Murong paper on the snow mountain

I am... Am I going to die...?

Ah Zhi, I, I...

I can't bear...I can't bear you.

I have done many things wrong in the past.

If I just die like this.How, how can you forgive me.

...I don't want to be hated by you, I don't want to be hated by you, I don't want, I don't want to be hastily forgotten by you in this terrible posture after death.

……

Half dead, his body was half-supported by Murong Zhi, and as soon as he moved, there was another sharp pain in his stomach.

Murong Zhi coaxed softly in his ear: "Xie Lu, drink this, drink this quickly!"

Xie Lu couldn't see the pain.His trembling teeth bumped against the edge of the bowl, with the warm herbs and bitter taste, he knew that it was the water that should be boiled with snow fruits.He wanted to open his mouth, but he couldn't even raise the strength to swallow.

"Xie Lu, you, you open your mouth! Drink it, maybe it won't hurt after drinking it."

want to drink.I want to drink.Cold sweat slid down his cheeks, and it became extremely difficult to even breathe in.I tried several times to get close to the bowl, but I couldn't swallow the concoction smoothly.

While half awake and half awake, he could only hear Murong Zhi coaxing him continuously.Over and over again, Xie Luru was tossing and turning in the sea of ​​consciousness, but suddenly he heard two words, which gave him a moment of sobriety.

"Little Ginger."

Murong Zhi coaxed him softly: "Drink a little. Xiao Jiang, just, just a little."

This name, these two words, seemed to have some unparalleled power, Xie Lv's nose was sore, his empty eyes suddenly seemed to find a glimmer of light, his curled up body straightened in an instant, coughing up a big mouthful of dirty blood come out.

He didn't care about it, and exerted all his strength, he moved to the side of the bowl, and swallowed wildly while holding his breath.

A paper.

if i...

If I'm here all the time, I'll always be your little ginger.If the unbearable ten years in the middle, you can start over.

……

Murongzhi had tears in his eyes.Seeing that the man drank the decoction with great difficulty, but immediately spurted blood from his mouth and nose.Already skinny and coughing constantly, the description at this moment is so miserable that it is unbearable to look at.

Obviously a few days ago, he was still in high spirits, jumping and jumping, smiling brightly at himself facelessly, that kind of look that made people both happy and hate, how could he turn his face, and looked like he was going to die ?

Murong Zhi knew early on that Xie Lv would not have long to live.

He also knew that he was not a miracle doctor who could revive the dead and cure bones like his master, and he couldn't cure Xie Lu's Gu, but because he couldn't cure it, he knew that Xie Lu's time was running out.

But it was only at this moment that he suddenly realized for the first time——

This person really just came back to him.

He hasn't even had time to adapt to the Xie Lv ten years later, he is still resisting, still full of temptations and unwilling, and has never taken the initiative to kiss or hug him.He's just... leaving again.

But what should we do?

What should I do to keep him, even for a few days, to stay by my side more?

Even if you still hate him.Even if it's hard to let go of keeping him by my side, it's still...

……

"Ah Paper..."

I don't know how long it took, the sky was already dark, and the moonlight shone into the room through the window paper, Murong Zhi suddenly opened his eyes, and in the darkness, Xie Lv's eyes were looking at him, shining brightly.

"Ah Zhi, it seems...it doesn't hurt so much anymore."

"Is it not hurting anymore?"

"It still hurts a little bit, but it's not as uncomfortable as before."

"Could it be that the pain-relieving soup boiled by Xueguo is really effective?"

That night, Xie Lu could even get out of bed and have a meal, but in the early morning, he started to suffer from severe pain again. Murong Zhi cooked another snow fruit and fed him to drink. The pain seemed to relieve a little. Although Lily slept restlessly, he didn't toss and drench the entire quilt as much as last time.

It's just that in the afternoon, once the effect of the medicine wears off, it will be bad again.

But Tang Ji gave only a few snow fruits, so in less than two days, all of them would be cooked.

……

When Xie Lv woke up, the room was dark, and he couldn't tell whether it was day or night.There was severe pain in his abdomen, and he couldn't cover it with his hands at all. He reached out and grabbed the square pillow and smashed it in, unable to suppress the groans from his mouth.

No, no... I'm going to die.A paper...

The room was as bright as beans, and there was no longer any other breath, Xie Lv was a little unbelieving, he stretched out a hand and groped around the bed.But the person who will always be by his side, the hand that always grabs him when he is in severe pain, but he can't touch it no matter how he fumbles.

Another burst of overwhelming pain, Xie Lv rolled over with howls, and rolled out of bed with a "boom".The cold and hard floor tiles pierced his shivering body.He struggled to get up, leaned on the edge of the bed, scratched his abdomen and retched a few times.

