Yuezhaoyingan

Because it is the end of the new year, Ling Yu has been very busy during the day, but at night he would go to Zhao'an's to accompany him for dinner. In the past, Zhao'an obviously had endless things to say to Ling Yu, but now the two of them spend most of their time together. After falling silent, Ling Yu felt Zhao'an's avoidance, so he never stayed with him too much at night, and often sat and watched him for a while, told him to rest early, and then went back to his bedroom.

After Zhao An recovered from his injury, he also stayed in the small courtyard all day long. Qu He only thought that he was exhausted and didn't like to go out. Instead, he often brought some new gadgets to him, and stayed all afternoon until Ling Yu entered the house. However, the ambiguous smile left in a hurry, which made Zhao'an feel a little helpless.

Qu He and the others didn't realize that something was wrong with Zhao'an. It was Ji Qing who knocked on Ling Yu's door because of this incident, because he said that Zhao'an came to him during the day and brought up the matter of going to the school grounds again. .

Looking at His Highness's silent face, Ji Qing knew that Zhao'an didn't tell him.

Zhao'an began to wrap himself up, no longer crossing the line, and returned to the most cautious choice.

Ling Yu's eyes were slightly out of focus and said: "Maybe I scared him."

He felt that Zhao'an's current behavior could only be explained as Zhao'an's attachment and admiration for him, but not love.

He once thought that it would be good for Zhao to stay by his side quietly, that he would not force too much, and that it would be enough to quietly watch his life complete.But when everything really developed as he expected, he gradually became at a loss in his heart.

If the sincere love dissipates, or if this admiration is originally an illusion of ambiguous emotions of a teenager, will it be difficult for the strong to keep him by his side.And for the self who has taken that step and can't turn back, the idea of ​​wanting to own him is becoming clearer and growing crazily, and he understands that maybe he really can't let go, then how to clean up the mess in his heart.

Ling Yu, who was a little dazed in front of him, reminded Ji Qing of the night when he and Zhao An were drinking together on the roof. Those pure and straightforward words all showed the young man's sincere love, but they could only follow the wind in the corner where no one was listening. Dissipated, unable to go where it should go.

He and Qu He, His Highness and Zhao An, who is not a fan of the authorities, but a bystander?

Later, when Zhaoan went to the mansion next door to ask Ji Qing about going to the school, Ji Qing, as the owner of the pavilion, was taking care of the Tianxin Pavilion, so he shook his head and refused. Ji Qing never needs to give a reason for doing things, just refuses like this up.

Zhao'an hit a hard nail and wanted to struggle again. Qi Yuan, who was beside him, looked at the former pavilion master deflated, and smiled from ear to ear.Zhao'an was depressed, and immediately drew his sword and chased him all the way, making the mansion full of chaos.

In the end, Zhao'an still didn't go to the school grounds, because Xiang Bing returned to the Prince's Mansion, and Ling Yu didn't have any personal guards around him, so he had to be by Ling Yu's side to take over from Xiang Bing.

When the butler told him the news, he originally thought that Zhao'an would be happy, but he didn't expect him to ask with a worried face: "Can you change someone?"

The housekeeper was also a little embarrassed: "This is His Highness's decision."

Zhao'an said "Oh" and stopped talking, and decided to wait until Ling Yu came over in the evening and try again to see if he could refuse.

But Ling Yu didn't come that night, and Zhao'an couldn't wait for someone.

And the next morning, Zhao'an did not appear beside Ling Yu who was about to go to court.

Xiang Bing looked at the gate, then at Ling Yu who was silent for a while beside the car, scratched his head and said, "Your Highness, otherwise I'd better go with you."

Ling Yu shook his head: "No, you can just help the housekeeper properly in the mansion." After speaking, he boarded the carriage alone and did not wait any longer.

As the new year is approaching, the Prince's Mansion has also begun to be organized, and this year the housekeepers are more interested than in previous years. They have been preparing for tailoring new clothes for everyone in the mansion, buying new year's goods, and doing a big cleaning for the whole mansion.

This was supposed to be arranged by the mistress, but often at this time, Qu He, who is usually too aggressive and active, will quietly sit on the bench with Ling Fei and eat cakes. The housekeeper is a little uncertain. When he asked her, two people, one big and one small, on the bench stared at him with piercing eyes, and the four big flashing eyes were filled with innocence that they didn't understand anything.

Fortunately, Xiang Bing returned to the house. This year, the housekeeper was able to breathe a little easier. Compared with the loneliness he had when he returned to the house, Zhao An is now much calmer. He tied up his sleeves and helped the housekeeper buy new year's goods, helping the housekeeper The shorter maidservants did some high-level cleaning, and the whole house seemed to be very happy.

Except for the disagreement between Zhao'an and Ling Yu.

It's not that Zhao'an deliberately avoided Ling Yu, as Xiang Bing told the housekeeper privately, it was too polite and caused discomfort.

