Arbitrarily

"I...I think I'm right." Shao Chengnan answered frankly, he never thought there was anything wrong with it.

"No." Zhang Qianyan shook his head, "Of course you are wrong."

He knew that he shouldn't expect too much, Shao Chengnan remained silent and did not argue with his grandfather.

"Your fault is worrying your parents and hurting the people you like. But you can't do anything." Zhang Qianyan looked at his youngest grandson with a serious look, "You are still young and impulsive. You have no way to prove to your parents and loved ones that you can live a good life, and in the eyes of each of them, you are just a willful child who does whatever he wants, regardless of the consequences."

Shao Chengnan wanted to refute a few words, but he couldn't say anything, so he curled his lips, "Because I'm young, I have no money and no status, so can I not like others?"

"Of course you can like it." Zhang Qianyan grabbed his hand, "But you shouldn't say it until you can protect him and protect your relationship."

In fact, Shao Chengnan also regretted this matter for a long time. He regretted not listening to Lu Yun and waiting for another two years. He regretted that he naively misjudged his parents' ability to bear it.

"What happened in the past has already happened, and it's useless to regret it. What about the future? What are your plans for the future?"

"I'm working hard to make money, and when I can protect him... I will try to persuade my mother."

Zhang Qianyan seemed to have heard something very funny, "I don't know how many years your hard work will take, but the person you like, you know he will be waiting for you?"

"Of course he will wait for me." Shao Chengnan interrupted Grandpa anxiously and impolitely, "He loves me."

His tense and firm tone made Zhang Qianyan see his old friend from many years ago in a trance, and he couldn't say what he wanted to teach the child. He patted Shao Chengnan on the shoulder, "I will talk to your mother, What is it to stare at you like this all the time, you are an adult and should be responsible for what you do."

Shao Chengnan was overjoyed, "Grandpa, thank you for supporting me."

"I didn't support you." Zhang Qianyan was a little tired, "I just hope you can live happily. I heard from your father that the job in the United States is a very good job. After all, a man should have a career. You work hard over there, as for your emotional problems, it depends on how you deal with it yourself."

Although what Zhang Qianyan said in the end didn't seem to promise anything, but Shao Chengnan knew that if his grandfather went out to talk to his mother, even for the sake of face, his mother would not send someone to stare at him and restrict him from contacting Lu Yun, let alone go Threatening Lu Yun to hide him in the snow.

He is willing to work hard in the United States, and he can always be in touch with Lu Yun, even if he is thousands of miles away.

Perhaps because of his confidence, he ran out to find Lu Yun after breakfast the next day.Zhang Meixin didn't see her son when she came, and asked the housekeeper that she had gone out early in the morning. Thinking of the people her son might meet, Zhang Meixin felt tight in her chest.

"Meixin, you are the mother of two children, why are you still acting so naive?" Zhang Qianyan called his daughter into the house. This is his only daughter. Want to marry a second-married old man with two children agreed.

"Dad, take a good rest. You will have surgery in two days. Eat more and sleep more to build up your strength."

"Xiao Nan has already told me everything." Seeing her daughter's sudden expression, Zhang Qianyan smiled and let her sit by the bed, "What a big deal, look at you, come, talk to Dad. "

"Meixin, do you remember when you first said you wanted to marry Shao Zhenhua, how many people agreed?"

No one agreed except her father... At that time, Zhang Meixin fell in love with Shao Zhenhua, who was an uncle, and Shao Zhenhua, who had two oil bottles. Even she herself didn't dare to say that.

"They all said that it's not easy to be a stepmother, and that old couples and young wives will have a lot of problems in the future. Then you have been married for more than 20 years, do you feel regretful?"

Although there were disputes and times when they got angry, Shao Zhenhua treated her very well most of the time.

Zhang Meixin shook her head, "I don't regret it, I think I have a better life than the people who laughed at me back then."

"Well. Then it's your son's turn, why do you dictate? Do you think you know what you want better than him?"

"But he is so deviant! He, he has no regard for human relations! He looks like this, doesn't it mean he doesn't want children anymore!"

"How many people can live a good life by themselves? It's not easy. You and Shao Zhenhua have so many children. Are you worried that there will be no one to inherit the family property in the future?"

"No, it's not like that. I just don't want him to regret it later!"

"Then you cut off his current path, how do you know that he won't regret it when he thinks about it in the future?"

Zhang Meixin couldn't say no to her father, but she was not persuaded, "I won't harm my son!"

"I also had many better son-in-law choices back then. I didn't choose which one to harm you, but I didn't influence your preferences because of my preferences. Do you remember what you told me at the time? You said you wanted to live Be happier, even if you may have regrets in the future, but it was enough for you to be happy at that time?" Zhang Qianyan looked at his stubborn daughter, "Why are you so free and easy in your own affairs, and you have to point fingers when it comes to your son? ?”

