everything about loving you
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Lin Xiao looked at his watch, and I finished the fish soup in two or three strokes.Then he smiled sweetly and said, "I'm done eating, you should go back to the company quickly, or you'll be late."
As soon as Lin Xiao left, I covered my chest and vomited out all the contents of my stomach.It was comfortable for a while, and then all kinds of discomfort came again.Just now, when I ate fish soup, I swallowed it, and I had to pretend it was delicious.
Gee.
The hives on the skin have not subsided, and it has been twelve hours.
The allergies are getting worse, and taking medicine doesn't help.
I really admire that I can last for so long. I have difficulty breathing and want to ring the bell, but the call light is always dim, so I have to walk out to find a nurse by leaning on the wall.
In a remote corner of the hospital.
Lin Xiao didn't go too far, he just hid in the corner, watching Ji Mo who couldn't move an inch, and laughed wildly.He was competing with Ji Mo to see if he would kill Ji Mo first, or Ji Mo would kill himself first.
Crazy, really crazy.
He misses the boy like Bai Qiangwei even more, although the end of the season is more interesting than before.
When the doctor saw me like this, he immediately took me back to the ward.I was finally able to move my muscles and bones, and watched the doctors and nurses who were in a hurry around me, dumbfounded.
He kept teaching me.
It's like I don't value my life at all.
No, I'm just kidding with my life.
The delusion is that you can get someone's sympathy in this way, thinking that you can have love.Thinking about it now, I feel childish and funny.
The doctor gave me an injection and took a lot of medicine for me to take on time.
I put the medicine in the drawer so that Lin Xiao could not see it.
In fact, I am a person who cherishes life very much.
I am terrified of dying.
The kind of person who knows it is dangerous and still provokes, but then covets life and fears death.
I'm afraid that if I die like this one day, I won't be able to look at Lin Xiao anymore.So I still have to live well and not let Lin Xiao succeed, because he can't wait to let me die.
As long as I don't die, I can continue to pester Lin Xiao, annoy him, make him irritable, and disturb his emotions.Seeing the expression on his face that changed because of me, I seemed to have found my place in Lin Xiao's heart.
Once upon a time, there was a person who loved you for a long time, but the wind gradually... blows the distance far away.
So he works hard to be the type you like.
Hopefully doing so will one day allow you to see his efforts.
Who would be so stupid to change myself for just one person... I put my hand on my forehead, recalling some past events that I can't even recall with a blank expression.
It's hard to love you one more day.
The end of the story?
Lin Xiao, we have no beginning and no end.
☆, 6
Lin Xiao didn't bring me fish food this time, maybe the doctor told him too.I opened the drawer and threw the allergy medicine the doctor gave me into the trash.
If you don't eat fish, these medicines are useless.
Eating pumpkin, looking unhappy.
After giving up fish, Lin Xiao made pumpkins in different ways. I hate pumpkins and fish the most.
"Pumpkin warms the stomach." Lin Xiao saw my reluctance, so he almost pressed my head and forced me to eat it.
I couldn't sleep every night, maybe I took too much medicine and had side effects.Insomnia comes frequently, my body is tired, and my spirit is tired.I closed my eyes and realized clearly that I couldn't fall asleep.
I gradually forgot what it was like to fall asleep peacefully and have a sweet dream.
I poured out a pill, but the doctor didn't prescribe sleeping pills for me, so I had to rely on other medicines and use its side effects to increase my sleepiness so that I could fall asleep.
Insomnia is really hard.
My tense nerves could not be relieved. As long as I heard a sound in the quiet night, I would immediately open my eyes. The nervousness turned my instant drowsiness into exhaustion.
I am afraid that I will die like this one night.
Died in the hands of Lin Xiao.
half a month later.
I'm out of the hospital.
I took three days of sick leave with Qi Si for more than half a month, I went home to clean up, Lin Xiao went to work, and I drove to the swimming pool skillfully.
I have the habit of swimming.
I love the feeling of being submerged in water.
Surrounded by cold water, you can calm your mind.The erratic thoughts are frozen in the water.I love the sea and the moment of tranquility in the water.
Only in this way can I concentrate on thinking about Lin Xiao.
No one can disturb my world, even if I drown in the water, no one will notice.
Wanting to forget about swimming, I just fell into the sea, so deep that you can't see it.
"I didn't expect to see you here."
A voice rang in my ear, and I turned my head to see that it was the man I met at the bar that day, who seemed to be called...Xu Bei?
Xu Bei was wearing a towel, and his figure was very good. There were water drops on the mermaid line, and he looked very attractive.
"Yeah, I'm really sorry that day, I spoiled your interest." I continued to immerse myself in the water, and my restless heart suddenly cooled down.
"There's a lot of time, you can make up for it slowly." He leaned over to look at me, the moment his eyes met, I really felt itchy.
It's bad.
"After talking so much, I forgot to introduce myself. My name is Ji Mo."
"The end of the season? Lonely?"
I shook my head: "It's the season of rose, the end of the end."
"Next time, don't go with others casually, otherwise, with this face, it will be a matter of minutes before you get abducted."
"You mean the dangerous man, is that you?"
"How is it possible..." Xu Bei stroked his chin and said solemnly, "Attractive men like me are very rare."
I chatted with Xu Bei for a while, he answered the phone, gave me a card and left.
Xu Bei, photographer.
What a casual photographer.
"Crack."
Xu Beichao in the distance shook his hand at me, then pointed to his phone.
I narrowed my eyes in displeasure, and stuck out my tongue at him.
After getting up and drying his hair, he held Xu Bei's postcard in his hand and jotted it down in his phone.
In this way, Xu Bei became the third person in my address book.
Looking at his watch, it was almost five o'clock.
Going to the supermarket to buy vegetables, I habitually picked up Lin Xiao's favorite beef.
When I think of eating pumpkin and fish in the hospital for half a month, I feel like throwing up when I see both.Carrying big bags and small bags stuffed into the car, went home, opened the door, put down the keys and walked skillfully to the kitchen.
Look, how much I look like when my sister was alive.
Lin Xiao doesn't want to forget my sister, so I have to do my best to become a sister.
make him happy.
At [-]:[-], Lin Xiao returned home.
"Are you back?" I stopped what I was doing and said to him, "I'll be fine in a while."
Lin Xiao took off his coat and put it on the chair, took out his mobile phone and sent a few text messages. I knew that his secretary must have come to him.When I was in the hospital, I asked a private investigator to investigate this woman. Her name is Xue Xue.He is 25 years old this year, three years younger than Lin Xiao. He joined Lin Xiao's company last year, and transformed from an inconspicuous clerk to Lin Xiao's secretary.
She is a smart woman who understands men's thoughts very well.
There was never a shortage of this type of women around Lin Xiao, but this Xue Xue was the one who stayed by Lin Xiao's side the longest.
The phone rang, it wasn't me, it was Lin Xiao's cell phone.
He went to the balcony to listen to the phone. It seemed that even text messages could not satisfy that woman.
I was too busy listening to what they were talking about, when my fingertip was cut by the sharp blade, and the liquid dripped into the water and melted away.I put my injured finger in my mouth, and the fishy smell disgusted me.
Fry the steak until it is half-ripe, and take out the onion juice. This is Lin Xiao's favorite combination.
He was still talking on the phone on the balcony.
I stared at the beef in front of me, picked up the knife and fork, and cut a piece.What I eat is not the taste, is it because my craftsmanship has deteriorated... Why is the taste not as good as before?
Taking out the phone, an unknown phone number sent a picture.
