Long river

During the lunch break, Xu Nian called Cen Li to go to dinner together, and Cen Li told him to go first. After the shift doctor arrived, he slowly got up and walked out.

As soon as he walked out of the department, he saw Song Xingke in the corridor.

The man's complexion was still very bad, as if he was sick.But in Cen Li's eyes, it was more like the sequelae of meeting him.

Song Xingke saw Cen Li coming out and said, "Let's have a meal together."

"I've eaten." Cen Li lied.

"Xiaoli." Song Xingke looked at him steadfastly, "I've been waiting for you here since I finished hanging the water."

Cen Li pursed his lips, didn't answer any more, just looked down at the cracks between the floor tiles in a daze.

"I've been waiting for you for six years." Song Xingke's voice was hoarse, "But you didn't even give me time for a meal."

Cen Li's whole body of resistance immediately subsided.

He was never willing to say no to Song Xingke.Song Xingke is the straw, Song Xingke is the wheatgrass, he is the crushed donkey and the smashed balloon.

The little donkey Cen Li could only reluctantly say, "Let's go."

Song Xingke was going to drive, Cen Li frowned: "There are many eating places next to the hospital."

Song Xingke didn't speak, but turned his head to look at him again. His gaze almost made Cen Li think that he had become a big villain, Chen Shimei who abandoned his wife, so he had no choice but to take another step back: "... Whatever you want."

Who made himself owe him.Cen Li sighed, and climbed into Qin Xianglian's car obediently.

Song Xingke took him to a Japanese grocery store, and Cen Li looked at the extremely private environment around him, feeling a little uneasy.

"What to eat?" Song Xingke asked him.

"It's all right." Cen Li replied. After finishing speaking, he looked at Song Xingke's still pale face, and couldn't help but said, "You can't eat spicy food."

Song Xingke looked at him and laughed: "I didn't expect you to become a doctor."

Cen Li also smiled: "Yes."

"Where did you go to university? This city?" Song Xingke asked.

Cen Li froze for a moment, then nodded.

"You came to City C back then." Song Xingke's tone was flat, as if stating a fact.

In fact he was stating the facts.

After Cen Li left City A, he brought his grandma to City C. He didn't tell anyone where he was going.

In the past six years, he thought again and again how sad and disappointed Song Xingke was when he found out that he had disappeared. In this forced self-torture, he even experienced a tinge of revenge.

Cen Li clearly felt his despicableness, so in the later time, he no longer dared to think about everything about Song Xingke.

He hastily replied, "Have you looked for me?"

"What do you think?" Song Xingke said, "I was looking for you like crazy, I thought you would at least stay in City A."

Song Xingke tore up the past and spread it out in front of Cen Li, his directness left Cen Li speechless.

"You tortured me for six years." Song Xingke said unceremoniously, "Cen Li, you should give me a reason."

Cen Li was almost suffocated under his sharp questioning, he bit the tip of his tongue, and managed to escape from the memories of the past.

He didn't know where to say it, let alone how to say it, so he could only pick and choose the reason: "...Grandma is sick, and I brought her to City A for treatment."

"I know." Song Xingke's voice became gentler, with obvious apology, "My mother...she told me."

Cen Li smiled helplessly, and said, "You don't have to feel sorry, Song Xingke. These are my own choices, and have nothing to do with others, let alone you."

"How could it be irrelevant." Song Xingke looked at him quietly, "I have thought a lot for so long."

"It's because I didn't give you enough sense of security, that's why you don't want to tell me anything." Song Xingke told him.

Cen Li opened his mouth, wanting to refute him, telling him that was not the case, but in the end he had nothing to say.

Song Xingke was right, and Cen Li knew it.

Six years ago, Song Xingke was radiant, with a wealthy family and good looks. He broke into Cen Li's life with an unattainable label of excellence, making his dark and cramped world even more pitiful.

But who doesn't love Song Xingke like that, Cen Li also likes it, almost fascinated by what he likes.

But that gully is too difficult to cross. Song Xingke and Cen Li are destined to be people in two worlds, one with a bright future and the other with a precarious future.

