Double sleep

Ling Rusi is a full-fledged activist.

Once you think about anything and make a decision, it will be implemented immediately, and no one else can control it.

She packed up the prince's dog bowls, dog bowls, dog kennels, dog mats, dog toys, etc., all daily necessities, food, drink, and play, and put them in the trunk of the car, stuffing them full.

Even the prince was packed into the passenger seat by her.

Get in the car and help the prince fasten his seat belt, and see the prince tilting his head, eyes wide open, and his mouth wide open, looking at him with a "hahaha".Halazi is full of mouth

She picked up the little triangular pink bib around the prince's neck, and wiped the saliva off for the prince.Patted his big head and said: "You live with your godmother, I will transfer all the pocket money for living expenses for the rest of your life to her at one time, and I will not treat you badly."

The prince still looked at her "hahaha", as if he didn't understand anything, and he seemed to understand everything.

"I don't know what will happen. What will happen to you after I leave. Let's see you again."

Send the prince to Zhong Xin's house, and stay for dinner by the way.

Mr. Zhong hasn't let go of his hands since the prince entered the door. He stubbornly hugged the 36-jin prince in his arms, and sat at the dining table with him while eating.

Since the death of Zhong Xin's mother, although Zhong Xin is a kindergarten teacher, he works from eight to four, and works five days off. He can still enjoy the winter and summer holidays every year.But she couldn't hold back her determination to collect money everywhere, and she was often too busy to go home.

In addition to wandering around the neighborhood every day, Mr. Zhong just chatted with the old lady of the Zhang family and played mahjong with the old man of the Li family.

But when I got home, it was still too deserted and too quiet.

Zhong Xin also thought about getting a cat and a dog for her father, but the old man firmly opposed it, saying that if you dare to get it back, I will throw it out.

As a result, since seeing the prince for the first time many years ago, he has been slapped in the face.Always looking forward to Ling Rusi and unexpectedly going out often to foster the prince.

After dinner, Zhong Xin took the prince to see Ling Rusi off.

As soon as the car door opened, the prince jumped up skillfully, sat in the passenger seat, and said "hahaha" to Ling Rusi.

Ling Rusi looked at the prince, hugged him in his arms, kissed him hard on the forehead, and said, "Mom will go to find father, and after finding father, I will come to you."

Then he stuffed the prince into Zhong Xin's arms, got into the car, and left before the tears fell.

It was still early, just after seven o'clock.

She drove to shopping malls and supermarkets, and bought a lot of down jackets, summer clothes, autumn clothes, spring clothes, shoes and socks, and pants.In the end, even the passenger seat of the car was full of things before it stopped.

When her parents saw her piled up car, they asked, "Do you want to move?"

In the evening, I sit in the living room with my parents, watching the brainless drama on TV, eating fruits and melon seeds.

"Mom and Dad, do you want to hug your grandson?"

Her mother was peeling apples with a shaking hand, and almost missed a piece of meat for another meal. When she realized it, she immediately smiled like a flower and said, "Why, are you pregnant?"

Ling Rusi took a tissue from the coffee table, wiped her fingers, and said, "If you really want a grandson, I have a channel to find a surrogate in the United States. I went to the United States a few years ago, and I froze my eggs. The birth will definitely be perfect." We are the son of the Ling family, but we don't know who the child's father is."

Her mother put down the fruit knife with a "snap", raised her hand and hit her shoulder repeatedly: "Is your brain broken? Your brain is broken!"

"No." Ling Rusi swayed to the side with the strength of his mother, and said calmly, "I'm serious."

"Think about it. If you really want to have a grandson, I can take care of the matter tomorrow, but the child will be raised by you. I only pay for it. You will spend the rest of your life with my money. The child will not have to worry about food and clothing for the rest of his life. "

She saw that her parents' faces were turning blue, and her father was about to explode, Ling Rusi said: "Don't rush to get angry, listen to me."

"I'm 71 this year. You and my mother are 100 and the other is almost [-]. Dad, you are almost [-] when the child is [-]. It is unknown whether you can live to that time."

"Even if you are in good health and it is no problem to drag your child to adulthood, you should also think about how to solve his doubts about his father and mother during the long growth process. And the gossip in school and around you, being Squeeze out, be bullied."

"Children's growth world is no less harsh than that of adults. It is even more cruel when their three views are not correct and their minds are underdeveloped."

"So, think about it, do you really want a grandson to raise, or do you just want me to have a baby? Whether you can bear all the positive and negative, known and unknown problems."

Ling Rusi's mother stood up angrily, cursing, "I see you are seriously ill." She went to the kitchen and threw the freshly peeled apples into the trash can viciously.

Her father took a look and thought, give me something to eat.Just thinking about it, his attention immediately returned to Ling Rusi. Dad has a mild temper, and he can restrain his occasional anger.

He lit a cigarette, took two puffs and said, "We are afraid that you will be miserable when you grow old without a child."

"Isn't it desolate to have a child?" She said with a gentle smile on her lips, "What if the child is born, gets sick, has an accident, or dies halfway? If you don't agree, you have a bad temper, smelly, and you're not filial, isn't it more miserable?"

"Besides, everyone is an independent individual, and should not be kidnapped by any family, friendship, love, or morality from them. If I have a child, the purpose is to wait for him to grow up and take care of me. Is it selfish? !"

