Double sleep

The annual school sports meeting of No. [-] Middle School in Tianshi is about to begin.

Almost every class has a few key sports athletes. At this time, they can get the special permission of the head teacher and the teacher to take fewer classes and train more.

There has never been a need for such privileged treatment.

Every class is held as usual, morning class and evening class are not closed, and the fragmented time of lunch break and afternoon class to evening class is used for training every day.

她一般参加的项目除了跑步还是跑步，从初一进六中开始，100米、200米、400米、800米、一千500米、3000米，终点绕来绕去都是在操场上那个椭圆形里。

Not for anything else, simply because I actually like running.

She likes the kind of figure who starts to run, with her head empty, and the sound of the wind whistling past her ears, as if there is nothing left in the world, only she can't stop and keep running.

When the starting gun sounded, it was like a sharp arrow off the string, like a runaway wild horse.As long as the steps are bigger and the speed is faster, you can break through all the shackles in the world that are annoying, insensitive, annoying or not annoying.When the sweat rushes out from every pore, it is hearty.

Actually busy with training, Ling Rusi is busy preparing for the exam.

I usually meet each other at school during the day without saying hello, just smile at each other and leave.

When the self-study is over every night, he will come to Ling Rusi's dormitory by himself, pull up the chair and start doing homework.She brought Ling Rusi a bottle of yogurt from the school canteen every day. She found that Ling Rusi didn't like milk, so she liked this kind of yogurt.

Usually, one of them does their homework, the other reads a book. Before twelve o'clock, they will end at the same time, say "good night" to each other and close the two facing doors.

One day passed like that.

Unexpectedly, often in the middle of writing homework, he would raise his head from the desk and stare at Ling Rusi, but there was nothing in his head.Just want to look at it like this, keep looking at it.

Sometimes, Ling Rusi couldn't sit still under her gaze, he would raise his head to meet her gaze and give her a slight smile, stretch out his right hand to cover the left hand that was actually on the table, touch the back of the hand twice, and put his thumb on the Squeeze your palms lightly, and say softly, "Do your homework."

Unexpectedly, his whole body trembled, his ear tips were slightly red, and he obediently buried his head and continued to gnaw on the exercises, trying repeatedly.

She didn't go home on weekends, and the physical education teacher asked her to work overtime for special training.

I heard that this physical education teacher was retired from the Sports Association. He used to train national athletes. After retiring, he took a part-time job in the sixth middle school and was responsible for training, from junior high school to senior one.

Most of the students go home on weekends, and few stay.The originally noisy, bustling and popular campus will suddenly become quiet and empty.

Ling Rusi took a lunch break, ready to go to the playground to watch the training.From a distance, I saw a few players playing basketball on the playground, and those who were stretching their legs on the track.

There was a familiar figure standing in front of her with his back turned to her, wearing a brown elderly jacket and a pair of trousers.The hair volume is sparse, but it is very fluffy.

When Ling Rusi took a closer look, he asked suspiciously, "Mr. Wang, aren't you in charge of administration?"

Teacher Wang turned around, and Ling Rusi caught sight of his long-sleeved lapel polo shirt in his trousers, a low-key and luxurious black belt around his waist, and a bunch of keys hanging on the waistband.

Ling Rusi felt the veins on his forehead twitch quickly.

Seeing Ling Rusi, Teacher Wang pushed the magnifying glass on the bridge of his nose, and said calmly, "I have several jobs, and I'm idle when I'm idle."

The one who was pressing his long legs unexpectedly saw Ling Rusi grinning like a morning glory immediately, and said, "Teacher Wang is omnipotent."

Then, the veins on Ling Rusi's forehead twitched quickly again, and she saw that the school uniform T-shirt with loose long sleeves and lapels was tied in the loose sports school pants, which were meticulously stitched together, and the drawstrings of the sports pants were still being tied seriously and properly. bow.

Dare to understand the mystery of the aesthetics of the fathers who followed Mr. Wang?

Suddenly, a 50-[-]-year-old unexpectedly appeared in her mind, wearing a brown old-fashioned jacket and a pair of baggy trousers, standing in front of her with his hands behind his back.

Thinking of this, she shook her head in horror, trying to get Teacher Wang's style out of her mind.Comfort myself, no, no, no, I don’t want to improve my aesthetics too much later.

Teacher Wang took out a stopwatch from his trouser pocket, and said to Ran Ran: "It's almost time to warm up, let's go for a lap, I'll time it."

He put away his long legs and squatted on the ground, with his arms on both sides of his head in the shape of hugging his head. After doing two jumps and squats on the spot, he stood up and took a starting position behind the white horizontal line on the track.

Teacher Wang held the stopwatch and said, "Get ready!"

Blowing the whistle and pressing the stopwatch at the same time, I saw that he rushed forward, and when he passed by, he brought a gust of wind.

Teacher Wang's eyes were wide open, and he asked Ling Rusi, "How is your preparation for the exam?"

Standing beside him, Ling Rusi watched with him running wildly, and replied: "It's almost there, it should be fine."

Actually finished one lap and started the second lap.The inner circle of the playground track is 400 meters, and Teacher Wang asked her to run 800 meters first.

Teacher Wang asked: "Written test next week?"

Ling Rusi replied: "Yes, I will take the exam on weekends."

Teacher Wang said: "Don't be nervous, perform normally, and have time to check at least three times after the exam."

Ling Rusi turned to look at Teacher Wang, and replied with a smile, "Teacher, obey."

