Ambiguous addiction

When Lu Churan was leaving for work in the morning, she ran into the man who came back with Ye Xi yesterday in the elevator.

He was still wearing yesterday's suit, and this time Lu Churan finally saw what he looked like, visually measuring around 175, he was thin and petite, and looked fair and gentle.

Lu Churan lowered his eyes, and involuntarily touched the small white ankle exposed under the nine-point pants of the other party, feeling a little bit coquettish.

When he felt the other party's gaze cast on him cautiously, the lingering ups and downs, tortuous, and unsatisfactory screams in the morning emerged in his mind like a conditioned reflex, and he felt awkward for a few seconds.

It's really soul-stirring, from the chrysanthemum to the chrysanthemum and back to the chrysanthemum.

That posture literally shriveled the morning / boobs of an older single dog who was in his prime.Thinking about it this way, Lu Churan felt that she was still a little sad, and couldn't help but turned away and mourned for herself for three seconds.

The morning class in the morning was from 11:30 to [-]:[-], and Lu Churan managed to get through it with great difficulty.

He didn't get enough sleep in the morning and was woken up sleepy to death, his mind went blank, and the tiredness surrounded his thoughts like a wall, making his IQ keep dropping inside.

Before he started class, he pressed the switch of the laptop for a long time, but there was no response. He thought it was broken and fiddled with it for about 5 minutes before he realized that he was not plugged in at all.

Seeing this, a student suggested with a smile, "Mr. Lu, why don't you turn on a computer unplugged, why don't you hold an unplugged concert."

Lu Churan frowned, "Stop making trouble, class is over."

The student was still enthusiastically encouraging, "Come on, Mr. Lu, why don't you sing a song? You see that everyone in the morning class is listless and wants to doze off. You can just liven up the classroom atmosphere."

So the others booed after hearing this, or they would go to the unplugged concert, Lu Churan looked at the expectant expressions of the children below, and sighed helplessly.

So Teacher Lu Churan, who lacked sleep and was in a bad mood, was forced to sell a show after being laughed for some reason, and suddenly changed from a bad mood to a little depressed.

During the break of the first class, Lu Churan went to the Hong Kong-style tea restaurant on the opposite road to buy a cup of milk tea in order to quickly adjust his state. After drinking it, his heart pounded for the rest of the morning, as if there was a person in it. Like a dj, the whole person is excited.

However, the students in this class probably used two brain circuits when they booed and when they listened to his lectures. He rapped on it for a long time, and his mouth was dry, but the group of people below responded to every laugh Three beats later, Lu Churan was embarrassed to be alone in front of him, so he was even more restless.

So when it was finally time for get out of class to end, teacher Lu Churan, who was forced to perform as a performer, suffered a critical attack from the students' unresponsiveness.

After Yan Qian left that day, Ye Xi didn't wake up until the alarm clock rang.

He felt a little headache when he got up, and when he got into the car, the stuffy air inside made him a little suffocated and nauseated. It's time to get off the car again to feel good.

Fortunately, the company parking lot has an elevator directly to the office, otherwise Ye Xi felt that he would not be able to bear the double torture of being scorched by the midsummer sun and the asphalt pavement absorbing the heat of the whole morning before steaming up.

During the regular meeting in the morning, more than a dozen college students came. They were recruited by an internship program in cooperation with the campus at the Hong Kong head office.

These interns will first receive training at Ye Xi's side to familiarize themselves with the work process, and after the training is over, the person in charge here will send them to Hong Kong for a one-week internship to complete the entire project.

The meaning of the manager at the regular meeting was already very clear. If there is no accident, the person in charge this time is Ye Xi.

"Ye Xi, is there any problem with entrusting it to you?"

"No, don't worry, just leave it to me." Ye Xi smiled warmly and took over the document handed to him by the manager, looking through it.

He has nothing to do with this job. Although he himself finds it troublesome to run around, socializing is something that can keep refreshing, which offsets the feeling of disgust.

Everyone's life experience and personality habits are different, from groping without knowing anything to grasping with full understanding to discarding without nostalgia, this is a life pattern that Ye Xi is intoxicated with.

And in the process of this reciprocating cycle, bright sparks are constantly colliding, returning to nothingness in the blink of an eye, and rekindling in another brand-new social relationship, which is even more interesting.

Ye Xi sometimes feels that his state of mind is gloomy and lonely, but it has long been the norm in life to go from being unfamiliar to being familiar and then drifting away, so it is not enough to regret being hypocritical.

Only that kind of anticipation for the unknown can give him endless motivation.