Judging from the blurred back, it can be seen that it is Lin Xiao's figure, and even the cool-colored suit on his body is hand-picked by me.He is holding a woman, a woman in red high-heeled shoes that is evocative.
I put down my phone and subconsciously smiled.
Anyone who gets close to Lin Xiao, I want to destroy.
If it is not illegal to kill in this world.
I'm afraid I've already committed a serious crime.
Lin Xiao hung up the phone, he didn't need to look back to know that I was staring at him obsessively, he hated this feeling of no freedom, Ji Ya's sustenance was so heavy that he couldn't breathe.
"Brother-in-law, are you going out tonight?"
Lin Xiao walked up to me, slid his hand over the edge of the chair, leaned over and whispered in my ear, "What? Do you really want to know?"
"I want to know everything about you."
Wiping the sauce from the corner of my mouth with his finger, he stuck out his tongue and licked his finger, nodded in satisfaction: "I don't need to tell you, you will know where I am after a while."
After speaking, Lin Xiao pointed to my mobile phone.
I was taken aback.
The mask that pretended to be calm suddenly collapsed.
Showing a privately panicked expression.
"Brother-in-law... what are you talking about?"
I still said that, but I was already flustered. Lin Xiao's cold eyes seemed to understand my hypocrisy.
How did my brother-in-law know that I hired a private eye to follow them?
Or did Lin Xiao know about it early on?
When did he know about it?
There was a chill on his back, and his heart suddenly fell from a high altitude to the bottom of the valley.
"Xiao Mo, do you know? I like to see you at a loss." Lin Xiao said with a snort and a smile.
☆, 7
The right hand holding the knife trembled slightly.
Squeeze the handle firmly.
Red drops of blood flowed from the wound where the finger had just scratched.
"Are you afraid?" Lin Xiao breathed in my ear, which shocked me.
"I don't know what you are talking about, brother-in-law."
I lower my eyes.
My mental endurance is not good enough, that line of defense was easily defeated by Lin Xiao's few words, facing his words, I couldn't bear the torment.
I dare not look directly at him.
Lin Xiao patted my shoulder, then put on his coat and left. I was the only one left in Nuoda's room.
I took out my phone, just in time for Qi Si to send a text message.
Qi Si: Xiao Mo, I can't go out to play. The company is about to welcome a new colleague.
me: ok.
Qi Si drove the car directly to the door of the house, and as soon as I went out, I saw his conspicuous red sports car.
"Let's go to sing K today, just to introduce that our company is about to cooperate with a new photographer." Qi Si winked at me and gestured.
"Hey, Mr. Lin hasn't come home yet?"
"Hmm." I mumbled.
There were only two people in the room, one was Xu Zeming, someone's exclusive secretary.The other...is Xu Bei.
When Xu Bei wasn't wearing a suit, he still wanted to do whatever he wanted.He tied up his slightly long hair, his chin was stubbled, and he held a cup of coffee in his hand.
"Hey, isn't this Mr. Ji?" Xu Bei's eyes lit up, a little surprised.He said to Qi Si: "Is this the designer of your company?"
"Do you know each other? That's all right, I was worried that you might not get used to each other's temperament." Qi Si pushed me aside and asked me to sit with Xu Bei.
Qi Si deliberately emphasized the words "my little end", which aroused Xu Zeming's displeasure.
"I didn't expect that we would meet again. As expected, such things as fate are unpredictable." Xu Bei was extremely excited, and his familiar personality quickly made him entangled with Qi Si and the others.
I leaned on the sofa, crossed my hands and said to him with no expression on my face: "Fate can be either God's will or man-made."
Qi Si cleared his throat and ordered a song. The tender tone and steady voice suddenly became extremely affectionate.He secretly looked at Xu Zeming out of the corner of his eye, and it happened that Xu Zeming was also looking at him.
Then the two found an excuse and walked out of the room.
I brought a glass of whiskey to my mouth, and the glass hit the table so hard that my hand hurt.
"Stop drinking, come and sing." Xu Bei stopped me from doing this.
"I can't sing."
"It's better than drinking. Come on, I'm deaf now. I can't hear what you sing." Xu Bei took the wine glass from my hand and replaced it with a microphone.
"Come on, come on, Xiao Mojiang!"
"..."
"I'm looking forward to it!"
Xu Bei deliberately opened his eyes wide and made a "come on" gesture.
"puff."
I looked down at the microphone helplessly, played for a while, and said "yes" after recovering.
He pointed to a song called "Everything About Loving You".
The voice suddenly became uncomfortable, and something blocked all pronunciation in the throat.He rubbed his forehead helplessly, and after a while, his feelings quickly melted into the song.
How much I want to tell Lin Xiao that this is how I feel now.
I love him.
……
everything about loving you
Once gathered under the shadow of street lights
Whose stay and concern
drop by drop
all about falling in love
It's a faded photo blown by the wind
The time and color of the lens recording
disappear in seconds
I'm reading a script that doesn't distract me
I want to take a picture with you
Delete and start again
title for best show
push me around
everything about loving him
I can't do it all over again
I want to love you till the end
why don't you believe
……
I forgot how I sang to the point of breaking out, lying on the couch clutching my belly, stomach ache from alcoholic bouts.The cold wine was in the stomach, destroying its protective layer.
"Are you suffering from stomach problems?"
"No."
Xu Beiban hugged me, then went out to find his car.
Noticing the look in my eyes, he laughed: "Don't worry, I won't take advantage of others, I'll take you home."
He called Qi Si and said that I was not feeling well, so he sent me home first and asked him to have fun with Xu Zeming.I drove to the pharmacy, bought me painkillers and came out with a cup of hot water.
"You..." Xu Bei hesitated to say something to me, but I had a terrible headache, and he was busy taking care of me so he didn't say anything.He just said in a very serious tone: "Remember to take a good rest when you go back."
It was past twelve o'clock when we got home, but Lin Xiao didn't come back.
I sat on the ground, and when I looked up, I saw a photo of my sister on the wine cabinet.Rubbing his hair dejectedly, this feeling of guilt came.Make me ugly, make me love the night, because the night can hide my secrets from others.
the next morning.
I woke up on the floor with soreness, a headache, and a feeling of numbness in my body.Probably alcoholism, I laughed at myself for the fact that my body was declining.
The phone vibrated, and I took it out of my pocket. It was Xu Bei who sent me a video.
Last night I drank badly, and I had to hold a microphone.
A song is sung repeatedly.
Again and again, until the voice is hoarse.
so funny……
Tears slid from the corners of my eyes and dripped onto the screen.I was about to lose sight of the stupid and funny things in the picture, so I wiped my eyes with my hands, but the result was more and more rubbing.
There is no time when I want to see you more than this time.
I rely on and miss you too much.
I went back to the room and found a pack of cigarettes under the bed, opened the black metal cigarette case, took out one in my mouth and lit the lighter.In fact, I don't have much of a cigarette addiction, I only smoke one when I'm in a bad mood or stressed.
The white smoke changes.
I held the cigarette between my fingers and put it in my mouth to take another puff.
Open your mouth to exhale the smoke.
Lin Xiao asked me why I didn't call the police.
I also want to ask him, why didn't he kill me when he asked someone to hit me?Holding the cigarette case with my fingers, my private detective said that Lin Xiao had also found someone to follow me.
Calculate the time correctly, then create an accident, and successfully send me to the hospital.
The insurance that my sister bought for me, my beneficiary wrote Lin Xiao's name.
Yes, really.
The cigarette burned to the end and burned my fingers, but I had to hang my head and laugh.I haven't played enough, how can I give up so easily?
