rebirth retreat

With a "squeak", Gu Liuguang pushed open the door in front of him.

"This is your dormitory." Li Lei said behind him, walked in with Gu Liuguang's luggage, and pressed the switch.

The originally dark room lit up with a "pop", and Gu Liuguang squinted his eyes uncomfortably.

"Come in." Li Lei greeted from inside, walked to the outermost bed on the left, and put down the luggage in his hand. "This is your bed, all your things are here."

Gu Liuguang walked in carefully with a cane, looked around the dormitory, and found that in the whole dormitory, only the bed next to Li Lei was still filled with things, and the other three beds were already empty.

Li Lei followed his gaze and said clearly, "Oh, after the accident, their family members came to clean up their things."

Only then did Gu Liuguang remember that "Gude" was the only living person left in this dormitory.

"It's also pretty good, you live in a big single room by yourself, don't be too cool!" Worried that Gu Liuguang would be afraid, Li Lei teased with a smile, "The Internet speed is superb! Download as you like!"

"Thank you." Gu Liuguang thanked lightly, and then issued the order to evict the guest, "I'm a little tired and want to rest."

"Okay, you've worked hard all the way back, so get a good night's sleep." Li Lei expressed his understanding, and said as he walked towards the door. "Our dormitory is next door. Call us if you need anything, and call us as you please. You're welcome!"

Gu Liuguang didn't answer, and after Li Lei closed the door and left, he sat down on the bed tiredly.

With trembling hands, he caressed his right leg, where the pain was unstoppable from standing for a long time.

But when he raised his head and saw the empty beds on the opposite side and beside him, he felt that the pain in his body was nothing.

Gu Liuguang suddenly remembered that today happened to be the seventh day after the accident, that is, the "first seven days" of those poor people who died because of that accident.

Thinking of this, he trembled in his heart, grabbed the crutches, endured the pain to support himself, walked to those beds, and bent down deeply.

If these things hadn't happened, would this place still be full of the laughter of these teenagers like it used to be?

Sure enough, he was a sinner.

Gu Liuguang didn't straighten his body until he felt that he could hardly hold on anymore.Leaning against the bed rail, he gasped for breath.Feeling a little cool on his face, he raised his hand and found that his cheeks were already wet.

He turned around and walked towards the sink with a cane, turned on the switch, bent down and rinsed his face with water.

The cold water washed over his face, like a pair of benevolent hands, washing away the liquid on his face and soothing the guilt in his heart.

What happened has already happened, and what was lost has already been lost. No matter how regretful you are, you can’t turn back the time. Let’s live your life well.

Gu Liuguang sighed, turned off the faucet, and straightened up.When he turned around and wanted to go out, he saw his current appearance in the mirror by the door.

Because of the unhealed serious injury, he looked very pale and haggard, his cheeks were slightly sunken, his eyes were still red from crying just now, and the hospital gown that he would not take off in the future was loosely worn on his body, and his head was wrapped Wearing gauze and a neck brace around his neck, he looked like a patient who had just escaped from the hospital, in an indescribable embarrassment.

It looked scary, but it reassured him inexplicably.

"Knock, knock." The door of the dormitory rang suddenly, and Gu Liuguang moved to the door with difficulty on crutches, and opened the door——

"It's so fucking inhuman!" Zhou Yi broke into the door with his pillow and quilt in his arms, cursing, "Damn chicken, why don't you tell me in advance when you bring your girlfriend back to sleep!"

"..." Gu Liuguang looked at Zhou Yi speechlessly, who threw the pillow and quilt on an empty bed by himself.What is he doing here?

Zhou Yi turned around, smiled at Gu Liuguang who was by the door, and said embarrassingly: "What, Lu Ping suddenly brought his girlfriend back and asked me to make room for him. I see you have a lot of beds, so I came here .You do not mind right?"

"I said I mind, will you go?" Gu Liuguang asked back.

Zhou Yi finished making the bed, lay down on it, crossed his legs and said rascally, "I won't leave."

Just as Zhou Yi finished speaking, before Gu Liuguang could react, another person came in carrying daily necessities.

Gu Liuguang took a closer look and found that it was Li Lei.

"..." He came anyway.

Li Lei stopped in front of Gu Liuguang, grinned and said, "Zhou Yi sleepwalks at night, for the safety of your life and property, I have to come and watch him."

Gu Liuguang simply asked outside the door: "Is there anyone else?"

A head poked in from outside the door, it was Zhang Hua.Zhang Hua heyed twice: "I was afraid that the two of them would disturb you, so I came here to keep an eye on you."

"You can do whatever you want." Gu Liuguang replied lightly, turned around and went back to his bed to lie down, closed his eyes and let them toss.

The uproar lasted only a moment, and then fell silent.There was a sudden darkness in front of his eyes, Gu Liuguang opened his eyes, and found that someone had turned off the light.

In the darkness, a whisper came suddenly:

"Good night, Goode."

The ice wall built in my heart for many years collapsed suddenly, and a warm current poured in from my chest and spread throughout my body.

"...Good night." He choked back.

This response was like a stone thrown into a pool, causing countless ripples.

"Hey, Gude, let me tell you, you survived a catastrophe, you must treat us to dinner, do you know!"

"What are you eating? Talking about money is so vulgar these days, Gude, you just need to send me all the seeds in your hard drive! You boy, I don't know how many seeds you have saved! You are reluctant to share them with your buddies! "

"Oh~ So you all have a purpose here! Gude, don't bother with these two beasts, you see, I'm the best for you, only I'm here to take care of you!"

The three of you talk about it, and I talk about it, filling up the dormitory that had already lost its voice.

