I accepted this police [Qiangqiang]

This annual leave is destined to be restless.Cheng Xinyuan had something on his mind, so he agreed to take his parents out for a self-drive for seven days, and returned after five days. His parents saw that he was not in a good mood, but his son didn't say anything, and they didn't ask.Cheng Xinyuan is an adult, any difficulties and choices in life should be faced by himself, and no one will help him share his life.

Um? ... At least Cheng Xinyuan hasn't found someone who can share the responsibility for the time being.

After returning by car, Cheng Xinyuan couldn't help but send a message to Si Qianye, told him what Xue Mingrui meant, and finally asked, do you think I should go back?

It took a long time for Si Qianye to reply, maybe the police didn't see it.He replied briefly, but sincerely. Cheng Xinyuan turned off the phone and fell into deep thought while lying on the bed.Tomorrow is the last day of vacation, he has to make a choice, and then explain to his parents, arrange the situation at home, and then face Xue Mingrui head-on when he goes to work again.

To go or not to go, this is a question, and the reason why this is a question is because Cheng Xinyuan is already wavering.If he is determined not to go, he will not be distressed, he will not think, he has thousands of reasons for not going, but there is always something attracting him and calling him.

Cheng Xinyuan was in a daze on the bed, then picked up his phone and looked at Si Qianye's reply again, the circle of friends under WeChat lit up with a small red dot, he refreshed and found that Zhao Xunyue had actually sent a status message.

Zhao Xunyue doesn't post much on Moments, just like his own personality, repressed and introverted.This time Zhao Xunyue posted two pictures, one was a photo of him with a child, and the other was a photo of him with Si Qianye and Ma Quanquan.In addition, there is a passage that looks like it was pasted from the Internet.

Cheng Xinyuan clicked on the first photo, there was a child in front of Zhao Xunyue, he was stroking the child's head with one hand, and holding a hair clipper with the other.Cheng Xinyuan guessed what he was doing, and clicked on another photo.In this photo, Zhao Xunyue, Si Qianye, and Ma Quanquan are in a restaurant. The three of them are all holding small wine glasses to the camera. It looks like it was taken between meals.Cheng Xinyuan is very familiar with the environment of this restaurant, and it is the place where they often go to eat in Magou Township.In the photo, Si Qianye has a gentle expression, Ma Quanquan seems to have blushed from drinking, and smiles happily at the camera, only Zhao Xunyue has a serious expression, looking at the camera with his mouth pursed.

It seemed that Si Qianye had taken them to the countryside.Cheng Xinyuan looked at these two photos repeatedly, feeling how time flies.Four years ago, the scene of Zhao Xunyue's first trip to the countryside is still vivid in his memory. Back then, he and Ma Quanquan were busy behind Cheng Xinyuan.Cheng Xinyuan remembered that Zhao Xunyue saw the unhappy life of the villagers, remembered that he smoked, and remembered that he had his head shaved when he set an example for the children.

Of course, Cheng Xinyuan remembered Bu Anqi even more, remembered Bu Ge's twin sons, and remembered that cute twins called Zhao Xunyue "Uncle".Cheng Xinyuan recalled all this, a faint sadness welled up in his heart.He took a closer look at the first photo and found that the child standing in front of Zhao Xunyue seemed to be the crying grandson who didn't want to shave his hair when Cheng Xinyuan led the team.Then Cheng Xinyuan thought a lot, thinking of the aunt who gave them things back then, thinking of Xiao Xie who went to the countryside earlier, thinking of the kind fruit farmers they met on the way back...

In the end, he thought that he had said a lot of bold words to Zhao Xunyue in Magou Township, but time had passed, he hid himself in Zuocheng City, and Zhao Xunyue took root in the border, and now he would shave children's heads.Four years ago, Zhao Xunyue was 24 years old. Four years later, Zhao Xunyue was 28 years old. He has grown up to the age of Cheng Xinyuan. Then in the future, when Zhao Xunyue grows up, he will bring new people to the police, go to the countryside, and take the college entrance examination. , Border patrol...

Cheng Xinyuan asked himself, all these years, what exactly did the increasing age bring to him?Is it a carefree life, is it the courage to firmly pursue love, or is it the heroism when blowing bottles with brothers, or friends who talk about everything, or a position that rises all the way?None, nothing, the growth of age did not bring Cheng Xinyuan everything he wanted, on the contrary, the hot-blooded temper, the reason for longing to leave home, and the spirit of Qianli Jianjun, all these were taken away by age .

