Arbitrarily

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Until after eating, sitting on the bed, playing games for a while before going to bed, Shao Chengnan's expression was listless. It's not that Lu Yun didn't see it, but he just didn't know what to say.

The bell rang at twelve o'clock, and there were cheers from people celebrating the New Year outside the building. From a distance, it seemed that the black distance was illuminated by fireworks from time to time.

Lu Yun sat beside Shao Chengnan, kissed him lightly on the cheek, "Happy New Year."

Shao Chengnan kissed back, "Happy New Year."

Then the two of them didn't talk anymore.

Lu Yun held Shao Chengnan's face with both hands and rubbed it left and right a few times, turning his white face red and pink, "Don't be unhappy."

"Do you think that I am still a child, that I can't take on my life, that my family will disagree? My parents respect our ideas, even if they really can't accept it for a while, as long as I insist on being with you Together, they will compromise in a few years. Otherwise, even if I tell them in a few years, if they don't want to accept, they still have to wait for another few years, why don't we say it now?" Shao Chengnan's methodical analysis As she spoke, there was a sudden pause, "Still, you don't want to spend the rest of your life with me, you just... play with me."

These words were too cruel, Lu Yun's heart trembled when he heard that, he held Shao Chengnan's chin and pinched it, "Isn't it too heartless to say that, don't you know how I treat you? Want to find someone to play with?" I need to be suppressed by you, I am not ugly, I really want to play, I can't find anyone in a nightclub?"

He didn't notice a few days ago, basically soaked in the gym, the effect is very obvious, from the arms to the chest to the lower abdomen, the body is well-proportioned, and the face is getting better and better, it is not difficult to really go to the nightclub to find someone to play with him .

Shao Chengnan was pinched by his chin and half raised his head, but his eyes were lowered and he never met his gaze.He couldn't hear any emotion in his voice, and he didn't seem to be unhappy, "I let you suppress, can you go back with me to see the parents?"

"Damn it!" Lu Yun waved his hands away, thinking that Shao Chengnan was as whimsical as if his mind was squeezed by a door, "What happens after meeting your parents? Shall we make it public to the media? Let the whole world know that we are in a relationship? And then? Have you thought about what we will do in the future? Not to mention the resistance of your parents, you are smart, you are capable, you can change to another company and make a comeback. Do you think I can still hang out in the circle? When you were with me, you raised me. If you broke up with me, do I have to sell it? Shao Chengnan, are you naive or naive?"

"I won't break up with you."

"Then do you think I will be happy? If you can't do the job you like, you might not even be able to find a job. Let you support me. What you need is such a lover?"

The two of them had never been so tense, and they said things that made each other sad like losing their minds, but they couldn't get the slightest pleasure from those vicious words, they just felt sorry for each other.

Shao Chengnan got out of bed, took the clothes from the chair, and put them on his body. This New Year was not happy for him at all. He drove to him in the middle of the night full of longing, and mustered up the courage to tell him that he wanted to get married. He also wears a necklace made from the ring he gave him, and in his trousers pocket is another engagement ring he chose to give him.

But all his affection was regarded as naive, and he knew Lu Yun's true thoughts positively - he was not playing with him, but he was planning for the breakup.

Things have come to this point, if they stay, they will only continue to quarrel.In front of Lu Yun, Shao Chengnan took out a small black square box from his pants pocket, opened the window and threw it out, then opened the door and left without saying a word.

Lu Yun watched his series of actions until the door was slammed shut and made a loud noise, before he came back to his senses.He wanted to chase him, but he couldn't take a step because of his pride. The key is that he didn't know what to say to him after he really chased him. What he was thinking in his heart was obviously not what he said, and he wanted to break free again. In a few years, wait until he has made a name for himself, wait until Shao Chengnan has some work experience and becomes more mature, and wait until both of them are stronger than they are now, strong enough to withstand the pressure from their family or society, and able to afford their financial expenses , when he can still live as well after making it public, then he naturally wants to go further in the direction of marriage with Shao Chengnan.

He never wanted to break up with him. He met him at the reception for the first time, liked him, and finally got him. Everything went smoothly like a gift from heaven. He was too grateful, so why did he break up with him?

But if he was in a hurry, he said some stupid things, he thought Shao Chengnan must have been hurt by him.What was that box he threw out just now?ring?It should be, he probably wanted to propose to him?

Thinking of it this way, Lu Yun felt even more uncomfortable.He hastily put on his clothes and coat, took his mobile phone and went to the lawn downstairs to retrieve the ring that belonged to him.

Fortunately, Shao Chengnan threw the box together, and the thin light beam of the mobile phone's built-in light is not easy to pick a thin ring.He patted the dust on the black velvet box, opened the box and took a picture of the inside. The style of the ring is very simple, with two elongated letters nested together to form a pattern, one S and one L.