Like the new and dislike the old, he remembered the word again, and he had to admit frankly in his heart that he just liked the new and disliked the old.

After the meeting, Ye Xi, as the person in charge, took the interns to visit the company to familiarize themselves with the environment, and by the way, matched the names of the people in front of them with the names on their resumes.

Among the group of interns, there was one named Qi Nian who was quite eye-catching, but it might be because the rest of the interns were more ordinary-looking, so he stood out a bit in comparison.

Qi Nian is about the same height as Ye Xi, has a small face with a pointed chin, fair complexion, and a pair of clear eyes under thick long eyelashes. When looking at people, there is a kind of childish innocence, without a smile. Sometimes the lips are also curled up, a little cute feeling, and the temperament is relatively clear, without Yan Qian's kind of coquettishness from the heart, which is the type that fits Ye Xi's aesthetics quite well.

Qi Nian's seat was closest to Ye Xi, and he was very active during the training, and he chatted with Ye Xi in his spare time, always saying "senior" and "senior", which made Ye Xi suddenly feel like Back to the illusion of being called "senior" by a young girl with a shy tone on the university campus.

But when he thinks about it carefully, Ye Xi doesn't remember how many girls called him senior like that. After all, Ye Xi focused all his attention on his seniors and juniors at that time.

After a morning of training, Ye Xi has basically grasped the level and situation of all the interns, and has an initial idea of ​​the future work arrangements.

The overall level of the interns this time is not bad. The company has this kind of internship program almost every winter and summer vacation. When Ye Xi first came to this company, he saw a manager lead a group of idiots to train. After two weeks, he was breathless after completing the project. Suffocated and sick at home for three days before returning to work.

Ye Xi felt that he was very lucky, so he couldn't help but feel relaxed. The professional smile on his face was a bit sincere, and he seemed to be more gentle and friendly.

Near noon, all the interns began to adapt to the environment and found that they were busy with their work, and the chattering discussions quieted down.

Ye Xi's gaze always fell on Qi Nian's side face intentionally or unintentionally, so several times when Qi Nian wanted to raise his head to talk to Ye Xi, he found that Ye Xi was ready to listen to him. He felt that there was no deep meaning.

Ye Xi is really handsome, every time he looks at someone so intently, without even saying a word, he can notice that the other person will start to blush involuntarily within a few seconds.

This is also one of the few joys in his boring life.

After Qi Nian's face returned to normal, he continued talking to Ye Xi, "Senior, did you participate in similar internship programs for investment companies when you were in college?"

"No, when I was in college, the industry was quite differentiated. There were very few job opportunities for undergraduates, let alone internships." Ye Xi pondered for a moment, but still smiled, "I'm Those who came from crawling and rolling in the mud are not as lucky as you."

Qi Nian was a little curious about Ye Xi's words, "What did you do when the senior was gone?"

Ye Xi glanced at the time on the computer screen, then met Qi Nian's gaze, counting silently for a few seconds to make him blush and shy again, and said by the way, "Listening to my storytelling is for dinner, little friend, I Those years of getting lost... I said, why do I feel so much older after being called a senior by you, I am obviously only a few years older than you. When I just graduated, I went to invest in sales. One day, a group of old men pretended to be white-collar women to chat with middle-aged uncles, and when they hooked up, they called them to invest. I wondered if my colleagues would talk to themselves if they couldn’t get rid of their roles. .”

A group of people laughed coaxingly, and a girl in the middle on the left asked ingeniously, "Then will you pretend to be women to seduce women?"

"That's really true, tsk, now I think back to those young men who pick their feet pretending to be white-collar workers and chatting with women about herbal cosmetics, diet pills, face-lifting needles, manicures, etc. I suddenly feel a little unbearable to look at them directly, but I was used to them at the time. And I don’t think it’s too strange.” After Ye Xi finished speaking, he got up and took his group of children to eat, and for some reason, he had a vague sense of seeing a kindergarten aunt, and he was amused by himself.

The two intern girls who were walking next to him saw him laughing, and almost tripped over their left foot while walking.

At this time, the phone in Ye Xi's trouser pocket vibrated. It was Yu Hao's message. Ye Xi hadn't contacted him for a while. He might have been too intense with Yan Qian this morning. For some reason, he accidentally knocked the phone off the case. With a corner cracked, Ye Xi took a photo of the honorably scrapped phone case and sent it to Moments to say a formal farewell. After seeing that Moments, Yu Hao came to look for Ye Xi.

He posted a photo of two phone cases side by side on a table, saying, [I'm using this right now. 】

Ye Xi talked to Qi Nian who was next to him, and casually replied, 【Huh?Use two?Greedy kid. 】

[The one on the right. ] Yu Hao replied to him.