Cheng Xinyuan withdrew from the photo and carefully read Zhao Xunyue's words.Zhao Xunyue, who was four years younger than him and was once considered a "little kid" by him, said:

"May you drink tea as well as drink. May you have broad ideals and brave friends. May you be particularly impulsive, calm, fierce, and gentle. May you have an independent self and the freedom to bloom. May you be respectful Everything in the past is deep and meaningful, and we will move forward with great strides.”

Cheng Xinyuan was really hit by this sentence.He guessed that Zhao Xunyue must have copied and pasted these words from somewhere, and it was absolutely impossible for him to come up with it himself.But he dared to send out this passage to prove that this was what he thought in his heart.What the hell is this kid?Cheng Xinyuan silently slandered.Zhao Xunyue had such a face, such an expression, such a temper at every turn, yet he uttered such a brave and provocative sentence.

You can't be cowardly, there is a voice ringing in Cheng Xinyuan's heart.Cheng Xinyuan seems to have returned to the state of mind when he first met Zhao Xunyue. The opponent's confrontational and challenging eyes and figure made Cheng Xinyuan unforgettable and eager to try.All the hesitation, entanglement, and thinking before have been put aside for the time being. Cheng Xinyuan is just in his early thirties, and his world is not exciting enough.

The reality ends here, Cheng Xinyuan chooses the ideal.

The next morning, after Cheng Xinyuan's family of three finished breakfast, he suddenly said, "Dad, Mom, I have something to tell you."

He has been holding back for so many days, his parents have already guessed that he has something to do, and waited for him to explain.

"Before I took my annual leave, Bureau Xue talked to me and wanted me to return to the border squadron. But now Qianye is the captain, and I can only be the deputy captain when I go back."

The old couple looked serious and sad, they didn't expect their son's change to come so fast and so big.But he confessed to them that he must have made up his mind. Mother Cheng asked, "Then...do you want to go back yourself?"

Cheng Xinyuan wanted to tell about her mental journey, in order to get her parents' understanding: "At the beginning, I half thought about it and half didn't want to."

"Then you still want to go back."

His mother interrupted him to come to this conclusion.Cheng Xinyuan was a little surprised by what his mother said: "Haha, why do you think so?"

"The half of you 'don't want', I can guess the reason. But even with these reasons, half of you want to go back, doesn't it mean that you still want to..."

Cheng's mother had a look of helplessness that I understood you very well, and Cheng's father said silently, "Can I ask my son why the other half wants to go back?"

"Yeah." Cheng Xinyuan nodded slightly, "When Director Xue came to talk to me that day, all the reasons why I didn't want to come to my head in an instant. For example, the city is comfortable, being able to be by your side, and future development, etc. And so on. Then I sent Qianye a WeChat message and asked him if I wanted to go back."

"What did Xiao Si say?" Mother Cheng asked with concern.

"He said that if he was a selfish person, he wanted me to go back. If he was a friend, he wanted me not to go back."

If Cheng Xinyuan returned to the border squadron, Si Qianye would feel a lot easier both in terms of work and psychology.But if Cheng Xinyuan's personal development is considered, then returning to the border squadron is indeed a disadvantageous choice.

"Oh, Xiao Si is a true friend..." Mother Cheng said distressedly.

Parents understand Cheng Xinyuan and his friends.Cheng Xinyuan and Si Qianye met when they were studying in the police academy. It has been more than ten years now. They have gone through youth together, chased their ideals, accompanied them in the troughs, and devoted themselves to the border squadron.Their friendship can persist until now, not because they just met at a certain point in time, but because the qualities of the two people's personalities can remain consistent for a long time.

"So..." Cheng Xinyuan hesitated for a moment, gritted his teeth, and said his decision, "I plan to go back, to Linchen County, to the Border Squadron."

The room was quiet, the parents didn't speak, and there was a calm and helpless sadness on their faces, Cheng Xinyuan looked at them, but didn't dare to say anything.He made this decision, thinking from the perspective of his parents, it was equivalent to abandoning his parents.

The word "toss" may be used a little too seriously, but think about it carefully.The meaning of Cheng Xinyuan's going out in his twenties is completely different from that in his 30s.As parents get older, they want their children to be around them. They want to see their fathers loving and their sons filial, safe and happy, and their children in groups.Cheng's father and Cheng's mother can't look forward to the third point. What they can still hope for is that their son will find someone to accompany him until he grows old.Now that Cheng Xinyuan is going to fly away again, the old couple feel very reluctant to part with each other.

Cheng's mother looked worried, and the three of them were silent for a while.