water clear and rippling

The next day, the two got up early and were going to climb the mountain today.The weather was gloomy like yesterday, but luckily it didn't rain.Although I didn't sleep very well last night, I felt refreshed and refreshed by breathing the mountain air in the morning.Because it was still early, there were not many people on the way up the mountain, and there was a hint of a hermit in the mountains.This mountain is located in the south of the Yangtze River. It is not very high. It is covered by trees along the way, and there are clear streams flowing through it. It is said that this is the mountain spring on the mountain. The spring water is rich in minerals. The nearby residents often come to fetch water, even tourists. Come here to fetch water.I don’t know how long I’ve been walking, but I’ve passed the famous horizontal cable bridge, and I seem to have reached halfway up the mountain. A small temple left by the previous generation stands here. I approach the wooden railing on the open space in front of the temple and look down. So insignificant, Song Yizhou's thoughts can't help drifting to that question, "Why do I think of her at that moment, what kind of feeling is that..."

"Why are you in a daze?" Qin Jiahui turned her head in front and said, beckoning Song Yizhou to move on.

Song Yizhou smiled and replied: "Okay, come right away", but there was a feeling of guilt in his heart, and for the rest of the day, Song Yizhou always carried this feeling.

If there is no superb acting skills, then your expression will be your traitor.Of course, Qin Jiahui noticed the change of Song Yizhou's mood. Faced with Qin Jiahui's question, Song Yizhou used "tired" to prevaricate, so the two stopped and walked, and reached the top of the mountain like this.The scenery on the top of the mountain is even better, and the field of vision is wider. You can see the distant mountains like a daisy, hidden in the clouds and mist, and you can also see the scenery below the mountain.

"I am an adventurous person." Looking at the picture in front of her, Qin Jiahui said.

"Huh?" Song Yizhou didn't understand the meaning of Qin Jiahui's sudden words.

"It's just that I like to keep trying and break through myself. Whether it's climbing or something, I hope to do something I haven't done before."

"Oh, are these your values?"

"Well, maybe it has something to do with my English learning and more exposure to Western culture. I think life should keep trying, and this kind of life is meaningful."

Song Yizhou fell into thinking, this is indeed one of the characteristics of Western culture, don't those great navigators need an adventurous spirit?Don't those modern scientists need the spirit of constantly trying to question?Although today is different from the past, history can still affect the future to some extent, but what about yourself?

"I can see that you don't like taking risks." Qin Jiahui continued.

Whether I love adventure or not, I really don’t love it in terms of daily performance, but there is no absolute in everything. From this level, Song Yizhou himself is not clear. Thinking of this, Song Yizhou feels a burst of sadness. Looking back on the past 20 years , I never seem to know what I want, and keep drifting with the crowd.

"I do not know either."

"Well, you always do."

The discussion didn't continue because no one knew what to say.

The comfortable water temperature of the mountain hot spring made Song Yizhou feel more relaxed, and the fatigue of the whole day seemed to disappear little by little.Qin Jiahui was soaking in hot springs in a pool not far away, and that pool was said to have skin beautifying effects.But Song Yizhou was alone in the three-meter-square pond where he was alone. Song Yizhou buried his whole body in the water, with only his head exposed, leaning against the wall.He is thinking about some problems that have already emerged, such as his own values ​​​​that do not match Qin Jiahui, what should he do next?For example, Qin Jiahui has given up the opportunity to teach for herself, will she give up what she wanted to do because of her own reasons?Also, how do you explain Xia Qingyi, why do you think of her so often, especially at that time?These questions lingered in Song Yizhou's mind, and he couldn't answer them.No, rather than being unable to answer it, it would be better to say that he is unwilling to answer it, because there is another key question, which is the key to solving other problems, that is, whether he loves Qin Jiahui or not, and what happened to that initial love? change?What's more, I don't even know what love is.Song Yizhou didn't want to think about it anymore and closed his eyes.

Back at the hotel, Song Yizhou lay down on the soft bed, the comfort brought by the hot spring hadn't faded away, so the whole person felt great satisfaction, Song Yizhou just wanted to sleep deeply at this moment.

"Is it comfortable to soak in hot springs?" Qin Jiahui, who was applying skin care products, asked.