In the past few days, Zhao'an didn't listen to the arrangement to follow Ling Yu, Ling Yu didn't mention this matter again, and didn't arrange other people.During this period of time, the house was busy, and Zhao'an didn't often stay alone in the small courtyard. Sometimes he came back from the front yard late at night, and Ling Yu could only see him once and then told him to go to bed early.He also obediently agreed with a smile, and he stopped being polite to Ling Yusheng, and he deeply suppressed the physical contact that he used to take for granted.

One is forbearing and gentle, the other is inexplicably restrained, each sticking to the opposite side of the shore with their own thoughts.

And for the next few days, Ling Yu didn't go to Zhao'an's small courtyard at night because of no other reason, he was too busy at the end of the year.Although he was given a job in the military department, it was Emperor Cheng's reassurance that he could participate in the affairs of the military department, but the most important household department in Ling Yu's hands was very heavy at the end of the year, and he came back too late , often went to the small courtyard to take a look, Zhao'an had already turned off the lights and went to sleep, so he didn't bother Zhao'an anymore.

But Zhao'an didn't know, it was just that he hadn't seen Ling Yu for several days, he thought he could calm down, but in fact his heart was getting more and more lost.

The twelfth lunar month still had bright weather, and the warm winter sun shone on the city of Xingnai, which was getting more and more festive. Zhao An took a break from his busy schedule to bask in the warm sun on the roof.Recalling that it was also a warm and sunny day in winter, Ling Yu thought about basking in the books, so he went to help. After learning light skills for a few days, he wanted to hang some books on the roof as if offering treasures. Ling Yu tried to persuade him to no avail, so he let Looking at him, the wind on the roof blows away several lonely copies.

At that time, he was so sad that he felt that he hadn't done anything well, but Ling Yu never scolded him, no matter how much trouble he caused, it was the same in the past, and it is still the same now.Such a gentle Highness always silently cleans up the mess after he gets into trouble.

But now that he stays in his own realm, he won't bring His Highness any trouble anymore.

Just thinking about Zhao'an, a trace of confusion appeared on his face, Zhao'an has been trying to keep himself busy, so that he can try not to think about Ling Yu, and not disturb everyone's peaceful days, this is obviously the best ending, But yearning for the warmth of the sun, my heart felt tight as if I couldn't breathe, as if I didn't know how to restrain this growing loss.

"Zhaoan..." the butler called him from the yard.

Zhao'an's complicated thoughts were interrupted, he calmed himself down, and poked his head out: "What's wrong?"

The butler raised his head and waved at him, smiled and said, "Quick, come down and cut the window grilles."

When Zhao'an jumped down from the roof, Qu He and Ling Fei had already made a fuss in the living room. Ling Fei decided to ask Qu He to cut him a little tiger, but Qu He perfunctorily cut off the head of a little rabbit—— With a round head and two long ears, he stuck to Ling Fei's head dryly and said that it was a little tiger.

Lingfei naturally refused to accept it, and chased her for the little tiger.

Zhao'an walked into the hall, picked up Ling Fei who was running around, and brought it up in front of him. His eyes met. Ling Fei tilted his head and looked at this brother who hadn't talked to him very much, with doubts in his eyes.

Zhao'an sighed and said, "I'll cut it for you."

After a while, the tiger that had been alive appeared in front of Ling Fei. He took it in his hand calmly on the surface, but he couldn't hide the joy in his eyes. He looked back at Qu He's rough little rabbit who was still fighting, and silently Moved the small bench to Zhao'an's side.

Zhao'an pretended not to see it, and acquiesced, only the butler was smiling.

By dinner time, they had already cut out a lot of window grilles in various shapes, and they were just waiting for New Year's Eve to stick them on the doors and windows, which seemed very festive.

Zhao'an washed his hands and walked towards his small courtyard. On the way, he ran into a little maid who ran into him without thinking. Seeing her flustered look, Zhao'an grabbed her and asked, "What's wrong?"

The little maid was also in a hurry to go out, but when she saw that it was him who was asking, she hesitated and said, "Your Highness just came back from the outside, and told your lord that you were injured, please hurry to call for a doctor."

Zhao'an's pupils tightened suddenly, and he hurriedly asked, "How did you get hurt? Where did you get hurt? Is it serious?"

The little servant girl was frightened by his nervous appearance, and stammered, "I don't know, I just gave an order to my lord. The people around His Highness's bedroom have been sent out, and they said that the guards will be replaced."

It was too abnormal, according to An Wenyan, he hurriedly let go of the little maid and ran to Ling Yu's bedroom, but his heart was full of regrets, how could this happen, why did His Highness get hurt?By the way, His Highness doesn't have anyone close to him right now, it's because of his own evasion that led to this situation, if he had followed His Highness by his side, it wouldn't be like this. At this time, all restraint and assumptions turned into regrets and reality. Flour.

He couldn't feel anything along the way, he just wanted to see Ling Yu as soon as possible.

Sure enough, there was no one around Ling Yu's bedroom, the door was tightly closed, and Zhao'an's heart tightened instantly.