Dripping Grace

"Stay with me for a while?" Xie Xiaoran asked.

Chu Yan hesitated for a moment, feeling that he couldn't find a reason to refuse, so he nodded, and the two walked to a green corridor next to the KTV gate and sat down.

It's not warm, and it's not a good place for small talk.

"How is City C?"

"Huh?" Chu Yan didn't know which aspect Xie Xiaoran was referring to.

"Didn't I just graduate? I have relatives in City C, and I'm planning to go north for development. I'm asking for your opinion."

"Oh, that's it. City C definitely has more development opportunities than ours, but the competition is also fierce. If you want to go, you'd better discuss it with your relatives, and go on the safe side. There are many jobs, but you need good opportunities .”

The answer given by Chu Yan was more pertinent, and absolutely not meant to be perfunctory.

"I heard that the company you work for is a good company?"

Chu Yan nodded: "Well, I'm lucky."

Xie Xiaoran was silent for a while, Chu Yan felt that the little girl was much more depressed than before.

"I think it's because you worked hard enough. However, when it comes to luck, it's not unreasonable. Just like me, I fell ill on the days of the exam. You said, is this fate?"

Chu Yan comforted her lightly: "You went to Z University is not bad, you can have room for development wherever you go. Don't worry about what has happened."

"But... But I'm not reconciled!" Xie Xiaoran once again showed the desperate expression on his face.

"I tried to forget you for four years in college, and I went with the situation. But I couldn't find someone better than you, and I was really not reconciled.

I heard from them that you have never had a girlfriend, so...does that mean that I still have a chance? "

Chu Yan once again felt that this girl was really direct and bold.This is the first time they have seen each other in more than four years.

"Xie Xiaoran, I'm sorry!" Chu Yan refused directly.

"Why?" Being rejected again, Xie Xiaoran was a little annoyed.

"I... I have someone." Chu Yan found it difficult to say these words.

"You lied to me, why don't you just tell me that you don't like me." Xie Xiaoran obviously didn't believe Chu Yan's words.

Many students know that Chu Yan has always kept himself clean, diligent in making a living and studying in the future, and has never had a girlfriend at all.

"I'm sorry." Chu Yan didn't want to explain too much.Looking at Xie Xiaoran's appearance, he couldn't bear it.So he wanted to leave this place quickly, so as not to make comforting actions that would misunderstand the other party.

Before he could take a step, the little girl jumped up and hugged her.

Sobbing cries followed.

"I'm not reconciled, you hug me!" Xie Xiaoran raised her head with tears in her eyes, her eyes were tightly locked on Chu Yan's face: "Hug me! Let me give myself an explanation, so that I can put my feelings in the past few years There is no empty game... please!"

She looked really sad. Although Chu Yan couldn't understand the reason why the other party was so persistent towards her, she was also moved by Xie Xiaoran's tears.

For the first time, he knew that some people's unrequited love is so hard.

His heart softened, he stretched out his arms hanging on both sides of his body, gently hugged Xie Xiaoran in his arms, and patted her back to comfort her.

Xie Xiaoran smiled, and the smile was full of undesired bitterness.

Then she made a move that Chu Yan didn't expect.

She raised her head and kissed Chu Yan's lips all at once, her movements were quick without any delay or hesitation.

Chu Yan immediately let go and retreated as if stung by a hornet, but in a moment of astonishment, he saw Fang Yu standing beside the dead tree not far away, with a gloomy expression on his face.

Chu Yan quickly calmed down a little panic, and said to Xie Xiaoran who was a little sluggish because of being obviously disgusted: "It's too cold, go in!"

After speaking, he turned around and walked towards the place where Fang Yu was standing.

Although there is a reason for the incident, it is estimated that Fang Yu will not be too calm and pretend nothing happened.

But Chu Yan felt that this was not a big deal, even if it made people unhappy.

Fang Yu stared straight at Chu Yan as he approached step by step with eyes like ice skates. The low air pressure around him was colder than the temperature at this time.

But he still reached out his hand steadily and put the down jacket on Chu Yan.

Then he turned that gaze to Xie Xiaoran who was still standing there.There was a little puzzlement in her eyes looking at this side.

Fang Yu met Xie Xiaoran's scrutinizing gaze, picked up the mobile phone in his hand, and dialed.

"I have something to do, so let's go first, you can play... well, Chu Yan will go back with me... another day... okay, that's it!"

After talking on the phone, Fang Yu withdrew his staring gaze at Xie Xiaoran, turned around and took Chu Yan's arm, hailed a taxi parked in front of the KTV, and walked away.

Both of them were silent along the way, and Chu Yan did not express any objection after hearing Fang Yu report the name of a hotel to the driver.

He knows Fang Yu, and his anger needs to be relieved.

After opening the room, Fang Yu pressed Chu Yan to bed without a single unnecessary word or movement.

The clothes were eagerly torn off, and the kisses left purple marks like gnawing.

He refused to kiss Chu Yan's lips, but went straight to the point roughly.

Chu Yan couldn't hold back a cry.

"pain……"

It's a pity that his cry of pain didn't bring any pity, Fang Yu acted recklessly like a savage perpetrator.

Chu Yan's pride prevented him from begging for mercy. All he did was bite the corner of his lips tightly and try his best to endure.

He thought that Fang Yu would be angry, but he didn't expect him to lose control to this point.

The two had been in close contact for nearly two years, and this was the only time Fang Yu acted brutally regardless of whether Chu Yan was physically injured.