"Ah, comfortable. I finally understand why the Japanese love hot springs so much."

"You have been staying in that pool. There are many hot spring pools with different functions over there, so you won't come if you are told."

"I don't believe it really has this function. It's the same if you change it. And I'm the only one in my pool, no one bothers me."

"But how do you know it's the same if you don't try?" Qin Jiahui turned her head and said.

"Well, I didn't try it because I didn't believe it!"

"Well, it doesn't make sense to you." Qin Jiahui gave up arguing.

After tidying up, Qin Jiahui took off her sweater and outer pants, leaving only tight-fitting cotton clothes and trousers, and got into bed.

"Are you going to sleep?" Song Yizhou asked upon seeing this.

"Well, turn off the lights."

Song Yizhou said "OK", then turned off the light, and the room was plunged into darkness.For a long time, the two of them didn't fall asleep in a tacit understanding.

"Hey, why are you so honest tonight?" Qin Jiahui's voice came from the darkness.

"What?" Song Yizhou was a little caught off guard, he vaguely knew the meaning of Qin Jiahui's words, but he didn't dare to confirm, so he pretended not to hear clearly.

"It's fine if you don't hear it."

Song Yizhou was originally troubled by the problems he was thinking about today, and he just wanted to go to bed early.But this time Qin Jiahui took the initiative to express that as a young man, no one could remain indifferent, and Song Yizhou was no exception.

Song Yizhou didn't answer, got up and crossed to the edge of Qin Jiahui's bed, said "Look, did I hear you?" He cupped Qin Jiahui's cheek with both hands and kissed.The two hot hearts were burning, and they couldn't help embracing each other, holding each other tightly with their palms.At the same moment, "the woman in front of me is Xia Qingyi's thought and delusion" flashed in his mind again, but Song Yizhou was controlled by the dominant gangster, he didn't care about it.He gradually moved the kiss from Qin Jiahui's lips to her body. The intimate contact made the two look shy and agitated. They tried hugging, kissing, and caressing over and over again, but they still hadn't taken that last step.

Song Yizhou looked at the time, it was eleven o'clock in the evening, and Qin Jiahui was leaning in his arms. "Uh, I want to ask you a question," Qin Jiahui shook her head slightly, staring at Song Yizhou and asked.

"Well, tell me."

"That is, have you ever thought about the future, such as when you will get married?"

Song Yizhou was taken aback when he heard this, he had never thought about this question, or subconsciously he didn't want to think about it, because Song Yizhou felt that he was still very young.

"I haven't thought about it carefully." Song Yizhou said the answer that existed in his heart but had not been seriously considered.

"why?"

"How should I put it, I think maybe I'm not ready yet."

In fact, it’s not that Song Yizhou has never thought about getting married, it’s just that he feels very relaxed and comfortable with his current living conditions, and always thinks that getting married means giving up freedom and taking on more responsibilities immaturely. Determined.Secondly, I just started working, and I don’t have much savings. Although my parents have mentioned that they will give him support for marriage expenses, etc., they each have a new life, and they can’t expect too much, so they subconsciously don’t think about it. .

"...Well, that's it!" Qin Jiahui showed a thoughtful expression.

"what happened?"

"It's nothing, I just want to know what you think."

"Okay, so what do you plan to do?"

"Uh... I haven't thought about it either." Qin Jiahui lied.

"Well, we are still young, there is no need to think so far." Song Yizhou thinks that Qin Jiahui has the same opinion as himself.

"Well, it's getting late, let's go to sleep." Qin Jiahui said and buried her body in the bed, seeming to hug her more tightly.

Song Yizhou then also closed his eyes and soon fell asleep.But this time I slept very tired, dreaming one after another.

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The notification sound of the text message on the mobile phone disturbed the sleep, Song Yizhou still closed his eyes, fumbling for the mobile phone with his right hand on the bedside table, today is the third day after returning from a trip.Song Yizhou squinted his eyes and opened the text message on his mobile phone, and felt a "huh" in his heart, the text message was sent by Xia Qingyi.

The content of the text message is only a few words. "Hi, are you free recently?"

