teenage mind

The next day, the group returned to school with excellent results.Qin Yue was very happy. He was recommended, which meant that he could avoid the cruel college entrance examination and enjoy the remaining half a year of high school with ease. Qin Yue's parents were also very happy. Their son was so competitive, they had never thought of it before. Therefore, they decided to celebrate their son, and specifically asked Qin Yue to bring Shen Shi with him. Shen Shi contributed a lot to Qin Yue's current achievements.

Shen Shi naturally agreed. Given his current relationship with Qin Yue, he still had the illusion of meeting his parents.

Qin's father and Qin's mother, after consulting Qin Yue and Shen Shi's opinions, set the time for the celebration on Christmas Eve before Christmas. The place was chosen at a well-known western restaurant, because the atmosphere there was more intense and very pleasant. Suitable for celebration.

Shen Shi was calm on the surface but nervous in his heart and kept trying on clothes at home, until Qin Yue called to urge him to go downstairs in a hurry.Qin's father drove a few people to the destination. Qin Yue and Shen Shi sat in the back seat. Along the way, Qin Yue always wanted to touch him a few times while it was dark. Staying away from Qin Yue, Qin's mother frequently looked back at them and asked if they had quarreled.

The festive atmosphere of the western restaurant was as expected, lively and warm, cheerful and bright Christmas songs were playing in the background, and waiters in cartoon costumes shuttled through it from time to time to give small gifts to the guests. Qin Yue felt that this place was really suitable Dating.

Shen Shi was eating his meal gracefully, and sometimes he smiled and answered some questions from Qin's parents and Qin's mother. The Qin family's parents also took this opportunity to get to know Shen Shi better. When they heard that Shen Shi's parents divorced very early, was his father busy with work? When he was under air control, he was even more distressed towards Shen Shi.Such a good child, at such a young age, without parents caring and being better and more sensible than his peers, how can he not be liked?

Qin Yue looked at Shen Shi talking and laughing freely with his parents, and felt that Shen Shi was shining in his eyes. He couldn't help sneaking glances, but Shen Shi occasionally stared back at him, but his heart was In Shale, the whole process is in a state of emptying.It was a happy meal, and Shen Shi hadn't been as happy as he is today for many years.

After dinner, Qin's mother asked them if there was anything else they wanted to go to. Qin Yue was eager to spend time with Shen Shi. He had long been looking forward to the end of dinner and his parents' departure, so he hurriedly said:

"Mom, let's go play by ourselves. You don't need to accompany us. It's cold today, so go back quickly."

"What about Shen Shi?"

"Well, I think so too, Auntie, we are not children either, so you and uncle should go back to rest early."

"Well, you two can go anywhere, let Qin Yue treat you, this time it's thanks to you, but you must pay attention to safety, call your uncle and ask him to pick you up when it's late."

"it is good."

"Then we'll go back first."

"Uncles and aunts (parents) goodbye."

Watching the two of them leave until the figure of the car gradually disappeared, Qin Yue held Shen Shi's hand like a deflated balloon, slowly wrapped his arms around Shen Shi's waist, rested his head on Shen Shi's neck, He let out a long breath.Shen Shi was tickled by him, and turned his head to one side to hide.

"What are you doing, there are so many people here."

"I feel like I haven't touched or kissed you for a long time. I think you can't do what you want, and I can't get close to you in front of my parents just now. I feel so sad. I wish I could tell them about us right now."

Shen Shi was a little moved when he heard this, but he still said:

"We will be together openly, but not now, let's wait for a while."

"Hmm. So where are we going now?"

"What do you say?"

"See a movie?"

"It's boring. There haven't been any good movies released recently."

"Then where are you going? It's cold and dark. There's really no good place to go."

Shen Shi lowered his head and thought for a while, then raised his head to look at Qin Yue and said:

"Go to my house."

"what?"

"Don't you want to go? I remember you haven't been there yet."