Picking up the mobile phone and sending a text message to the unknown number, saying that I will take it easy in the near future, I will wait for Lin Xiao to feel that I am no longer active, and then slowly and secretly act.
Then he called Lin Xiao, and as soon as he made the call, Lin Xiao hung up.
Annoyed, he extinguished the cigarette, opened the cigarette case, took another and smoked.
in the office.
Lin Xiao was playing with his mobile phone, and a video was playing on the mobile phone.
In the film, there is only one person at the end of the season, holding a microphone, singing that song in a loop like venting.Under the dim light, it is obviously painful to sing to the point of despair, but it is necessary to show that it is a feeling of enjoyment.
After a while, he received a call from the end of the season and hung up without hesitation.
Lin Xiao held the coffee cup with a calm expression, stood up and looked at the city scenery outside the glass window behind him, and he could see the distant colors in his eyes with just one glance.
Like all the tricks and little tricks at the end of the season.
☆, 8
I'm going to work my ass off.
Forget everything about Lin Xiao.
Xu Bei came to our company, and I tried my best to avoid him.
I want to be quiet like crazy.
When I got home, I collapsed on the sofa exhausted, no matter who called me, I would not answer.Lin Xiao didn't go home for two days, I don't know if he was on a business trip or stayed overnight at Xue Xue's place.
Anyway, it has nothing to do with me.
Take out the cigarette case and smoke a cigarette.
My smoking addiction is getting worse.
I actually hate people who smoke, but I have to smoke to pass the time thinking about someone.Such a casual life, almost one day is almost the next day.Aside from work, swimming, and everything else, I'm such a boring person.No wonder Lin Xiao doesn't even look at me, what happiness can there be with me.
Cigarettes can make me drunk, and alcohol can make me forget for a while.
Lin Xiao, can poison me.
Open the refrigerator and grab a can of beer, and that's my dinner.
Drinking one can was not enough. Half an hour later, the ashtrays were full of gray and black ash, and there were several empty cans on the table.
Lin Xiao wasn't around, so I lived on beer and cigarettes for the past two days, and I was a waste for two days in a decadent state.I sent Lin Xiao the first text message in the past two days, and I probably said some boring things.
Coming and going, it's nothing more than the tired "I like you".
Like a psychopath, he repeatedly said these love words to his mobile phone, and he didn't expect anyone to hear them.
Lin Xiao's name was unraveled stroke by stroke, twisted into a thread, and then kidnapped my heart round by round.
Stomach pain came.
I curled up, and my hand was burned by the cigarette butt, so I had to bite my lower lip to wake myself up.Go to the cabinet and get the painkillers.Take beer as hot water and eat it with pills.
My sister's posthumous photo, put it in a conspicuous place, so that I can see it when I look up.
"I'm sorry sister... I really deserve to die."
I knelt on the ground, bent over, with my forehead pressed against the cold floor.
Season finale, you're disgusting.
The man who robbed his sister did not hesitate to use any means to get his brother-in-law.I really have no sense of shame, but I still want to post it in a lowly way.
"But what should I do..."
Lin Xiao is the gun on my chest.
He doesn't shoot, which makes me live every day with fear.Always put the danger in my weakest place, and warn me not to mess around anywhere.
It's too much...
But I can't help it.
Even my dying struggles were useless.
The former Lin Xiao was not like this. Although he was very cold and ruthless, at least he would not be so ruthless and would not really want me to die.Of course, I wasn't like this before...
Did my actions change you, or Lin Xiao, you were always like this?
I turned on the phone, found Lin Xiao, and called.
"Dudu..."
"The user you dialed is no longer available, please leave a message after the beep."
I put out my cigarette, trying to keep my tone steady.
"Lin Xiao...ah no, brother-in-law, when are you coming back?" After I finished speaking, I didn't know what else to say.Startled for a moment, she came back to her senses before continuing: "Brother-in-law, come back, I won't stop you from being with her anymore."
"As long as you come back and do anything, I won't interfere with you anymore."
It was just the beginning, and I lost.
When I was bored, I sat by the bed and took out the brushes and drawing books under the bed.
The painting skills that have been abandoned for a long time have regressed in my memory.
Open it and it's full of Lin Xiao's appearance.
Sketches and sketches record Lin Xiao's different expressions.I couldn't help falling into the memories again, thinking of what Lin Xiao was like in the past.
I remember that.
My parents divorced very early and lived separately. After each had their own lives, my sister and I grew up dependent on each other.And parents, only a white letter, which contains a lot of red banknotes, turned a blind eye to us.
I know it can't blame them, they all have their own happy life.
No one wants to pay attention to everything they have done in the past, for fear that they will regret this marriage even more.
Lin Xiao is a very good person.
It was also in the company that my sister and Lin Xiao met.
The gentle sister, fell in love with Lin Xiao at first sight.
They should have been a match made in heaven.
When I heard that my sister had a boyfriend, my first reaction was that I was afraid that my sister would leave me, so I silently hated this man named Lin Xiao, who took away my favorite sister.
He... stole my sister.
I still remember.
When I first met Lin Xiao, I was only 17 years old.My sister held Lin Xiao's hand and introduced me with a happy face.
Lin Xiao seemed to be only 21 years old at the time, and his handsome face was a little indifferent, but when he looked at his sister, it softened a little.
Maybe it's this brief tenderness.
It's something I've never seen before.
Then I don't know when it started, I actually paid attention to Lin Xiao.Can write down his preferences, can not forget his every move.
why is that?I should hate him, he took away my most important person.
After my sister passed away, I continued to live in this family.
If it wasn't for that car accident...that car accident was probably a man-made accident.Maybe my sister and Lin Xiao will continue to love each other like this.
Lin Xiao and I have nothing to communicate with. After my sister is gone, the house has become lifeless.I tried my best to mend the relationship between me and Lin Xiao, to make such an awkward and unfamiliar atmosphere emotional.
But I can't do anything.
There is no way.
Lin Xiao's coldness is not something I can dissolve, besides, I'm not good at dealing with others.As soon as I stood in front of Lin Xiao, I kept exposing my IQ problems.
Palpitations.
Panicked, uneasy.
You can't stay calm when you panic.
When I'm not calm I start to lose control.
My spirit was tense and anxious, suffocating me, and I could only escape from this place.But Lin Xiao will always find him, and he will be even more unpredictable to me. He seems to be suppressing some emotions, and in the end he just tells me not to run around anymore.
Later, the atmosphere between Lin Xiao and I eased a lot.
It's not a relief either.
But it's a big step for me.
Lin Xiao and I would chat occasionally.
Although there is still a feeling of biting the bullet and forcing myself to open up to others, I am very happy.Slowly I want to be able to accept such a living environment, gradually become cheerful, and no longer afraid to communicate with strangers.
This closed mind makes me feel lonely, but Lin Xiao, besides my sister, is the second person who spends his time so patiently and approaches me.
I wanted to let myself breathe a little more sunshine, but I was still in the gray interlayer.
What do I really like about Lin Xiao?
After thinking about it, Lin Xiao has many advantages, but they are all one-sided words. He loves to pretend to be a perfect and flawless identity in front of others.But in private, he has great ambitions.He is very purposeful, and he can do whatever it takes to achieve his goals, and even sacrifice anything, which makes him always resolve business crises safely and soundly.
But Lin Xiao was still not satisfied.
You must have done something to be so infatuated with you.
Keeping this dick by my side will tear me apart anytime, anywhere.
Unbelievable.
☆, 9
Lin Xiao went home on the third night.