Kneeling like this, pulling the square pillow and pressing it on the abdomen, it feels better.Xie Lv's face was flushed, black hair was sticking to his face wetly, and his body was shivering from the cold continuously spreading from his legs.

But after pressing it for a while, he felt that it couldn't do it again.For a while, it seemed like a ball of fire was boiling in his stomach, which burned him to death;

He climbed onto the edge of the bed and pressed the edge of the bed against his stomach, with his wet clothes sticking to his body, enduring bursts of maddening pain.His lips were blood-stained.

Ah Zhi, you, where have you been...

The pain was so painful that he shouldn't be able to think about anything, but Xie Lu could still think wildly.He wondered if Murong Zhi had completely abandoned himself and left him alone, and at the same time came up with a very absurd thought, did he encounter something more important than himself——

For example, did he go to Maple Leaf Villa, or is he with Tang Ji at the moment.

Just thinking about it this way, the picture of him sitting with Tang Ji talking and laughing unexpectedly appeared in his mind.Xie Lv felt extremely wronged, at this moment not only had to bear the unbearable pain of the body, but also endured the torment of the heart.

When I die, when I die...

Will Ah Zhi come back to him?Will you be with him forever and forget me completely?

Xie Lv couldn't make a sound, his throat was extremely dry, and finally he fell off like mud and limp on the cold ground, and he didn't know anything.

……

I don't know how long I slept, but I was woken up again by the pain. Fortunately, there was someone next to the bed at this moment.

A Li fed him some water, and he trembled and barely made a sound: "He... where is Zhi?"

"General, Master went to Beimo to find Xueguo to relieve your pain, and left last night. Ye Pu and I tried our best to stop you from going, but Master still went."

"What, what did you say?" Xie Lv grinned and stood up, "How could he! How could he... Did he bring medicine? He, him, that body..."

"Don't worry, general! Master brought it with you, you, don't worry. And Ye Pu said he was worried, so he went with master! General, don't worry, with Ye Pu by his side, master will be fine!"

"No, all right? He... How can he be all right? A few days ago, refining medicine... I, I saw it! There are not twenty red pills, so how can it be enough, how..."

Yunsheng Prefecture is on the most southwestern border of Daxia, while Beimo is far beyond the northwest border of Daxia.Even with the fastest horses, it would take more than ten days to go alone, not to mention the turmoil in the northern desert, plus the return journey, it would not be enough.A paper he——

How was he going to come back without enough red pills?

***

"I, I'm going to find him. I have to pick him up on the road. My body can't last that long outside! It must be something wrong if I haven't come back after so long! I have to pick him up!"

"Forget it soon, General!"

A Li has been pestered by Xie Lv every day for the past few days, but thinking about what the master told him before leaving the house, he can only continue to persuade him with a sad face.

"Counting the days, Master is about to come back, can you stop running around? From Yunshengzhou to Beimo, there are so many city forks all the way, how do you know which way Master is going? If you are with Master and the others I missed it on the way, but what should I do? Do you believe that Master killed you?"

"But Ah Zhi, he hasn't come back for so long, and there is no red medicine pond for him to bathe in, not to mention that if the two countries are at war, if they encounter any danger on the road, or are accidentally injured in Beimo, I, I... ..."

"General, don't think too much! After all, Master has Ye Pu by his side to protect him!"

"What use can Ye Pu be? It's just a three-legged cat's kung fu. What can he do at critical times?"

"General, don't worry! Master himself is very strong! Whether it is martial arts or spells, it is completely enough to stand alone!"

"Azhi him—his body is bad enough outside, if he uses corpse control or other spells, wouldn't it be, wouldn't it be..."

"General!" Ah Li sighed, "After all, Master has already gone, so what's the use of you worrying here?"

……

The month Murong Zhi went out to search for medicine was the most difficult month in Xie Lv's life.

Worried, lonely, tangled, depressed, bored, restless.It was actually a hundred times more terrified than the days when I heard that the emperor was going to kill me in the sky prison in the capital and sat in the prison all day waiting to die.

Xie Lv didn't dare to think, with Ah Zhi's body, what if he couldn't come back on the road.

I didn't even dare to think, what if I fell down quietly and couldn't get up again during this period of time, and couldn't see Murong Zhi for the last time.

In this big listening snow palace, obviously there is Ah Li by his side, and obviously only a month has passed, but Xie Lv felt that counting the days day by day seemed as long as a lifetime.

Thinking about Ah Zhi again, on this vast snow-capped mountain, how long have you counted the days by yourself?

On those nights when he was lonely, bored, and unable to sleep, so many nights where he could only talk to the zombie slaves and them, who knew?Who else is distressed?

For a moment, Xie Lv felt a throbbing pain in his heart.