Song Yizhou typed in the reply content: "Available".I muttered in my heart, "What's going to happen", before my thoughts started, the text message rang again.Still two short lines, "Can you come out this weekend? I'll treat you to dinner."

Of course Song Yizhou did not refuse.

The two made an appointment to meet at a popular hotpot restaurant in the commercial center near Xia Qingyi's home.Song Yizhou arrived early, it was almost noon, but what is rare is that there are not many customers today, Song Yizhou thought maybe it was because the weather was too cold, people would rather stay at home.Song Yizhou picked a seat by the window, drank the free hot tea in the store, and looked out the window.People walking on the road are wrapped tightly. Although the coldest season has passed, the winter in the south is less than March and April, and it is still wet and cold as before.A familiar figure in the crowd appeared in Song Yizhou's line of sight. It was Xia Qingyi. She was wearing the pink down jacket from last time, a light yellow knitted hat, and a light blue scarf. Recently, I have added a bit of adult sadness.Seeing Xia Qingyi pushing the door and entering, Song Yizhou hurriedly raised his hand to greet him, Xia Qingyi saw it at a glance and walked slowly.

"Hi, long time no see." Song Yizhou greeted.

"I just saw this a few days ago."

"Ah, yes, I'm really forgetful." Song Yizhou knew in his heart that he hadn't forgotten. "Why did you think of asking me out for dinner?" Song Yizhou asked straight to the point.

"Uh, this...it's actually nothing wrong." Xia Qingyi's words implied that something was wrong.

"Isn't that true?"

Xia Qingyi was stunned for a moment, then came to his senses, and said slowly: "If it's not true, there's nothing wrong with it, I just want to chat with someone."

"Looking for someone to chat with?"

"Ah."

"Is there something you can only tell me!" Song Yizhou joked.

Xia Qingyi showed an unbelievable expression, which obviously showed that Song Yizhou was right.

"Haha, I hit the spot. So what's going on?"

Xia Qingyi swallowed, and took a sip of hot tea. "You're so smart, guess what!" The words were witty words, but they were not witty when they were spoken out, and it was hard to hide the sadness.

"Don't be fooled, I can't guess." Song Yizhou waved his hand.

"Can't you?"

"Well, I really have no idea."

"It's about my dad. I told you about it." Xia Qingyi reminded.

"Your father?" Song Yizhou searched the memory bank for information about Xia Yu, and then carefully looked at the expression on Xia Qingyi's face.

"Ah."

"That matter?" Song Yizhou inquired cautiously, he knew that Xia Qingyi would understand what he meant without further words.

"Yes, I didn't guess wrong after all." Xia Qingyi took another sip of water.

Afterwards, Xia Qingyi narrated what happened.It turned out that Xia Qingyi's guess at the time was not wrong, his father had indeed cheated.Xia Yu's affair partner is also a married woman, but they have been married for many years, but they have never given birth to a child.After inspection, it was found that it was the husband's problem. Since then, the husband and wife have been in harmony with each other, and there is rarely the reality of husband and wife.Later, when the woman was introduced by a friend to go to Xia Yu's gym to exercise, the two met through it.Shortly thereafter, underground trysts began, usually at a residence where the woman had been left unoccupied.The woman's name was Zhang Yanwan, and she was already a sub-section cadre of a certain department of the local government at a young age. It is said that this was due to her unusual family background.Her husband inherited his father's business and is in charge of a small children's extracurricular tutoring institution, which was started after his father retired. His father was the principal of a middle school before retirement, so the two families are well matched.That day, Xia Yu and Zhang Yanwan made an appointment to meet at the old place at night. They arrived one after another at night and were enjoying the joy of fish and water. Unexpectedly, the woman's husband also appeared suddenly in search of a document, and the matter was exposed.As a result, the two agreed to a peaceful divorce. After all, it would not be good for anyone to make a big mess.On the other hand, Xia Yu had no choice but to show her cards to his wife. They also divorced by agreement, and finally left behind the house and daughter. This happened just over a month ago.

After listening to Xia Qingyi's narration, Song Yizhou felt pity suddenly, but he didn't know how to speak for a moment, and after a long time, he managed to squeeze out a few comforting words: "Don't be too sad about this...uh..."

"Hahaha!" Xia Qingyi suddenly laughed unreasonably.