He still maintained a gentle and alienated smile, and I was just like the clients and friends he treated, completely unable to guess what he was thinking.
Want to tear off that layer of camouflage.
True and false.
"Are you smoking?" Lin Xiao hated the smell of smoke very much, he stretched out his hand to disperse the smell in the air.
I hugged him from behind and buried my head in his neck.The smell of smoke mixed with his perfume, and it smelled like burnt tobacco.
"Brother-in-law, I miss you."
Touching his chest, then down.
Lin Xiao pressed my restless hand, quite displeased.
I "tsk tsk" a few times and said, "Is it okay?"
This sentence is really the best way to irritate a man.
Lin Xiao bit my shoulder very hard, the sharp teeth were deeply buried in my flesh, it hurt so much that I had to cover my mouth to prevent myself from screaming.Afterwards, when he finished venting his hatred, I squinted and saw a tooth mark on his shoulder with eye-catching blood.
"Brother-in-law, say you like me..."
I let Lin Xiao bite on me.
said quietly.
"Even if you lie to me..."
There was a smell of blood in the air, and there was an atmosphere of absurdity and ambiguity.
The panting sound was accompanied by the sound of the impact, which fluctuated up and down.
Only in this way can I feel that Lin Xiao has never left.Make me bruised and bruised, let me feel your presence.
Two liars are making such an intimate sport.
Why there is no impulse behind the silence.
The right leg was lifted by the hand, and I had to tiptoe slightly to make it easier for Lin Xiao to enter.
"Brother-in-law... Take it easy, ah, it hurts..."
"Don't you just want this feeling?"
Lin Xiao raised my face, I took the opportunity to hug him, and then kissed him.
"Aha... well, sister, brother-in-law."
Without expansion, Lin Xiao thought it was troublesome, so I had to try my best to relax my body so that it didn't hurt so much when he entered.
Lin Xiao paused for a moment, then ejaculated and filled it up, but his fingers penetrated into my private parts and brought out the white liquid, then he held his penis and inserted it in again .
I can't remember... how warm it was when I was treated tenderly.
Am I annoying you so much that I don't deserve to be treated lightly by you.
At the end of the season, why suffer such a crime.
Even when I cried bitterly, Lin Xiao would never believe that my tears could move people.
After Lin Xiao came back, as I said on the phone, I fulfilled my promise and stopped disturbing him.He can do whatever he wants, treating me as air.
To overcome allergies.
I have consulted many doctors, is there any way to improve this physique.
In the end, I had to hypnotize myself, learn to eat fish, and learn to fall in love with eating fish.
Even though I made the fish meat close to my favorite taste, I still couldn't help retching while hugging the trash can.But I think I have made some progress. If I work harder, I can get closer to what Lin Xiao wanted.
I am tolerant step by step, but that woman.She made a lot of small moves behind her back, while she kept defending against me, she also waited for the time to take the initiative to attack.
I've received quite a few anonymous envelopes lately.
As soon as the letter was opened, photos were scattered all over the place.
All blurry but ambiguous photos.
A man and a woman hug each other very intimately, and I can vaguely guess that it is Lin Xiao from the man's body shape.
Clenched fist.
Enough, when will it drive me crazy?
That woman is really too arrogant.
Is it because of what Lin Xiao said to her that made her so inflated?
How dare you send me a photo.
She was said to be smart before, but in fact it was nothing more than that.I can't hold my breath at all, and I am so smug when I give some sweetness.
"Hello? Are you done? Act as usual today..."
I put the phone in my pocket, picked up a lively carp, slapped it to death with the back of the knife, and then cut open the belly of the fish neatly.I watched it die with a smile, and cut it into pieces and placed them neatly without changing expression. When did I learn to fake smiles from Lin Xiao?
I promised Lin Xiao not to harass him, but I never said I would let that Xue Xue go.
How can you let that woman do whatever she wants...
Gee.
Sure enough, I still can't like to eat fish.
What a nuisance.
Throw all the cut up dead fish in the trash.
If you don't like it, just delete it all.
God, I can't bear to see that woman's terrified expression, it's so distressing and pitiful.Although the result may be that I will be made even worse by Lin Xiao, but I... all the blood in my body will be excited.
Five twenty in the afternoon.
The phone rang a text message right on time.
A strange phone sent a lot of photos. Everything in Xue Xue's house was messy and smashed on the ground.Even the glass windows were not spared, and all the money and jewelry were taken away to fake the scene of a thief entering the house.
The wall covered with wallpaper was covered with red paint and covered with weird symbols.
It must have been a very frightening scene at night.
Ha, let's see if Lin Xiao is still willing to spend the night at your house.
I saw myself reflected on the screen, laughing frantically.
Although I really want to ask someone to get rid of her, but Lin Xiao will definitely ask me to blame him. I don't want to spoil my relationship with Lin Xiao because of a woman of unknown origin.
So, take this as a small punishment.
Lin Xiao returned home on time at six o'clock.I took out the finished fish soup and put it on the table, and took the coat he took off.Lin Xiao's face was indifferent, I couldn't see at all whether he knew what I did.
His cell phone rang, but Lin Xiao didn't answer it at all, just hung up and picked up a spoon to drink the fish soup.
"Is it good?" I opened my eyes wide and asked him expectantly.
Lin Xiao took out a handkerchief, wiped his mouth and said, "This time you played a little too big."
"Do you want another bowl?" I picked up the bowl and knocked it, turned and walked into the kitchen, and said as I walked, "What my brother-in-law said recently is so strange, I can't even understand it."
The bowl was knocked over to the ground.
"Doesn't brother-in-law like to drink? If you don't like to drink, you can't waste it like this." I kept smiling and squatted down to pick up the broken tiles.
Lin Xiao grabbed my collar and slammed me against the door with a "bang".
"You do it for me, don't think that you can get ahead just because you have the protection of your sister's last words." He raised his hand, as if he wanted to hit me.
In the end, he just clenched his fists and retracted them, and continued with a contemptuous smile, "You are really Ji Ya's good brother, you are so dedicated."
"My sister loves you deeply, and I am also... loving you deeply." Lin Xiao and I looked at each other without any panic.
"Really?" Lin Xiao let go of me, opened the cupboard and took out a bowl, filled it with fish soup and handed it to me: "Maybe, if it's you, I can try to be with you."
I took it, didn't move, just looked at the fish in the fish soup, and asked him: "Is that brother-in-law...won't go to that woman?"
Lin Xiao lowered his head and leaned into my ear and said softly, "It all depends on your performance."
I picked up the bowl and drank it all.
☆, 10
It is not easy to help Lin Xiao.
I know nothing about social and business.
As a budget-minded man, he would have thought that I would agree.
I started to go to high society parties and blend in with their circles.
The social circle in the shopping mall is very large, and it can be said to be small.It's very big because there are many people in contact with, and it's small because the relationship line is complicated. You will become friends because you are friends of friends.
I really don't like social situations.
But I can disguise myself layer by layer for Lin Xiao.People here are very good at acting, I can't tell what they mean.
But Lin Xiao is different.
He seemed to be born with it.
Free in this colorful world can still do a job with ease, enjoying the attention of thousands of people and high power.It seems that he was born for this.I hid in a quiet corner, staring at Lin Xiao intently.
Lin Xiao's female companion is no longer Xue Xue.
Ah.
I went out into the hallway and pulled out a cigarette against the wall.
"Hi, Mo."
Someone seemed to be calling me, I looked back, and a figure hugged me carelessly.
It's a woody fragrance.
Xu Bei held a cigarette between his fingers, it seemed that he also escaped to smoke.