Hearing the chatter and laughter in his ears, Gu Liuguang finally took off all the defenses wrapped around his body layer by layer.

If the hug at the school gate just made his nose sore, the silent company now really made him want to cry like a child.

Because of his bad background, he has been surrounded by contempt and ridicule since he was a child. When he was in school, no one wanted to approach him, and people often called him a son of a bitch. He has never experienced such a pure and normal love from classmates friendship between

The kind of feelings that have no purpose, do not ask for anything in return, and can be given wantonly just because of the word "friend".

Covering his wet eyes, Gu Liuguang fell asleep peacefully in this noisy company.

Putting down his defenses, Gu Liuguang slept extremely peacefully that night, and those fragments that he regarded as "nightmare" no longer appeared repeatedly in his dreams.When he woke up the next day, he felt an indescribable sense of comfort in his limbs and bones. He was refreshed, and the injuries on his body didn't hurt so much.

Sitting up propped up, Gu Liuguang glanced around the dormitory.On the bed next to him, Zhou Yi, Li Lei, and Zhang Hua were still asleep, all on their backs, each with their own advantages and disadvantages.

Sunlight streamed in through the closed windows, casting a shadow on the ground.

Gu Liuguang got out of bed, grabbed his crutches, and limped to the window.The sun was dazzling, he squinted his eyes and reached out to push the closed window open——

A gust of wind blew in from the window, and the sun fell on him gently. The sky outside the window was blue, and a flock of birds was startled by someone and flitted in the air.

Gu Liuguang's heartstrings were gently plucked, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, joy rose from the bottom of his heart, and spread to the depths of his soul.

It turned out that this is the feeling of new life.

At some point, Zhou Yi opened his eyes and stared blankly at Gu Liuguang, forgetting to breathe for a moment.

The boy standing by the window had a smile on his lips, his eyes bathed in the sun were like fine gemstones, absorbing all the sunlight, and there seemed to be brilliance flowing in it in the blink of an eye.It's obviously still the familiar appearance, but there is a layer of dazzling light on his body, which firmly attracts your gaze.

Zhou Yi rubbed his eyes vigorously, and when he opened them again, he saw the boy turned his head and looked towards him.

"You're awake." The young man said softly, his face extremely gentle.

"!!!" Zhou Yi clutched his chest, which was beating fast because of the smile in the sun, and a sentence that he didn't know where to read appeared in his mind——

You amazed time and amazed me.

***

three days later.

The three of them, Li Lei, Zhou Yi, and Zhang Hua, pushed Gu Liuguang, who was in a wheelchair, to wander around the huge campus. Every time they came to a place, they would explain to him the story that happened here.

"When you were a sophomore, you were here to confess your love to a freshman, and guess what happened?" Li Lei smiled wickedly as he passed under a sycamore tree.

Gu Liuguang looked up at the lush sycamore tree, and there seemed to be a scene of "Gude" nervously pulling a petite and cute girl to confess.

"You were rejected on the spot!" Li Lei laughed loudly, "That girl said she likes Moridy, hahahaha!"

Gu Liuguang also laughed.Moridy, he knew.The pillar of Shengshi Media has a sunny and handsome appearance, can act and sing, and has super popularity.In the past, he was always compared with him by the media, but Gu Liuguang knew that he couldn't compare to him in terms of acting skills and popularity.

"At that time, you were very angry, and immediately after you came back, you opened a post about black Moridi on the Internet, but you were scolded by Moridi's powerful female fans, not only your Weibo was suspended, but also the ID of the post bar was blocked. , and was almost fleshed out." Li Lei patted Gu Liuguang on the shoulder, and sighed with a smile, "You called it 'the darkest lovelorn history in history', and you listed Moridy as your lifelong enemy."

"Hey, you said that you are competing with a star, isn't that just asking for trouble?" Zhang Hua said, "People are idols, superstars."

"Gude - Li Lei -" a girl's voice came from behind the crowd.

Everyone turned their heads and saw Jiang Yi running towards them.

Panting, Jiang Yi ran to Goode, "I've finally found you."

"What's the matter, is there something urgent?" Zhou Yi asked.

"The psychological counseling room of the school opened a treatment for the PTSD syndrome after the car accident," Jiang Yi said. "The teacher heard that Gude is back, and asked me to come over and ask Gude to take a look."

Gu Liuguang frowned. PTSD syndrome?

"I've seen it too," Jiang Yi said with a smile, "It's really nothing, just do some psychological counseling, let us eliminate the shadow caused by the car accident. Goode, you can also go and have a look."

"Sounds good, Gude go and have a look?" Zhou Yi also persuaded.

"What's inside, Jiang Yi, don't you want money?" Zhang Hua asked.

"Of course not, it's free."

"Damn it, I have to go!" Zhang Hua said excitedly, looking at Gu Liuguang, "Gude, shall we go?"

"En." Gu Liuguang responded lightly.For the sake of their consideration for him, let's go and have a look.

Pushing Gu Liuguang outside the school's psychological clinic, Li Lei said, "It's okay for you to go in by yourself? We'll wait for you outside."

"Okay." Gu Liuguang nodded slightly, and waited for them to leave before pushing the wheelchair into the room.

But after entering, Gu Liuguang found that he was the only one inside.

Is this psychotherapy just sitting here alone for 2 hours?He couldn't help frowning.

Just as he was wondering, he heard footsteps behind him.Gu Liuguang turned the wheelchair around and saw a figure walking towards him against the light.

The man was wearing a white shirt, with thin gold-framed eyes, and his most familiar smile on his face.

"Hello, I am the counseling doctor this time, Tang Qian."

The author has something to say: You have amazed time and amazed me~