Cen Li never believed that Song Xingke loved him, he only thought that Song Xingke's love words were a trick to trick him, and Song Xingke's liking was nothing more than curiosity and novelty.

When Song Xingke's mother appeared in front of Cen Li, Cen Li soberly told himself word by word that the time had come.

Cinderella will leave the prince at twelve o'clock, and he should also leave Song Xingke, but Cinderella still has glass slippers to throw away, and he is alone, and what is left to Song Xingke in the end is also an unreasonable quarrel, and it is hard to tell who is more pitiful.

"Cen Li...Cen Li?!"

Song Xingke's voice brought Cen Li back to his senses. The dishes were already on the table, delicate and attractive, but he couldn't taste them.

After eating, Song Xingke sent him back to the hospital, and was silent all the way. When Cen Li was about to get off the car, Song Xingke finally asked, "Do you have... a boyfriend?"

Cen Li was taken aback by his question, and said, "No."

Song Xingke seemed to be relieved, and smiled at him, and the opened eyebrows made Cen Li go back to six years ago in a daze.

"Can I ask you out again next time? Dr. Cen." Song Xingke asked him.

Cen Li got out of the car, heard his question, looked at Song Xingke through the open car window, and turned a corner when he refused: "Let's talk about it."

After finishing speaking, he frowned somewhat annoyedly, turned around and walked towards the hospital, when he was about to enter the door, he subconsciously looked back, Song Xingke's car was still there and did not leave.

After Song Xingke returned to the company, he was entangled by Jiang Lu.

Talking Jing held his desk tightly, his eyes were shining brightly: "I can't tell Mr. Song, you usually keep quiet, but when you come here, you will be a big one!"

"What's the big one?" Song Xingke frowned, and pulled out the document under Jiang Lu's hand.

"It's that little doctor." Jiang Lu was very gossip, "You are so pretty, how did you meet him?"

Song Xingke ignored him, Jiang Lu sat aside, and said with a smile: "If you don't tell me, I'll tell Aunt Lin?"

"How old are you?" Song Xingke glanced at him, paused and said, "It's my ex-boyfriend."

Jiang Lu opened his mouth exaggeratedly: "Does Aunt Lin know that you like men?"

"I know." Song Xingke squeezed the center of his eyebrows, leaned back on the chair, and smiled mockingly: "If she didn't know, Cen Li might be my wife now."

Jiang Lu clicked his tongue, and then sighed: "No way... Aunt Lin doesn't look like the kind of person who can beat mandarin ducks..."

"It's not..." Song Xingke closed his eyes and said, "The situation at that time was very complicated. Each of us... panicked, so we all did something wrong."

He and Cen Li started dating in high school. Song Xingke was a sophomore in high school and Cen Li was a freshman in high school. The relationship ended abruptly a year later.

When Cen Li was a sophomore in high school, he suddenly disappeared. He searched for a long time, but couldn't find it, so he was disheartened and followed his family's wishes to go abroad to study.

Before going abroad, maybe he thought he had given up, but he learned everything from his mother Lin Yuan.

Lin Yuan told him that she once went to Cen Li and gave Cen Li a sum of money to transfer to another school, and Cen Li agreed.

Song Xingke couldn't believe it.He didn't understand why in Cen Li's eyes he wasn't worth the money that wasn't a lot, so his mother told him that Cen Li's grandma had stomach cancer.

Cen Li never told himself that he didn't trust himself - this cognition made Song Xingke suffer for a long time.

As time rolled on, his longing for Cen Li became more and more intense.Lin Yuan said that she didn't know the whereabouts of Cen Li, and Song Xingke could only look for a needle in a haystack and guard the little hope.

Maybe it was really blessed by the gods. After graduation, he returned to City C and took over the family branch. Like a fairy tale, Cen Li also lived in this city.

This rapid and turbulent illness resembled his short-lived and passionate love, and made him see the treasure he was longing for in a vague dream.

Cen Li appeared in front of Song Xingke intact, so Song Xingke's shattered first love was pieced together seamlessly without any difference.