"I didn't expect to be able to
Lin Xiao looked at his watch, and I finished the fish soup in two or three strokes.Then he smiled sweetly and said, "I'm done eating, you should go back to the company quickly, or you'll be late."
As soon as Lin Xiao left, I covered my chest and vomited out all the contents of my stomach.It was comfortable for a while, and then all kinds of discomfort came again.Just now, when I ate fish soup, I swallowed it, and I had to pretend it was delicious.
Gee.
The hives on the skin have not subsided, and it has been twelve hours.
The allergies are getting worse, and taking medicine doesn't help.
I really admire that I can last for so long. I have difficulty breathing and want to ring the bell, but the call light is always dim, so I have to walk out to find a nurse by leaning on the wall.
In a remote corner of the hospital.
Lin Xiao didn't go too far, he just hid in the corner, watching Ji Mo who couldn't move an inch, and laughed wildly.He was competing with Ji Mo to see if he would kill Ji Mo first, or Ji Mo would kill himself first.
Crazy, really crazy.
He misses the boy like Bai Qiangwei even more, although the end of the season is more interesting than before.
When the doctor saw me like this, he immediately took me back to the ward.I was finally able to move my muscles and bones, and watched the doctors and nurses who were in a hurry around me, dumbfounded.
He kept teaching me.
It's like I don't value my life at all.
No, I'm just kidding with my life.
The delusion is that you can get someone's sympathy in this way, thinking that you can have love.Thinking about it now, I feel childish and funny.
The doctor gave me an injection and took a lot of medicine for me to take on time.
I put the medicine in the drawer so that Lin Xiao could not see it.
In fact, I am a person who cherishes life very much.
I am terrified of dying.
The kind of person who knows it is dangerous and still provokes, but then covets life and fears death.
I'm afraid that if I die like this one day, I won't be able to look at Lin Xiao anymore.So I still have to live well and not let Lin Xiao succeed, because he can't wait to let me die.
As long as I don't die, I can continue to pester Lin Xiao, annoy him, make him irritable, and disturb his emotions.Seeing the expression on his face that changed because of me, I seemed to have found my place in Lin Xiao's heart.
Once upon a time, there was a person who loved you for a long time, but the wind gradually... blows the distance far away.
So he works hard to be the type you like.
Hopefully doing so will one day allow you to see his efforts.
Who would be so stupid to change myself for just one person... I put my hand on my forehead, recalling some past events that I can't even recall with a blank expression.
It's hard to love you one more day.
The end of the story?
Lin Xiao, we have no beginning and no end.
☆, 6
Lin Xiao didn't bring me fish food this time, maybe the doctor told him too.I opened the drawer and threw the allergy medicine the doctor gave me into the trash.
If you don't eat fish, these medicines are useless.
Eating pumpkin, looking unhappy.
After giving up fish, Lin Xiao made pumpkins in different ways. I hate pumpkins and fish the most.
"Pumpkin warms the stomach." Lin Xiao saw my reluctance, so he almost pressed my head and forced me to eat it.
I couldn't sleep every night, maybe I took too much medicine and had side effects.Insomnia comes frequently, my body is tired, and my spirit is tired.I closed my eyes and realized clearly that I couldn't fall asleep.
I gradually forgot what it was like to fall asleep peacefully and have a sweet dream.
I poured out a pill, but the doctor didn't prescribe sleeping pills for me, so I had to rely on other medicines and use its side effects to increase my sleepiness so that I could fall asleep.
Insomnia is really hard.
My tense nerves could not be relieved. As long as I heard a sound in the quiet night, I would immediately open my eyes. The nervousness turned my instant drowsiness into exhaustion.
I am afraid that I will die like this one night.
Died in the hands of Lin Xiao.
half a month later.
I'm out of the hospital.
I took three days of sick leave with Qi Si for more than half a month, I went home to clean up, Lin Xiao went to work, and I drove to the swimming pool skillfully.
I have the habit of swimming.
I love the feeling of being submerged in water.
Surrounded by cold water, you can calm your mind.The erratic thoughts are frozen in the water.I love the sea and the moment of tranquility in the water.
Only in this way can I concentrate on thinking about Lin Xiao.
No one can disturb my world, even if I drown in the water, no one will notice.
Wanting to forget about swimming, I just fell into the sea, so deep that you can't see it.
"I didn't expect to see you here."
A voice rang in my ear, and I turned my head to see that it was the man I met at the bar that day, who seemed to be called...Xu Bei?
Xu Bei was wearing a towel, and his figure was very good. There were water drops on the mermaid line, and he looked very attractive.
"Yeah, I'm really sorry that day, I spoiled your interest." I continued to immerse myself in the water, and my restless heart suddenly cooled down.
"There's a lot of time, you can make up for it slowly." He leaned over to look at me, the moment his eyes met, I really felt itchy.
It's bad.
"After talking so much, I forgot to introduce myself. My name is Ji Mo."
"The end of the season? Lonely?"
I shook my head: "It's the season of rose, the end of the end."
"Next time, don't go with others casually, otherwise, with this face, it will be a matter of minutes before you get abducted."
"You mean the dangerous man, is that you?"
"How is it possible..." Xu Bei stroked his chin and said solemnly, "Attractive men like me are very rare."
I chatted with Xu Bei for a while, he answered the phone, gave me a card and left.
Xu Bei, photographer.
What a casual photographer.
"Crack."
Xu Beichao in the distance shook his hand at me, then pointed to his phone.
I narrowed my eyes in displeasure, and stuck out my tongue at him.
After getting up and drying his hair, he held Xu Bei's postcard in his hand and jotted it down in his phone.
In this way, Xu Bei became the third person in my address book.
Looking at his watch, it was almost five o'clock.
Going to the supermarket to buy vegetables, I habitually picked up Lin Xiao's favorite beef.
When I think of eating pumpkin and fish in the hospital for half a month, I feel like throwing up when I see both.Carrying big bags and small bags stuffed into the car, went home, opened the door, put down the keys and walked skillfully to the kitchen.
Look, how much I look like when my sister was alive.
Lin Xiao doesn't want to forget my sister, so I have to do my best to become a sister.
make him happy.
At [-]:[-], Lin Xiao returned home.
"Are you back?" I stopped what I was doing and said to him, "I'll be fine in a while."
Lin Xiao took off his coat and put it on the chair, took out his mobile phone and sent a few text messages. I knew that his secretary must have come to him.When I was in the hospital, I asked a private investigator to investigate this woman. Her name is Xue Xue.He is 25 years old this year, three years younger than Lin Xiao. He joined Lin Xiao's company last year, and transformed from an inconspicuous clerk to Lin Xiao's secretary.
She is a smart woman who understands men's thoughts very well.
There was never a shortage of this type of women around Lin Xiao, but this Xue Xue was the one who stayed by Lin Xiao's side the longest.
The phone rang, it wasn't me, it was Lin Xiao's cell phone.
He went to the balcony to listen to the phone. It seemed that even text messages could not satisfy that woman.
I was too busy listening to what they were talking about, when my fingertip was cut by the sharp blade, and the liquid dripped into the water and melted away.I put my injured finger in my mouth, and the fishy smell disgusted me.
Fry the steak until it is half-ripe, and take out the onion juice. This is Lin Xiao's favorite combination.
He was still talking on the phone on the balcony.
I stared at the beef in front of me, picked up the knife and fork, and cut a piece.What I eat is not the taste, is it because my craftsmanship has deteriorated... Why is the taste not as good as before?
Taking out the phone, an unknown phone number sent a picture.