【What about the one on the left, leave it to me? 】Ye Xi sent a smiley expression, then raised his head from the phone screen and smiled to say sorry, met the questioning look in Qi Nian's eyes, and said in a very gentlemanly tone, "A friend is talking to me, um, just Choose according to your taste, I will listen to you."

【No, I left it for my boyfriend, you go away. 】Yu Hao quickly added another sentence, as if he was afraid that Ye Xi would really leave and not talk to him. 】

Ye Xi sneered inwardly, hehe, who is your boyfriend.

Ye Xi's eyes darkened, the corners of his mouth curled into a very ambiguous angle, and there was an imperceptible smile, 【Then leave it to your boyfriend, I won't rob him. 】

The other party was a little anxious, 【Don't you like it? 】Don't you like me, or don't you like what I want to give you?

Ye Xi said, 【I just don't need it, don't worry about it. 】

Ye Xi ended the conversation with a few simple words. It seems that this paragraph is almost over here, and it is about to break through.

Ye Xi has never told anyone that he likes it, and he has never told anyone that he doesn't like it. He is used to dealing with everyone with ambiguous answers, and leaving blank is the most satisfying.

Although Ye Xi likes to be ambiguous, the premise of being ambiguous is the consensus of your love and my willingness. Once he sensitively captures and realizes that others are attracted to him and have the idea of ​​confirming the relationship, he will automatically break with the other party completely and use tact The method of obliterating all back roads eliminates all reverie of the opponent.

Lu Churan took the bus back to her parents' house after get off work, because it was not convenient to park there.

After getting off the car and walking back home for 10 minutes, he was sweating all over. After getting home, his mother made him drink a bowl of hot soup. He was so hot that he was going crazy. Lu Yage was still like a small stove for a moment Keep sticking to him and talking to him.

Finally, he couldn't help pulling her away a little, and took out the YSL lip gloss that he helped Ji'er bring to his sister when he asked Ji'er to buy coffee beans in the United States last time, to attract her attention.

"Brother Ji'er is so kind to me! Brother, please accept him quickly, and tell him not to wait for that He Sang anymore." Lu Yage was in a good mood after receiving the gift, turned around and went into his room to find the mirror and started Color test.

"Shen, that word reads Shen," Lu Churan corrected her, with a helpless expression, "How did you get into the university? Chinese was taught by the physical education teacher."

"No, our physical education was taught by our Chinese teacher in the third year of high school, and she always occupied our physical education class to mark papers." Lu Yage held up the mirror and changed several angles to appreciate himself, and explained to Lu Churan kindly, lips The lip glaze on her face was shiny and glistening, like a layer of lard, she narrowly blinked at Lu Churan, "Tell brother Ji'er not to wait for that He Shen, and be my sister-in-law."

"Stop messing around, it's impossible for me to be too familiar with him, there is no spark at all, and there will be no sex life if you force him to marry him." Lu Churan said, "And Ji Er and He Shen are just friends. , there is nothing to wait for."

Lu Yage was so provoked by his words that he couldn't stop laughing, and finally took a breath before his expression tightened, and he looked back at Lu Churan with the tone of a veteran in love, "Brother, are you mentally retarded?"

As soon as he finished speaking, his mother slapped him hard, "Why are you talking to your brother? You put on lip gloss when you're ready to eat!"

"Don't eavesdrop on someone's half-talk and come here to interrupt, okay!" Lu Yage yelled, covering his head aggrievedly, and lowered his voice to pretend to be serious after his mother went out, "Brother, let me tell you, everything has nothing to do with the relationship with your ex. It's ambiguous. You said that brother Ji Er wants to be friends with his ex because of his lack of friends. If you men have no hope of getting back together and are still single for so many years, I will be friends with your ex..."

What she wanted to say was "I was slapped twice in vain", but Lu Churan didn't like the attitude in her tone that seemed to know many men, so she interrupted, "You eat live Xiang? Lu Yage, I advise you not to talk too hard, I know you have been in love since junior high school, but you used to be childish love with relatively low reference value, and you don’t want the romantic feelings of a little girl Just find someone to take a seat."

"Lu Churan, you really hate it." Lu Yage couldn't help but raised his hand and beat him up. Every time his brother said something straightforward and ruined Xiaoqing with a face that was wet with life, he was very annoying. No wonder he is an uncle who has no sex life.

Lu Churan was unmoved, rubbed her head, and heard her say forcefully, "It's your fault that you don't have a girlfriend or a boyfriend!"

