didn't want to waste any more energy on what Wen Yunxiu said, but as soon as she closed her eyes, she couldn't help thinking about the things she had with Nan Qiao, and how Nan Qiao had taken care of her these days.

Miss Liu thought she had a heart of stone, but now she showed signs of being warmed up by a little girl.

this is not good……

She told herself this repeatedly, rationally she didn't want to get too close to Nan Qiao, but emotionally she couldn't help but shift Nan Qiao's position in her heart.

In the beginning, she came to Nanliang, but she just wanted to leave the state of Jin, so she took the place of someone else and traveled all the way here.Originally, she wanted to turn a blind eye and close one eye, and perfunctory each other with Nan Qiao Diji, but Nan Qiao's appearance made her feel a little unbearable, and even wanted to teach her the truth with all her heart.

But she didn't like Emperor Liang's character very much. After the Huguo Temple disaster, she completely realized the difference between herself and Nan Qiao, so she gave up all her thoughts.She looked down on Nan Qiao's "overreaching" behavior at that time, and she didn't want to teach Nan Qiao to become another Yuanxi Empress, so she resigned.During the months of parting, she lived comfortably, only when Nan Qiao sent someone to deliver some things every now and then, she would occasionally think of her little apprentice, but it was not a deep affection.

After the autumn hunt, it changed completely.

She didn't know when it started, but she had such vague expectations for Nan Qiao, and Nan Qiao actually lived up to her expectations.

Liu Chunian knew how much pressure Nan Qiao had to face in order to save her, and how she carefully accompanied her to quit drug addiction all these years. Because of this, she was even more at a loss as to how to deal with this matter.

When Bai Qing asked her back then, she could still say with a clear conscience that she didn't care.But when Wen Yunxiu asked her today, she knew that she was shaken.

But this is wrong, she shouldn't have involved Nan Qiao.

Liu Chunian raised her hand to caress the wound on her shoulder. Even though she had detained Yuan Min and Feng Jun, she knew that the matter was not over yet, and she probably would never escape the fate of an open gun and a hidden arrow.

Because of this, she didn't want to drag Nan Qiao into the water.

With Nan Qiao's character, she is suitable to be a benevolent emperor, and a benevolent emperor in the future, instead of being dragged into these intrigues that should have nothing to do with her.

The so-called strategy can also be divided into conspiracy and conspiracy.

According to Liu Chunian's initial thoughts, Nan Qiao is different from her, it is better to learn some serious imperial power tactics, instead of learning those ghost tricks like her.She will let Nan Qiao see those ugly sides, but she doesn't want Nan Qiao to become so unscrupulous.

That was what she thought when she regarded Nan Qiao as her apprentice or her little sister, and Nan Qiao also met her expectations.But now that Nan Qiao wants to cross the line, that's another matter.

Liu Chunian once measured her own standards for her lover. She may not care about the other party's gender, or the other party's identity, but she stubbornly wants the other party to fully understand her, and hopes that the other party is the same type as her people.

But Nan Qiao is not.

Even if Nan Qiao treats her in every possible way now, she knows that Nan Qiao is not the same kind of person as she is, from before to now.

Nan Qiao may feel sorry for her, or admire her, and is willing to do almost everything for her, but it just doesn't meet her expectations.

If the two of them encountered the disaster at the Huguo Temple again, Liu Chunian would still choose not to save the woman who was about to be bullied, and Nan Qiao would still choose to save her. to save.

Nan Qiao's character is like this, no matter how many things he goes through, he will not change, and Liu Chunian probably has no such thing as a conscience.

Whether it was born like this or caused by various experiences later, Liu Chunian has already become such a cold person.

As Wen Yunxiu said, she was indeed afraid.

Not only was she afraid of involving Nan Qiao, but she was even more afraid that Nan Qiao would detest her appearance one day, and it would be too late to regret it, so she would rather not start.

What Liu Chunian showed to Nan Qiao was only her softer side, but she didn't know if Nan Qiao could see through her cold heart one day, would she still be able to treat her as always.

She was floating on the sea of ​​bitterness, and Nan Qiao was able to turn her around. It would be a lie to say that she was not moved.

But she didn't know if if Nanqiao saw her hands covered with blood, would he still be willing to hug her without any grudges.

For the first time, Liu Chunian realized so clearly that he is also such a person who worries about gains and losses.

But this kind of thing is destined to have no result, so she can only temporarily put it on the shelf and don't touch it.

She was in poor health before, so she had no time to take care of Feng Yue and Yuan Min. Now that she is recovering, she has to plan carefully and return all the gifts they gave.

After she had made up her mind about the recent events, she got up and put on a coat, and changed to a maid to wash her up.

Due to the injury on her shoulder, she still couldn't move her right hand freely, so she could only sit in front of the vanity mirror and let the maid comb her long hair.

When she was in Lvyi Pavilion in the past, she was very casual, and her hair was only loosely tied, so the maid wanted to dress her up according to her previous preferences.

"Wait." Liu Chunian raised his hand to stop the maid, and smiled after thinking for a moment, "Please help me comb my hair in a proper bun, I'm going to meet an old friend today."

The maid tied her hair up in a bun as she said, and chose a green silk hairpin made of palace yarn and put it on top of the bun, looking very dignified.

Liu Chunian glanced at the bronze mirror, raised his hand and picked off the silk flower.

She picked up the pen on the case, dipped in the rouge in the rouge box, and raised her hand to draw a piece of red maple on the center of her eyebrows.

The maid looked at the person in the mirror in surprise, her dignity just now was gone, and her whole person seemed to have been reborn, with an almost seductive aura.

Liu Chunian threw Guibi on the dressing table casually, looked at his familiar face in the mirror, and smiled.