Judging from the blurred back, it can be seen that it is Lin Xiao's figure, and even the cool-colored suit on his body is hand-picked by me.He is holding a woman, a woman in red high-heeled shoes that is evocative.
I put down my phone and subconsciously smiled.
Anyone who gets close to Lin Xiao, I want to destroy.
If it is not illegal to kill in this world.
I'm afraid I've already committed a serious crime.
Lin Xiao hung up the phone, he didn't need to look back to know that I was staring at him obsessively, he hated this feeling of no freedom, Ji Ya's sustenance was so heavy that he couldn't breathe.
"Brother-in-law, are you going out tonight?"
Lin Xiao walked up to me, slid his hand over the edge of the chair, leaned over and whispered in my ear, "What? Do you really want to know?"
"I want to know everything about you."
Wiping the sauce from the corner of my mouth with his finger, he stuck out his tongue and licked his finger, nodded in satisfaction: "I don't need to tell you, you will know where I am after a while."
After speaking, Lin Xiao pointed to my mobile phone.
I was taken aback.
The mask that pretended to be calm suddenly collapsed.
Showing a privately panicked expression.
"Brother-in-law... what are you talking about?"
I still said that, but I was already flustered. Lin Xiao's cold eyes seemed to understand my hypocrisy.
How did my brother-in-law know that I hired a private eye to follow them?
Or did Lin Xiao know about it early on?
When did he know about it?
There was a chill on his back, and his heart suddenly fell from a high altitude to the bottom of the valley.
"Xiao Mo, do you know? I like to see you at a loss." Lin Xiao said with a snort and a smile.
☆, 7
The right hand holding the knife trembled slightly.
Squeeze the handle firmly.
Red drops of blood flowed from the wound where the finger had just scratched.
"Are you afraid?" Lin Xiao breathed in my ear, which shocked me.
"I don't know what you are talking about, brother-in-law."
I lower my eyes.
My mental endurance is not good enough, that line of defense was easily defeated by Lin Xiao's few words, facing his words, I couldn't bear the torment.
I dare not look directly at him.
Lin Xiao patted my shoulder, then put on his coat and left. I was the only one left in Nuoda's room.
I took out my phone, just in time for Qi Si to send a text message.
Qi Si: Xiao Mo, I can't go out to play. The company is about to welcome a new colleague.
me: ok.
Qi Si drove the car directly to the door of the house, and as soon as I went out, I saw his conspicuous red sports car.
"Let's go to sing K today, just to introduce that our company is about to cooperate with a new photographer." Qi Si winked at me and gestured.
"Hey, Mr. Lin hasn't come home yet?"
"Hmm." I mumbled.
There were only two people in the room, one was Xu Zeming, someone's exclusive secretary.The other...is Xu Bei.
When Xu Bei wasn't wearing a suit, he still wanted to do whatever he wanted.He tied up his slightly long hair, his chin was stubbled, and he held a cup of coffee in his hand.
"Hey, isn't this Mr. Ji?" Xu Bei's eyes lit up, a little surprised.He said to Qi Si: "Is this the designer of your company?"
"Do you know each other? That's all right, I was worried that you might not get used to each other's temperament." Qi Si pushed me aside and asked me to sit with Xu Bei.
Qi Si deliberately emphasized the words "my little end", which aroused Xu Zeming's displeasure.
"I didn't expect that we would meet again. As expected, such things as fate are unpredictable." Xu Bei was extremely excited, and his familiar personality quickly made him entangled with Qi Si and the others.
I leaned on the sofa, crossed my hands and said to him with no expression on my face: "Fate can be either God's will or man-made."
Qi Si cleared his throat and ordered a song. The tender tone and steady voice suddenly became extremely affectionate.He secretly looked at Xu Zeming out of the corner of his eye, and it happened that Xu Zeming was also looking at him.
Then the two found an excuse and walked out of the room.
I brought a glass of whiskey to my mouth, and the glass hit the table so hard that my hand hurt.
"Stop drinking, come and sing." Xu Bei stopped me from doing this.
"I can't sing."
"It's better than drinking. Come on, I'm deaf now. I can't hear what you sing." Xu Bei took the wine glass from my hand and replaced it with a microphone.
"Come on, come on, Xiao Mojiang!"
"..."
"I'm looking forward to it!"
Xu Bei deliberately opened his eyes wide and made a "come on" gesture.
"puff."
I looked down at the microphone helplessly, played for a while, and said "yes" after recovering.
He pointed to a song called "Everything About Loving You".
The voice suddenly became uncomfortable, and something blocked all pronunciation in the throat.He rubbed his forehead helplessly, and after a while, his feelings quickly melted into the song.
How much I want to tell Lin Xiao that this is how I feel now.
I love him.
……
everything about loving you
Once gathered under the shadow of street lights
Whose stay and concern
drop by drop
all about falling in love
It's a faded photo blown by the wind
The time and color of the lens recording
disappear in seconds
I'm reading a script that doesn't distract me
I want to take a picture with you
Delete and start again
title for best show
push me around
everything about loving him
I can't do it all over again
I want to love you till the end
why don't you believe
……
I forgot how I sang to the point of breaking out, lying on the couch clutching my belly, stomach ache from alcoholic bouts.The cold wine was in the stomach, destroying its protective layer.
"Are you suffering from stomach problems?"
"No."
Xu Beiban hugged me, then went out to find his car.
Noticing the look in my eyes, he laughed: "Don't worry, I won't take advantage of others, I'll take you home."
He called Qi Si and said that I was not feeling well, so he sent me home first and asked him to have fun with Xu Zeming.I drove to the pharmacy, bought me painkillers and came out with a cup of hot water.
"You..." Xu Bei hesitated to say something to me, but I had a terrible headache, and he was busy taking care of me so he didn't say anything.He just said in a very serious tone: "Remember to take a good rest when you go back."
It was past twelve o'clock when we got home, but Lin Xiao didn't come back.
I sat on the ground, and when I looked up, I saw a photo of my sister on the wine cabinet.Rubbing his hair dejectedly, this feeling of guilt came.Make me ugly, make me love the night, because the night can hide my secrets from others.
the next morning.
I woke up on the floor with soreness, a headache, and a feeling of numbness in my body.Probably alcoholism, I laughed at myself for the fact that my body was declining.
The phone vibrated, and I took it out of my pocket. It was Xu Bei who sent me a video.
Last night I drank badly, and I had to hold a microphone.
A song is sung repeatedly.
Again and again, until the voice is hoarse.
so funny……
Tears slid from the corners of my eyes and dripped onto the screen.I was about to lose sight of the stupid and funny things in the picture, so I wiped my eyes with my hands, but the result was more and more rubbing.
There is no time when I want to see you more than this time.
I rely on and miss you too much.
I went back to the room and found a pack of cigarettes under the bed, opened the black metal cigarette case, took out one in my mouth and lit the lighter.In fact, I don't have much of a cigarette addiction, I only smoke one when I'm in a bad mood or stressed.
The white smoke changes.
I held the cigarette between my fingers and put it in my mouth to take another puff.
Open your mouth to exhale the smoke.
Lin Xiao asked me why I didn't call the police.
I also want to ask him, why didn't he kill me when he asked someone to hit me?Holding the cigarette case with my fingers, my private detective said that Lin Xiao had also found someone to follow me.
Calculate the time correctly, then create an accident, and successfully send me to the hospital.
The insurance that my sister bought for me, my beneficiary wrote Lin Xiao's name.
Yes, really.
The cigarette burned to the end and burned my fingers, but I had to hang my head and laugh.I haven't played enough, how can I give up so easily?