Zhang Meixin shrugged her shoulders and murmured, "Even if he likes a blind and dumb person, I'm willing to grant him..."

Zhang Qianyan closed her eyes, pondered for a long time, and finally brought out the dusty old things, "Meixin, your mother passed away early, do you remember that when you were young, you liked your Uncle Chen the most, and you asked me why I couldn't marry Chen?" uncle?"

Zhang Meixin's shocked pupils dilated slightly, "I was young and ignorant at that time."

"Later, when you became sensible, you didn't dare to say it anymore, because you know that your Uncle Chen likes me, right?"

He had read the copy of Lu Yun's "I Will Go My Own Way", and he asked for the money, and he also asked for all the expenses for foreign exhibitions.Not for anything else, just because he saw his own shadow in it.

Although he didn't start from scratch back then, he was also facing many difficulties. At that time, Chen Li'an was already well-known, and the entire company was almost supported by his fame.He and Chen Lian are good brothers who share weal and woe. Chen Lian gave up many better development opportunities for him. He knows all of this, including Chen Lian's thoughts on him.If he knew that other people had that kind of thought about him, Zhang Qianyu would have beaten him up long ago, but his best brother likes him, he can't even feel sick, so he can only pretend not to know, and he is still the same as him Get along like friends.

Later, his career became bigger and bigger, and Chen Li'an won several film stars one after another. They all had more social status, but they were not as good as before.He began to worry that his reputation would be damaged, and deliberately alienated Chen Li'an.Later, when his wife passed away, many troubles occurred in the family one after another. Chen Li'an, who was already half-lived, took the initiative to help him a lot.

He is always like this, giving silently, but saying nothing.

The youngest daughter was naive and asked him if he could marry Chen Li'an back home. He smiled perfunctorily, but his heart was shocked. He asked Chen Li'an like a brother if it was time to start a family, but Chen Li'an always smiled and said nothing.

Probably because he was too tired in the early years, and the upside-down life of day and night dragged down Chen Lian's body. He was diagnosed with advanced cancer in his early forties and passed away not long after.

Zhang Qianyan never remarried, nor did he find anyone else. Outsiders said that he had a deep affection for his late wife, but the older he was, the more he recalled it was Chen Li'an.He looked for the scenes he had filmed and watched them over and over again, and he memorized every word, every movement and every look in his heart.

"Meixin, back then you asked me if I didn't like Uncle Chen, I couldn't answer you." Zhang Qianyan's eyes were a little red, "Now I can answer you, I like it, but I'm too timid to admit it .”

These words are more difficult to calm down than Shao Chengnan's confession. Zhang Meixin may not know what kind of person Lu Yun is, but she knows Chen Li'an. Before she was ten years old, before Chen Li'an passed away, her favorite elder was the gentle and elegant His demeanor, his thoughtfulness, and his concern have made him more reassuring than his father for a long time.

It's not that she doesn't know what Chen Li'an thinks of her father, maybe because she is too close to Chen Li'an, she felt that her father was a little heartless at the time, and he didn't respond to Uncle Chen's kindness.

The innocent thoughts and disregard for the worldly vision that I still had in my childhood have long been smoothed out by this society after decades of growth.

"I'm not forcing you to accept anything, but you don't force your son to accept your ideas, don't embarrass them, just let it be." Zhang Qianyan pressed his temple, "I'm not in good spirits recently, and I have to wait until my surgery is over. Don't worry if you take care of me, you don't want to go to the United States anymore, just follow me and read the documents for me."

Zhang Meixin pondered for a long time, as if her strength had been taken away from her whole body, "Okay."

58

When Shao Chengnan set off, he called Lu Yun and asked him to wait for him. Lu Yun said that it was inconvenient for Wan Xu to be at home, so he asked him to drive to a nearby hotel and wait for him there.

It's not just that it's been a long time since we last met, it's that we haven't even been able to speak for a long time. Shao Chengnan drove very fast all the way, and kissed Lu Yun before he entered the hotel room door.

Lu Yun kicked the door shut, pressed Shao Chengnan against the door panel, panted heavily and touched the tip of his nose, "I won't ask your family to throw the moat into the moat when I go out with you, right?"

Shao Chengnan smiled and bit his lips, "I'm done, it's your fault if I throw it in the river?"

"It makes sense." Lu Yun unbuttoned his trouser belt, pulled out his shirt and reached in to touch his ass, "Slimmed?"

"I didn't pay attention." Shao Chengnan kissed him along the neck, "It's not your style, I thought you had to get out of bed when you saw me."

Lu Yun patted him twice, "Isn't this polite flirting, civilized bed, don't you like it?"

"I like it." Shao Chengnan hugged him frivolously, lifted him off the ground with all his strength, and walked towards the bed, "But I like you more uncivilized."

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