"Oh! I don't understand, how can you be selfish? How can you be selfish! You are still selfish after being raised with a handful of feces and urine! The child is not born to see how you teach it!" Mom came from the kitchen He walked out, slammed his ass on the sofa, and said aggressively: "So many families have been here for many years, get married and have children, educate children, children grow up to support the elderly, and pass on from generation to generation. This is also the continuation and inheritance of your life. understand!"

"The ancients said that there are three types of unfilial piety, the greatest is having no descendants. I think you are the most unfilial."

Ling Rusi's mother stretched out an index finger to point in front of her, and his father raised his hand and tugged at her arm, signaling her to calm down.

"Mom, I'm not here to quarrel, don't blow up every time you say a few words." Ling Rusi handed the teacup on the coffee table to her mother, "I just want to chat with you today."

Her mother squinted at Ling Rusi, didn't take the teacup, and sat on the sofa angrily without saying a word.

Ling Rusi silently put the teacup back on the coffee table, leaned his upper body slightly, opened his legs, and rested his arms loosely on his left and right knees.The thumb and index finger of the right hand gently pinched the ring on the ring finger of the left hand, rubbing back and forth unconsciously.

"Let me tell you a secret." Ling Rusi raised an eyebrow at her parents with a playful smile, "Do you want to hear it?"

Mom: "I have something to say! I have to fart."

Her dad elbowed her mom and said, "Tell me."

Ling Rusi: "My husband and I were married in a fake way, and we divorced early."

Ling Rusi's mother jumped up from the sofa, pressed her right hand to her chest, and pointed at her with her left hand. She didn't say a word for a long time.

Seeing this, Ling Rusi sighed, shook his head, stood up and helped his mother to sit on the sofa.

"He likes men, and I like women. He and I have the same attributes, same-sex attraction. We signed a prenuptial agreement."

Now her mother's breathing became weaker, and she sat on the sofa with her father, relatively speechless.The two of them looked like eggplants beaten by frost for a moment.

"Actually, you already knew, right?" Ling Rusi walked behind his mother and gently helped her calm down. He couldn't bear it, and finally continued: "Our family has a trait of whitewashing, I feel that many things are not true unless they are broken or not, and they never happened.”

"Ling Rusi," her father finally said in a deep voice, "you're almost done."

"Isn't it right to talk about what to do next?" Ling Rusi couldn't stop at all, wishing to express all the words that had been suppressed in his heart for decades.Moreover, there will be no chance if you don't spit it out.

"I don't really like these four words. I feel like I'm going to explode when I hear them for a long time." Her tone is calm and gentle every night, as if she is telling a moving story.

"Do you still remember?"

"I know you remember."

Self-questioning, self-directing and self-acting.

Her parents, at this moment, no longer have the strength or the mood to strike up a conversation.

"We went to the UK ten years ago to obtain a license."

The four eyes on the opposite side shot towards her like sharp arrows. If they were really sharp arrows, she must have been pierced by thousands of arrows at this moment.

She suddenly smiled very lightly, like the tenderness of flowers blooming in spring: "But she died."

The five words were understated, and she was exhausted physically and mentally.

She couldn't sit still anymore, leaned over and took out a cigarette from the cigarette case her father put on the coffee table, and went to the balcony to light it.Going back to the living room and sitting down, my parents were in a daze, and the two of them didn't know what they were thinking.

When she walked over just now, she saw that the hair of the two of them was already gray, like a mottled white wall that had been in disrepair for a long time, and the gray wall was falling down.

If so, she can also go from beauty to whitehead together with actually.

Even if it is ashes falling off the wall, it must be falling joyfully.

"Dad, Mom, have you thought about how I have lived these past few years?"

"Have you ever thought about how desperate I am when I come home to eat and chat with you the next day pretending to be nothing after my lover's funeral?"

"Unexpectedly, besides you, he is the only person in this world who loves me unconditionally and treats me wholeheartedly."

"Unfortunately, I have no chance to find out."

We all thought that there is still a lot of time, and the days are very long. Those who can't get understanding and inaudible understanding will one day be healed and accepted in the long river of time.

But never thought that things are impermanent.

In seconds, the lights went out and it was dark.

"Sisi..." Her father hesitated to speak, but he didn't know what to say for a long time.

"Dad, we are all right." Ling Rusi stood up, walked around the sofa and hugged the two old people lightly.

"I'm tired, let's go first. You guys go to bed early."

When she went to the door to change her shoes, she said softly, "Dad, Mom, no matter what, parents and children are together, thank you."

It was nearly ten o'clock when I got home, even the prince was not at home, the whole house was deserted like hell.She went to the bathroom, turned on the hot water from the faucet, filled the bathtub, and prepared to take a bath.

She hugged the snow-blue porcelain jar, opened the lid, and sprinkled it into the bathtub, saying, "Honey, let's soak it together."

Take off your clothes and slide into the tub.

The phone lighted up next to it, and a text message was displayed on the screen.

Dad: Daughter, no matter what, Mom and Dad love you.

Sometimes, parents and children are really debts!

Like an enemy on a narrow road.Can't hide, can't get around, entangle each other, torture each other.

From one's own point of view, bound in the name of love.

never mind!

I don't want these, I'm tired!

It's okay to travel around the world with the money left to my parents.

Private doctors and high-end nursing homes have all been contacted.

Those with double caves in the cemetery will have a resting place after a hundred years.

Feng Jian and Zhong Xin promised to eat and chat with them every weekend.

There should be nothing missing.

This time, leave it alone.No matter where you go, relatives and lovers will always meet again.