Fang Yu's anger was stronger than Chu Yan thought. After venting once, he carried him to the bathroom to wash, during which time he scrubbed Chu Yan's lips vigorously with soap, ignoring the bite wound on it when he had just endured the pain.

After coming out of the shower, Chu Yan endured the pain to grab the clothes on the ground.It's getting late, he has to go back.

Unexpectedly, Fang Yu tore off the clothes just picked up and threw them on the ground.

"Don't go back tonight. I'll call grandma."

Seeing Fang Yu's unreasonable trouble, Chu Yan was powerless to refute, but kept silent and went to pick up the clothes on the ground again.But Fang Yu ruthlessly pushed him down on the bed.

"Can you calm down?" Chu Yan looked coldly at Fang Yu who was mad like this.

"Calm down? You are stealing people behind my fucking back, how can I be calm? What did you say at the beginning? You can't bear it until half of the five years have passed? I am such a rascal, and I will guard myself like a jade for you. What are you messing around behind my back?"

At this moment, Fang Yu is really like a lunatic.

Chu Yan explained weakly: "It's not what you think, I didn't..."

"Do you think I'm blind? You don't? You fucking couple!"

Chu Yan really opened his eyes this time. This is the first time he has seen such an unreasonable Fang Yu.

He knew that it was useless for him to say anything now, so he simply closed his eyes, ignored it, and waited for Fang Yu to calm down by himself.

It's just that he still thinks things are too simple.

After calling Grandma Chu, Fang Yu climbed onto the bed again and pressed Chu Yan under him. His hard and hot sensitive part was once again under Chu Yan's body.

"Don't...it hurts." Chu Yan struggled.

But the more intense his struggle, the more pressing the suppression.He really saw the physical gap between himself and Fang Yu.

Powerless to resist, being treated roughly again...

He never thought that the rudeness and barbarism waiting for him would last for a long time...

Later Fang Yu might be a little gentler, but for Chu Yan, he couldn't feel it at all.

……

When Chu Yan woke up in a daze, he heard Fang Yu talking softly to someone.

"Brother Chang, don't tell anyone about this, including Chen Feng, okay?"

"Fang Yu, your brother, I'm not a talkative person. But... I understand that you young people play a lot of tricks, but you really can't be so troublesome..."

"I know, yesterday... I was a little out of control. It won't happen in the future."

"In the future? Fang Yu, I have to remind you, it's just for fun, don't play too big."

Fang Yu was silent.

Chu Yan recognized the voice of another person. It was Chen Feng's cousin, Chen Chang, who opened a private hospital by himself.He helped Fang Yu fight in high school, and he also lived in that hospital.

When he was fully awake and opened his eyes, Chen Chang had already left.I had an infusion needle stuck on the back of my hand, and my whole body hurt like it was falling apart.

When Fang Yu sent the doctor back, he saw that Chu Yan had woken up and was quietly staring at the ceiling in a daze.

He walked to the bed, instead of leaning against him like in the past, he stood beside him a little cautiously, and asked softly, "Are you hungry? Shall I make you hot porridge?"

Chu Yan shook his head, he really had no appetite.

"Eat something, you'll get better more slowly if you don't eat." Fang Yu didn't wait for his answer, and went to the microwave oven to heat the porridge.

When helping him up and feeding him porridge, Fang Yu said, "I'm sorry."

Chu Yan didn't make any waves, just shook his head slightly and said, "It's okay."

Fang Yu's anger had been completely vented in Chu Yan's body.

Therefore, regarding the scene he watched yesterday, he was finally able to not lose control so much.

But it doesn't mean that he has completely let go of it. His apology is only for Chu Yan's body.

"Even if you really like her, you should wait for the end between us? Have you forgotten what we made an appointment with?"

Chu Yan didn't say a word. He wasn't completely wrong about what happened yesterday.

"I know, I'll pay attention later."

He didn't answer directly whether he really liked Xie Xiaoran, which made Fang Yu feel very depressed.

Chu Yan stayed in the hotel for another day. Grandma would definitely notice his current condition when he returned home.

When he is almost in good health, Chu Yan should also leave for work in City C.

Fang Yu's original plan was naturally to go back with Chu Yan.But now it seemed that the remaining anger was still there, so Chu Yan went back to City C by himself.

Such a New Year's Eve is a bit chaotic.

……

Those who have taken part in the work have completely lost the leisure and comfort of the student days.

Both Chu Yan and Fang Yu are very busy, especially Chu Yan, who is often called by the company to stay and work overtime.

Chu Yan has no objection to this point. He likes his job, and it is a kind of enjoyment to devote himself to one thing.What's more, he also took this opportunity to earn enough overtime pay.

However, with such a busy life, the time he and Fang Yu spent alone became scarce.

He didn't care too much. Since the incident last time, the relationship between the two seemed to have cooled down suddenly.

Fang Yu no longer clings to him anytime and anywhere as before, and there are many times when he comes home late at night.

There was even one time when Chu Yan, who was in a drowsy sleep, smelled the pungent fragrance of women's perfume on Fang Yu's body when he approached and kissed him lightly.

Although the nature of his work is different from his own, and he often needs to accompany clients to some entertainment venues, Fang Yu has never brought such an exciting taste home before.

Maybe Fang Yu finally got bored and started looking for a new love.

Before Chu Yanlin fell asleep, she thought happily.

But in his sleep, he cried.

Why are you crying?What an inexplicable dream.