rebirth retreat

"It's snowing." Goode pushed open the window, looked out, and said to Gu Liuguang.

Gu Liuguang slowly walked to the window with a warm glass of water in his hand.Looking at the fluttering shadows in the dim street scene, he suddenly lost his mind.

"Ah, I forgot Ningning's album in the cemetery! What should I do?" Gude suddenly exclaimed.

Gu Liuguang came back to his senses, lowered his eyes to look at the water glass in his hand, and said after a long time, "No more."

Goode froze for a moment, and asked, "Why, aren't those things very important to you?"

"No matter how important some things are, they shouldn't be kept anymore." Gu Liuguang whispered.

Looking at the fluttering snowflakes, Gude was silent for a moment, and asked hesitantly, "Liu Guang, what have you been thinking about since Tang Qian left?"

Gu Liuguang said: "I think if I don't choose to take revenge on Yan Dongting, what will Gu Jie do?"

Goode turned his head sideways, looked at this strange but familiar face, and asked, "Are you afraid that he will know that you have changed your body?"

"Scared." Gu Liuguang said.

"Why are you so afraid of him? In fact, apart from his fierce looks, cold expression, and tough attitude, he never seems to have done anything excessive to me." Goode said, "So I originally I wanted to find a chance to beat him up for you, but I never succeeded, what a pity." After speaking, he sighed pretending to be regretful.

"He's the worst liar in the world."

"Well, I don't understand what happened between you two." Goode said, "I just hope he has a conscience and stops doing anything to you." At the end, Goode added, "After all, it is I have used my body for more than twenty years."

Gu Liuguang paused, and couldn't help laughing, smiling, but his eyes were red.

"Gude, I know that woman too well. Now that she knows my identity, she won't let me go so easily." Gu Liuguang lowered his head and covered the struggle in his eyes, "Of course I'm afraid that Yan Dongting will recognize me." Tell me, but I am more afraid that you and I will be exploited by that woman, and live in the fear that our identities may be exposed all day long. Instead of this, why not go to Yan Dongting with a USB flash drive, and let me reveal this secret myself. But then it’s back to square one.”

He originally thought that after being reborn, he finally found a way out.But now he knows that in this game, he has no way out.

"Liuguang, look." Gude raised his hand and held it in front of Gu Liuguang, revealing the intricate lines on his palm.

"These lines represent your fate. You may hate it, loathe it, repel it, feel that it can't get rid of it, or even follow it like a shadow, but what does that matter?" Goode clenched his fist, "It doesn't always Are you holding it firmly in your palm?"

After understanding his metaphor, Gu Liuguang was stunned, and sighed: "Your character is really two extremes with mine."

Goode said very seriously, "We will make many, many choices in our life, and each choice will have a completely different ending. Some are happy, some are not satisfactory, but that does not mean that we have come to the end. As long as there is hope in our hearts , there must be a new beginning!"

Hope?

"If you don't even have a little bit of hope, even a little bit of what you want, you shouldn't be able to hold on when Gu Ning died. But what happened later? Even though you feel very painful, even though you are always trying to escape from this world , but you still walked forward for seven years, didn't you?" Gu De held Gu Liuguang's hand tightly, "Even he never gave up on you, did he?"

Gu Liuguang was shocked, and suddenly remembered a sentence that Ning Ning often repeated in his ear many years ago:

[Brother, Ning Ning likes Uncle Yan very much, he is like Ning Ning's father, the three of us should never be separated, okay? 】

"Enough, don't say any more." Gu Liuguang closed his eyes tightly and said in a low voice. "Don't remind me how sorry I am for Ningning."

"But Ningning doesn't think you're sorry for him. She definitely hopes that you can live happily, and I do the same." Gude said softly, "Whether it's good to follow Gu Jie's words and take revenge on Yan Dongting, or to be honest and reveal your identity to Yan Dongting? Well, it's up to you to choose what makes you happy."

After a long time, Gu Liuguang sighed softly: "Let me think again."

In order to wait for news from Tang Qian, the two stayed at Tang Qian's home that night.However, Tang Qian didn't come back after going all night, and the two people who had their own concerns also stayed up all night.

In the middle of the night, it snowed heavily outside, and even though the heating was turned on inside the house, the two could still feel the temperature drop a bit.The snow didn't stop until the next morning. Looking out of the window, you can see a thick layer of snow on the branches, roofs, and roads.

It snowed all night, the clouds were no longer as thick as yesterday, and the sun shone through the gaps in the clouds, falling gently and relentlessly on the land.

Looking at the clear weather, Gu Liuguang's frowning brows slightly relaxed, and he said, "Forget it, Ningning's album, let's take it back."

As for the U disk, I will think about it later.

Because of the snow and slippery road, the taxi was very careful and slow when driving on the way to Linyan Cemetery.It was only an hour and a half away, but it took nearly two hours to reach the foot of the cemetery.

After the two got out of the car, they supported each other and walked towards the gate of the cemetery.After walking for a short distance, Gude stopped suddenly.

"Liuguang..."

Gu Liuguang raised his head, followed his gaze to look forward, and then froze in place.

A black figure stood outside the gate of the cemetery, gazing quietly and intently in the direction they were in, and what he was carrying was the backpack containing Gu Ning's album.

Gu Liuguang's heart suddenly tightened, and then the pain spread.

He hadn't seen the man since the day the cast was removed.He had also thought about the scene when this person reappeared countless times, but he never thought that it would be today, in such a place, when he was faced with a choice.