"Could it be stimulated, but it doesn't look like it at all." Song Yizhou thought to himself. "why are you laughing?"

"To be honest, I'm not that sad and sad. I've seen it for a long time. Do you remember that I told you before that I would rather they divorce? So I'm not very sad."

Song Yizhou recalled that night in the park, Xia Qingyi did say something similar.

"It's really clear, no problem?" Song Yizhou still wanted to confirm.

"Well, no problem, don't worry."

"That's good, because in many families where the parents divorce, the children are the biggest victims, and some even never recover from it."

"I'll only get better and better, and I won't never recover." Xia Qingyi said while staring in a certain direction, as if making up his mind.

"By the way, why did you tell me?" Song Yizhou felt that the words were redundant.

Xia Qingyi scratched his head and said, "There is no reason, is this a good reason?"

"of course can."

After dinner.The two went to sing together again, and did not say goodbye until evening.

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Physiologically, men have an absolute advantage over women.But from a psychological point of view, women undoubtedly evolved more advanced than rough men.Therefore, among men and women of the same age, women are generally more mature than men, especially when it comes to emotional issues, men are more slow-witted, and often wait until women's patience reaches the limit before men wake up.

On the second day after meeting Xia Qingyi, Song Yizhou woke up early.It suddenly occurred to him that he hadn't contacted Qin Jiahui for almost three days. Considering that it was still early, he sent her a text message, but there was no reply until the afternoon, and no one answered the phone.For some reason, Song Yizhou felt unprecedented heart palpitations, which is a bad feeling.

While waiting anxiously, the phone finally rang, but it was not Qin Jiahui, but an unfamiliar number.

"Hello?" Song Yizhou still answered the phone.

"I'm ×× Express, and you have express." The thick bass voice on the other end of the phone said, obviously the other party was a courier.

"Is there a delivery?" Song Yizhou thought to himself that he hadn't bought anything recently.

"Yes, are you at home? I'll be downstairs in 5 minutes. Come down and get it." The courier replied impatiently.

"Oh."

The so-called express delivery was a cardboard box with a height of [-] to [-] centimeters, and the sender's information was not revealed outside the carton. Song Yizhou didn't know, so he carried it upstairs, but it was surprisingly not heavy. "What's inside here?" Song Yizhou thought in his heart, "Who gave it to him, could it be Xia Qingyi?" Song Yizhou brought out a fruit knife with a little expectation, and cut off the tape on the surface of the carton.The moment Song Yizhou opened the box, he was taken aback. The items in the box were all familiar to him, they were all gifts for Qin Jiahui, and a sense of uneasiness surged into his heart instantly.There is also an envelope among all the items, Song Yizhou opened it anxiously, and read it, the content of the letter is as follows.

"Yizhou, you should have received the courier from me, I think when you see these things, you should also know what I want to tell you. If you want to know the reason, then continue reading. First of all, I want to declare that the reason why I return all the things you gave me is because I don't want to keep any memory about you. I used to really like you. You must be wondering, since I like you, why did I leave? What I want to say is that I like you for real, but you are not the person I am looking for. For you I don’t know. After getting along for a long time, I found that you can’t do what I want now, and you are still like a child who hasn’t grown up. I believe you will grow up, but I have My own life schedule, I don't want to wait without a goal. And the most critical issue is not only that, sometimes when I am with you, I feel that we are like familiar strangers. If we compare it to the frequency of broadcasting, we are not there On a channel. So after much deliberation, I made this decision that is very difficult for me and for you, please forgive me! I can only say that maybe we did not meet at the right time, if it was later One point of encounter, everyone has experienced more, the result must be different. Finally, I hope you can understand me, let us leave a place for each other in our hearts, and then close the door. Don't try to find me anymore, just Like the song in the love song, let's break up happily, this is my last request to you.

Jiahui who once loved you! "

After reading the letter, no, it should be before reading the letter, Song Yizhou's eyes were already wet, and tears could not help but drip down, on the letter paper, on his arm, and on the ground.In fact, Song Yizhou completely understood what Qin Jiahui said, and even empathized with her. Accepting it is another matter.This is a kind of silent sadness, allowing tears to rage on the cheeks, but there is no crying.