I accepted this police [Qiangqiang]

The public bathroom of the police force is divided into three rooms, the outermost one is a sink for brushing teeth and washing face, the inner one is a changing room, and the inner one is a public bathroom.Cheng Xinyuan is not the captain now, and the dormitory does not have a private bathroom, so he will definitely come to the public bathroom, but Zhao Xunyue did not expect him to come so late.

After Zhao Xunyue entered the room, he felt a little nervous, wondering whether Cheng Xinyuan had taken a shower or not.Cheng Xinyuan was also quite surprised to see him. After spitting out the saliva from his mouth, he pretended to be calm and asked, "Are you taking a bath?"

"...Hmm." Zhao Xunyue stood at the door, not daring to go inside, he was not sure if the other party hadn't showered yet, whether he would wash with Cheng Xinyuan, or turn around and go out immediately.

"Go, I'm going to bed after washing."

Cheng Xinyuan seemed to know what Zhao Xunyue was thinking, so he took the initiative to speak up.He finally poured out the water in the mouthwash cup and put everything into the washbasin. When he was about to pick up the washbasin and leave, he suddenly saw Zhao Xunyue's calf.

Everyone wears police uniforms when they are on duty. The police uniform is long trousers, and the legs cannot be seen.Zhao Xunyue, who came to take a bath, was wearing shorts, and Cheng Xinyuan's two legs appeared in front of Cheng Xinyuan's eyes, as well as the shocking burns on his legs.

At that moment, Cheng Xinyuan almost dropped the washbasin to the ground.With the passage of time, he gradually accepted the death of the Buanqi family, and also learned to forget and move forward.He always thought that the accident in Magou Township left him more hurt than the other three policemen. After all, among the four law enforcement policemen, Cheng Xinyuan had the best relationship with Bu Anqi, and he received the heaviest punishment.But he only felt it when he saw Zhao Xunyue's injury, and that fire also left an indelible mark on Zhao Xunyue.

Zhao Xunyue had burns on both calves, and the area was not small.The shape of the burns resembled the shape of the ugly fire back then. The blazing flames were trampling on life by drug dealers and the ruthless crushing of fate.Cheng Xinyuan has never seen this scar, never asked Zhao Xunyue the details of his rescue, let alone the details of his recovery process, especially never thought about how Zhao Xunyue forgets the pain when he faces such a leg every day and night , move on.

It was only at this moment that Cheng Xinyuan realized that for Bu Anqi's death, he had always been immersed in his own grief, complaining about himself, and forgetting about other people who were also suffering.He blamed himself, felt annoyed, and felt guilty, and kept staring at Zhao Xunyue's legs.Zhao Xunyue realized something. No one wants others to stare at his ugly scars. He hurried to the locker room and said to Cheng Xinyuan, "I'm going to take a shower."

"……it is good."

Zhao Xunyue entered the locker room and closed the door, did not take off his clothes immediately, but listened silently.He pricked up his ears, listening to the movement outside the house, trying to make sure whether Cheng Xinyuan had left.One second, two seconds, three seconds, there was no sound of walking outside the door, and Zhao Xunyue's heart became tense; four seconds, five seconds, six seconds, he heard Cheng Xinyuan sighing from the other side of the door; seven seconds, eight seconds In nine seconds, Zhao Xunyue finally heard footsteps and the sound of things shaking in Cheng Xinyuan's washbasin.

After the man left, Zhao Xunyue leaned against the door and stayed for a few seconds.In the locker room, there was steam from the bathroom, and the air was sticky. He felt that his chest was not breathing air, but some kind of faint depression.

Zhao Xun became more stable and in a good mood, and quickly returned to the dormitory after taking a shower.He lay down on the bed and said "Fall quickly, fall asleep quickly" in his heart. He wanted to fall asleep quickly and forget everything around him.Sleep is the best weapon of relaxation, the medicine for amnesia, the water of forgetfulness, which can remove the cranky thoughts in the brain.

However, this night, Zhao Xunyue had a dream again, and it was even more exaggerated than the last dream of smoking and kissing Cheng Xinyuan.Last time in his dream, he still had the police compound, night, iron gate, time, place, props and cigarettes.But this time there was only one bed in the dream, Zhao Xunyue couldn't see where it was, what time, what season, he was lying on the bed, covered with a quilt, facing the ceiling.

He wanted to turn over and see the space he was in, but when he turned his head, he found Cheng Xinyuan lying beside him and sleeping.Zhao Xunyue was terrified, nervous, panicked and anxious, he couldn't hold back, his palms were wet with sweat, while Cheng Xinyuan closed his eyes, peaceful and calm.Zhao Xunyue wanted to call out to the other party and ask Cheng Xinyuan where he was, but his voice was hoarse and he couldn't make a sound.

Zhao Xunyue is impatient and irritable. On the one hand, this impatience is his panic about the unknown of time and space, and there is also a faint and terrible impulse, especially when he sees Cheng Xinyuan's quiet face - he has always felt that Cheng Xinyuan looks too much. Youthful spirit——Some kind of inexplicable anxiety suddenly surged in Zhao Xunyue's chest, ready to come out.