After standing quietly for a long time, until his fingertips felt slightly cold, Gu Liuguang seemed to have made up his mind and walked towards that person.

After getting closer, the two realized that there was a thin layer of snow on the head and shoulders of that person, and his stern and tough face seemed to be stained with dust, making him look tired and pale.However, his eyes as dark as the night were staring at a certain figure with incomparable concentration at this moment, as if that was his whole world.

Facing that gaze, Gu Liuguang's heart was filled with sour pain.He is most afraid of being looked at by this person like this. Whenever this happens, he will have a feeling of nowhere to escape.How to escape?There is no way to escape.No matter how fierce words were used to satirize him, reject him, or quarrel with him, after calming down, he would still look at himself with such eyes.Even with a different body, he would still look at himself like this.

Is this kind of gaze only given to him, or can anyone give it?

He didn't dare to think about it, and he didn't want to think about it.

Finally came in front of Yan Dongting, but Gu Liuguang didn't dare to look at him again, but turned his face away and kept silent.

On the contrary, Gude saw the snow on his body, and asked with a complicated mood: "Mr. Yan... When did you come?"

Hearing Gude's voice, Yan Dongting seemed to come to his senses, and turned his gaze away from Gu Liuguang to Gude.After watching silently for a while, he slowly raised his hand and handed the backpack in his hand to Gude.

Gude froze for a moment, then reached out to take it.

The moment Gude took the backpack, a flash of relief flashed in his eyes, and then he turned and left without saying a word.

When he turned around, he staggered unknowingly, and Gu Liuguang stretched out his hand reflexively to support him.Unexpectedly, after he stood firmly, he brushed away Gu Liuguang's hand forcefully and ruthlessly.

That hand was icy cold, as if it had lost all vitality.Gu Liuguang's heart seemed to be stabbed severely by something, the pain made his eyes blurred.

The man walked slowly and vigorously towards the only car in the open-air parking lot not far away.

This was the first time Gu Liuguang was thrown away by Yan Dongting, and it was also the first time he watched him leave with his back turned.He never knew that that person's back was so straight, and he never knew that his shoulders were so broad, as if they could carry everything in the world.

Gu Liuguang and Gu De stood in place, watching Yan Dongting walk to his car, watching him stay in front of the car door for a long time, watching him finally get into the car slowly...

However, in 5 minutes, 10 minutes, Goode felt that his hands and feet were starting to get cold, and the car still showed no signs of starting to leave.

Seeing the suspicious white streak on the roof of the car, and thinking of the snow falling on Yan Dongting's hair and shoulders, Gude's heart jumped suddenly, and a ridiculous thought came to his mind:

"Couldn't he... waited here all night?"

Gu Liuguang's hand trembled slightly.

Looking at the black backpack in his hand, Goode said again: "Actually, he hasn't forgotten Gu Ning's birthday."

Gu Liuguang walked quickly towards the car. He was not yet fully used to walking with his legs, and he almost fell to the ground after walking for a while.Gu De hurried forward to support him, and helped him walk towards Yan Dongting's car step by step.

Goode didn't know what happened to Gu Liuguang, but from the look on his face, he knew how anxious and anxious he was at the moment.

When they came to the car, they realized why the car didn't move at all.

Yan Dongting was lying on the steering wheel without moving. He didn't know if he was asleep or sad.

Gu Liuguang raised his hand and knocked on the car window vigorously, shouting in a hoarse voice: "Bastard, get up!"

The knocking sound spread to Gude's heart one after another. Looking at this scene, he somehow felt a little desolate.

The entanglement between these two people was far from being as simple as he and Tang Qian thought.

Yan Dongting didn't respond, so Gu Liuguang tried to pull the car door.The door wasn't locked, it opened with a pull.With joy on his face, Gu Liuguang went forward to push the man who fell on the steering wheel.

"Hey, get up, what tricks do you want to play!"

After being pushed a few times, the lying person finally turned around slowly.Lifting his eyes, those eyes, which were always sharp and intimidating, are now so hollow that they seem to have lost their soul.Staring blankly at Gu Liuguang in front of him for a while, he said in a hoarse voice: "...Why don't you leave?"

His voice was so hoarse that he couldn't tell what his original voice was like.

Seeing such eyes and hearing such voice, Gu Liuguang felt as if his chest was being pressed down by a huge rock, and he couldn't breathe.

He reached out to touch his face, and the hot temperature came from his fingertips.

Yan Dongting subconsciously wanted to push Gu Liuguang's hand away, but when he raised his hand in mid-air, it fell down powerlessly.

"...Go away." He said hoarsely again.

Gu Liuguang had no idea how this man managed to get back into the car just now, and there was nothing unusual about his back.Looking back, he asked Gude eagerly, "Can you drive?"

Gude froze for a moment, nodded and said, "I will."

"Get him down and drive to the hospital!" Gu Liuguang said.

Unexpectedly, after hearing the word "hospital", Yan Dongting suddenly gained strength, grabbed Gu Liuguang's wrist tightly, and said forcefully, "I won't go to the hospital."

Seeing this man standing in front of him covered in blood again, Gu Liuguang's eyes became hot, and he shouted, "Do you really want to die?!"

The man's expression was almost distorted in pain. "Even if you die, don't go."

The remaining scruples in his heart finally completely collapsed, Gu Liuguang sighed and said, "Okay, no, let's go home."

The man's expression relaxed in vain, and he closed his eyes with peace of mind.