Picking up the mobile phone and sending a text message to the unknown number, saying that I will take it easy in the near future, I will wait for Lin Xiao to feel that I am no longer active, and then slowly and secretly act.
Then he called Lin Xiao, and as soon as he made the call, Lin Xiao hung up.
Annoyed, he extinguished the cigarette, opened the cigarette case, took another and smoked.
in the office.
Lin Xiao was playing with his mobile phone, and a video was playing on the mobile phone.
In the film, there is only one person at the end of the season, holding a microphone, singing that song in a loop like venting.Under the dim light, it is obviously painful to sing to the point of despair, but it is necessary to show that it is a feeling of enjoyment.
After a while, he received a call from the end of the season and hung up without hesitation.
Lin Xiao held the coffee cup with a calm expression, stood up and looked at the city scenery outside the glass window behind him, and he could see the distant colors in his eyes with just one glance.
Like all the tricks and little tricks at the end of the season.
☆, 8
I'm going to work my ass off.
Forget everything about Lin Xiao.
Xu Bei came to our company, and I tried my best to avoid him.
I want to be quiet like crazy.
When I got home, I collapsed on the sofa exhausted, no matter who called me, I would not answer.Lin Xiao didn't go home for two days, I don't know if he was on a business trip or stayed overnight at Xue Xue's place.
Anyway, it has nothing to do with me.
Take out the cigarette case and smoke a cigarette.
My smoking addiction is getting worse.
I actually hate people who smoke, but I have to smoke to pass the time thinking about someone.Such a casual life, almost one day is almost the next day.Aside from work, swimming, and everything else, I'm such a boring person.No wonder Lin Xiao doesn't even look at me, what happiness can there be with me.
Cigarettes can make me drunk, and alcohol can make me forget for a while.
Lin Xiao, can poison me.
Open the refrigerator and grab a can of beer, and that's my dinner.
Drinking one can was not enough. Half an hour later, the ashtrays were full of gray and black ash, and there were several empty cans on the table.
Lin Xiao wasn't around, so I lived on beer and cigarettes for the past two days, and I was a waste for two days in a decadent state.I sent Lin Xiao the first text message in the past two days, and I probably said some boring things.
Coming and going, it's nothing more than the tired "I like you".
Like a psychopath, he repeatedly said these love words to his mobile phone, and he didn't expect anyone to hear them.
Lin Xiao's name was unraveled stroke by stroke, twisted into a thread, and then kidnapped my heart round by round.
Stomach pain came.
I curled up, and my hand was burned by the cigarette butt, so I had to bite my lower lip to wake myself up.Go to the cabinet and get the painkillers.Take beer as hot water and eat it with pills.
My sister's posthumous photo, put it in a conspicuous place, so that I can see it when I look up.
"I'm sorry sister... I really deserve to die."
I knelt on the ground, bent over, with my forehead pressed against the cold floor.
Season finale, you're disgusting.
The man who robbed his sister did not hesitate to use any means to get his brother-in-law.I really have no sense of shame, but I still want to post it in a lowly way.
"But what should I do..."
Lin Xiao is the gun on my chest.
He doesn't shoot, which makes me live every day with fear.Always put the danger in my weakest place, and warn me not to mess around anywhere.
It's too much...
But I can't help it.
Even my dying struggles were useless.
The former Lin Xiao was not like this. Although he was very cold and ruthless, at least he would not be so ruthless and would not really want me to die.Of course, I wasn't like this before...
Did my actions change you, or Lin Xiao, you were always like this?
I turned on the phone, found Lin Xiao, and called.
"Dudu..."
"The user you dialed is no longer available, please leave a message after the beep."
I put out my cigarette, trying to keep my tone steady.
"Lin Xiao...ah no, brother-in-law, when are you coming back?" After I finished speaking, I didn't know what else to say.Startled for a moment, she came back to her senses before continuing: "Brother-in-law, come back, I won't stop you from being with her anymore."
"As long as you come back and do anything, I won't interfere with you anymore."
It was just the beginning, and I lost.
When I was bored, I sat by the bed and took out the brushes and drawing books under the bed.
The painting skills that have been abandoned for a long time have regressed in my memory.
Open it and it's full of Lin Xiao's appearance.
Sketches and sketches record Lin Xiao's different expressions.I couldn't help falling into the memories again, thinking of what Lin Xiao was like in the past.
I remember that.
My parents divorced very early and lived separately. After each had their own lives, my sister and I grew up dependent on each other.And parents, only a white letter, which contains a lot of red banknotes, turned a blind eye to us.
I know it can't blame them, they all have their own happy life.
No one wants to pay attention to everything they have done in the past, for fear that they will regret this marriage even more.
Lin Xiao is a very good person.
It was also in the company that my sister and Lin Xiao met.
The gentle sister, fell in love with Lin Xiao at first sight.
They should have been a match made in heaven.
When I heard that my sister had a boyfriend, my first reaction was that I was afraid that my sister would leave me, so I silently hated this man named Lin Xiao, who took away my favorite sister.
He... stole my sister.
I still remember.
When I first met Lin Xiao, I was only 17 years old.My sister held Lin Xiao's hand and introduced me with a happy face.
Lin Xiao seemed to be only 21 years old at the time, and his handsome face was a little indifferent, but when he looked at his sister, it softened a little.
Maybe it's this brief tenderness.
It's something I've never seen before.
Then I don't know when it started, I actually paid attention to Lin Xiao.Can write down his preferences, can not forget his every move.
why is that?I should hate him, he took away my most important person.
After my sister passed away, I continued to live in this family.
If it wasn't for that car accident...that car accident was probably a man-made accident.Maybe my sister and Lin Xiao will continue to love each other like this.
Lin Xiao and I have nothing to communicate with. After my sister is gone, the house has become lifeless.I tried my best to mend the relationship between me and Lin Xiao, to make such an awkward and unfamiliar atmosphere emotional.
But I can't do anything.
There is no way.
Lin Xiao's coldness is not something I can dissolve, besides, I'm not good at dealing with others.As soon as I stood in front of Lin Xiao, I kept exposing my IQ problems.
Palpitations.
Panicked, uneasy.
You can't stay calm when you panic.
When I'm not calm I start to lose control.
My spirit was tense and anxious, suffocating me, and I could only escape from this place.But Lin Xiao will always find him, and he will be even more unpredictable to me. He seems to be suppressing some emotions, and in the end he just tells me not to run around anymore.
Later, the atmosphere between Lin Xiao and I eased a lot.
It's not a relief either.
But it's a big step for me.
Lin Xiao and I would chat occasionally.
Although there is still a feeling of biting the bullet and forcing myself to open up to others, I am very happy.Slowly I want to be able to accept such a living environment, gradually become cheerful, and no longer afraid to communicate with strangers.
This closed mind makes me feel lonely, but Lin Xiao, besides my sister, is the second person who spends his time so patiently and approaches me.
I wanted to let myself breathe a little more sunshine, but I was still in the gray interlayer.
What do I really like about Lin Xiao?
After thinking about it, Lin Xiao has many advantages, but they are all one-sided words. He loves to pretend to be a perfect and flawless identity in front of others.But in private, he has great ambitions.He is very purposeful, and he can do whatever it takes to achieve his goals, and even sacrifice anything, which makes him always resolve business crises safely and soundly.
But Lin Xiao was still not satisfied.
You must have done something to be so infatuated with you.
Keeping this dick by my side will tear me apart anytime, anywhere.
Unbelievable.
☆, 9
Lin Xiao went home on the third night.