I don't know when he started to think about doing this.

The more Lu Yun thought about it, the more he felt a sudden pain in his temple. Recalling Shao Chengnan's resoluteness when he left, bad thoughts came to his mind, and he actually thought that Shao Chengnan might just leave him like this.What did he mean by throwing away the ring?One clean break?separate?

Impossible, he disagreed.

Didn't he just get angry at him? He is so considerate, so he won't just want him...

Lu Yun regretted it, and called him to call him back, but an unfamiliar voice answered the phone.

"Hello? Are you the owner's friend? There was a car accident on the owner's side. I'm from the People's Hospital of City C. I'm on my way to the hospital. The owner is unconscious. Look at you or the owner's family. Let's go to the hospital."

It was as if a thunder had exploded in Lu Yun's ear, and he couldn't hear anything with the bang. He didn't even bother to explain to Fang Cai, and ran towards the hotel gate, just in time for a taxi to see off the guests. The car, without waiting for the people inside to come out, got in first, patted the back of the driver's seat and shouted anxiously, "Master, C City People's Hospital, hurry up, hurry up!"

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During the speeding car, Lu Yun thought a lot, most of which was regret, yesterday Shao Chengnan came here at night, today he didn't rest all day, the two of them hung out for a long time in the afternoon, and finally drove away in anger.What did he think, how dare he ask Shao Chengnan to leave, even if they quarreled, at worst they would sleep in separate beds, just sleep on the sofa alone.

The first responder just said that Shao Chengnan ran into the guardrail to avoid the car, and the one who was almost hit called the police and called an ambulance. The person also said that Shao Chengnan is now in a coma, and the specific situation will not be known until a diagnosis is made.

If something really happened to Shao Chengnan... No, nothing will happen to him, he wants to live a long life, doesn't he still want to spend the rest of his life with him, the rest of his life will be very long.

Thinking wildly, he scolded himself countless times, and made up his mind not to argue with Shao Chengnan again, he would never pick the moon if he wanted the stars.

After being so worried and scared all the way, when I finally got off the car at the hospital, my legs were limp. After taking two steps, the driver shouted from behind, "Hey! Money! I haven't paid you yet!"

Lu Yun turned around, found the wallet in his coat pocket, and gave it to him, without waiting for the change, finally gained strength in his legs, and ran towards the hospital.

Anything is fine, you can say anything, you agree to anything, you are willing to anything, as long as nothing happens to him.

As the wind blew past his ears, Lu Yun seemed to be wandering around the gate of hell, trying to find the hope of survival all the way.

He asked from nurse's desk to nurse's desk, about the patient named Shao Chengnan who was transported in a car accident tonight, and slammed into the transparent glass like a headless chicken.

Just at the end of the road, when the panic in his heart spread to his whole body, and he wished to find a loudspeaker to play a missing person notice, the door of a ward behind him suddenly opened, and the man with a bandage on his head pushed the bracket for the medicine bag and asked him , "Are you looking for me?"

Like the sharpest knife cutting a hole in his heart, Lu Yun turned his head slowly, saw his pale smile, his sore eyes became hot, tears fell one after another, rushed over and hugged him , "Scared me to death."

"Oh." Shao Chengnan raised the hand that hadn't been injected and touched the back of Lu Yun's head, "I was also taken aback, thinking that was the only way to explain it."

Lu Yun took a step back and looked him up and down. Apart from the gauze wrapped around his head, he couldn't see any other injuries. He asked worriedly, "Where are all the injuries?"

"I just broke my head, my body is not injured, my chest is a little blue, and my bones are not broken." Shao Chengnan thought for a while, "I was afraid that I might have a concussion, so I was hospitalized for observation for two days. I'm really fine, I haven't lost my memory, I remember you."

Lu Yun grinned at such an inappropriate joke, tears fell again.Shao Chengnan hooked his hands to wipe away the tears on his face, "Okay, okay, I shouldn't force you, you see, God taught me a lesson, don't cry, I feel even more uncomfortable when you cry, I have a very headache."

"Do you have a headache? Are you going to call a doctor when you come out? Go lie down and I'll call for you!"

"No, I came out to go to the toilet." Shao Chengnan grabbed Lu Yun's wrist to prevent him from turning around, "Go, help me go to the toilet, one hand is not convenient."

They talked and walked in an amicable manner, just like the other person whose eyes were red from the quarrel before.No one mentioned the topic of meeting their parents, but Shao Chengnan's family members still found out about the two of them in the way that Lu Yun least expected - from the media.

The author has something to say: See you on Friday~