The hot and cramped air has been lingering over the city for a few days, and today it finally brought a hearty rainstorm at dinner time.Blue-purple lightning split the pitch-black night, and the electric light penetrated through layers of dark clouds like thick quilts, lighting up part of the sky.

In an instant, the sudden menacing rain whipped the whole city under the blessing of a tyrannical wind, like drawing a curtain so that the scene in front of us could not be seen clearly.

This rain is likely to last for a long time, Lu Churan kept looking outside after dinner, and hurried back to the house where she lived when the rain subsided.

When he was waiting for the elevator in the downstairs lobby, he saw Ye Xi walking towards him, shaking off his body, and approached him with a smile, "What a coincidence, Mr. Lu."

Lu Churan frowned imperceptibly, "Just call me Lu Churan, Mr. Ye, are you alone? Where's your roommate?"

Ye Xi wondered what kind of roommate he was, and then remembered that he was probably misunderstood by Lu Churan when he came back with Yan Qian yesterday. He has always been very firm about his single position, "Lu Churan, you can also call me Ye Xi." .Well, that one yesterday was not my roommate, but just a normal friend."

Lu Churan paused, looked at him blankly, and silently complained about how "ordinary friends" can play so hard, and then heard him ask, "By the way, Lu Churan, are you interested?" Would you like to come to my new house for a while? I was in a hurry when I came back yesterday, and my friend was there too, so I’m sorry to bother you. Actually, I really want to invite you to come and have a look. After moving to a new house, few friends can come. It’s strange. Cool."

Lu Churan turned his gaze to his eyes naturally. Ye Xi's eyes are indeed attractive, and there is no emotion at all. He wrote all the emotions in his expression, and the real eyes in his eyes is well hidden.

Ye Xi waited for ten seconds, but he didn't see any unnatural blush on Lu Churan's face, and his competitive heart as a man was secretly aroused.

When he got out of the elevator, he looked back at Lu Churan, beckoning him to go with him, but Lu Churan hesitated for two seconds, but followed him.

When Ye Xi opened the door with the key, Lu Churan couldn't help but frowned because of the smell that hit his face, and asked him: "The smell of the decoration in the house is still so strong, so why don't you stay?"

"Well, I'm running out of time, so I can only make do with it. I'm doing investment and financial management. The company recently moved from the old district to the CBD. The place I lived in before can't renew the lease, and the house price in the new place is relatively high. If you live in a staff dormitory, you have to share a room with others. I’m not used to it, so I’ll just buy a second-hand house and renovate it.” Ye Xi turned on the light and asked him, “What would you like to drink?”

"No thanks. Do I need to take off my shoes?" Lu Churan slandered again in her heart. Of course you are not used to living in a dormitory, and you can't sleep with your "ordinary friends" in a dormitory.

Ye Xi turned around and smiled at him and said no, and put on a melancholy expression, "This smell makes people feel a little uncomfortable, and I don't know what to do. Did you encounter such a problem when you moved here? ?”

Lu Churan still had no expression on her face, and she didn't have any emotions when she said it, but she didn't perfunctory the other party, "I heard that coffee grounds are very effective in deodorizing. I open a Cafe with my friends in my spare time. There are not many other things at most. There are coffee grounds, I can bring you some next time if you need it, it’s not good for your body to always smell like this.”

"Really? Thank you so much." Free time?This person is a teacher?Ye Xi lowered his head, the chill in his eyes was fleeting, but there was still a nice smile on his face, the corners of his lips curled up slightly as if he had sugar in his mouth, "Are you a university teacher?"

"No, it's just a teacher in an educational institution." Lu Churan explained.

"Teacher holidays in educational institutions are not as stable as school teachers, right?"

Lu Churan looked at Ye Xi's earnest listening expression, and unconsciously talked too much, "For me, interest is more important than stability. I was a lecturer in college for a year, and I resigned if I didn't like it. Yes, the management system of institutions of higher learning involves administration to some extent, but the institution is still an enterprise, and the enterprise management model is still different. Although the benefits and holidays are a little less, the exams for going abroad are almost every month. The salary is higher and the working hours are more flexible.”

Ye Xi's expression became more gentle when he heard Lu Churan's words. Compared with the ferocious storm outside, it was like the twilight morning light. His eyes moved from Lu Churan's eyes to his straight nose bridge, and then to his speaking lips. Then he swam to his Adam's Apple, which was slightly moving when he was talking, his eyes were full of pleasure, and his smile deepened.

The author has something to say: the number of words is touching, and I can't help but praise myself for my hard work.