Teacher Wang encouraged Ling Rusi to take the exam for the classroom qualification certificate. She had just come to No. [-] Middle School for a week, and Teacher Wang talked to her in private no less than three times.

Tell her that although she has no good career, she is still young and has a lot of possibilities, and she can't confine herself to the dormitory building in front of her.Humans tend to get sick when they are idle, tend to degenerate, and become content with the status quo.

Ling Rusi thought, maybe her actual age is not much younger than Teacher Wang, but there is no way, who made her look younger.Just take the exam, it’s a good thing to try more for a different life.

After coming back this time, she seemed to be less resistant to the intentional or unintentional kindness of the strange, casual, and superficial people around her.It is no longer like before, always making people feel aloof, kind but not close.

Now she is still young, and she still has a lot of time to slowly experience all kinds of goodness and truth in the world. It is really good.

However, there is also a big factor. She is very poor now, and she can't be as domineering as before and use money to break boundaries.Thinking of this, Ling Rusi suddenly turned his head and said, "Mr. Wang, I'll treat you to a meal after the exam."

Just happened to return to the starting point in two laps. Teacher Wang quickly pressed the stopwatch, took a look and said: "Two minutes and eight seconds, the performance is normal." Then he said to Ling Rusi: "You don't need to eat, just take the exam well."

He actually stood there with his upper body arched, his hands under his knees, and he was adjusting his breathing when he suddenly raised his head and asked, "What are you eating? You two are making an appointment behind my back?"

Teacher Wang: "No appointment."

Ling Rusi: "Yes."

The two said at the same time, and then laughed out loud when they saw the puzzled look on their faces.

Teacher Wang stepped forward and slapped unexpectedly on the back, saying: "You think about eating all day long. Take a break and keep running."

He actually stood up straight and asked persistently, "Then do you have an appointment?"

Ling Rusi: "An appointment."

Teacher Wang: "No appointment."

They said at the same time, and laughed again after speaking.Liu actually stood there with a dazed expression on his face.

After laughing, Teacher Wang turned around and waved Ling Rusi, and said, "You, go back to read and don't interfere with our training." After speaking, he continued: "After training, I will treat you two to a big meal."

He jumped up on the spot and slapped Teacher Wang on the shoulder to avenge the slap just now, and said happily: "Old Wang, that's interesting."

Ling Rusi looked at the two of them with a smile, and said, "Okay." Then he turned and walked back towards the dormitory.Walking five steps away, I heard her being called.

Ling Rusi turned around and saw that she was actually facing her, running backwards towards the playground track.Put your right hand on your lips, press it lightly, raise your arm, and blow a kiss to her.

The boy's face, facing the warm golden sun in autumn, his eyebrows are picturesque, so shining, so beautiful.

Lao Wang's big meal is a small restaurant in the next street outside the school.

Like many small restaurants, the decoration is simple, and a few dining tables are placed against the two walls of the store.There are often water stains left by rags on the dining table, as well as oil spots that have not been wiped off.The dishes are also the most common home cooking, heavy oil and salt.

In the past, Ling Rusi would never come to these places to eat.

She values ​​the environment most when she eats. Cleanliness and hygiene are very important. The most important thing is to have a good environment. You can eat quietly and drink a few sips of wine. Open the window to see the small bridge and flowing water outside, or breathe the aroma of grass leaves in the green mountains.

But today, she ate very well, and felt that these dishes with excessive oil and salt were delicious and delicious.The thick smoke from the small shop surrounded her.After letting her come back, the feeling of suspension that had been lingering in my heart for a long time fell heavily to the ground.It's like the down-to-earth feeling of the crew members who have been floating on the sea for too long, stepping off the deck and landing their feet on land.

After dinner, the two walked back to school.

He was reading a book in Ling Rusi's room. There was a brown paper cover on the outside of the book. There were no words on the cover. He didn't know what he was reading.Suddenly put down the book halfway through, and asked Ling Rusi seriously: "Mr. Ling, what do you think of homosexuality?"

Ling Rusi was sitting cross-legged on the bed to send a text message to Chen Yi, but when she heard that she looked up, she looked down at the text message again and did not reply.

Looking at the silent Ling Rusi, the hand on the book was slowly clenched into a fist and tightened. The cleanly cut fingers were pinched in the palm of the hand, and one could almost feel the pain of nails digging into the palm.

After 1 minute, Ling Rusi said flatly, "I don't have the idea of ​​homosexuality in my heart."

Unexpectedly, the fist was clenched more and more tightly, and the protruding joints on the back of the hand could be seen turning bluish white with excessive force.She took a breath and asked hoarsely, "You despise?"

Hearing what she said, Ling Rusi finally put down the phone, looked up to meet her gaze, and said, "In my world, there is no distinction between homosexuality and heterosexuality. For me, there are only those I love and those I don't, regardless of gender or age. ,area."

When Ling Rusi heard this, he let out a long breath.

After actually letting go of his fist, he found that deep and shallow nail marks had been left on his palm.The large and small semicircles embedded a dark red like blood in the white palm.

He actually knew that he liked girls since elementary school, and most of the classmates in the class knew it.She accepts it without fear, because she just doesn't like boys, so what's the big deal.Those pink and tender girls are so cute, they look more attractive than those boys.

This was the first time she felt scared. When facing Ling Rusi, she was afraid that she would say "disgusting" and feel sick.

Fear is born of love, and fearlessness is born of love.

Even though, she was not sure whether all the love and care Ling Rusi gave her was related to love.

But at this moment, she knew that all her fears, worries, joys, jealousy and longings were related to love, and it was enough to have something to do with Ling Rusi.