"Go, go, of course, then let's go now."

"Ah."

"Wait a minute, I'm going to the supermarket, you wait for me here, come back right away."

He ran away without looking back.Shen Shi saw that he was in a hurry, and he had disappeared before he had time to call out, so he had to stay where he was and wait for him to come back.

After 10 minutes, Qin Yue's tall and thin figure appeared in Shen Shi's field of vision. With a bag of fruit in his left hand and a bag of snacks in his right, he strode towards him from a distance.

"Let's go, buy some food, let's have a Christmas Eve carnival!"

Seeing his excited appearance, Shen Shi couldn't help but bend the corners of his mouth.

The two took a taxi back to the community and arrived at Shen Shi's house.Qin Yue came here for the first time, so he was inevitably a little curious. He looked here and there. Shen Shi's house was on a high floor, with a good environment and a large area, but the bigger the house, the more empty it seemed.

"Shen Shi, is there no one at your house?"

"Well, my dad works overtime today and won't come back."

"Aren't you the only one in the house?"

"Ah."

"Then, then I'll stay with you tonight."

"it is good."

The two teenagers took a shower and got under the covers to watch a movie.The orange light from the desk lamp sprinkled the room, and through the gaps in the curtains, one could see snowflakes falling outside. Shen Shi leaned against the head of the bed, Qin Yue's head rested on Shen Shi's lap, and his hands hugged Shen Shi's waist , accepting Shen Shi's feeding from time to time, the picture is warm and beautiful.

The movie is a European literary film with a slow pace and a touching story, which is very suitable for appreciation in this atmosphere.When seeing two teenagers chasing and playing on the hillside in the movie, Qin Yue suddenly remembered something and said:

"Shen Shi, do you still remember the first time we met on the hillside of the school?"

"Remember, what happened?"

"Do you know why I'm there?"

Shen Shi stroked his face with one hand, inserted his hand in his hair, and slowly shook his head at him.

"Then listen to my business."

"Ah."

"I was in a bad mood that day. I am usually a cheerful person. I like to play with my friends during class and play ball with them after school. You know, boys always watch some small movies together. The first time we watched it together, they all reacted but I didn’t. At one point they laughed at me, but I didn’t think there was anything wrong, because I knew my body was normal. Until one time, they solved it while watching, and I I accidentally glanced to the side, and then I found that I couldn't move my eyes, and my body gradually started to feel. I was blinded all of a sudden, and quickly got up and ran to the bathroom. I didn't even dare to take a breath. I heard They say I've got the hang of it."

"I was terrified at first, you know, we're taught to be heterosexual even as soon as we can understand the language, so I thought I was finished, like a person who thought he was perfectly healthy is suddenly pronounced by the doctor Like having cancer, I didn’t dare to tell my parents. I was distracted in class every day, and my heart was like a big stone. Later, I felt that I couldn’t go on like this. Things always needed to be solved, and I didn’t want others to know. Fortunately, Now that the Internet is developed, I started to look up information on the Internet. Fortunately, there are many people who like the same sex in the world. But some people are just curious, and some people are born with feelings only for the same sex, unfortunately, I belong to the latter."

"Afterwards, I began to try to accept my sexuality, and kept comforting myself: It's not my fault, and I don't want to be like this. It's the same whether I like the same sex or the opposite sex. Finally, I feel much better in my heart, and I also feel comfortable with this matter. I could see it openly, but I was still a little gloomy in my heart, and I wanted to find a place where no one was there to have a quiet time and think about it, so I went there, and then I met you. Now that I think about it, I am so lucky!"

Listening to his words, Shen Shi recalled their meeting that day, and unconsciously laughed.That day was also the day when he made up his mind to get out of the past, and then he saw another figure appearing in the secret base that no one had ever set foot in on weekdays, as if everything was preordained, and even fate drew a red line for them.

That night, the two of them did nothing, but hugged each other to sleep, sweet and happy.