teenage mind

In any case, what should come will always come.When the two got up together in the morning, they saw Shen Lan sitting on the sofa in a daze, and there was a prepared breakfast on the dining table.This is very abnormal, Shen Shi thought, his father is rarely in a daze, and even if there is something bothering, he will divert his attention in other ways, but now, it is really rare for a 40-year-old person to show a confused expression.

Shen Lan didn't realize that the two had gotten up until she heard the movement, so she greeted them for breakfast:

"You are up, come and eat, it will be cold in a while."

Both Shen Shi and Qin Yue were a little apprehensive. Although Shen Shi was more mature than his peers, no matter how mature he was, he was still a teenager. It was strange that he was not afraid of such a thing happening.He keenly noticed that Shen Lan's face was a little tired, and the dark circles under his eyes were very obvious. Although his father was also very tired usually, it was different today.

"Dad, you didn't sleep last night."

Very positive tone.When Qin Yue heard this, she immediately secretly glanced at Shen Shi with apologetic eyes, and Shen Shi gave him a comforting look to tell him not to be afraid.

Seeing the interaction between the two of them, Shen Lan looked even more exhausted, and sighed secretly in his heart. He really hasn't rested since he came back last night. A well-educated father, he didn't have an attack immediately. In fact, he had been thinking about it all night. From the initial shock, anger, and disappointment to the later sadness, helplessness, and loss, he began to reflect on himself, from the birth of his son to the He has been divorced until now, and finally he found that he is not a qualified father, he is the one who is least qualified to preach to his son.It turned out that he had unknowingly lost something more important: the responsibility as a father, the company of his son growing up, and the precious father-son relationship. Once these things are lost, they can never be made up again.

Looking at his son's slightly nervous eyes and his protection of Qin Yue overtly and secretly, he cheered up and said:

"Well, don't worry about me, let's eat first."

The two had to eat first.There was something hidden in my heart, and I ate less even with the rice. The two put down their chopsticks after eating a little. At this time, Shen Lan spoke again:

"Qin Yue, right? Do your parents know about you and your childhood?"

Qin Yue, who was suddenly called, was so frightened that he almost dropped the bowl, and said quickly:

"Yes uncle, my parents don't know yet, I originally planned to tell them after the college entrance examination."

"Really, how about this, you go to school first, you can contact your parents, let's find a place to talk at night."

"Okay, okay uncle, I'll call my parents right now, don't worry, I will definitely not let Shen Shi be wronged."

Shen Lan looked at Qin Yue quite unexpectedly when she heard the words, as if she didn't expect the boy to say such a thing at this time.Shen Shi next to him also helplessly bumped him with his elbow.

The two hurriedly packed their things and went to school, and they couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief as soon as they walked out of the room.Both of them were a little silent on the road. They didn't expect this to be discovered in such a way. Originally, the two had the initiative, but now they were forced to be in a passive position. Thinking of this, Shen Shi couldn't help sighing softly .

When Qin Yue heard Shen Shi sigh, his nervous heart became even more uneasy. He was afraid that Shen Shi would dump himself if he was unhappy, so he hurriedly said cautiously:

"Shen Shi, I'm sorry. However, I really like you very much."

Shen Shi gave him a strange look and said:

"I know, why are you apologizing?"

"If it weren't for me, my uncle wouldn't have discovered our affairs..."

"What are you thinking? This has nothing to do with you, and he will know about it sooner or later, but it's too sudden and unprepared. Besides, even if it's not you, there will be someone else."

Qin Yue became anxious when he heard it, how could there be other people, this is absolutely impossible!

"Shen Shi, Xiao Xiao, Ah Shi, you can't have anyone else, you can only be with me! I will treat you very, very, very well!"

"Where did you go, I just said if, if you understand, if you are not the one you meet at the beginning, there will be someone else. After all, the fact that I like men will not change."

"That's not okay, don't say such things!"

Shen Shi rolled his eyes helplessly in his heart, you fool!

"Okay, okay, don't say it, besides, aren't you with me now, why are you so worried!"