He really wanted to yell, he made a hoarse voice of "Ahhh", he wanted to wake up Cheng Xinyuan, let the two of them escape, or at least let Cheng Xinyuan escape.Just when he was restless, the quilt suddenly slipped off them a little bit.

The white quilt originally covered the necks of the two of them, and then slowly retreated to reveal Cheng Xinyuan's neck and shoulders. Zhao Xunyue was stunned because he saw that Cheng Xinyuan's upper body was tied with a pink rope. The kind that the young husband held in his hand when dealing with the police.

The quilt was still sliding down, exposing Cheng Xinyuan's chest, and the rope was strangling his thin white flesh.Avoiding his chest, the quilt continued to slide down, revealing Cheng Xinyuan's abdomen again, the pink rope crossed and wrapped around his body, and then continued to slide down, soon, soon... Zhao Xunyue swallowed instinctively, just now The anxiousness was replaced by surprise and agitation, Zhao Xunyue felt that he was longing, he greedily stared at the falling quilt, there was a tiger in his heart, he wished to tear the prey in front of him in the next second...

Sliding, sliding, pink rope, white skin, binding...Suddenly there was a burst of fire, and Zhao Xunyue woke up in a jerk.

"Ok!"

The first thing Zhao Xunyue did after waking up was not to realize that he was in the dormitory, and everything just now was a dream, but to really feel the discomfort and strangeness in his lower body - he had a physiological reaction.The last time he had a erotic dream at home, he could breathe heavily and scream. This time, Wei Chenping was lying on the bed opposite him. Zhao Xunyue could only roll over and put his chest on the bed, gritting his teeth and enduring it.

He was really going crazy.Last time he dreamed of forcibly kissing Cheng Xinyuan, it was because his mother sent a message to urge him to find a partner. Today, after he and Cheng Xinyuan dealt with the accident, he immediately dreamed of tying Cheng Xinyuan and laying him on the bed at night.Does he have to experiment with Cheng Xinyuan as a subject every time he encounters such things as finding a partner, urging marriage, and experiencing sex?

huh... huh... huh...

Zhao Xunyue buried his face in the pillow and tried his best to suppress his voice, so as not to disturb Wei Chenping.He thought that sleep was a good medicine to forget unhappiness and struggles, but in fact sleep was the devil, it was like a monster tirelessly annoying Zhao Xunyue, it poked into his heart and gave him some strange thoughts and sweets.

Why sweetness?Because Zhao Xunyue was surprised to find that when the quilt was receded in the dream and he saw Cheng Xinyuan's naked|naked|naked|naked body, he was no longer afraid and frightened, but instead had a kind of arrogance.A man's instinct is beast | desire, Zhao Xunyue has a clear desire for Cheng Xinyuan, and his reason is reminding him, chasing him, and restraining him.Zhao Xunyue felt that he was on the verge of splitting, a voice told him "you can", to force, conquer, and overcome, and a voice told him "you can't", to hold, control, and forget.Zhao Xunyue believed that reason was right, so he faced his desire and impulse with horror, and refused to compromise because of his arrogance and stubbornness.

He lay on the bed like this for a long, long time, until the reaction under his body completely disappeared, then he turned around and lay down.On the opposite bed, Wei Chenping's breathing was steady, Zhao Xunyue finally settled down and closed his eyes again.

But he didn't dare to sleep at all, sleep was terrible.How could he have such a strong urge for a man?As early as four years ago, when he was an intern in the frontier squadron before graduation, he occasionally had strange feelings about Cheng Xinyuan.At that time, he understood it as a yearning for friends, "brothers", or seniors, but this yearning became more and more excessive. He had never felt this way about Dafang or his cousin.

Does he like Cheng Xinyuan?Does he like men?Although Zhao Xunyue has never had a girlfriend since he was a child, and he doesn't like frivolous and delicate girls, he has never had any admiration or love for any man.When he was in school, he felt that love was boring, and he didn't want love to delay his studies and his desire to defend his family and country.As he grew older, his mother became anxious, and Zhao Xunyue still had no crush on any girl. Of course, this also had something to do with his lack of contact with women in his work.

Could it be that he hadn't been in contact with a woman for too long, so he had a strange feeling towards Cheng Xinyuan?But he spent more time with Ma Quanquan, Si Qianye, and even Wei Chenping, so he wouldn't have any desire for them.

Zhao Xunyue couldn't figure it out. 28 years of life experience could not give him a correct understanding. He could not get the answer or relief for a long time amid doubts, denials, curiosity and depression.He didn't dare to fall asleep. In the dream, he had no ethical and moral constraints, and he was even more carried away.

what to do?When he opened his eyes, he thought of Cheng Xinyuan, and when he closed his eyes, he couldn't sleep, his heart was terribly annoyed and painful.This situation can no longer continue, the education he has received all along does not allow him to be confused and muddled.He must find out the cause of the problem and recognize his feelings for Cheng Xinyuan, and he doesn't know whether the end of this cognitive process will be tragedy or comedy, death or rebirth.

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This chapter is locked, I modified it and added some ending content.The next chapter continues to write the story behind.