He still maintained a gentle and alienated smile, and I was just like the clients and friends he treated, completely unable to guess what he was thinking.
Want to tear off that layer of camouflage.
True and false.
"Are you smoking?" Lin Xiao hated the smell of smoke very much, he stretched out his hand to disperse the smell in the air.
I hugged him from behind and buried my head in his neck.The smell of smoke mixed with his perfume, and it smelled like burnt tobacco.
"Brother-in-law, I miss you."
Touching his chest, then down.
Lin Xiao pressed my restless hand, quite displeased.
I "tsk tsk" a few times and said, "Is it okay?"
This sentence is really the best way to irritate a man.
Lin Xiao bit my shoulder very hard, the sharp teeth were deeply buried in my flesh, it hurt so much that I had to cover my mouth to prevent myself from screaming.Afterwards, when he finished venting his hatred, I squinted and saw a tooth mark on his shoulder with eye-catching blood.
"Brother-in-law, say you like me..."
I let Lin Xiao bite on me.
said quietly.
"Even if you lie to me..."
There was a smell of blood in the air, and there was an atmosphere of absurdity and ambiguity.
The panting sound was accompanied by the sound of the impact, which fluctuated up and down.
Only in this way can I feel that Lin Xiao has never left.Make me bruised and bruised, let me feel your presence.
Two liars are making such an intimate sport.
Why there is no impulse behind the silence.
The right leg was lifted by the hand, and I had to tiptoe slightly to make it easier for Lin Xiao to enter.
"Brother-in-law... Take it easy, ah, it hurts..."
"Don't you just want this feeling?"
Lin Xiao raised my face, I took the opportunity to hug him, and then kissed him.
"Aha... well, sister, brother-in-law."
Without expansion, Lin Xiao thought it was troublesome, so I had to try my best to relax my body so that it didn't hurt so much when he entered.
Lin Xiao paused for a moment, then ejaculated and filled it up, but his fingers penetrated into my private parts and brought out the white liquid, then he held his penis and inserted it in again .
I can't remember... how warm it was when I was treated tenderly.
Am I annoying you so much that I don't deserve to be treated lightly by you.
At the end of the season, why suffer such a crime.
Even when I cried bitterly, Lin Xiao would never believe that my tears could move people.
After Lin Xiao came back, as I said on the phone, I fulfilled my promise and stopped disturbing him.He can do whatever he wants, treating me as air.
To overcome allergies.
I have consulted many doctors, is there any way to improve this physique.
In the end, I had to hypnotize myself, learn to eat fish, and learn to fall in love with eating fish.
Even though I made the fish meat close to my favorite taste, I still couldn't help retching while hugging the trash can.But I think I have made some progress. If I work harder, I can get closer to what Lin Xiao wanted.
I am tolerant step by step, but that woman.She made a lot of small moves behind her back, while she kept defending against me, she also waited for the time to take the initiative to attack.
I've received quite a few anonymous envelopes lately.
As soon as the letter was opened, photos were scattered all over the place.
All blurry but ambiguous photos.
A man and a woman hug each other very intimately, and I can vaguely guess that it is Lin Xiao from the man's body shape.
Clenched fist.
Enough, when will it drive me crazy?
That woman is really too arrogant.
Is it because of what Lin Xiao said to her that made her so inflated?
How dare you send me a photo.
She was said to be smart before, but in fact it was nothing more than that.I can't hold my breath at all, and I am so smug when I give some sweetness.
"Hello? Are you done? Act as usual today..."
I put the phone in my pocket, picked up a lively carp, slapped it to death with the back of the knife, and then cut open the belly of the fish neatly.I watched it die with a smile, and cut it into pieces and placed them neatly without changing expression. When did I learn to fake smiles from Lin Xiao?
I promised Lin Xiao not to harass him, but I never said I would let that Xue Xue go.
How can you let that woman do whatever she wants...
Gee.
Sure enough, I still can't like to eat fish.
What a nuisance.
Throw all the cut up dead fish in the trash.
If you don't like it, just delete it all.
God, I can't bear to see that woman's terrified expression, it's so distressing and pitiful.Although the result may be that I will be made even worse by Lin Xiao, but I... all the blood in my body will be excited.
Five twenty in the afternoon.
The phone rang a text message right on time.
A strange phone sent a lot of photos. Everything in Xue Xue's house was messy and smashed on the ground.Even the glass windows were not spared, and all the money and jewelry were taken away to fake the scene of a thief entering the house.
The wall covered with wallpaper was covered with red paint and covered with weird symbols.
It must have been a very frightening scene at night.
Ha, let's see if Lin Xiao is still willing to spend the night at your house.
I saw myself reflected on the screen, laughing frantically.
Although I really want to ask someone to get rid of her, but Lin Xiao will definitely ask me to blame him. I don't want to spoil my relationship with Lin Xiao because of a woman of unknown origin.
So, take this as a small punishment.
Lin Xiao returned home on time at six o'clock.I took out the finished fish soup and put it on the table, and took the coat he took off.Lin Xiao's face was indifferent, I couldn't see at all whether he knew what I did.
His cell phone rang, but Lin Xiao didn't answer it at all, just hung up and picked up a spoon to drink the fish soup.
"Is it good?" I opened my eyes wide and asked him expectantly.
Lin Xiao took out a handkerchief, wiped his mouth and said, "This time you played a little too big."
"Do you want another bowl?" I picked up the bowl and knocked it, turned and walked into the kitchen, and said as I walked, "What my brother-in-law said recently is so strange, I can't even understand it."
The bowl was knocked over to the ground.
"Doesn't brother-in-law like to drink? If you don't like to drink, you can't waste it like this." I kept smiling and squatted down to pick up the broken tiles.
Lin Xiao grabbed my collar and slammed me against the door with a "bang".
"You do it for me, don't think that you can get ahead just because you have the protection of your sister's last words." He raised his hand, as if he wanted to hit me.
In the end, he just clenched his fists and retracted them, and continued with a contemptuous smile, "You are really Ji Ya's good brother, you are so dedicated."
"My sister loves you deeply, and I am also... loving you deeply." Lin Xiao and I looked at each other without any panic.
"Really?" Lin Xiao let go of me, opened the cupboard and took out a bowl, filled it with fish soup and handed it to me: "Maybe, if it's you, I can try to be with you."
I took it, didn't move, just looked at the fish in the fish soup, and asked him: "Is that brother-in-law...won't go to that woman?"
Lin Xiao lowered his head and leaned into my ear and said softly, "It all depends on your performance."
I picked up the bowl and drank it all.
☆, 10
It is not easy to help Lin Xiao.
I know nothing about social and business.
As a budget-minded man, he would have thought that I would agree.
I started to go to high society parties and blend in with their circles.
The social circle in the shopping mall is very large, and it can be said to be small.It's very big because there are many people in contact with, and it's small because the relationship line is complicated. You will become friends because you are friends of friends.
I really don't like social situations.
But I can disguise myself layer by layer for Lin Xiao.People here are very good at acting, I can't tell what they mean.
But Lin Xiao is different.
He seemed to be born with it.
Free in this colorful world can still do a job with ease, enjoying the attention of thousands of people and high power.It seems that he was born for this.I hid in a quiet corner, staring at Lin Xiao intently.
Lin Xiao's female companion is no longer Xue Xue.
Ah.
I went out into the hallway and pulled out a cigarette against the wall.
"Hi, Mo."
Someone seemed to be calling me, I looked back, and a figure hugged me carelessly.
It's a woody fragrance.
Xu Bei held a cigarette between his fingers, it seemed that he also escaped to smoke.
"I didn't expect to be able to
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