"It's not because you are too kind, and you are afraid that others will snatch you away."

"This should be my worry. I don't know who was confessed by the girl some time ago."

"I'm not familiar with her, but my heart for you can be expressed, and the sun and the moon can learn from each other!"

"roll!"

Two people who turned into immature children bickered all the way to the school. Although the two of them had already been recommended for admission, they still had to attend classes and obey the school's discipline. If they made serious mistakes, they might be disqualified from admission. cancelled.

Qin Yue was a little irritable all morning, and didn't know how to tell his parents. During the break, Li Siming came to him again and said that he wanted to talk to him. Qin Yue didn't want to go at all, but Li Siming said it was about Shen Shi. , Qin Yue looked at Shen Shi and went out with Li Siming.

Li Siming took Qin Yue to a small open space behind the teaching building, which has always been a good place for couples to date and talk to each other.

The two just stood like this, neither of them said a word, Li Siming was out of a girl's original reserve, while Qin Yue had nothing to say at all, and the two just looked at each other in embarrassment.Finally, Li Siming couldn't bear it anymore, and said:

"Qin Yue, I like you."

Qin Yue was a little dazed. He didn't expect Li Siming to tell him this at this time. He was not in a good mood at first, and he only came out when he heard that it was related to Shen Shi, but when he came out, he heard this. He wanted to turn around and turn around. Let's go, but considering that Li Siming is a girl and a classmate, it's not easy to get too stiff, so he said:

"Thank you for your liking, but I'm sorry, I can't accept it."

He really didn't have any thoughts about Li Siming, they didn't even say a few words, this sudden confession made him puzzled a bit.

Li Siming's reaction was also a little strange, she seemed to know that Qin Yue would answer like this, she really had such an expression, very sad, but more angry, her hands clenched into fists, and even the corners of her eyes were a little red.In Qin Yue's eyes, Li Siming has always been that kind of self-respecting and proud girl. Every time she greets her, she always smiles appropriately. When such negative emotions are rarely exposed, Qin Yue is afraid that she will overreact, so she rushes to comfort her. road:

"Don't be like this, you are excellent, but many people like you."

Li Siming didn't answer, she kept her head down until she took a few deep breaths, then said slowly:

"Is it because of him? Is it because of Shen Shi?"

Qin Yue opened his eyes wide in shock, and said in a serious tone:

"Do you know what you're talking about?"

Li Siming seemed to be unable to bear it any longer, so he raised his voice and said:

"Of course I know! How could I not know! I saw you and him holding hands and kissing at the gate of your community, at the gate of the KTV. How dare you say it wasn't because of him!"

Qin Yue has calmed down at this time, anyway, the matter between the two of them has been discovered by the future father-in-law, so why bother to care whether an irrelevant person knows about it, he is just upset, how did Li Siming know? ?

"Hehe, so what, I like him. But, please tell me, how do you know?"

Li Siming looked at him without speaking.

Qin Yue narrowed his eyes, and a flash of inspiration flashed in his head:

"Oh, I see, you asked Li Yunfeng for my address a few days ago, so you followed us, didn't you?"

Li Siming's face turned red. She has been a good student since she was a child. She has good grades, is beautiful, and is generous and polite. She has never done anything out of line. Yue liked it, but she didn't expect that the person she liked already belonged to her, and she was still a person she couldn't beat no matter what, how could this not make her sad, angry, and disappointed!

"I didn't follow you, I just wanted to see what you were doing and get to know you better."

"Since we're talking about this, let me tell you, I'm gay, yes, I only like boys, so even without him, it wouldn't be you."

Li Siming's tears that had swirled in his eyes for a long time finally fell, which made people feel unbearable to watch.

"It's still the same sentence, you are very good, and you will meet better people in the future."

After saying this, Qin Yue turned and walked towards the teaching building, leaving Li Siming alone.

Qin Yue was already struggling with the matter of "how to confess to his parents and meet the parents of both parties", but in the afternoon, everyone knew that he was gay and already had a mysterious boyfriend.